freaking pissed.

too much homework.

body cramping like noone's business.
37 guy style push ups.
60 sit ups.
60 frog-star jumps.
stupid new coach.
ugh.

uploading pics now.
do check it out.
downloading music too.
Oasis is the best.

highlight of the week?
dear's f**king truth revealed.
broke my heart into infinity pieces.
but i'm strong.
i'm holding on.
i have my friends. i have people holding on with me.
thanks aidah.
thanks sebas.
thanks sufiyan.
thanks fahdzuli.
fudge OFF, ira.

FAHDZULI. major sweeeeetnessss. hee. too sweet to be true.
and yes, he's irritating.
and yes, he's cheeky.
and yes, he helped me hold on to dear.
i wish he would stop those OBVIOUS msgs behind his SMSs.
bleahx.

ok damn my body. achingggggg like hell.
can't walk properlyyy.

and dear, i've lost my trust on you. do i give you a second chance?
i've decided no.
but you pleaded.
friends around me told me not to let you go.
you're lucky i have such nice friends.
or you wouldn't hear from me ever again.
i decided to give you a FINAL chance.
a FINAL try to this relationship.

i'm strong.
i know i am.

my blogger is so nice to me today.
no trouble. khe3!!
so i want to take this rare opportunity to advertise.

HILLARY WATCH 2005 [20-24 JUNE 2005]
LindiRoufangKayYapWenkaiAishahShaliniJeanieZuCarmenAfifahZhichiawVictorZilingJessica
and last but most certainly not least,
ISKANDAR. our very own PAPA.

haha.
OBS rawkz! to serve to strive and not to yield

i miss you guys ok!!
i know i mentioned that alot of times.
i can't help it.
((:

"weakness can be helped, but not poor attitude."

new template.
how, nice?
must comment ok.
tmr school already.
i'm not ready at all.
haven't pack my school bag yet.
i hate school!!
ugh.
i want to chop chop my hair later.
hehe.

oh btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBASTINI.
or should i say belated? hmm.
may your wishes and dreams come true this year.
and please stay silly.
you make me smile. ((:

hoo-hum.

OBS changed my view of life.
NEVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.
im happier now. ((:
Hillary! we must have a gathering ok?
i miss u guys.
heeeheee.

ok i'm hungry.
byebye.

1 freaking month never update my blog sakkkkkk!! okok. i shall update on my Junes hollies.
freaking stressed. hmwk not done. wad the fudgeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ookay! OBS was super fun la dey! i dread the camp actually, but it turned out otherwise!
i had my FIRST experience with a kayak n i managed to kayak 8 hours straight AROUND
Pulau Ubin! coolios for me! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
but right, i'm freaking tanned sey! i forgot to open my watch n now my wrist is ugly!! ugh.
but worth it la. sea expedition is my very best experience. heeeee.
and Hillary's instructor hor, cool sei!!!!!! happy sey get him. i dowan other instructors
anyway. he's DA best! u rawk, ISKANDAR!! noo, PAPA!!!!!!!!!
we call him papa. hehe. because we're a family. and Kay is his son. haha.
funny larhs.
and ummm. wah, alot sey wanna tell. our group talk cock alot you know! that's why i LOVE HILLARY!

heeeeeheeee. Papa made Milo + Ovaltine specially for us. very nice. u must try. too bad other groops didn't get what we got. HAHA. Hillary rockx. then our lights out is at 11 pm but we talked cock at Camp One till 11.40 pm. sat at the pontoon till our heads 'float'. we felt dizzy all the wayyy. haha. but syiok ah! then on our last night, we talked cock till 12+ pm. waaaah. THE best. hehe. we told ghost stories and joked. oh cooooool.

and then we had to pick our last Day In-Charge. and i realised that i didn't volunteer
at all. so what the hell, i just kept quiet ah. haha. act stupid. so Papa decided we should see the pattern for the past ICs. and so, FIRST IC was Shalini. she has short hair, not wearing specs and live in the North. SECOND IC is Aishah. she has long hair, wear specs and live in the West. THIRD&FOURTH IC is Afifah. she has short hair, not wearing specs and living in the North. see the pattern? so they searching for a person with LONG HAIR, WEAR SPECS and live in THE WEST. guess who?

yaaaaaalaaaaaaa!! me sey! i cant say cannot mah!! cos got noone else!
but ok lar. half day only. hahaaaaaa.

post too long? well, i shall end here although my story haven't fullstop yet.
too bad la uh. i put into details also nothing beats the experience itself.
so chow guyz. i can finally say....."kayaking rocks more than skimming!"
bullpoop.

HILLARY, we shall have a gathering ok? Papa will go Orchard with his compass. heehee.
and we shall tease him. when she smiles, the world will smile with her....

heeeee.

and HILLARY. i will miss you guys. we bonded so much since the first day and as the saying goes, "We meet as strangers and leave as...no, not friends...HILLARY will leave as a family."

HILLARY RAWKZ. I MISS YOU GUYS.
"you can't discover new oceans until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore."

what's the story morning glory? my blog is in a good mooood todae. wahehehehe!! i loike sak!

okayy, first of all, MY PERIOD CAME!! i noe, u might tynk i've got a screw loose somewhere.
teehee.
but its just a sign that it won't come during my OBS. which is great cos we'll be having water activities and it ain't good if u have stuff in between ur thighs.
OBS is a 5 day camp. can't wait. its gonna be fun. hehe.

am so packed during June hollies. no time for grrrls day out. tsk. sadded!!

i feel so spoilt. i get whatever i want. i feel guilty. but i just can't stop!
i want more! naughty lil girl. ain't behaving yourself again.

i found out the place to download free music! thankx Hafiz! hehe.
now my iPod is filled wif oldies and punk and rock and malay songs! i loike!
teeeeeheeee.

Amiliya and Sabrina is wrestling on my parents bed right now. hehe. those cuties.
both of `em sleeping over. on the 9th, both will go back Punggol and we will collect Nina because she will be following us to Langkawi! hehehehe. can hardly wait.

my grandparents were off for Umrah. sent `em off on th 2nd of June. sedih sey.
they'll be away for 10 days.

i got my tankini! dearie sis bought for me. coolios! its red and orange flowery halter neck top with black skirty bottoms. noiice!! can't wait to use it. hehehe.

and don't you know i'm in love with retro? i am, okay. teehee.

have to blast now. let's all pray that my com is in a good mood next time so you beautiful people can read my daily rants. ok? ok.

toodles.

xoxo