♥ tickets please.

Friday, September 30, 2005

Yan!!

BLOGGER IS MEREPEK!!!
it's giving me attitude!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

alrights.
during chem lesson, Mr Ang showed us a video.
a funny one. with a couple SMOOCHING.
in CLASS, mind yoU!
like omg! i dunno where to look sey.
for around 40-50 secs?! my gooooooooosh!
and it ended with the guy fainting.
and the caption after that was,
"blocked nose?"
"Vicks can clear your blablabla....."
hahahahah. stupid.

and Ms Malini told us a really freaky story.
go to http://dun-mess-wif-mie.blogspot.com, Aidah's blog for
FULL details of it.
and Ms Malini's right, guys can NEVER feel a woman's
pain EVEN if there's a video on a woman giving birth.
they can only feel how our monthly cramps torture us when u tell them
to TEAR THEIR PENIS APART. lol.
Ms Malini said that. serious.
should see the faces of the guys in my classs.
whooosh!

anyways, spent the rest of my day after school
studying at Aidah's house.
and watched LIVE basketball.
and Yan is in it!
okok, i watch him play bb from Aidah's house okaaaay.
good clear view.
saw him do NINE successful hoops in a row.
AISEYAISEY!!
and when he do lay ups, i MELT.
like, practically move down to the floor.
hurhur.

and then got more entertainment.
saw him jump like rabbit.
oh! so cuteeeeeee!
andandand, oh, shall NOT eleborate.
psssssssssshhhhhhhhh!

and then, CKY, Carmen and HuiYin came.
and then Yan called.
and he put laughings tracks again.
hahahahahahaha.
so cute leh he laugh. lol.
even Sebas told him he's cute.
wooooooohooooooooooooo.
talktalk. hehehehehhee.
ok NICE larhs.

then go home lar.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i did a quiz on Tickle.com
kinda like the results.
hehehehehe.

Flirty and fun, you get a kick out of catching someone's eye (like you know who) and being in the center of it all. Good thing you've got the looks, personality, and sense of humor to pull it all off. You go crazy for the opposite sex, and it's just as easy for people to fall in love with you and your fun-loving attitude.

A great asset to any gathering, you've got the confidence to strike up conversations with strangers and make anyone feel welcome. That rocks!

oh yessssss! i cut my hair!
wanna see?!

short hair! my slanted fringe.
my sis's idea.
w0ots!

well, lots to tell.
time constraint.
next time yea?
heeee.
toodless peeps.
muaaah!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:16 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

iPod iJacket

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any idea why i'm screaming?

partly cos i miss Yan.

MAINLY BECOS MY SIS BOUGHT MY IPOD A NEW COVER!!

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

its PINK and FLOWERY and there's this clip at the back of

it so like if u wanna clip it on ur pants u attach it.

and if u dun, u can detach it.

and u can use the LANYARD that was available too!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

the lanyard is silvery sripes and its so nice!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

*dying*

andandand it costs $43 but my sis got discount and it costs $31.

THANKS SIS!!!! u still owe me my haircut btw.

wait, actually my bro in law bought it for me.

THANKS ABG YAN!!!!!!!!!!

eh, sound weird.

rephrase.

THANKS BRO IN LAW!!!!!!!!!!

okaay, bad news is, now she can find an excuse to borrow my

iPod more often.

like,

"ayn, borrow me ur iPod."

"dowaannnnn....!!! i wanna use!"

"eh, i buy for u the cover ready know!"

*guilty face*

hoowwwwwwwww?!

that's so unfair.

hmph.

anyway, have i said that Mr Ang is cute but Chemistry sucks?

well, yah.

he accused my classmate for assault.

hahahahaha.

just cos he threw the paperball and missed the bin and hit Mr Ang instead.

he behaves like a kid sumtimes.

which cracks me up.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

well, that's about it.

gotta get use to not having Yan in school.

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhh.

-becos you live and breathe.

becos u make me belif in maself wen nobody else can help.

becos u live, girl, my world, has twice as many stars in the sky.

~Jesse McCartney, Because You Live.

told ya to check it out!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:56 AM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

johor

saturdayyyyy.

went johor with parents.
i like it when my father drives during a jam.
he's so veryveryvery skillful in blocking people when they wanna overtake.
so fun to see the desperate faces of the people who tries
to overtake my daddy.
muahahahahaha.
so people, if u wanna overtake my daddy, THINK AGAIN.

okie, went for lunch. but i didn't eat anything.
cos the place was, err, not clean.
i'm fussy okaaaaaaaaaaay.
then went to my grandma's home.
she has a house at Johor leh. haha. terrace.
i used to run up and down the stairs when i was young.
haizzzzzz, childhood memos.
okok then, reached there, saw my uncle and his wife.
was shocked, didn't expect them there.
so sat for awhile, mymum talktalk with my aunt.
i was watching teeeeeveeeeeeee.
my dad wash car.

then my mum realise my uncle didn't wanna talk to her.
majok i think. dunno why la.
ADULTS. *shakes head*
ok then, left at 5.
my mum went to the Pasar Malam.
i slept all the way. hahahahaha.
woke up and found myself at Giant.
bought lotsa groceries.
i bought this stampstamp thing.
hahahahahaha. like small kid sia.
ok after which, we head home.
it was JAMMED.
plus, my iPod was FLAT.
grrrrrrrrrrrr. so bored.
then i daydrrrream. what else?!
huahuahua.
and about WHO else?!
hehehehehehehehehhee.

then at the Singapore checkpoint.
they did a thorough check.
then got one police open all the zips of my dad's pouch.
searchsearchsearch.
then when we were about to leave the place, i told my mum,
"he finding nyamuk Dengue is it?"
then my mum burst out laughing.
then she was like, "jgn buat mama ketawe depan dier la."
hahahahhahaa.
okaay nonsense.

then went home, had my breakfast lunch dinner = supper.
and now i'm here!
weeeeeeheeeeeee.
downloading the Lemon Orchard for english lesson.
BananaMan very leceh la. can't he photocopy for us?
-.-"
obviously no.

and why is Singapore full of mosquitos now?
i have bites on my legs, face, hand, neck and even boobies.
-too much information-
aaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhh!
*itchitch*

OH! you guys better go listen to Because You Live by Jesse McCartney.
nice songg!!!!
stuck in my head.
weeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee.

okie, printing almost done.
gotta blast now, toods!

x o x o

PS. next week's gonna be HORRIBLE.
Yan not gonna be in school! =(

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:37 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

oral happenings

okay.
the batch that haven't take their oral, took it already.
so now, i can explain my oral happenings.

okaay. tester was Ms Rafiyah.
so the passage was abt Gem having a baby brother.
it went ok i guess. except for a little this and that.
then comes the picture discussion.
shows a pic of alot of people in a park focusing on seesaws.
and there's a woman at the side of the pic which i tried to avoid talking about.
so i went like,
"this pic shows a family on a seesaw."
"it could be on a sunday as it usually is a family day becos i can see alot of people."
"it could be a well known park as there is a foreigner at the back of this pic."
"the man sitting behind the kids could be their father as he's having fun with the kids."
and blaaaaaaaaaaaablaaaaaaaablaaaaaaaaaaa.
all LAME.
but i got lots to say la.
and then Rafiyah asked,
"what do u think the woman on the left side of the picture is doing?"
i was like, daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamnation strikes!
the woman was running btw.
"i think that she's chasing after her child who is running away from her."
"she might be overprotective of her child."
yadayadayada.

then comes the conversation.
"do u go to parks?"
i was like, "yes, but rarely."
"describe for me one ideal park you know very well."
blablabla.
"do u think it's ideal for the whole family?"
blablabla.
"how do u think the park can be improved?"
blablabla.
"what do you do there?"
blablabla.

ok next,
"do you think 2 kids is enough for a family?"
i said yes. i explained why 1 not enough and why 3 is troublesome.
den taaaaaaaaalk.
she interrupted.
"do you think gender -something- is important?"
"to a certain extent, blablabla."
"what about your family?"
blablabla.
"oh, how old are they?"
blablabla. she gave me that -hard to believe kinda look-
"oh, so they're married and stuff...?"
blablabla.
"what is good about having an elder sibling?"
blablabla.
"does your sister do that [buy stuff for me] often?"
blablabla.
"if you were an elder sis, would you do the same?"
blablabla.
"ok, thank you."

notice how many questions she asked?!
it's suppose to be a two part conversation!
but ok la, i think i answered fluently with not much hesitation.
at least not like my MALAY.

grrrrrrrrrrrr.

well i guess i have to accept the fact that nobody cares and bothers about me yea?
like i said, MY EXISTENCE DOESN'T MATTER TO ANYONE.
guess who said it was crap?
my dear ol' friend.

and Sebas? i hope you understand now.
i know how u felt. do you wanna noe how i feel?
do u ask? do u wanna listen wen i wanna explain?
u just gave in to me SARCASTICALLY wen i tried to tell u how i feel.
that's the reason why i cried. THAT'S the reason why i screamed at you.
i'm sorry. for the misunderstandings. the insults.
but please, Sebas, i'm begging you.
don't make me hurt again. ESPECIALLY this kind of stuff.
i'm really sensitive about this.
don't wanna ruin our friendship. PLEASE?

and thanks YAN, for going through this wimme.
thanks for the advices. the hope u gave me.
really appreciated. thaaaanks alottttt.
at times like this when i know NOBODY cares about me,
i thought of you, and i see a light of hope.
thanks for bringing my smile back.
tho it's crooked.
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
[sounds like the Emmy Awards....ok no jokes. -.-"]

i told myself, all this are life's greatest challenges done by God.
i have to go through this, and soon, i'd have my reward.
[what's UP with these rhymes?! uggggghhh.]

you girls dont have to care abt me okaay?
i dun mind.
i can understand why.
i still love you peeps btw.
muaaahh! =)

YAN! here. for you.
muuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!
hee.

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:13 PM

ABISH!!!

okaay. i'm pretending nothing happened.
i talked to Sebas.
i buried everything behind.
just pray hard it doesn't crawl out and made me teary again.

i'm fine now.

yay.

my grandpa admitted to hospital.
visiting him later.
GET WELL SOON ABAH!

=)

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:27 AM

Friday, September 23, 2005

editt//

editt//

FYI, I WOULDN'T HAVE POSTED THOSE CRAPS AND SHITS EARLIER IF I COULD HANDLE IT.
THE POST JUST SHOWS HOW MUCH I'VE TRIED TO ACCEPT THOSE SHITS FROM YOU.
IT ALSO SHOWS MY PATIENCE HAS ITS LIMITS.

WATCH IT OKAAY.
I'M A HUMAN WITH FEELINGS AFTER ALL.

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:09 PM

heart pain!!

i'm letting out my anger.
any hard feelings or dumbfuck cursings are strongly regretted.
thank you.
and shut up.

first of all, two people i wanna talk about.
HER and HER.

okaay, first HER.
i thought you were the one who followed MY trail of
having originality.
but, guess what?
u copied me.
u FREAKING copied me.
wad i do, u do.
wad i want, u want.
wad i wear, u wear.
wad i STARTED to like also u STARTED to like.
me: "i want that skiiiiiiiiirt. oh! u wear skirts TOO?? since when?"
cannot resist right?
am i suppose to honoured here?
since u like what i do, or maybe, JEALOUS and u wanna do the same.
please la. i was a bookworm.
and maybe i still am now.
the reason i wrote poems was because i
realised what i could do with rhyming words since i was sec 1.
remember the prize i got for doing a poem on "shoes"??
not because of what Yan wrote fer me or whatever.
and then i came up with two new poems recently.
and, OH. u got one too. just now.
and u showed OFF. i can't be bothered to read.
copier's work is NOT for me to read.
which leads me to the second HER.
the one you showed off to.

the second HER, u seriously have NO sense of sensitivity.
all you care about is what YOU think of EVERYTHING.
but what comes out of your mouth and into someone else's ears
and eventually to their hearts, do u care?
"i feel like this is a nice poem. [showing COPIER's work] like not copy like that. you know sufiyan poem yadiyadiya.."
how can a COPIER's work be a nice poem if she follows someone HERSELF?
IRONIC isn't it?
KNN.
i felt like screaming.
but all that came out was,
"even the poem i wrote u say i copy. what else can i say?"
and i shut up. u started saying smthng, i turned away.
i had ENOUGH critisicms ok.
i don't deserve this.
what can i do to tell you that,
THE POEMS I, ZURAIIN MOHD YATIM AND HIM, MUHAMMAD SUFIYAN DID WAS ORIGINAL?!
what?! tell me what.....?!!!!???!!!!?!!!!!??!!
FUCK.

i couldn't hold it in much longer.
my heart pierced. it was ALL hurt.
ALL anger at that point of time.
my eyes started stinging.
my hungry stomach loses its appetite.
and then...tears.
i cried. for you, it may not be a big deal.
for me, it's hurtful.
i was too furious.
if i can't let it out by screaming at both your faces,
i'd cry. be glad for that. because i still wanna call u both my friends.
but how? after all this, i can't take it anymore.
do u deserve to be called a friend?

the first HER, i dunno. pls la, i keep quiet doesn't mean i dunno ok.
i just dun wanna make u hurt.
but i got hurt instead.
forgivable, that is, IF u EVER said sorry.
[why say sorry in the first place??]
ure still a friend though.
i mean, it's hard to resist temptations to follow right?

the second HER, i hate to say this but, i'm uber-effing-heart-ragingly furious with you.
i really do. this isn't the first time u made me feel like this.
u aren't supportive at all.
AT ALL.
u expect me to be supportive of you?
pls la, alot of people can't stand u.
i dunno if i can take it any longer.

WHATEVER LAA!!!

to you who suddenly felt an electric shot up ur heart and
that this story is suspiciously familiar, you're IT.
no hard feelings. no shoot backs.
after all, this IS my blog, where I rant. where I state my say.
my feelings, all come here.

just please pity me.
i've really had enough of this.
just stop ok.
STOP.

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:41 AM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

heart pain?

the ex is OFFICIALLY out of my life!
how sure am i?
cos he said to me, "fuck u bitch!"

taaaaaaaaaaadaaaaaaaaaaaa!
haha.
not hurt at all. i replied with a "=)"
muahahhahahahhahaha.

the Crush not in school today.
cough and flu. awwwww.
take care Yan!! and, i got something funny to tell u.
it involves the ex.
hahahhahahahaha. funny ah.
ok sssh.
*giggles*

lalalalalala.
wanna know something??
the ex hates me! FINALLY.
or else i can't brush him off my life.
can't stand his endless hurtings and critisicms.
OH! i made sure he's jealous.
huahuahuhauhahuahauhauhauha.

my ex used to be a POSSESSIVE boyfriend.
and now, he's a stalker who has a "crush" on an attached girl.
he's a FOOL i tell you. hahahahha.
ok la. enough man.
i shall move on.

and i moved on.
i think i'm missing my heart.
=)

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:24 PM

bluekx

HAPPYHAPPY DAY!
weeeeeeeeeee~

downloading alot of songs.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

saw him alot of times today.
weeeeeeeeeeee~

laughed ALOTALOTALOT.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

got another poem.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuackx!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

"that's why mother spell cheese, K-R-A-F-T."
mothers are stupid. *covers mouth*
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:02 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

the laughing pill

ok today was so much fun.
laughlaughlaugh.
besttttttttttt u!

3 main things to tell today.
not much but it will be detailed.
BEWARE.
hahahhahahahahhahaahahhahhhahhahah.

before i start u need to know this first.
me and Aidah fooled alot of people with our names.
we so called 'switch' our names.
ZURAIDAH. ZURAIIN.
nobody can get who's who.
they always get confused. so we fooled them la.
mi zuraiDAH, she's zuraiIN.

ok so.
ok first, my dearEST chemistry teacher.
the blurREST of them all.
he's so blur i don't think i can find another teacher who is blurRER.
during chem period just now,
went through worksheet.
and then it came to my turn.
mr ang was like, "ok next, zuraaaaa......."
and the whole class went "in, dah, iiinnnn, daaaahhhh."
and he said, "IN".
and then i accidentally answered.
then i found out those who were fooled by us knows who's who ready.
so we switch.

Aidah answered.
and he was like, "huh".
then after a few mins, he still dunno who i was, IN or DAH.
then he ask around. nobody's helping.
covered his face with the worksheet.
then peep. cute nehx!
2 yrs taught us still dunno who's who.
by the time the whole class is laughing like NOONE'S BUSINESS.
stomaaaaach craamp sey, i laugh.

for 5 mins he tried to figure out. then he cant stand it ready.
he came over to my table. see the name on my textbk.
"aaaahhhhh, ure zuraiin."
then went he walked to the front, i shouted;
"this not my book! i borrowed from her![points to Aidah which, at that time, is Zuraiin]"
and then he got fed up. laaaaaaaaaaaaaaughed, and hit his chest.
ALOT of times. haha.
cuuuuttteeeeeeeee! funny sey he.
ok then he took me as Aidah, and Aidah as me.
then we moved on, next question. Aidah's turn.
then he stop. then he laughed. then the whole class laugh.
lolx! then move onnnnn.

end of lesson. brought the period by period book for him to sign.
then he ask me, "u are zuraiiiiiii.....dah."
and i said "yes."
i couldn't tahan my smile anymore sey. haha.
he's CONVINCED i was zuraidah. cos u noe wad he told me?
"i'm sssooooooooooooo sorry. i'm terrrrrrribly sorry. [holds book and move his hand in a praying manner]."
then he gave me that pitiful very-very-sorry look.
that please-forgive-me smile.
and i instantly felt guilty. but fun la disturb him.
heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
he STILL thinks im zuraidah FYI.
MR ANG YOU RAWK LA.

okaaayy, second part.
i saaawww Yan!
lol. Yan i know ure reading this.
HELLO!! *waves frantically*
saw him during recess. wen i bought drinks.
turned around and its him!
i bend my head thinking i could hide so he cannot see me.
stoooooooooooopid right?!
paiseypaisey. haha.
then wen i eating i got a clear view of him.
cant eaaaaaatttttt sey! haha.

ok third part was about Oral.
i cant talk abt it since some of them haven took it yet.
next time kaaays.
oh! and something happened which i shall not mention here.
hahahahhahahhahaha.

ok that's all for today!
stay tuned for my oral happenings!
hahahhahaha.
ok taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

x o x o

PS. i deleted ALL traces of the ex on my hp. i feel so satisfied. =)

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:24 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Sufiyan the birthday boy!

first and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUFIYAN!

more like belated?
sorayeeeeee.
lil sixteen huh.
heeeeeeeeeeee.
may God bless all the things you do.
and your British Converse shoe, may it land in your hands soon.
hahahahhahahahah.
ok sshh.

get to talk to ya on the phone last night!
hahahahahaha.
you kept LAUGHING!
what's the problem maaaaan.
i don't sound like i'm gonna cry okay.
*pouts*

SuFEEyan.
hahahahaha.
came out of my mind, don't ask why.

ok i'm on a template change-athon.
don't mind me.
till here.
tataaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

x o x o

PS. to that certain MISTER, don't you think you're trying TOO hard
to make me GREEN with ENVY? haha. c`mon, look who's GREEN first okay?
God bless you and that TAKEN girl. sooooooooo BUSTED! right Aidah? hahahahaha.
mcm best gituk. =P

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:40 AM

Friday, September 16, 2005

loveee.

got my results back.
don't wanna brag or boast but here's my results anyway.

Eng: B3
Malay: B3
Add Math: E8
E Math: A1
Biology: A2
Chemistry: E8
Physics: B4
Combined Humanities[ss, geog]: A2

seriously la hor, i'm really baaaaaaaaaaad.
gaaaawd. i need motivation people!
and how on EARTH did i get an A1 for MATHEMATICS??
what is the world coming to?
an E8 for my CHEM??
what happened?!
something`s wrooooonggg.

haaaiiiiiissssssssshhhhhhh.
can`t study on my own these days.
i don`t know why. i tend to go with my own timing.
wanderwander. noone to wake me up wen im dreaming.
noone there to ask for help if i dunno something.
sucks la. my life is topsy turvy.
ppppiiiaaannnggg.

and why are people these days aren't supportive of me?
people i'm not close with.
even my friends.
Yan gave me poems which i REALLY think are great work of his.
its something he can achieve with.
something APPRECIATED by me.
something i believe is a talent God the Almighty gave.
but what do people say? what do my FRIENDS say?
-they sound FAKE.
-they sound COPIED.
-he could have taken it OUT OF A BOOK.
-he's not THAT KIND OF GUY.

and then when i showed a different poem, what was the comment?
"cannot be la..surely copy one."
it was a poem done by ME.
i`m trying to stress out, all nice poems doesn't have to be
copied right? i wrote it. they said it was copied.
get the drift here?

all i can say is, don't JUDGE. you don't know for real.
you don't know how i felt wen u people said that because
you people don't know how much those poems mean to me.
i showed to you guys because i thought you guys would be nice
and praise his work. i said, PRAISE, not insult.
it's sad. that these people cannot feel what others feel.

imagine, u composed a beautiful song.
a song ure happy with and proud of.
u dedicated to someone. and then they said u must
have copied it somewhere. u cudnt have wrote it because
u dun look like that kind of person.
how wud u feel?

now put urself in the shoes of someone that receives the song.
the song that meant alot to you. dedicated to you especially.
u loved it. u appreciated the gesture.
and then u show it to somebody and they said it must have been copied.
it sounds fake. he cudnt have wrote it because he dont look like that kind of person.
how wud you feel?

i dunno la. then again, like wad Yan said, it was for me.
let people say what they wanna say because at the end of the day,
me and him would be the one who knows it was original.
written by the talented.
to top it ALL off, his bro is also talented in poeism.
but it doesn't mean his bro would write it for him then give me right?
*sighs*

ok, MOVING ON.
when i came home saw my brother's k700i lying on the floor.
i check the whole house. noone home.
what else. took the phone la.
exploreexplore.
then i "accidentally" read the msg.
saw his msgs TO and FROM his gf.
FROMher: "darling, i love you and miss u like crazy."
FROMhim[my bro leh!!]: "alaa. nanti u mara. i kol u k?"
FROMher: "u made me believe in love."
FROMhim[my bro leh!!]: "how can i sleep wen ure angry?"
reminds me of teenage relationships.
she's 21 and he's 25 mind YOU.
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa. sweetsweet.
and, OH!!!!!!
i saw the video, HE my dear ol` bro recorded.
she's sweet la. cannot deny.
=))

okaaaaaaaaaaay.
enough for today.
gotta start my A math worksheet and
start reading bio.
-_______-"
so lazy caan?

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:12 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

stoooopid

i never change.
i make confessions at wrong times and end up being angry.
i'm dumb.
i'm stupid.

i wonder if it was a WASTE OF TIME or
something i TOOK LOTS OF COURAGE for.

hais, zuraynzurayn, wen are u ever gonna learn?

Yan, sorry ah. dunno ah wad to say to you.
i shall stop being selfish.
i'm SORRY.
forgive meeeeeeee.
hope everything's fine alright.

i'm an ARSE.
*smacks face*

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:00 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

hopeless loving .

HELLO.

they say a picture tells a thousand words.
how bout this?
((x

x o x o

PS. do ya GET it?

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:26 AM

Monday, September 12, 2005

unexpected.

its one of those days where i feel like blogging in detail.
that's a hint.
MY ENTRY'S GONNA BE LONG.
it has always been right.
-_-"

okay so i woke up late today.
cudnt sleep in the middle of the night.
stomach craaaaampp.
ugh. so i woke up by sis' phone call.
wanna borrow my iPod. told me to charge it.
ler. so i charge, go bathe, then go com and found Yan.
wahahahaha.
talktalktalk, Kay called me.
asked whether going town to meet them anot.
then my sis came. took my iPod. =(
ok so, i deciding.
by then its oredi 1.15pm
i was like, huhhhhhhhhh.
stomach cramp. no mood. den Yan told me to go.
fastforward, its alredi 2pm.
panicccc. then dunno wad happen, decided to go.
Yan tagging along. window shopping wimme!
haha.

ok so change3, meet under my block.
saw him and i was like talking to myself,
"is that him?"
"omg, it's him!!."
"shut up zurayn and be good."
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. gilur.
ok then took bus. he spoke too soft!
because his sick la. haa.
ok so alight opp TANGS. saw alot of ambulance and police.
wad telah happened?!
ppl stopped and look. the kaypohs.

ok ANYWAY, called Kay, ask him where he is.
he say Taka. met them at Heeren.
ONLY Aishah, Afifah and Kay was there.
Iskandar went mosque.
how sad!!
not niceeeeeeeeeeeee.
but, I GOT THE HILLARY PICS!
both frog island during kayak expedition and after "graduating".
HEH`.
took out money to pay, but aishah said it was FREE.
hahahha. 7 photos sumore. waaaah.
and i look so RED and dunno la.
brought back memories laaaaaaa.
pics at the end of post.

ok so i had to go ready.
like so sad. look at Kay, Afifah.
tsk.

ANYWAY, went off. Yan wanted to search for basketball shoes.
for his birthday. ((x
go Adidas where he said the shoes was SO nice. haha.
go Converse where he started going CRAZY over the shoes.
go World of Sports and he went gaga.
haha.
and the Converse shoes were really NICE lor.
especially the British one.
wakaox.

ANYHOOS, walkwalk sumore.
search for nice clothes for himself.
for his prom too.
no have. saaaaaad.
i feel bad. dunno why.
maybe because he told me he didnt want to go home empty handed.
but he did.
wanted go Far East but Mr Fickle Minded changed his mind.
so yaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr. called Aidah and we ended up at City Hall!

took a DAMN, FUGLY, JAMMED PACKED train.
uuuuugggggggggggghhhhhhhh.
Aidah was doing math project.
then met the three of them, Sebas, Huiyin and Aidah.
walkwalk. go boat quay. take pics.
saw Sir Stamford Raffles.
ALOT of statues.
people KAYAKING.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaalkwalkwalk.
funny laaa. and so funnnn.
hurhur.
walked wif Yan behind the rest.
((x.

then took the bus home.
packed again but we got the whole row at the back.
HEH.
halfwayyyy, Yan sleep.
hoho. took his pic WITH flash.
but he didn't woke up.
so Sebas wanted to take his pic. i seboksebok in la.
then you knoe wad?!
HE WOKE UP.
while i did my 'twist' sign. ahhahaha.
MALU SEY!!!!
he told me he woke up cos my hair touched him.
ok. oopsy. =X
sorry Yan! hahakx.

so reached. walked with Aidah and Yan.
until Aidah's block then we say byebye.
actuali i said only bye. hahahaaaaaaaaaaaa.
mrepekmrepek.
day well spent. i like!
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

at the Cenotaph. yesterday.

sorry Yan, couldn't resist. =D

i can't upload the OBS pictures.
what the hell is the freaking problem maaaan.
so IRRITATED.
well, too bad then.
guess i'll have to post it up on Fotopages.

well, toodles people!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:23 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

YAY.

ok, went Esplanade to do the math project.
went with Jothi.
the rest don't know what happened.
and i DUN CARE.
hahahaha.
okay it was fun!
yet tiring.

WALKED alot lor.
just to find that Cenotaph memorial.
hahaha.
i did civilian memorial.
jothi did cenotaph.
wakakakakaka.

so we WALKED and rounding ALOT.
oh my gaaaaaaaaaaaaawd.
ok so we went back to Esplanade.
messed around with the I WAS HERE.
den bought drink.
THIRSTY SAK.
bought Esprit. aaaaaaaaaaah! fav la.
den we bought chocs at CHOCZ. .
a bag of strawberries dipped in choco.
a bag of marshmellow and wafer dipped in choco.
nice siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
hehe.
cost us 10 buckeroos.

ok from there, we WALKED aimlessly.
found ourselves at Clifford Pier.
took BABY merlion and MAMA merlion pics.
wanted to find Boat Quay but dunno how to go there.
haha. call ourselves SINGAPOREANS.
decided to take 700 home.
waited for HALF AN HOUR.
getting impatient.
decided to find MRT station.
yes, we WALKED.
crossed sheares bridge.
skali, *ABIGHUGESHOCK*
i found boat quay! hahahahhahaha.
den jothi said, "HECK AH !"
and we walked along boat quay taking picspicspics.
woooooooooooo!
fun la. den we realised we WALKED one big round.
past Peni, past St Andrew's, past Esplanade.
back to City Hall station. wahahahha!

ok overall, it was fuuuuuuuuuuuuun.
check out my fotopages ok.
will be updated soon.

heard Hillary and Tenzing will be joining for a gathering tmr.
hope its confirmed.
can`t wait.
YAYNESS!

gotta blast now!
take care people!

x o x o

PS. noticed i bold all the word WALK? tired seyyyyyyyyyyyyy. but WORTH IT.
PPS. still no sign of Yan. hmm.
PPPS. my dear godbro wants me to write about him.
so, ABG FARHAN IS A KUKU GUY. okay there u go abg! =)

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:11 AM

Friday, September 09, 2005

HAH

feeliing.........

NOTHING.

hah`.
goodbye.

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:15 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

boringness

okay so Mr Sufiyan wants me to call him Yan.
okay, kinda reminds me of Shafian.
ssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooo?!

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
ok.
nyce.
=)

he made me another poem!
so poetic.
i love poeism.
makes me feel poefied.
((((((((((((((((((((((x

fell asleep while sms-ing Yan.
l0l.
paiseypaisey.

ok so today, woke up at 6.47am.
suddenly remembered bout last nyte.
look at my hp. got 3 msgs from him.
and ANOTHER poem!
hahaha.
ok so i slept back.
woke up at around 9 plus.
thought of getting McD's breakfast.
but i was lazy.
haha.
so i slept back till 11 plus.

woke up.
then, fastforward.
didn`t eat till around 4 plus.
cannot take it.
TOO hungry.

so i called my mum.
told me do get ready to go out and eat.
so i followed her go Serangoon first.
go the market.
EEUUUUUUUWWW!
i am NOT a fan thank you very much!
it stinks.........!
ugh.
bluek man!

okok enough. felt so weak cos i obviously hungry lor.
then, buy everything ready, asked me where to eat.
then i said telok blangah there.
love the food. heh. so nice.
BUT, the place was like SO REVAMPED i dont even recognise the place anymore.
and the hawker stalls were still renovating.

i was like, DAMN.
and my stomach was like, "grrrrrrr....."
decided we go Clementi to eat.
all the way quiet.
nice songs played also didn't sing.

den when i finally reach and finally ate, i couldn't finish it.
nonsense!
pity me hor?

wish i was NOT normal.
hahahahhahahahhhahaaaahahahahhaa.

hahahahahah.

hahahaha.

haha.

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:22 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

HAHA.

HE`S ONLINE.
HAH` !

HE'S ONLINE PEOPLE.

WAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAAAAAAAAAAAA.

*faints with a smile*

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:07 AM

2nd for the day.

ok i have to confess.

I MISS MR. SUFIYAN
yay.

where is heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
ok fine. he's preparing for Ns.
i shall not DISTURB.
he's not online.
fine.

fine.

fine.

only one acoustic version and empty apartment keeps playing on my com.
WHY .?!
becaws it remynds mOi 0f hym!

bluuuuuurrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhh.

okaay i'm happy!
reallyreally i am!
cos i read the msg.
you know, the msg.
HAH`.
those who read my blog on my space knows la hor`.
and my space on MSN not My Space the My Space you know.
okaay whatever.

"of cos not! i`m liking it!"
hoho.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:03 AM

draaaaaaaaaag

ok netball training today.
i'm so TIRED and HOT and STICKY.

watch teevee while sms-ing Mr Sufiyan last night.
oooohh. nycenyce .
((x
all the best for your Ns yeaaaaaaaaaaa.
okaay.

EMPTY APARTMENT.
hee.

da bye!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 2:57 AM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

laadeedum

i wish i could tell somebody
but there's noone to talk to, nobody knows
I`VE GOT A CRUSH ON YOU.

ok so i'm bored.
what to do?
i'm reeeaaaaaaallllllllllyyyyy bored.

CRAPPINESS.
downloading photoshop.
weeeeeeeeeeeee~
can't wait to try it out.

and Aidah changed her layout.
how the hell did she do it?!
*ENVY*
oh well, she has always been cleverer than me.
or maybe i'm just TOO stupid.
God knows.

neoprint crazy.

toodles!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:14 AM

Monday, September 05, 2005

netball carnival

netball carnival was ok.
my whole BIG BUNCH of post for today is GONE.
stupid BLOGGER.

ffffffffffffish.

i shall summarise.

ystrdae went out wif Aidah.
took lots of neos.
took more pics when we slacked at my house.
used black eyeliner.

oh ya.
I BROKE UP WITH HIM.
no use having a relationship when we keep
having misunderstandings. he kept throwing tantrums at me.
and giving me his temper.
CANNOT TAHAN.
him: the more i hate u 4 breaking up. i feel that im loving you more.
Once you are my dear, no matter how far we are, u will always be my dear. Yan.
O.o
laaaaaaaaaadeeeeeeeeeeedaaaaaaaaaa.

waited for Mr Sufiyan to come online yesterday.
found out ONLY today that he wasn't at home.
he went Malaysia.
lerrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
then i wait for what? hahahaaaaaaaaa.
he gave me another poem on friendster msg.
shall not post here in case he don't like.
heheeeeeeee.
SWEETNESS! ((x

soooooooooo. ya, that's about it.
my fotopages is updated so check it out.
and YA! my profile got pic redi. hehehehhee.
nycenyce.

act cute. O.o` =X abey rambot beserak.

BLACKEYELINER.

editted`

okaayyy bye!

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:05 AM