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Friday, December 30, 2005
superb

DEAR, READ AGAIN.
THIS TIME, ONLY THE PURPLE ONES .

1the great love i have for you
2 is gone and find my dislike for you
3 grows everyday. when i see you
4 i dont even like your face;
5 the only thing i want to do is to
6 look at other boys. i never wanted to
7 marry you. our last conversation
8 was very boring and had not
9 made me to look forward in seeing you again
10 you only think of yourself.
11 if we were married, i know that i would find
12 life very difficult, and i would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. i have a heart
14 to give, but it's not something that
15 i want to give you. no one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, you are not
17 able to care for me and help me
18 i sincerely want you to understand that
19 i speak the truth and you'll do me a favour
20 if you think this is the end, dont try to
21 answer this. your letters are full of
22 things do not interest me. you have no
23 true love for me. believe me,
24 i do not care for you. please do not think that
25 i am still your girlfriend

I LOVE YOU LA HUNNY .
I WONT DO SUCH A THING .
((:

MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUACKKX !!

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:09 PM


Thursday, December 29, 2005
misssserable

ah, back from KL .
it's ummm, BORING .
ok laa .
i mean, EVERY single year, it's always KL KL KL .
Concorde Hotel .
Bukit Bintang .
Lot 10 .
and Mid Valley MegaMall .

EVERY year .
but better than nothing la uh .
the only one i don't get tired of is the Mega Mall .
dang, it's MEGA .
-.-"
ok let's put it this way, it'll take at least TWO weeks to go round the mall .
imagine the hugeness .
and if u ever get lost, imagine the worst .
u're on the North Court and ur family member is at the South .
happy searching . ((:

so i went there for 2 days with relatives .
first night slept at Johor house .
ok back to KL .
Concorde Hotel again .
got a connecting room .
went to Mega Mall first .
well, yeah . they have EVERYTHING there . literally!
McD, KFC, Pizza Hut, Shakey's, BreadTalk, FishMarket(Fish&Co equivalent), Genki Sushi, you name it .
Topshop, Zara, Bods&Bodynits, Miss Sixty, Mango, Adidas, Esprit, Padini Authentics...
okok, it's everything on Orchard Road into one mall .
i'm not exaggerating! sheeesh !
anyway, didn't shop much there .
though i love Padini A.
EXCEPT, in BreadTalk .
i cannot resist the flossy......THING !
yummylicious !!!!
BreadTalk in Malaysia is HALAL ok people .
=)

right then we went back to hotel .
wash up and out we go again .
Bukit Bintang .
walkwalkwalk .
relatives did some shopping .
i got a Adidas long sleeve .
very nice lars !!!
plain . but nice .
it's like so cheap lor !
RM 49.90 . means $25 .
and i got it from the boutique ok !
hoho .
anyway, had dinner and head back to hotel .
bought a tee from Hard Rock Cafe .
RM55 . lolx .
nice la sia ! butterfly okie ! =)

ok then last day head back home .
on the way to S`pore, go Seremban first .
then go Melaka .
then go Johor .
finally Singapore .
poor daddy . he must be tired driving .
hurhur .

ok check out my 'others' .
it's updated .

oh ! my sister got new hp .
Nokia 7360 . BLUEKX !!!
=)

ok daaaaa !

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:20 PM


Friday, December 23, 2005
babysitter .

ok i'm a babysitter for the day .
babysitter of a 1 year+ toddler, Nur Amiliya .

woke up at 4am when my mum left home .
couldn't get back to sleep so i just dream about YanDear .
then around 7+am, amy woke up.
thought she wanted milk so i made .
but she didn't drink . -.-"
so it went cold .
then she roll here there everywhere .
and fell asleep again .
it's around 8plus so i sms YanDear .
he replied . ho humm .
then i bathed .
Nina my other cousin woke up and bathed .
then Amy woke up and i bathed for her .
drank half her milk after that .
and went down to buy her breakfast .
chicken rice .
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eh, dalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
no mood to update sak .
now i only know tmr i going KL .
leave my usual life .
can't stand the pain .
like want to cry sakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .
i hate her .
my very first enemy .
actually i don't know why .
but i know it's ok to HATE her just as long as i don't do anything stupid .

HEART PAIN SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAL .

no love .

PS/ my mum upah me to babysit . that's the only high point .
FUCKFUCKFUCK .

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:56 PM


Monday, December 19, 2005
forgot

second post for the day .
i wanted to show u guys sumthing .




Yan did this !!!
on the beach like, duh .
nice ah ?
hehehehhehehe .

ZUU is me and FEE is him .
AHHAHAHAHAHAH .

ok that's all . LOL .

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:58 PM


N results .

so the N lvl results were released today .
i dunno why but i felt scared too .
cos i badly wanted Yan to be in school again .

hahahahaha .

AND HE MADE IT !!!!!!
YEAH BABY !!!!!!
LIKE 7 POINTS !
IS HE GREAT OR IS HE FAB ??
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~

now u got a higher chance of going poly !
and teach me math .
hee .
congrats dearrrrrrrrrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!

and to other N lvl candidates, all the best for future endeavours !

okay, my cousins are sleeping over at my house .
until friday i think .
dunno leh .
anyway , went to Lot 1 for breakfast .
then went home at around 1 plus ?
then change and stuff and headed out to town at 230pm.
went with both cuzzys and my mum .
met my sis there and we walked here there everywhere .
bought a Nici purse . $12.90 and it's suuuuuuuuuuuuuperrrrrrrrr cute !
yeah ! wanted to buy a matching pencil case but there wasn't any green .
it was Nici too .
i liked the pink giraffe but my mum told me to look around first .
guess what ?
she said i should have bought it instead .
grrrrrrrr !!! -.-"
another one on my wishlist .

then my sister wanted to buy a Ferragamo perfume .
didn't like the smell .
so she went for Gucci Envy instead .
usual price is $99 but she got it at discount .
$48 .
not bad huh .
so since she saved alot , she decided to buy for me one .
i smellsmellsmell until headache .
then narrowed to esprit, calvin klein and eden .
i couldnt decide .
didnt want esprit cos it wasnt strong .
didnt want eden cos cos cos .... i dunno ! why sey .
anyway, i chose CK . 50ml, $58 .
my sis was like , "why your taste so expensive one ??"
hahahah . so i took the miniature one at $18 .
and my sis "upsized" to a bigger one for $68 .
i shall steal sprays of her Gucci Envy when i go her house .
ahahahahha .

and i FINALLY got my copy of Seventeen .
lol .
i love my purse pleaseee ?

AND I WANT THAT PENCIL CAAAAAAAAAAAASEEE !
[it's a sub for a make-up pouch]

so furry and cute .
hmph .

*smiles*
looking forward to school !

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:22 PM


Saturday, December 17, 2005
spoilt brat .

like why am i so pampered ?
i get whatever i want .

i just inserted the NIKE backpack on my wishlist like, yesterday ?
and i went home today with that bag .
unbelievable .
it's hard for ME to believe .
thank God for all this wealth my family and i got .
it's a blessing .
i shall start appreciating the little stuff in life from now on .
help me people .

right .
my sis and i found out recently that my family has a chinese-indian-malay generation .
hmm .
how sad , after 15 yrs of life , i still have no clue .
but compared to my sis , who's 28 , i'm still fine .
haaaaaaas !
anyway , my mum said my siblings and i have chinese-indian-malay blood .
woah . that's a mouthful .
like my maternity grandma was born a chinese but raised by a muslim when she was born .
so does my maternity grandpa .
now my paternity great-grandfather was an indian .
he lives in india .
so that makes my dad a so called indian .
but his race on IC is not indian . dunno why .
HAAAS !
what else .
ya so my parents married and they got us .
my mum said , the generation will be passed on .
just like how my sis got full marks for CHINESE spelling during PAP .
and how people mistaken me as a chinese no matter how dark i am .
and how my bro , my sis and i are close to chinese friends .
and Dah too . she's a mix .
and i had an indian bestfriend too when i was in primary school .

wow .
i'd never thought my family was uniique .
=)

i love decembers .
cos, people get BONUSES .
and i get the stuff .

my dad's bonus - Nike bag
my bro's bonus - $20
my sis's bonus - sling bag/shirt

isn't it great to be the baby of the family ??
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:56 PM


Friday, December 16, 2005

i want to be smart .

i want long flowy hair .

i want a smaller nose .

i want better cheekbones .

i want whiter teeth .

i want perfect eyesight .

i want a slender neck .

i want longer fingers .

i want a slim body .

i want smaller thighs .

i want smaller feet .

i want less common sense .

i want to be less sensitive .

i want to be gorgeous .

i want to be envied .

but i believe , my imperfections are what makes me perfect .
they are what that makes me, ME .
you can't have what i have .
because you, got the chance to be YOU .

right now,
i want to believe that i'm perfect in my own ways .

so are you .

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:30 AM


Sunday, December 11, 2005
2 months

look at the date .

its 11 12 2005 .
ELEVEN DECEMBER TWO-OH-OH-FIVE .

marking our 2nd month together .
Happy 2nd Month-versary Fee !
i shall never forget how i get to know you .
=)

it all started in Friendster .
he got mistaken for another Yan which I used to have a crush on .
[don't worry dear , it was a beautiful mistake]

I replied to his msg and added him as a friend .
more like STRANGERS then .
added him in MSN and we started to chat about lotsa stuff .
from his r`ship with a girl to another .
from the beginning of my r`ship that lasted a year until it ended .
we got to know each other more&more .

-confession partONE-
when he told me about his crush on a Az , something in my head said ,
"Oh , it isn't me ."
although i was attached back then .

our first face to face talk was in school .
i told him to do me a favour and pass a CD to Hafiz .
that's it .
a few weeks after our first face-face talk , i started stealing glances at him .
i thought nothing of it .
found out he plays basketball .
[malay basketballer . is that BONUS or BONUS?]
then i realised i was looking for him more often than i should .
i STILL thought nothing of it .
then i had a dream .
a nightmare for my bf at that time .
that was it .
the dream that hit me HARD . KABABOOM !
it was then i realise ,
WHO do i want ?

ever since i had that dream , and ever since my bf-at-that-time knows about it ,
it was hard for me to hold on to that r`ship .
and knowing that this guy whom i barely know but still liked was also attached , doesn't help at all .
and then , he broke up with his gf .
after weeks of critical thinking , i broke up with my bf-at-that-time too .
"is this worth it?"
"is this the right decision?"
"i followed my heart ."
i thought , no use having a r`ship when ur heart's running to someone else .

-confession partTWO-
my bf-at-that-time doesn't know about me liking someone else although i gave apparent hints .
like changing my Friendster nick .
GIRLS , do NOT do what i did .
it's a risk i took and it just happen to turn out right .

so we continued to talk over MSN .
and it blossomed .
what ?
our love of course !
he accompanied me to meet my OBS friends .
and that's our first outing together .
we have no official dates yet ,
though he ever asked me once .
haha .

on THE day , he sang for me .
LIVE on telephone .
Wherever You Will Go by The Calling .

so Fee , i wanna tell you on this day that whatever happens ,
you will still have my heart .
now everybody , "aaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwww....."
hehe .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:43 PM


Saturday, December 10, 2005
lost .

i'm lost .
i don't know how to feel .

am i angry with him ?
am i hurt ?
[HELL, YEAH]

or should i just carry on with the BEAUTIFUL life ?
i'm trying to look on the bright side .
well, there's only ONE lifetime .
i shouldn't be bragging about microscopic stuff .
though it hurts .
alot .

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaizzzzzzzzzz . . .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:13 PM


Friday, December 09, 2005
scared

before i start my main point of my post , i wanna say

I LOVE DADA AND SEBAS . THEY ROCK MY CROOKED LIFE .
THEY HELPED ME WITH MY PROBLEMS .
OR PROBLEM FOR THAT MATTER .
A PROB THAT OCCURED TO ME RECENTLY .
THAT'S WHAT YOU CALL FANTASTIC FRIENDs .
I LOVE YOU BOTH . ALOT . :))
NOT FORGETTING KY AND HY . :)

okay ,
*clears throat*

"don't make ex girlfriends cause drama.
relationships are stressful enough ."

YAN ,
i wanna say a million times sorry for what happened .
and you had to be there .
i thought i hurt you .
but little did i know u could hurt me INDIRECTLY too .

call me nonsense .
call me crappy .
call me annoying .
it ain't my fault that i have a sensitive nature .

forget it .
you're not gonna understand anyway .
NICE TESTIMONIALS YOU HAVE, BTW .







bullshyte .

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:40 PM


Sunday, December 04, 2005
nonsense

OK I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT .
THERE'S NOTHING I CAN BLOG ABOUT .
ACTUALLY THERE'S ALOT BUT I LAZY WANT TO CRACK MY BRAINS AND THINK WHAT HAPPENED .
SO I BLOG FOR THE SAKE OF BLOGGING .
COS I BORED .
YA , WHEN BORED NESS MONSTER VISIT ME I BECOME LIKE THIS LA .
MREPEK .
TALK NONSENSE .

ok except , from 1 dec-4 dec , my parents and i have been going to the Akira Warehouse sale .
bongok ah .
so many times go there then buy alot of things .
then when got no money , BISING .

but ok ah .
now my room got DVD player .
and i FINALLY got my multistyling kit .
so long i wait saaakkk .
wait until dunno how long ah .
but now i got ready i happy ah .
my sister bought for me sling bag ah .
i also very happy ah .
cos i also wait so long ready ah .
ya , brown colour .
very nice .

I WANT STORYBOOOOOOOOOOOK !!
preferably HOW I LIVE NOW by MEG ROSOFF .
buy for me la !
at Changi Airport .
Times bookshop .
ok go !

x o x o

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:40 PM


Friday, December 02, 2005
girls think....

found this on Friendster bulletin .
i like !
What Girls Always Wanted To Tell Guys
1. Don`t tell us when you think other
girls are hot.

2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you
have to say during commercials.

3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don`t
expect us to dress like Victoria Secret Models.

4. Mark anniversaries on the calendar.

5. We think about you all the time

6 This is how we see it : Don't call = Don't care.

7. Which also means that if we don`t call, take a
hint.

8. We like you to be a little jealous. But overly possesive is not necessary.

9. Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than knowing how much you can bench-press.

10. We're allowed to be late. You're not.

11. Eye contact is the key.

12. Don't take longer to get ready than we do.

13. Laugh at our jokes.

14. 3 words: honesty, honesty, honesty!

15. Girls can be groupies. Guy groupies are stalkers.

16. Do not start with us. You will not win.

17. Would you like it if a guy treated your sister that way? Didn't think so.

18. If you ask nicely, we`ll answer the same way.

19. We will never have enough clothes or shoes.

20. We have an excuse for being bitchy at least once a month.

21 Open the door for us no matter where we are.

22. We love surprises.

23. We like to be kissed softly. Not with an iron tongue.

24. Pay attention to the little things we do, because they mean the most.

25. Boxers and maybe boxer briefs sometimes. Never tighty-whities!

26. Always brush your teeth before you see us. A fresh mouth and white teeth are a necessity.

27. Clean your room before we come over.

28. Even though you're sometimes insensitive and hurt us, we still love you with everything we are.

29. Don't act hard around your friends

30. Sometimes "NO" really means "NO!".

31. "Wife beaters" are not an adequite form of fashion.

32. If we wanted to be on video tape, we`d be a porn star. NOT your girlfriend.

33. Sensitive guys are great.. but crying more than we do in a movie just isn't right.

34. Don`t let ex-girlfriends cause drama, relationships are stressful enough.

35. It takes a special kind of stupid to forget birthdays.

36. Guys who are good cuddlers = guys who know how to satisfy a woman.

37. "Fat chicks" have feelings, too.

38. Silent treatment, shoulder shrugs, tears, yelling, & nasty looks add up to = YOU DiD
SOMETHiNG WRONG.

39. The exscuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable. We`ll appreciate the simple fact that you`re
trying.

40. Just because a girl doesn`t pick up on the first ring, doesn`t mean she`s not waiting by the
phone.

41. You don`t have to spend alot; if it means alot.

42. Don`t say you love me if you don`t mean it.

43. Don`t lie to us. We will catch you.

44. When the girls get together, we talk about everything. Meaning, my bestfriends know
everything about you.
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right . 2 day netball camp .
first day , had match with Kranji sec .
lost . -.-"
then had lunch and then games&activities in the AVA room .
funny sia the folk dance .!
Trioka or sumthing like that .
partner up with Dada and Azyan .
yep , it's a 3 people dance .
i laughed most of the dance .
ahaaaks . gallopgallopgallop .
then we had a fullcourt netball game .
then we started our BBQ .
turn , flip , eat , laugh .
EXPIRED CHILLI SAUCE . eew~
then we finished all the food and Mdm Zarina suggested to dance again .
this time , laughed but we 3 didnt stop thru out the song .
weeeeeeee~~
then started packing up . clean all that .
sing "I Love You , You Love Me" song .
then left school .
consent form put 9pm but we finish at 7.30pm .
boring seyy .
ok then , second day .
which is yesterday .
came to school at 8am .
morning run; 2.4km .
jogged all the way non-stop . BREATHLESS .
then , had breakfast .
after breakfast , headed to rockwall .
first 3 climbers , then it RAINED .
so rockwall activity had to be cancelled .
UGHH !! i wanna belay .... -.-"
anyway , all thought of something to do to cover the rockwall activity .
so some people suggested cooking .
ok lor , so we headed to the kitchen . Mdm Zarina help us get ingredients .
she said make-do with whatever she has .
so all of us did pizzas . using prata as the base .
so i did lor , prata then topped it with ketchup sauce that expired on 1 ded 2005 .
-.-"
after ketchup sauce then i cut the crab meet into small round pieces and put it on the pizza .
then i sliced and minced the chicken ham .
put it on , then i sprinkle some ground oregano and paprika .
then my fav part . CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE ~~~~!!
yumyum . then baked for 10min .
took out , then . EAAAAAAAAT !!
YanDEAR !!! you should try my pizza lehh . ahakx .
after eating our own labour , we had lunch .
crappy right . didnt finish my lunch tho .
then we ended lunch and suppose to have our rollerblading session .
it was 1pm but the rollerblading people were told to come at 2 .
so we decided to play badminton in the hall .
playplayplay , my skin on the index finger tore .
YOUCH !
and anyway , at 2 , we headed to the busbay for our ROLLERBLADING session !!
played for two and a half hours . then we had tea break and went home .
TIRED saak ~
leg body back arm feet toe all cramp .
mum wants to go to Akira Warehouse sale .
i follow lor . cos she wanted to find a tv and blender .
then walkwalkwalk around .
went home with a dvd player , a new tv , an iron , a blender , dad's shaver and 8 packets of chocolates .
now my room got tv and SHARP dvd player le .
so happy !!!
but parents took new tv and i took their old one .
waakakaka .
quite cheap le the Warehouse sale .
and , MY PREDICTION WAS RIGHT .
my period came last night .
oh , the horrors of a bloated tummy .
*hands on head; grabs hair*
ok i'm going off now .
meet mum then go town to meet sis .
toodles ~!
x o x o
PS// this post is written on 2 December 2oo5 @ 1:03pm
not 1 dec . sumthing's wrong with blogger .

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:24 PM