♥ tickets please.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

cockface.

YES, COCKFACE HAS FINALLY SAID IT .
HAAA ! BUT, IN HER FRIENDSTER PROFILE OF COURSE .
I TOLD YOU, SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE BALLS, AS SHE CALL IT, TO COME UP AND TALK TO ME FACE TO FACE .
SHE GOTTA TELL IT TO ME IN FRIENDSTER .
HOW CHILDISH . CHILDISH IN A BAD WAY .
SHE TOLD ME TO STOP THIS THINGYBEENGYS .
WHO THE HELL STARTED IT SEY ?

OK I'M HALF SATISFIED BEACUSE SHE HATES ME NOW .
AND I SHALL REMAIN MY STATUS AS A BITCH TO ONLY HER .
YAAAAAAAAAAAAY .
HATE ME BECAUSE ..... ?
I STILL WON'T KNOW .

I CAN DO LOTSA NASTY STUFF AT YOU .
SPILL MILO ON PURPOSE NEXT TIME .
HUMILIATE THE HELL OUT OF YOU .
RAISE YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE BY CONFRONTING YOU .
OR EVEN PERSONALLY PUSH YOU TO THE GROUND IN A VERY, VERY MEAN WAY .

BUT I WANT TO ONLY ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU DISLIKE ME, BECAUSE I DON'T WISH TO ENTERTAIN YOUR FUGLY CRAP .
(I WONDER IF IT'S YOUR THIRD LANGUAGE ?)

LAST WORDS;
HATE ME ALL YOU WANT . I SHALL STOP HATING YOU . THAT IS, IF I CAN . BECAUSE I BELIEVE, LIVING IN THIS WORLD FULL OF HATRED IS NOT WORTH IT . SHOUTING "SCREW THE WORLD" IS SO MUCH EASIER THAN TO HATE A PERSON LIKE YOU .
SERIOUSLY . I'M NO ASININE . YOU'RE AN IDIOT AND THAT'S THAT . SO SCREW YOU .

=D

xxoo

WITH LOVE ♥ 2:59 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006

new pants.

today is such rotten schamaple .
i do not wish to elaborate .

was FORCED to go town with mum and sis though initially i wanted to go with my friends . how shitty . was in super sad mode till sugar cane drink cheered me up a little . then sister bought a bag from tangs and we're out of there . while crossing the road to lucky plaza, saw someone walk beside me, not knowing it was Nizam . so i ignored and walked faster . then he said, "assalamualaikum" . LOL . kinda dumbfounded . mumbled a reply and called out my mum . while my mum talking to him i looked around . he was with a couple of friends, one of em giggled when looking at me . puzzled . no Fee . then turn again, there he is . he wasn't looking my way but somehow, i feel satisfied . i didn't want him to see how frustrated and broken i am inside . i didn't want him to see the sadness in my eyes that filled with tears once i looked away . but his image remained in my mind, till now....

ok , walked all the way to Heeren . sister got her bonus and decided to buy for me Princess Cut Levi's . $179.90 . i looked at it and i don't find it worth it . it has been on the shelves for quite sometime . it's nice fitting though . anyway, decided to try on the latest Levi's Engineered Jeans . $139.90 . fell in love with it ! but they ain't any size for me there . so we decided to go Taka . tried two sizes . one too tight, one too loose . asked for a middle size but they don't have any . what a bummer ! then decided to check out Parkway Parade's Levi's . also don't have ! grrr . then walked around . went into Esprit . sister bought me a khaki pants , $99.90 . mum bought me a belt . my sister is lucky to have a sibling like me ! from a $180 jeans to a $140 one then to $100 ! she saved alot ! LOL . oh yea, she also bought me a scrub from Body Shop and a pink nail polish . =)

ah, did i mention ? the other day, my mum bought me 3 bras for only $64 . not bad ey . lol .

headed home after . thought of Fee and teared . slept to prevent any questions asked from parents and sis . no amount of clothes can cheer me up today . i'd rather spend a whole day with Fee then getting all three pants .

i love you Fee .

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:24 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

angryyyyyyy

TODAY NO MOOD .
NEVER LAUGH ALOT LIKE I USED TOO .
FORCED A SMILE EVERY SINGLE TIME .
HEART CRUSHED WHENEVER I SEE YOU .
GAVE SHORT ANSWERS WHEN ASKED A QUESTION .

what's wrong with me ?

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:28 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

pissed off!

school ain't that bad today .
except for one thing .
i'll elaborate more later .

talked about valentines' day during chemistry .
Mr Ang didn't know what to do so we ended up talking craps .
and yu sheng was like, "heyyyy, you're wasting your chemistry periods. "
haha . we really can't do anything cos many people never bring textbook . then Mr Ang never prepare any worksheets . and the chem lab....don't know why we can't go . lol .
so we talked about flowers and the ring Mr Ang gave his wife and how his wife complains abt him not giving her anything and about his friends all that .
funny man . i laughed my ass off~

then lunch . that's when the drama started .
same lunch with Fee . which means cockface also have .
then after everything, ky and hy put the cups back .
then cockface and friends walk past . then hy spilled the milo on the ground then it splashed over to amirah which is cockface's friend . I AM FREAKING SURE THE MILO DIDN'T SPILL ON COCK FACE BECAUSE :-
ONE : she didn't react like her friend did . i mean, which homosapien wouldn't turn to see who spilled water and accidentally splashed on her right ?
TWO : she was already almost out of the canteen when the milo reached the ground .
THREE : i saw it with my very own eyes !!

then she not happy ! because the milo spilled ? is that Pathetic with a capital P or is that Childish with a capital C ? AND SHE ACCUSED MY FRIENDS AND I FOR SPILLING IT ON HER . like, if she knows we spilled it accidentally, she won't accuse us . but the thing is, she didnt even TURN which lead us to believe that it didnt splash on her . so hy just said sorry to her friend lor . k FINE . but why did she say we splashed on HER ? she don't even know lor . GUILTY CONSCIENCE ?

then hy said three of them STARE AT HER . what the dumbf*ck ? she already said sorry lor ! and the big news has yet to come . cockface, who is 17 , TOLD HER BROTHER ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED . she dare not confront my friends&I , she dare not confront Fee but she told her BROTHER . wtf ? get her brother involved in this which in turn confronted Fee who has got nothing to do with all this crapowly . BECAUSE OF HER, HER BROTHER AND FEE WERE INVOLVED IN THIS SHIT . AND SHE MADE THAT FREAKING PITIFUL FACE UNTIL ALL THE MALAY GIRLS IN FEE'S CLASS HAVE GRUDGES AGAINST FEE . tell me, what has Fee and her brother got to do with her hatred towards me and the accusations she made about me and my friends ? Immature isn't it ?

and she even told her brother SOMEONE confronted her . WHO THE HELL ? i told Fee i have no patience to face her because my hands would be flying to smack her face and mouth already !
the only hatred she dares to show me is in her friendster profile and shoutouts . WTF ? call herself 17, INmature cockface .

this kinda people , my GAWD .
piss me off to the end of my wits .
i don't hate her and yet she made me hate her .
blame YOURSELF la cockface .

__

ONE DAY, I'LL PUT ON MY POINTED SHOES THEN KICK YOUR BUTT TILL IT SHOVES UP YOUR ARSE . AND THEN I'LL TURN IT AROUND AND AROUND JUST LIKE A SCREWDRIVER . BUT DADA SAID I NEED A BIGGER SHOE . HAHA .

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:59 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

sian

been busy the past few days .
the reason why i didn't update the past few days .
so yeah .

today was such a bore from start till end .
Yu Sheng flared up during english lesson which i was half thankful for . lessons were horribly draggy la today ~ cheeze . nothing interesting . even free periods was a bore . never bring my chicken soup !! =P
so we planned for DINNER&DANCE instead . yup, this year, we shall not call it "prom nite" . boring la . dinner&dance sounds more classy, don't you think so ?
surprises shall be up for this year's event . start saving up graduating students of zhenghua ! we shall make this event the best amongst the past .
yeayea~

so was superbly tired and sians out after school . but decided not to go home straight . went 7 eleven and bought ice creaaaaaaam ! then dada and ky and hy saw that cockface went down to kopitiam . purposely shout "want hate me hate me in my face la!" then walk off . haaaas . COCKFACE i shall call her . and then went to Dada's house with sebas . watched The Maid while eating instant noodles . hahas . quite nice la the story . shockings here and there . so yeah .
saw Fee played bball with tiger and another friend .

after the movie over , go home bah .
then showered , did phy and currently english .
tmr go school with Fee and Dada . Fee got no friend to go school with tmr . hehes . i shall get my kiss every morning k Fee ? yaaaaaaaaaay ! hehes ."cows drink milk" . =D
i love you dearest !

muchos love .
xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:23 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

poem .

It All Happened Too Fast

-Zurayn

I watched the sun set,

with you behind me .

I turned around, and saw the most wonderful thing .

The beautiful rays from the half set sun,

cast a shadow upon your face .

It brought out your features .

Your eyes;

your nose;

your lips .

I stood there, not wanting to get my eyes off yours .

I vaguely remember; 7.10 p.m.

The sun shone its last rays as it left the sky in a medium shade of blue .

Our lips touched .

Forceful yet gentle was your kiss .

Butterflies in stomach and minds whirling .

Our fingers entwined .

Loved .

My head scattered when you held me close, closer .

I felt your arms around me .

Our lips parted .

The sky was already dark by then .

And stars were shining like pieces of diamonds over us .

Your hug got rid of my insecurities .

A whisper in my ear, "I Love You" .

It all happened too fast .

-------------------------------------------------------------------

somehow, what i wrote doesn't have much feeling anymore . whatever happened really dampened me . i don't know why or how . i just feel down . argh, aside with the crapowly .

went for phy lesson yesterday .

Fee sent me but we had extra time so we listened to songs and he read me a poem he wrote .

very sweet . we chatted and stuff then it was 1025 so i'm off to school and he, basketball training .

went through the whole chapter on magnetism except for the last part which has got something to do with current . it was understandable cept for the confusing part where we had to imagine how it will look like from this side and the other . so we decided to make a 3D presentation in class . hahas .

pretty ok i guess . laughed here and there .

and i listened to gossipings of Brian . hahahaha .

ended at 1245 . productive lesson i might say . many doubts cleared . and i have a better understanding of the chapter . hooray !

headed home after and that's when the freaking message on friendster scraped the sides of my heart out . it got me really hurt and angered . i mean, if his freaking sister thinks that Fee isn't leaving her alone, why can't she stand up for herself ? why must she has her brother to shoot at me and insulting me out of the blue ? unless of course, her brother is lying . i don't know who to believe because she is, after all, Fee's ex . and her brother doesn't even know me ! i don't even know what's been happening between the three of them and here her brother is, insulting me like i'm in the wrong . it's so freaking dumb . i've yet to read his reply, that is, if he ever does .

freaking pissed .

scraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam !

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:26 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

confused .

school was a-ok .
not boring .
yeayea .
prolly because of the prom nite excitement . (and theeeeee kissssssssss .)
oh wells, it's ONLY the first meeting and i'm getting all psyched up already .
x)

ok my day, my day .
first two periods was free .
A math people studyyyyyyyyy~
did my malay and read Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul 3 .
ooh, i love it .
ok then it was PE which was really sucky cos we had to like, MASS run .
with four other classes .
average 40 students per class . do your math .
it was a longer route and my stomach gave me problems as i was running back to school . it was the last 1/3 and i was feeling real crappy and pukish . so i brisk walked instead . didn't help at all so i jog once i reached the school fence .
argh~ how i hate runs .
anyway, it was recess after and Mr Sng sort of told us to assemble after recess everytime and we're treated like primary school kids . how dumb~
eurgh .
it was MT right after.
so blissful when Mdm Noraini doesn't teach . haaaaas~
went to the lab for phy . ms neo was being so pms-y today .
anyway we did a practical for circuits . so yeah .
end of school !!

went for prom nite meeting straight after .
i'm in the MANPOWER section together with marilyn .
dada's in PROGRAMME with fareez and ky's in LOGISTICS with soon teck .
miza and yanting's in PUBLICITY .
fy is HEAD !!!! -.-" and hweeleng is vice . weeee~
am on my tippy toes for this . i am utterly excited .
i hope it all goes well . wooooooooooopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

waited for fy in class . said he would be photocopying the stuff he has for our reference . he said awhile, but we waited for sometime . was feeling famished so i dragged sebas to the canteen in search for food .
hahas . stall was closed so we bought stuff for whatever's available . ate in class while waiting for fy . then frena said he would come in 10 mins time . 1o mins like 10 hrs ~!! -.-"
ya then he gave whatever crapowly we need and then we confused him again .
fy: "zuraiin, u manpower right??"
me: "nola! i'm zuraidah, i'm in programme!"
fy: "*points to dada* but i thought u programme one??"
dada: "nooooo.....i'm in manpower."
fy: *STUNNED FACE*
rest of us: "HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!"

and then he realised and go all paiseh . lol . he still can't get both our names right . and a few others in the class/school too . and it's so much fun disturbing them . heh .
so yeah, head home sweet home after .
did my notes for tmr's lesson .
is somewhat halfway done . will continue when xavier tells me the rest of the topics . yeayea .

expect another post today .

xoxo

PS. I LOVE FEE !

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:44 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

netball pain

oh, one more thing .
about me not attending netball .
was on purpose .
besides the fact that my mum discourages me to attend trainings .

sad to say, i know .
but i can't afford to lose my lessons .
2006 is a crucial year .
and i know CCA plays a part .
i'm caught in the middle .
but i can't sacrifice my lessons to netball .
i know .
pls don't ask me why .

sorry to my netball team .
for haven't been attending matches and stuff .
i do miss netball, yes, i do .
but it doesn't seem to interest me as much as it used too .

all the best for whatever matches crapowly .
i know we can win at LEAST one match right ?
come on, at least win something .
we haven't been winning any matches for as long as i can remember .

what 'we' ?
haahh .

anyway, you don't need me in the team .
so yeah .

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:26 PM

found the song!

earplugs on: CATCH YOUR WAVE by THE CLICK FIVE .

i'm so happy !
because i finally found the song that has been stuck in my head eversince i first heard it on radio .
downloaded it as well .
it's a really catchy song .
you guys should go listen to it .

hey girl i wanna catch your wave;
hey girl i wanna drift away with you .

Fee went for Nanyang Poly Open house today .
so yeah .
didn't get to see him except for a glance this morning .
yeap .

school was mundane .
really . `cept for practical .
out of class, finally .
had our practical for 3 days already .
and Mr Ang's planning to make another practical next week .
plus, we have to stay back after school on Thurs for our practical again .
Mr Ang said he wants to do as many practicals as possible before he goes on his reservice .
right .
so, that's basically it for today .
can life get any more bland ?

i promised myself to work hard this year .
i want to get a grasp at every lesson .
i want to finish my homework on time .
as little copyings as possible .
and no more excuses to skip lessons/remedials .
i want to make full use of every possible lesson with the teachers .
I SHALL NOT PROCRASTINATE (ok maybe a little) AND I SHALL NOT MISS ANY LESSONS AT ALL .
I'VE LEARNT MY LESSON LAST YEAR . AND I GOT A BIG LOSS .
i couldn't understand a whole lot of stuff even when i wasn't in school for ONE day !
i must go to school even if i'm sick .
i must try .

muchos love .
xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:18 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

raining

today is sooooooooooooo _______(fill in the blanks) .
not that bad la .
just, neutral .

e math test was ok .
cme was fine .
but Mr Lim said stuff that kinda hit both Dada and I .
hmmmms .
chem was frustrating .
sebas and i did the same experiment for like, 5 times ?
and we still couldn't get the positive results .
test for gas was, potassium dichromate on filter paper .
no changes but suppose to have a change .
-.-"
anw, ss was boring .
no teaching .
cos the Cat has furball (Ms Tan has no voice) .
so we did ss questions .
geog was next .
Mr Lim is being funny again .
and last but certainly IS least, bio .
went fine i guess .

met dearest after school .
did ss finish then finish up on bio .
slack around while waiting for sebas .
laugh here there everywhere .
"lochee, lochee"
hahahahas . you know i know, Fee .
and yah, "cows drink what??"
"milk."
OMG .
laugh till cannot take it .
i LIKE ! hahas .
then follow sebas go to 1e3 classroom .
watched them dance .
POP YEAH YEAH .
hahas .
then sebas called Fee .
LITERALLY use the phone and call .
asked him to come over to 1e3 cos he was waiting at the benches mah .
haha .
then we loiter around there awhile .
heard live version of Wherever You Will Go .
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ nice .

then headed back home .
yeayea .
=) .!

that's all for today .
muchos love .
xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:46 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

weeee!

i'm very happy .
because i have a new tagboard .
but sad at the same time .
cos all my other tags gone .
SAD RIGHT . tsk .

anyway, i used another email to set up another account so i can make another tagboard .
i miss my Hantugerl for my MSN .
currently using Gigglygerl .
urgh .

today was okay i guess .
as usual, draggy lessons BUT, i paid attention .
YES, INCLUDING BIOLOGY .
played "gambling" for E Maths .
used straws as money .
LOLS .
each group was given 3o straws .
decided to bet on 25 on the first round .
then, LOST . omg .
lost everything .
then next round gave 5 and we got no more straws .
then, WON !
50 straws back to us .
third round, gave all and lost .
hahahahahaha . what sey .

anyways, geography was uber funny .
laugh till i tear .
was halfway through lesson then got one uncle came in and on the aircon in our class .
since our class was in the training room mah .
but we aren't allowed to use the aircon .
Mr Lim knows .
yet, he said, "umm, if you on the aircon u can just leave it on."
hahahas .
and the whole class was so excited .
then after 15 min of air conditioning , the uncle come back with the remote .
everybody was afraid he would turn the ac off .
instead, he gave the remote to Mr Lim and said,
"you can hold this and then turn it off when class is over la."
and everybody was soooooooooooo damn berserk-y .
BAD TIMING .
the attendant was just outside our class and everybody was so paranoid that he would take the remote back .
so Mr Lim HID IT BEHIND HIS BACK .
that's when i laugh till tear .
so bad so bad .
and then the attendant came into our class to take the remote .
SADDED .
turn ac off then the whole class was so kelian like that .
hahas .
Mr Lim was like, "you think i don't want the ac also ah?!"
LOL .
so ya, appreciative of the 15 mins of ac yea .

erm, waited for sebas to do dunno what after school .
so looooooooooooooong .
didn't know Fee never come to school .
was wondering why didn't see him after school bah .
erm, after sebas done, took lrt to fajar .
bought macs and waited for ky and hy .
went to ky's house after to watch independence day .
hoho .

so yea, that sums up my day .
MALAY PERIODS SUCK .
being bad at it doesn't help either .

muchos love .
xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:21 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006

stoopid taggy

ROSES ARE RED;
VIOLETS ARE BLUE .
YOU MAY NOT KNOW IT
BUT SOMEONE LOVES YOU .

new template .
temporary ?
don't know .
bear with my hideous tagboard for the meantime .
i know it ain't that clear .
nothing i can do about it .
lost my password and i can't edit the colour .
fcuk` .

muchos love .
xoxo .

ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
YOU MAY NOT KNOW IT
BUT I LOVE YOU TOO .

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:26 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

rough.

decide to forget everything la .
dingdangdongs .

and to people who decide to comment about the quarrel in class yesterday, i'd say find out what happened first .
if you don't know anything , keep your mouth shut .

alright .
lotsa homework for the weekend .
Bio worksheet + assignment .
E Maths Cumulative Freq Graphs - 10qs .
Chemistry worksheet .
Malay Dialouge .

and i've only started on Maths .
this is terrible .
byebye weekends .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:27 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

another cold day

ahhhh .
another cold day indeed .
oh-shiver-me-timbers .

Chemistry was rather satisfying .
`cause i managed to complete my worksheet and having only ONE mistake .
that's an achievement .
oh, my textbook helped me .
HEY, AT LEAST I UNDERSTOOD OK ?!

Physics was next .
abit confused and blur .
comes recess and then E Maths .
E Maths was so slack .
TWO questions in TWO periods .
comes SS which is rather...amusing ?
the whole class seems to encourage Ms May Tan to give birth .
we were going through the Population Growth thingybeengy .
yeah so Joel suggested that when she has a daughter , she should call her "June" .
get it ? May ? June ?
*slaps forehead*
then free periods till the end of the day .
ho hum .

highlights of the day ?
gotta be Mr Ang and Ms May Tan .
Mr Ang said, "second page is the draw line one."
I said, "matching la what draw line.."
Mr Ang laughed and said, "ah ya, matching ."
he was trying to tell us that the second page of the worksheet is the one that we had to match . and he came out with "the draw line one" .
blur Mr Ang !
=P

Ms Tan came into class greeting us,
"Good Morning, Monsters ."
and some of us replied,
"Goooood Moooorning, Monsterrrr ."
and Ms Tan gave us a i-want-to-laugh-but-i-refuse smile .
heheh .
and she doesn't know chicken has two feet .
"really chicken has two legs ah? then how it balance itself?"
period .
ohoh, she said she FORGOT .

laughed quite alot today .
went home with Fee and Dada .
Fee carried my books and file for me .
he covered them with his bag so it doesn't get wet when we walk under the rain .
and i got it back as dry as sand .
SO SWEET RIGHT ??
but it'll be sweeter if he covers ME .
=) .

so yeah, someone thinks we hate her .
COMMENTS WITHOUT EVIDENCE is bullshyte .

sorry if i sound rather bland today .
maybe i'm just hungry .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:55 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

three monthsary

alright .
so today is the ELEVENth JANUARY .
HAPPY THREE MONTHS DEARRRRY !

hoho .
=)) .

okay . day went well .
started of with E Math .
went through homework .
paid full attention .
recess .
OOOHHH !! i've got the same recess as Fee !
hehex . my buncha peeps made me paiseh !!
"oh ! you sit with other girls u dun playplay with us ah !!"
LOL .
MT was really sucky .
Mdm Noraini was really fc*ked up today .
dunno why uh .
time of the month ?
urgh .
CME went through school rules .
uhh, -.-" .
Chemistry .
i tried REALLYREALLYREALLY hard to understand !!
but i think i did abit .
next was lunch .
same with Fee again !
heheh .
then english .
went through hol hmwk .
and then a short geog lesson .
and then phy .
electromotive and potential difference .
uh, ok laas .
then had a short but long (-.-) meeting .
SECTION A SPECIALIST .
lol .
basically, next week on thurs gotta stay till 5 .
ooh bebeh .
then on 8 Feb go NUS Physics Demo Lab .
woooweee . heh .
oh yess ! i'm holding on to the class' phy test paper .
sooooo.... the physics test paper is with me people !
HURHUR .
i know your marks leii . *sniggers*
ohohoh !! i PASSED !! =Pp
kk, after which , went home with Fee and Dada .
yea yea .

that basically sums up my day .
ermmmm......ya that's all . hahas .

k daaa!

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:13 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

boredd .

new stuff added to my wishlist .
most of them are the stuff i wanna use on my birthday .
so yea, it can be a present from you to me !
but it must be given before my birthday la .
haahhaha .
-.-

anyway, i'm super dooper bored today .
ordered macdonalds for brother and me .
and i forgot about the leftover nasi briyani .
wooooooops .

till here then .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:12 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

rain, rain

back from school .
let me summarise .

first period was malay .
damn boring lor .
then recess .
then biology .
more boring lor .
then English .
ok at least quite productive .
my group is last to present !
yay !

next is E Math .
do some questions .
b-o-r-i-n-g .
then lunch .
revise on abit of phy while eating .
then Phy .
test and lecture on electricity .
test was.....i dunno la .
abit blur here and there .
can anyone tell me the answer for section b, first calculation question ?
i got 340 m/s lehh .
correct anot ?? shyte . i do anyhow . =x
andandand, i still havent read up on magnetism . -.-"
heh .
then lifeskills .
me and Dada no more Admin Manager alredi . PHEW !
hehex .

after which , assembly .
my class was located at the gallery .
how nice ! first time okie ! lolx .
the JOY of sitting in the gallery.......is being able to see HIM .
weeeeeeee~
the principal told an inspirational story .
ya, like as if .
clapped superbly loud when Mr Sng announced Mr Ang .
hoho . =)
thenthenthen, went home .
with Fee and Dada .
under the rain .
romantic la ehhhh . =D

ok now i'm back home drenched .
going Punggol later .
my relatives' house for a mini Hari Raya Haji celebration .
mum cooked Nasi Briyani .
so yeah .

LOVE YOU FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
muahh !

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:04 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

new pet.

Top Five Reasons Why It's Hard To Be Best Friends With a Certified Genius

1. She usually uses words I don't understand.
2. She is often incapable of admitting that I might make a meaningful contribution to any conversation or activity.
3 In group situations, she has trouble relinquishing control.
4. Unlike normal people, when solving a problem, she does not go from A to B, but from A to D, making it difficult for us lower human life forms to follow along.
5. You can't tell her anything without her analysing it half to death.

(taken from my The Princess Diaries diary 2006)

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something nice out of the book.
now guys, i've always wanted a pet hamster and though my sister told me she would get me not one but TWO, it's still not in my hands .
my sister is SO meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaannnnnnnn .
so i decided to get one myself !
it's virtual though . but still cute .
u can check it out it 'others' .
i named her Karmy because it rhymes with Cammy .
and Cammy is my fav stuffed dog .
so yeah .
i've got a pet ! lols .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:04 PM

Friday, January 06, 2006

princess diaries

here's some fun stuff for you girlies out there .
great mood so i'd like to share this with u girls .

(taken from my The Princess Diaries diary 2006)

On Kissing: A Conversation Between Mia Thermopolis and Tina Hakim Baba

Mia: Can a boy tell if the person he is with is inexperienced? How does an inexperienced kisser kiss (so i can avoid that)?

Tina: The guy may sense a feeling of nervousness coming from you, or that you are uneasy, but everyone is nervous when they are kissing someone new. It's natural! But kissin gis easy to catch on to - believe me! An inexperienced kisser may break away too soon because he or she is scared or whatever. But that is normal. It's weird, kissing someone for the first time. It's SUPPOSED to be weird. That's what makes it fun.

Mia: Is there such a thing as a great kisser? If so, what are the qualifications? (So I know what to practise.)

Tina: Yes, there is such a thing as a good kisser. A good kisser is always affectionate and gentle and patient and not demanding.

Mia: How much pressure do you exert on his lips? I mean, do you push, or like in a handshake, are you just supposed to be firm? Or are you just suppose to stand there and let him do all the work?

Tina: If you want a gentle kiss (a caring one) don't apply too much pressure (this is also true if he is wearing braces - you don't want to cause any lacerations). If you give a guy a 'harsh' kiss (too much pressure), he might think you are desperate (we wouldn't want that, would we?) or that you want to go further than you probably do.

Of course you aren't supposed to just stand there and let him do all the work: kiss him back! But always kiss him the way YOU want to be kissed. That is how guys learn. If we didn't show them how to do everything, we'd never get anywhere!

Mia: How do you know when it's time to stop?

Tina: Stop when he stops, or when you feel like you've had enough, or don't want to go any further. Simply and gently (so you don't freak him out) move your head back or, if the spirit moves you, you can change the kiss into a hug, then step back.

Mia: If you are in love with him, is it still gross?

Tina: Kissing is always better with someone you actually like. Of course, even with someone you really like, sometimes kissing can be gross.

Mia: If he is in love with you, does he even care if you are bad? (Define bad kisser. See below.)

Tina: If the guy likes/loves you, he won't care if you are a good kisser or not.
In fact, even if you are a bad kisser, he will probably think you are a good one. And vice-versa. He should like you for what you are - not how you kiss.

DEFINITION OF A BAD KISSER: A bad kisser is someone who gets your face all wet, slobbers on you, sticks his tongue in when you're not ready, has bad breath, OR sometimes there can be kissers whose tongues are all dry and prickly like a cactus but I have never experienced one of those, just heard about them.

Mia: Can a boy tell if you are afraid to be kissed?

Tina: Like I said before, the boy may sense some uneasiness on your part, but you should stop worrying about that. I mean, he's not going to NOTICE how nervous you are, because he'll be pretty nervous himself. But always remember that kissing is supposed to be fun. If it isn't fun, then don't do it. YOU ARE THE ONE IN CONTROL. Take things as fast or as slow as you want (I would recommend slow. From my reading experience, fast doesn't usually work out too well).

Mia: When do you know if it's time to open your mouth (thus turning it into a French)?

Tina: You will probably feel his tongue touch your lips. If you want to pursue the idea, open your lips a little. If not, keep them closed!

-END!-

more tips will be shared .
this is the first one in the book and it's in the section of February.
haaaaas .
cherry on the strawberry !
((x

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:10 PM

happyhappy!!

alright .
today isn't that bad .
i'm like, able to smile .
lol .
ok, there's like, 3 freak news .
so listen up .

started the day very nicely .
cos after assembly i saw Fee walk infront of me on the way to his class .
so i caught up and walked with him .
too bad my class had to be so near . haaaas .
anyway, assembly now had to be in register order. what turd .
lessons started with two free periods .
cos i dropped add maths .
pressure uh . lol .
anyway, did my physics and malay during those periods .
then asked Principal and Mr Ranjit abt the Phy question .
LOL .
anyway, had PE after .
saw Fee on the way to change .
and i do wad i do best .
KICK PPL'S FOOT !!
fyi, people have YET to learn how i do it .
cos they nvr manage to do that to me . except my father .
and Fee was so cute . lolx .
NEARLY fell . woops !
then ky&co started their byebyes .
hahahahaha . noisy sia .
back on track .
FREAK NEWS NUMBER ONE
took height&weight .
i grew short by some cm(s).
i'm not sure cos i didnt quite hear wad was my height .
162? i think . yeah .
which is obviously dumb la cos i was 163 LAST YEAR .
and a few months back i was 165 . -.-"
anyway, here comes the news.
I LOST 2 KILOS .
like, woah .
i've been gaining weight eversince i was a sec one student and now i'm losing some??
maybe its the machine .
but cant be mah . cos some others gained .
MIRACLE la sia .
i'm ACTUALLY losing weight . wow .
-.-"
i shall keep this going . hurhur . x)

had a jog after .
cross country route .
first PE lesson and we had to run .
BLEAH .
after which was recess which i drank ICE LEMON TEA .
and then it was MT .
NO COMMENTS UHH .
ok then walk back to class .
Fee was in his class and called me from the window .
then i pretend to smack my file .
abeh die takottttt .....
lol. fun ah disturb him . cute le . haaaas .
then had Physics .
lesson wasn't a bore !
didn't know whether UNCHARGED was equals to NEUTRAL anot .
cos neutral is charged mah . only that positive and negative are equal .
OR SO I THOUGHT .
Ms Neo said uncharged and neutral was the same .
and Fan Yoong was like, "yalaaa!!! ZURAIIN !!! haiyer ...!"
-.-"
so ya, trying very hard to understand sound .
hahas . electrostatic ok la . able to understand .
then finish school liao .
but Ms Neo called out a few names that she wanted to meet .
i was one of them .
FREAK NEWS NUMBER TWO
i had to peer tutor .
ya, like PHYSICS .
and i look around the bunch of people who were also called
and i was like, "with these bunch of clever people?? i should be the one being taught !"
and then i asked myself, "what if i dont get the chapter? how am i suppose to teach the class?"
but of course la, with help from the other people .
oh mans . does Ms Neo seriously think i can do this ?
LOLS .

anyway, headed for councillors' meeting after .
on the way out of class saw Fee . yes . again . ((:
then told him i got meeting and he sounded abit sad .
awww , it's ok .
i saw u alot of times today . lols .
and ya, walked with him first before we go seperate ways .
then went for meeting .
daadidaaaas .
FREAK NEWS NUMBER THREE . LAST ONE LA .
last part of meeting were for the sec 4s only .
and we were told that ,
WE CAN PLAN OUR OWN PROM !!
Mr Shamsul said that it's better to do that cos we know our level well .
and the Prom Night committee will be out soon .
i dun mind if im not in (which i probably wouldn't) cos we can get outside friends to help .
even if they're not councillors .
and also suggestions from the sec 5s too .
and i was so freaking ELATED man !!!
it's like, wow .
2006 has a good start . and hopefully the ending too .
BUT (yes, there's ALWAYS a 'but') , if all isn't settled by MARCH HOLS (dammit) , the whole prom thingybeengy would be cancelled .
but it's like, so little time !
but good la since we had to prepare for Os and Ns .
and Ms Chin said that if we didn't settle by March hols and had to cancel it ,
she would tell the principal we DON'T WANT the prom . LOL .
that's cruel .

so yeah , went back home with 3 freak news yet i cant stop smiling .
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh .
life's a bliss .
for now .
-.-"

MUCHOS LOVE .
muahhs !

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:07 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

down .

"muke sedihhh je."

EVEN THE MAKCIK AT THE CANTEEN STALL ALSO KNOW I WAS DOWN .
IS IT THAT OBVIOUS ?
MY HEART IS SO HEAVY .

haizz .

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:05 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

school day 1

first day of school .
it went fine until AFTER school .

='(

whatever .

ISN'T IT IRONIC ? WHEN I DRAG MY BRAINS TO PHYSICS CLASS AND YET IT'S THE ONLY SCIENCE SUBJECT I MANAGE TO UNDERSTAND WELL ?

ISN'T IT IRONIC ? WHEN I DREADED LEARNING PHYSICS AND YET I MADE BEAUTIFUL NOTES OF IT WHEN EXAMINATIONS ARRIVE ?

ISN'T IT IRONIC ? TO NOT LIKE HAVING PHYSICS LESSON AND WANTING MISS NEO TO NOT COME INTO THE CLASS AND YET .........

I AM THE PHYSICS REP FOR THE SECOND YEAR RUNNING ??

isn't it ?

eurgh .
i don't wanna carry the attendance booklet anymore .
it's such a hassle to make teachers sign every lesson .
i forgot abt it most of the time anyways .
please 4e1, re-elect another class admin .
hoho .

it's actually ok though .
`cept for the signing of the booklet .
bleah .

muchos love .

sorry dear . )):
you know i know .

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:24 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

new tagboard .

CHECK OUT MY TAGBOARD !
CHECK OUT MY TAGBOARD !

LOLS .

HEE .

muchos love .

WITH LOVE ♥ 2:37 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

New Year

Let's all usher in 2006 !

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !

may all of you enjoy the new year as much as i do .
well, at least, i hope .

put the past behind.
start afresh .
start anew .
no more grudges .
live life HAPPY .
you'll be glad .
((:

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right, the tv today is filled with fantabulous shows .
and i just caught Teen Choice Awards .
OMG !
it was fab-fab-fabulous !!
there were CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY, MISCHA BARTON, RACHEL MCADAMS,
ADAM BRODY *drool drool*, RACHEL BILSON .
and HILARY DUFF as the host .
alamak the show got me all psyched !
OH OH OH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and there was GWEN STEFANI !
GOODNESS, I LOVE HER !!!
I LOVE HER SONGS !
I LOVE HER QUIRKYNESS !!!
hoho !
and and and there was SANDRA BULLOCK !!
she is so funny !
lols !!!
i love her i love her i love her !
and also, ALEXIS BLEDEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she is my all time fan !
\m/ !
catch her on the Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants .
and and and Gilmore Girls !!!
i love that show so much please ?
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ !

PS/ Jesse McCartney was HOT . =)

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:36 PM