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Friday, June 30, 2006
Quizzes.

What Makes You Amazing?

Zuraiin, your Sweet Spirit makes you amazing.

Have a heart? You certainly do. Thoughtful and warm, you make other people feel at ease and welcome whether you're hosting a party or just attending it. You can't help it — you're a sweetheart who's a great friend to just about everyone. Sincere and kindhearted, you look out for those you love and will often put the needs of others before your own. It's no surprise friends and family look to you for advice and a shoulder to lean on. Helping other people makes you happy. That's the best superpower any hero could have!


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What Shapes Your Personality?
Zuraiin, your personality is shaped by your Logical nature.

Your clear logic makes it easy for you to be direct and reasonable in your thinking and communication. When trying to make sense of an ambiguous situation, you probably prefer to consider facts and past experience over all other approaches. For example, it would not be unusual for you to choose a tried-and-true approach to reasoning over an idealistic one.
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What Makes You Beautiful?
Zuraiin, you're a Natural Beauty.

No fuss, no muss — you're a practical beauty who doesn't rely on frills and passing fads to show off your style. Down-to-earth and oh-so-cool, friends count on you for good advice and a strong shoulder to cry on.You know what you want out of life and don't worry about impressing others with over-the-top outfits and the newest crazy styles. You've got a healthy dose of self-confidence that simply radiates beauty and grace. And nothing's more natural than that.
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What's Your Little Black Dress Personality?
Zuraiin, your little black dress is Asymmetrical.

No matter where the day or night takes you, you seem to be one of those rare individuals who knows how to stand out in a crowd. Because you possess a personal style that's all your own, it's only right that your little black dress would be as unique and distinctive as you are. For you, putting together clothes, accessories, and makeup can be just another way of showing off your creativity. After all, your look is a reflection of who you are. That's why you're sure to make a statement no matter what you're wearing. Good job!
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What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
Zuraiin, you're a Bashful Kisser.

Sure you might be on the shy side as far as kissing goes, but that's a quality more people than you might think really go for. When you were younger, was it hard for you to talk to new people — especially when it came to someone you were interested in? Yeah, we thought so. Lucky for you, many people, back then, and now, think that shyness is adorable and a huge turn on. After all, there's a comfort they get from the feeling that you don't lock lips with just anyone. When it comes to kissing, you're probably a little hesitant to try new techniques. Heck, you might even prefer to stick with gentle pecks until your date finally decides to take it further.
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Are You A Material Girl?
Zuraiin, you're a Material Girl Middle Neg!
Looks like you don't possess-to-impress! You probably follow the trends and have nice things, but you don't abide by the "he who dies with the most toys wins" philosophy. You don't focus on living in luxury. Of course you do indulge yourself every once in a while. You probably pick and choose where you're going to spend your money and your energy. You might want the top-of-the-line sound system, or maybe you purchase all the breakthrough miracle skin-care products. There's nothing wrong with that! You've probably got your motivations in the right place. You don't buy brands just to show off the label or drive a convertible to insinuate that you're rolling in cash. It's easy to get caught up in our "check me out" society, but you've avoided that path. Whether you have extravagant tastes or not, your spending style is motivated by your values. So, pat yourself on the back. You're a rare and admirable breed!
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What Do Your Eyes Reveal?
Zuraiin, your eyes say you're Sincerely Sweet.

Kind and genuine, you're the sort of gal who's always looking out for others and being a great friend. You have a big heart and can't help but open it up to those you're close with. When you're that pretty on the inside, you can't help but be beautiful on the outside, too. When it comes to makeup, you like to keep things light and low-key. But that doesn't mean you don't enjoy getting dolled up on special occasions. And when you do, we'd guess you only add to your already sparkling and sweet self. You glow girl!
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What Does Your Hair Say About You?
Zuraiin, your hair personality is Natural.

Forget about fussy styles that require tons of products or upkeep. A laidback soul like you prefers to keep life, fashion, and even your hair as subtle and uncomplicated as possible. You eschew curling irons and constant blow drying, and a bun or ponytail is as complicated as it gets. But being a natural beauty doesn't mean you have to stick with the same simple style forever. A fun, new cut or subtle highlights could add a little oomph to your low-key look. How sweet!
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Are You A Perfectionist?
Zuraiin, you're a Total Middle!

Appearance:

less more

Although you're probably very conscious of how you look, you're willing to occasionally leave your house without every hair in place and every crease in line. You're very aware of your appearance, but you don't obsess about it. You're okay with changes in your getting-ready routine, and are fine with not always looking your absolute best.


Possessions:
less more
Looks like you take very good care of your possessions — without obsessing about them. Since you probably take pride in the condition of your things, you like to keep your surroundings in a relatively neat, organized state. But you know that every little thing doesn't necessarily have one spot it has to be in at all times, and you're just fine if everything isn't always in peak shape. That's a great attitude — being aware of, but not overly concerned about, your possessions is an effective way of extending the lifespan of your things without causing yourself undue stress.


Work:

less more

We can tell that you prefer to turn in top-notch work and always invest a significant amount of pride in every task you take on. But you also understand that it's important to have an open mind and a flexible attitude at work. That's why you're able to occasionally let your personal standards slide a little when your employer needs you to. So you stay open to change, while at the same time remaining organized and efficient enough to plan out a day or week at a time. Keep up the good balance!
i love quizzes!

PICTURE OF THE DAY


xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:57 PM


left out.

Music's OFF

IT'S SAD THAT NOBODY WANTS TO SIT & LISTEN TO WHAT I'VE GOT TO SAY.
ABOUT HOW I FEEL.
& ABOUT WHAT ANNOYED ME.

NOBODY CARES ABOUT WHY I'M DEPRESSED.
WHY I WAS SO ANGRY.
OR WHY I'M BEHAVING IN WAYS I USUALLY DON'T.

THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT THEIR HAPPINESS.
AND I TRIED NOT LISTENING TO THEM, JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T LISTEN TO ME.
BUT I CAN'T. I JUST DON'T WANT THEM TO FEEL THE WAY I'M FEELING NOW.

i've only known two who listens to me.
and helps.
i'm not naming them.

gawd, i'm being too emo.
i'm sorry, i'm not usually like this.
i just can't help it.
i can't help not telling myself that nobody cares.
i do this everytime i'm falling apart despite countless sayings that someone DOES care.
i just feel left out, alone.
well if they're happy, then that's that.

PICTURE OF THE DAY

"noone dies a virgin. because life fucks us all."

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:44 PM


Thursday, June 29, 2006
BF's FAULT.

Music's ON: Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton

I'VE HAD ENOUGH.
FCK YOU, B*.
FCK YOU AND YOUR HYPOCRITICAL FRIEND !

ONE MORE TIME & I'LL TAKE ACTION.
I'M NOT GONNA IGNORE ALL YOUR SHIZNATS ANYMORE.
JUST ONE MORE FREAKING TIME.
YOU'LL SEE.

the case of the hyprocritcal friend & the sicko-for-nuts.

the sicko-for-nuts: naztasya.
the hypocritcal friend of SFN: -TrageDies-.

i added a girl (-TrageDies-) on friendster.
because i thought her pictures were pretty & she might be those really funky/friendly type.
she accepted my request and added testimonial for me.
this was what she wrote:

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-TrageDies-



-TrageDies- 24/6/2006
hello sweets!
~cheers~ fer the add.
nice to meet u. (=

tw keEp ya pixs flowin k.
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ok fine. i happy. i wrote her a testimonial as well.
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ZUU-licious
ZUU-licious Posted 24/6/2006
heyhey.

i like your page!

:)

Zurayn*
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apparently, i was being nice.
REMINDER: i do NOT know this girl!
a few days later, which was yesterday, i checked her profile again to see if she accepted my testimonial.
i saw this.
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naztasya
naztasya Posted 26/6/2006
all i can say.

someone* two times on top from the bottom.
you know, i know. public doesnt.

is so plastic.
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(pic deleted to proovide privacy)
ScReaMTiLLD... Posted 25/6/2006
eLo GaL!

LaMe Tk JuMpE SeH! MsG pN Tk!
HeHeX! HoPe u R DoiN FinE outDeR!
TkCR! TaTa!! =)

FroM aLiP! =P
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(pic deleted to provide privacy)
' GENNIE Posted 24/6/2006
((:


im too lazy to edit my pics already.
hehehs.
((:
but your pics all i loike.
((x



; gennieLOVES `
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ZUU-licious
ZUU-licious Posted 24/6/2006
heyhey.

i like your page!

:)

Zurayn*
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(pic deleted to provide privacy)
' GENNIE Posted 24/6/2006
thanks for the testimo!
((:


and nice page.
hope tha know you better.



; gennieLOVES `
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(pic deleted to provide privacy)
-Sylvia Posted 24/6/2006
Thanks for adding.
Hope to know you better next time.
(:
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LOOK AT THE SICKO-FOR-NUTS' TESTIMONIAL.
guessed who is that SOMEONE*?
(read: ZUU-licious aka ME)
i'm plastic eh?
CONTINUE.
below taken from Sicko-For-Nuts' profile.
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-TrageDies-
-TrageDies- 26/6/2006
hEy i saw e Bitch! uh.

she thinks sHe Mis perfectnionist.
how can she get on ur nerves. to jst bother of her guys's matters.
n she aims at u @ skool fer nothings?! so pathethics. what does she get uh?. let e guy settle himself. U dont nd to SpoonFeed him rite?..u mess wip my fren. i mess wip u aiTes. u treat this as a game.

e person out ders. hope she noes abt this. jgn terase. hope u get it uh.
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like WTF?!
#1. i don't even KNOW this hypocrite.
#2. she called me a BITCH when she don't even know me at all.
#3. she said that i think i'm "Mis Perfectnionist" ?? (she meant PERFECTIONIST.) like where in blue hell did i write anything abt perfectionist in my friendster profile?? even so, if i do think that i'm a perfectionist, is that wrong? CHECK THE DICTIONARY FOR THE MEANING LAH.
#4. what is all these abt "bother of her guys's matters." ???? (NOTE: GUYS's. WTH?!)
#5. "n she aims at u @ skool for nothings?! so pathetics." I NEVER SPOKE TO SICKO-FOR-NUTS IN SCHOOL BEFORE. ONCE, DURING PROM NIGHT 2005. NEVER IN SCHOOL. NOW SHE'S TELLING HER HYPOCRITE COMPANION I AIM HER IN SCHOOL ?!
#6. what's all this abt let the guy settle himself & spoonfeed him thing?!
*7. "hopes she noes abt this." i do. "jgn terase. (don't have a guilty conscience)" FIRST SHE WANTS ME TO KNOW. THEN SHE SAY DON'T HAVE A GUILTY CONSCIENCE. WHAAAAAT FUUUUUCCKKK?!
#8. "hope u get it uh." GET WHAT?! YOU TELL THAT SFN TO STOP OR ELSE SHE WILL BE HEARING FROM ME.
#9. if i got on your nerve, you got on mine as well.
#10. i don't get HALF the testimonial she wrote. which obviously means, SFN TALKED UTTER NONSENSE TO HER HYPOCRITE BUDDY. SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THE ROOT OF WHY SHE HATES ME. SO SHE MAKE UP ALL THOSE MINOR THINGS TO SHOOT RIGHT BACK AT ME. call me childish but isn't all this reflecting YOUR sophomoric attitude?

i had good intentions when i added you in friendster. becos then, you were Fee's girl and Fee was my friend. i tried being nice to you. i sent you testimonials. of which, you gave me one as well. everything went nada & after a veryvery long time later, i was already with Fee. it was tense becos every girl (don't deny) would have hated their bf's ex for some reason or another (jealous maybe). but it was fine. because i knew you had a bf and there's nothing abt u i would hate or dislike AT THAT TIME. PROM NIGHT. i saw you and a girl waiting outside the ballroom. i was the usher. I GAVE YOU A FREAKING BIG SMILE, A VERY JUBILANT FACE JUST SO THAT I WILL MAKE YOUR PROM START OFF GOOD. I USHERED YOU & FRIEND INTO THE BALLROOM. I WAS FREAKING NICE TO YOU & FRIEND. and this what i get?

after that prom night, the day i gave my first ever friendly smile to you AND PROBABLY THE LAST, i totally can't understand how you hated me. LIKE WTF?! what i do and WHAT IS THE ROOT OF YOUR HATRED TOWARDS ME?! WHY INVOLVE YOUR BROTHER & FEE?? WHY ACCUSE MY FRIENDS??

fck you la.
waste my efforts in trying to know you better.
CURSES. *the finger*

loves,
ZURAYN*

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:42 PM


Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Irritant.

Music's ON: I Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You - Zac Efron, Vanessa Anne Hudgens, Lucas Gabreel & Ashley Tisdale

i overslept yesterday so i didn't go school. LOLs.
all thanks to *****. hahaha.
ok lah, i was sincere in helping.
i slept at 2.30am & woke up at 7.30am. =.=

so anyway, today is like any school day.
you know. same shit, different day.
and my 'O' level mother tongue oral will be on 5th July.
so yea.

ky, hy & sebas came over to my house after school.
to copy each other's vocabs. LOL.
520 words by tmr leh. or else, sit outside class.
oh gosh-
sebas lost a few pieces of her vocab.
mysteriously, in my house.

mum cooked mutton chop for us all.

i lazy too type le.
too pissed off.
i wanna get over this man.
she's making up stories & telling it to her friend.
the thing is, her friend gave me a nice testimonial & then called me a bitch to her.
HYPOCRITE.

whatever.

PICTURE OF THE DAY !

eeeeeeeeeviiiiiiiiiiiiiiil.

turrah!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:26 PM


Monday, June 26, 2006
Another School Day.

Music's ON: When It All Falls Apart - The Veronicas

ok so, school starts all over again.
worst news, 'O' lvl mother tongue oral is on the 29th of June.
& my conversation sucks big time lah.

ANYWAY
school wasn't that bad lah.
sebas' birthday was yesterday so we kinda, give her a good time today.
gave her presents, had lunch after school. so yea.

but i can feeeeeel that school is gonna be draggy.
but, i'm trying to improve on my attitude.
i know i procrastinate like there's forever for me.
but, 2 months to prelims lah.
& my results are disastrous. i must buck up man.

no more sangrona is gonna be in my way.
let her be lah.
so yups. i wanna be a brand new me!
ok, in terms of studies only lah.
like what mr lim said, "it's never too late to change."
and yes, i'm trying. really hard. i want improvements! x)

PICTURE OF THE DAY !

i've been saying lotsa words that are TOO HIGH-VALUED to her.
of course, she wouldn't wanna lose out.
so she learned BIG F* words all the same meaning as "stupid".
and shot right back at me. now, isn't that foolish?
i mean, she is already a fool. (:
OH, YOU ASININE.
see, i learn something too.

I LOVE YOU, MR WEE !
for once (only).
(:

xoxo

ps/ sangrona is Spanish for full-blown bitch.

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:44 PM


Sunday, June 25, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SEBAS!

Music's ON: Beating Heart Baby - Head Automatica


first of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR BELOVED SEBASTINI !!!!!!!!

welcome to the club !
we didn't go out tgt because the birthday girl herself can't make it.
so we just bought for her presents.
i did a card and wrapped the piggy.

so yeah.
tmr school already !!
x.x

btw, i hope you like my new skin !
i downloaded like, 5 skins & couldn't make up my mind.
so i decided this one.
so yeah.

PICTURE OF THE DAY:

Danish Haziq - cousin!

outs-

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:47 PM


Friday, June 23, 2006
SHOPping.

Music's ON: Far Away - Nickleback

went out to meet mother earlier.
planned to head town after.

before meeting mum, Fee wanted to meet me first.
to give me the necklace he bought for me at KL.
awwwww, it was really pretty! he has got good taste. xD
thank you so muchies, Fee! appreciated.
told me to wear for me. feel like princess okeh.. haha.
he was all dressed up as well. go jamming with his friends uh.
so anyway, we both walked till the bridge where were seperated.
he go bus stop, i go plaza. so yeaps.


the necklace dearest gave!

met mother and headed to far east to have lunch first.
Ramen Ten was okay. not anything special lah.
i think sushi king at johor is much nicer. teriyaki salmon there is yums.
well anyway, i had the chicken teriyaki bento. ok la.
mum had mixed tempura.
oh yea, i regret trying the lemon lime esprit. tasted super weird. i'd stick to orange. heh.
so anyway, just walked around.
mum had $40 taka vouchers. that's why we headed to town.
fast forward.
reach wisma, went esprit. saw a cute graphic tee with a pic of pink highcuts.
second thoughts, didn't buy.
serached for jeans, no interest + no discount. lol.
headed to guess after. saw one jeans i totally LOVE. it was kinda dirty brown.
PRETTY! but no size le. the waist was too big & the length was too long. ='(
wasted! anyway, continue...headed to Mango next.
it was CRAZY! so many people lah. fitting room q was long but fast.
mummy bought for me a tee and a pair of jeans!
tee = $35 + jeans= $99
total= $134
for one outfit !
ok kidding. they were having 50% discounts so,
tee= from $35 to $17 + jeans= from $99 to $59
total= $76
not bad what, right?
ok so maybe MNG is abit overrated but discount just cancels all thoughts right?
ok cool.
anyway the top was really sweet and the jeans are cool.
fast forward.
headed to taka. mum didn't know what to get with the vouchers. so i suggested buying my dad a belated fathers' day gift.
so we decided on a Swarovski crystal. becos my dad likes crystals.
we got a snowflake shaped one. gave it to my dad as a present. but our intention altogether was to get a crystal to hang it up at the rear view mirror of our new car. muahahas. x)

OH YEAH, NO MORE SOUR CREAM & ONION PRETZEL AT AUNTIE ANNE'S LIAO LE.
SO SAD. IT WAS MY FAVOURITE. ='(
so i had choco mint instead. hais.

headed home by bus.
proton was a pity. hahas. nobody dared to use cos afraid it can't start up again. haha.
met dad at plaza & had dinner.

I CAN'T FREAKING WAIT FOR MY SISTER'S PAY THIS MONTH LA.
I'LL MAKE HER BUY FOR ME THE SANDALS.
OR MAYBE THE NEW ETERNITY SUMMER BY CALVIN KLEIN PERFUME.
i think mummy's getting that for me. oh well.
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant !
yes, i know i'm materialistic la. haha.

PICTURE OF THE DAY:

my legs look short! i wonder what makes me tall.. hmm.

outs!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:16 PM


Thursday, June 22, 2006
HELLO? nothing.

Music's ON: Burn For You - Toby Mac

You're Tuning To: Better Together - Jack Johnson
[but first, you gotta press the play button on the purple music player.]

isn't this song sooooooooooo jazzy?
it sounds so candy to me.
like, i dunno! sooooo silky and soft and sweet.
all things nice.
this song is like, my current fav.
woo!

ok moving on.
yesterday seems like a happy day.
not for me but for the rest of my family.
mother wasn't naggy for once.
in fact, she seems happier.
maybe cos we're getting our new car before 15 July.
&& COE prices had dropped. muahahas. so ok.
brother got a new job. he was a mechanic in cycle&carriage.
but resigned there to apply for the one in Toyota becos apparently, the pay was higher.
well, he applied for it, he got it.
which made my mum even more happier.
now, great. we're gonna have a new Toyota and brother will be working in the Toyota company as well.
and as for daddy, he seems to be in a good mood too.
dunno why.
but he was singing to the "gol" song in Suria.
which was SO hilariously hilarious.

alright so, around 9pm last night, went out to fecth sister from work.
then headed for dinner at bukit timah.
afterwards, wanted to head home. but guess what?
our dearest PROTON ISWARA [our current old car] didn't want to start up.
like wth. =.=
we were stuck at the carpark lah. dad tried to fix the wires.
mum helped starting up the engine again & again.
sister was calling my brother who didn't pick up the phone.
and me? i can't do anything. lol. playing games on hp and listening to sis' iPod.
my saviour! nono, not my sis. the ipod.
so anyway, i got tired and took over my mum. muahaha.
i start up the engine again&again.
sister called brother finally got through.
10 mins later, brother arrived. he's a mechanic so, HE SAVED THE DAY.
wakakakas. was stuck there for quite long ah.
sister say our proton "can't wait for retirement". lols.
=.=

PICTURE OF THE DAY:

"when my head gets full of you." -ok mrepekkkkk

ok toodles.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:49 PM


Saturday, June 17, 2006
Blog Song.

Music's OFF

tagboard colour finally changed!
spent near to an hour figuring out my id and password.
right after i replied my tag to DIANA (she commented on my tagboard colours), i finally figured it out!
my id wasn't zurayn all along. it was zuraiin. LOLs.
same password though. -.-"

so yups. if u think there's still something wrong abt it, feel free to tell me!
i welcome suggestions. (:
thanks diana!

& i'm trying to add a song into my blog for the past few days.
i've been bloghopping and i realised most of them has songs in their blogs and there's no 'stop' button for me to press. so i had to close that window because i'm listening to my own songs in WMP. i find it really irritating. so i finally found a song host for blogs. yes, it had a play/pause button. quite a few bloggers use this, so i guess i can try it too. we'll see. hee. will upload one soon. (:

so that's all i guess.

no picture of the day today. =(
my phone + com + usb cable decided to be an ASS.
next time yea.

xxoo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:00 PM


Friday, June 16, 2006
Dreams

Music's ON: I'm Feeling You - Michelle Branch

i had a reeeeeeeeeeeaaaalllyyyy long dream last night.
so WEIRD la all of them.
i remembered like, 5 different scenes.
no way i'm telling. it's too freaky.

anyway, i messed around with my hp yesterday.
played with the sequence shots.
and i got this.






there's suppose to be six put other two is blurred.
so yeap. random shots turns out better than prepared ones.
and i wonder why...

am very bored today..
blabber blabber.
gonna edit my friendster profile real soon.
but, too lazy. muahas.
i wanna try myspace too.
SOON.

PICTURE OF THE DAY:

AMILIYA the little cousin.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:47 PM


Thursday, June 15, 2006
HY's birthday.

Music's OFF

first & foremost,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY, HUI-YIN !!

welcome to the club! hahas.
celebrated her birthday yesterday.
those who came were:
- the BG, Hui-Yin
- Cijin
- Cheng Hong
- Jun Hao
- Tiger
- Yang Yu
- Sufiyan
- Sebas
- Kai Yi
- & myself!

10 people. wooots!
met them up at cck mrt. surprisingly, 9 of us wore jeans. hahas. cool-
headed to jurong entertainment.
went ice-skating first since BG wanted to.
paid and put on skates. so tight la! stupid person behind the counter! the first time was a young guy. he checked my feet size and then searched the skates but he couldn't find. so he asked an old - probably deaf - man and i saw him took out 7 fingers to that old man. then that old man search for the skates but not there. so this old man checked my feet size again. he took out SIX fingers to that young guy. like wtf ?! one size smaller! and my school shoes are like size 8.5 lah! f*. i tried to change but that stupid old man say it's ok. idiot.

whatever. after putting on our skates. the guys came in. cijin and Fee nvr skate. so they sat outside and took care of our bags. went into the rink. didn't expect it to be sooooo slippery! i was so scared la, since it's my first time. first round, held sebas' hand. she very PRO man. i kept feeling like i would fall anytime. SO SCARY! then slowly... i tried on my own. very slow and other's keep hitting on my skates! so annoying. after a few rounds of holding on to ky's, hy's and sebas' hand, i finally can stabilize myself. hahas. but i can still fall anytime lah. then i can skate on my own, but slow. =(. envy those who can skate fast! ky kept screaming! hahas. hy was okay! she so steady when skating.

cheng hong was scared at first! jun hao and yang yu looked like they had experience. tiger was the most funniest! he couldn't stable himself and was so scared. hahas. the look on his face when he was in the ice rink was so unexplainable. hahas. funny okeh. but he managed to skate a little by himself. good improvement! huhu. had to resurface at 4. i didn't continue playing cos my feet was killing me. left the place at 5.


sebas & I. took this at Fuji Ice Palace. i look so retarded.

headed to jurong point for dinner. suddenly remembered that there wasn't anymore seoul garden there. so decided to eat at pizza hut instead. jh, fee, and us girls shared a meal. hawaiian & pepperoni pizza. the other four guys, i dunno what they ordered. but they had TWO pepsi each. LOL-

headed to arcade next. played daytona. hahas. my beginner cannot pass man! tyco-ly, i got first. tried advanced and i was last! haha. kept banging into the wall. then we played the drums. 4 people play one drum! fun lahs. shall do it again. =P then the bb and all. yeah. then sebas had to go. parents fetched me at JP around 8.45pm? hy & ky went home with the guys. yeap.

it was such a fun day & i'm glad BG enjoyed it too.
=D
well, that's all!

oh, wait!

*PICTURE OF THE DAY:

Fee & I were minding our own business in Pizza Hut when Sebas took this. lol.

xoxo

PS/ BG = Birthday Girl
PPS/ i want Erwin!

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:28 AM


Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Case of the Ex.

Music's ON: Buttons - Pussycat Dolls

first of all,

HAPPY 9th BIRTHDAY, NELLY SABRINA !!!!! (as if she will read this.)

&&

HAPPY EIGHT MONTHS, ZUUFEE !!!! (that is, on the 11th)

LOL.
so my cousins (nina & sabrina) stayed over at my place for two nights.
i had to take care of them, obviously.
they stayed here for fun.
first day celebrated sabrina's bday.
that is, on the 11.
second day, had Macs breakfast with my sister and the two girls.
then we went home and did some "arts&crafts" as they called it.
let them play com for awhile.
barbie.com la. hahas. it's fun okeh!
then brought them for a treat, Macs ice-cream since they wanted them.
saw Fee on the way back at the bb court.
my cousins shouted his name but i pretend nothing happen. LOL.
so yeah, went home and waaaaited for dinner which mum will cook.
chicken chop with mashed potato done by dearest mummy. YUMS.
so went to bed.
woke up slightly late the third day (which is today).

brought them to plaza for LJS.
went to the library after. bought sabrina a comic she wanted.
bought myself seventeen from USA.
i want cosmoGIRL !! lol-
waited for rain to subside then headed home, the long way.
nina wanted to go greenridge sc, but later on, sabrina wanted bubble tea so we walked ALL the way to fajar sc. tired can?
then went home.

they watched a lil tv, played com, then their mum arrived.
after awhile, my mum came home and cooked spaghetti for us.
LOL. western food for 2 days.
then the adults had dinner at banquet.
went home and here i am!

Fee says i can be a good motherrrrrrrrrrrr. HAA.

okay anw, the Ex (i.e. shafian) sms-ed me last night.
some malay song we used to listen to tgt.
then he suddenly say he misses me and i'm like, "joking right?".
and he said no and i tried to convince him there are better girls than me.
also tried to ask him to forget me but apparently he said i'm "the best one" for him.
touched? maybe, but no. part of me wants him to still like me (evil) but majority of me wants him to leave me alone with Fee.
but wth, went to sleep before he replies my last sms.

so today, while on my way to plaza, saw him at the traffic light.
my mind was like, "oh what the f* !!!" very coincidental.
especially after last night.
he kept giving me that stupid grin.
couldn't ignore right so i asked where he going.
talked till GREEN MAN turned up.
so damn thankful for tt.
i was so freaked out i crossed the road w/o saying bye.
last saw him like, MONTHS ago.
now, after the freaky sms he sent me last night, i had to FACE him.
f* la, right. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.

oh btw, he used to ALWAYS call me potek.
cos i use specs and he doesnt.
but now, HE DOES ! eeeeeeeeedeeeeeeeeyert.

PICTURE OF THE DAY:


SLACK!

outz-

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:26 PM


Thursday, June 08, 2006
Stalker GIRL.

Music's ON: Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry) - Craig David

why can't she get enough of me?!
HELP ME GET HER OFF MY SHOULDERS PLEASE.
STALKERS IRKS ME. (:

what does she get from hitting on me, anyway?
i get NOTHING, i understand that.
but she keeps going on & on & on like as if it gets her prettier in any way.
but if she thinks it does, i think otherwise.

HATING IS NOT A TREND, MISSY.
BLATHERING ISN'T EITHER. (gosh, i'm so thankful i learnt the word blather.)
LOSER LOSER LOSER.

not like i'm looking down on you at all.
but tell me, what good does it do?
then again, if u enjoy it, i did too. (:

i can be a b* if i want to.

i might just publicize your name and friendster url.
so WATCH OUT for this site! (:

so i haven't been talking to the mother for 4 days.
pleasant? nah, not when i dont have food to eat.
on the bright side, i dont have to worry abt her calling me when i'm out.
& i think my tummy is a lil flatter after 3 days of no proper food.
what do ya think?

hols hmwk?
not even a quarter done.
and i have like, 320 vocab words to be completed.
divide that by 16 days (days before school starts) and i need to do 20 words per day instead of per week.
gawdammit.
and i lost my biology TYS.
and i have lots more worksheets to be done.
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhh-
madness. and i'm sitting here blogging.
hah hah.

been playing bb these few days with the girls and Fee.
fun lahs. but i must remember, never drink alot of water before a match.
i was feeling so nauseous. ghaha.
ooooohhhhhh and that thing at the silent corridor.
got me SOOOOOOO high~~~~~~
you know i know, Fee. ;)

some snaps before i leave.





cousins; amiliya, nina.


PICTURE OF THE DAY:


xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:37 PM


Friday, June 02, 2006
Elated.

Music's ON: Lyla - Oasis

OMG !!!!!! I DIDN'T KNOW BOTH JONATHAN LEONG & PAUL TWOHILL MADE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND !! SINGAPORE HAS GOOD TASTE !!!! OH MY HUNKS !!!!!! I DIDN'T WATCH THE RESULTS SHOW AND IT'S ONLY WHEN I WENT TO THE WEBSITE THAT I KNOW BOTH OF THEM MADE IT ! THIS IS SO COOL . I'M ROOTING FOR BOTH OF THEM. AND FOR THE GIRLS, MERYL JOAN AND RAHIMAH RAHIM . AND IF THEY BOTH MAKE IT, I'M GONNA GAPE AT MYSELF. =D



OTHER THAN SUFIYAN, PAUL TWOHILL'S MINE .
(:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:19 PM


Thursday, June 01, 2006
Optimism.

Music's ON: You And Me - Lifehouse

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[07:41:31 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : how u noe she call me stupid la?
[07:41:46 PM] dude.: ur nick lah
[07:41:51 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : OH!
[07:41:53 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : lol.
[07:41:58 PM] dude.: u the one who say i read minds wat
[07:41:58 PM] dude.: u dumbo!
[07:42:12 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : ya, she shout out, that's stoopidity.
[07:42:30 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : then i put mine as, "oh. no it's ok."
[07:42:47 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : now her pics. she put caption as "i smile at your stoopidity."
[07:43:08 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : LIKE HELLO. (parts erased to protect her identity&embarassment)
[07:43:25 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : nvr think abt herself nak ckp pasal org
[07:43:50 PM] dude.: haha
[07:43:50 PM] dude.: den u take a pic laughing
[07:43:57 PM] dude.: say i got the last luagh
[07:44:06 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : eh!!!!!!!! pandai
[07:44:10 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : thank you!
[07:44:33 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : i shud shout that out
[07:45:29 PM] dude.: yup
[07:45:37 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : thank yoU!
[07:45:39 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : (:
[07:48:32 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : done!
[07:48:33 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : =)
[07:48:49 PM] dude.: hahaha
[07:48:55 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : my mum kater...jgn lawan ckp mcm dier. klu lawan ckp mrepek, die menang
[07:48:56 PM] dude.: eh,
[07:49:10 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : but if u wanna win a good fight, win her over studies.
[07:49:20 PM] dude.: make sure u end this thing before u start school
[07:49:24 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : hahahhaa
[07:49:24 PM] dude.: once u start school
[07:49:27 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine.
[07:49:32 PM] dude.: dun layan this nonsense anymore
[07:49:34 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : STUDYYYYYYYYYY!
[07:49:36 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : okay!
[07:49:42 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : hehes
[07:51:33 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : i got a sudden motivation to do my hmwk
[07:51:35 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : hahaha
[07:51:40 PM] dude.: dats my deer
[07:51:46 PM] dude.: good
[07:51:46 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : xD
[07:51:57 PM] dude.: yeh
[07:52:02 PM] dude.: eh
[07:52:02 PM] dude.: u better got the last laugh ok
[07:52:10 PM] dude.: next year in late feb
[07:52:12 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : yes, ok!
[07:52:14 PM] dude.: laugh at her results ok!
[07:52:21 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : hahaha.
[07:52:27 PM] dude.: now, keep it to urself
[07:52:27 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : u put it in a very mean way
[07:52:32 PM] dude.: burst it next year
[07:52:39 PM] dude.: u gonna win my deer
[07:52:39 PM] dude.: obviously
[07:52:42 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : hahaha. okok.
[07:52:44 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : xD
[07:52:55 PM] dude.: u gotta let her take the front gear first
[07:52:58 PM] dude.: standard ah, romeo slalu kalah dulu kan..
[07:52:58 PM] dude.: lol
[07:53:09 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : yeap. and i'm gonna change to gear 4 during feb
[07:53:16 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : hahaha
[07:53:32 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : if i happy with my results, i'm gonna literally LOL in the hall
[07:53:41 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : for her to HEAR.
[07:54:06 PM] dude.: hahahaha
[07:54:17 PM] dude.: but jgn u yg nangis bcos u cant get wat u want
[07:54:25 PM] [ ZuuFee ] : ah,,,TOUCH WOOD!!
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ISWANDY ROCKS !!
HAHA. SUPPORT ME UNTIL SO MEAN.
WELL ANYWAY, HE TOLD ME TO HAVE THE LAST LAUGH.
AND I'M GONNA HAVE IT.
OH YEAH~~

YOU'RE VERY SUPPORTIVE THOUGH YOU SOMETIMES DISAGREE SO MUCH THAT YOU MAKE ME ANGRIER THAN BETTER. LOL.
AND I GUESS WHEN I'M IN NEED OF ATTENTION, I FIND YOU ! LOL.
BUT OF COURSE, BF COMES FIRST AND YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT. =P

SO, THANK YOU LEMBU !
HAHAS. I KNOW I'M YOUR DREAM GIRLFRIEND.
BUT, TOO BAAAAAAAAAAAAD !!
HAHAHAHAHAHA. ;)

xoxo

PS/ look into my eyes and close them when your lips reach mine. i love you, Fee.

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:53 PM