♥ tickets please.

Music's ON: Let U Go - Ashley Parker Angel

NEVER TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS.

especially when you're so gawddamn sure about it.
yea, i was v v v v v v sure i'm about to get at most a B4 for my 'O' Level Malay results last friday.
i was freaking certained i will have to retake the paper.
so i didn't expect anything to happen.
i came into class, i sat down. listened to the teachers talked about distinctions and stuff.
of course i couldn't be bothered. i just knew it wouldn't be me.
we were also told that A1 was owned by only two among the 4E/5N students, and 17 got A2.
my sure-i-get-B4 thought couldn't get anymore doubtless.
i am telling the truth. i'm not being humble!

BUT, butbutbut, my name was announced first, and i got an....
A1.

a beautiful A1 for my MALAY, fyi.
i was so elated.
i didn't know how i do it, but i did it.
my malay hadn't been good since, forever.
and being brought up speaking english among my relatives & family (except grandparents) doesn't help.
but look, A1. i am still not believing this. i was tempted to ask my cikgus whether they read it properly, or maybe they got the wrong name, or some technical error... (:

i asked a few of my fam, relatives and friends to guess how much i got for my 'O' Level Malay.

father - surely no good one... [he is such a pessimistic.=.="]
sister - B4 [her reason: she got a B4 for her Os too.]
brother - C6 [twerp! he thinks i'm like him?]
aunt no.1 - B4
aunt no.2 - B3 [she thought aunt no. 1 was mean. haha.]
uncle - C5
iswandy - B4
shafian - A2 [see, at least someone has faith in me. (: ]

so obvious! so many people thought i wouldn't do that well in malay.
cos they all knew i'm not a malay speaking/writing person!
even my grandma went, "ingatkan Ain melayu tak bagus..slalu cakap bahase english je..*laughs*."
omg.

anyway, i rewarded myself.

OREO CHEESECAKE!!

mum owes me a jacket!

xoxo

Music's ON: The World's Greatest - R. Kelly

okaaaay!
an update on my 3-day Motivational Camp.

Day 1

we started the day with icebreaker stuff.
March babies are supposed to be Dogs, but my girlfriends and I all pretended to be May babies; DUCKS!
so we quacked like no other. it was fun la. haha.
they gave out folders for the camp.
it was like REALLY plain and boring.
so i took time to deco it!

cute? haha.
that's the front! also deco-ed the inside and the back.
our trainers were Kavee & Jacqueline!
anyway, the rest of the day was filled with talks.
played a lil game & watched the first part of Million Dollar Baby.
that movie was FANTASTIC !!!
so we ended the day with a Captain's Ball match.
team mates were picked out randomly.
but hy, dah & i managed to be in the same team.
sebas & ky were in another.

walked all the way to the field.
and that's when i FREAKING realised CK-FACED was in the other team!
i was disgusted + glad at the same time.
disgusted cos i'm gonna have to face her for 30 min; glad cos i'm gonna show how Captain's Ball is played with ex-netballers around.
during the game, i couldn't help but laugh to myself.
i did it plenty of times!
i suddenly gave a burst of laughter. gawd, i hope noone notices.
sometimes i even made up something funny when i accidentally laugh, but the real reason was miles apart!
okok, i was laughing at how ck-faced played.
i know it's kinda mean but i can't control it!
she caught not the ball but AIR. she tried to defend when the ball was already caught, INFRONT of her. she covered her head when the ball was thrown towards the captain. i mean, seriously, who wouldn't laugh?
i didn't observe her but hey, everybody has a pair of eyes that can see 180 degrees around them!
well of course, you might say i have an experience with netball and i'm saying all these stuff but other than me & aidah in that match, NONE of them are experience too! and no, they don't play as silly as her. plus, she's like 2 feet away from the "goal" and could even missed the hands of the captain. explain THAT.
FINE. i shall stop being cocky & mean & rude & bitchy. [crosses arms with a grin]

my team won the other 28-21.
if not for the opponent's one penalty throw which costed 5 points, it would have been 28-16.
i've seen how aidah knocked into ck-faced alot of times when she tried to catch the ball.
haha. wonder if it's on purpose?

ended at 7pm.
gfs + myself + yy + Fee headed to plaza for dinner.
mos burger.
home at 9pm.

Day 2

today was a real suay day!
i shall not elaborate. haha.
started the day with Yoga.
it was real fun! we ended the yoga session with doing yoga positions while playing the song i'm listening to!
The World's Greatest by R. Kelly! love that part of yoga!
funfunfun.!
carried on with the camp.
filled with talks again, a few games.
palyed ultimate frisbee today.
we played among our class.
and for our match it was GIRLS vs GUYS!
haha.
once, my hand tangled in marcus' leg! and yea, he fell.
he tried to defend me but ended up getting caught in my hand. oh man.
GIRLS won of course! haha. u call it girl power !!!
had so much fun with the games.
camp ended woth second part of Million Dollar Baby.
but it was stopped halfway and left hanging! [sad smiley]

camp ended at 730.
gfs + myself + Fee headed to plaza.
found out mother coming to plaza as well.
Fee had to go. [another sad smiley]
home at 9 plus.

Day 3

MORE TALKS !!
boring games.
no sport stuff to play.
may sound boring but it was one of the best days among the 3.
our class had never been so so UNITED before!
i do love 4E1.
we screamed & cheered & supported each other, even when we lost or didn't do well.
we didn't give up and gave each other our backs!
our unity was shown on that day & i'm so proud of it! [beaming]
we had real loads of fun, as a class!
and our trainers admitted that "4E1 ROCKS!" and that "our class spirit was great".
we got ready for the finale; cheering and all.

since our class was given the mascot "cats", we decided to paint our nose like cats and drew whiskers on our faces. hahas. we do look like cats; all of us. even the guys! lol.
so we did our cheering and stuff. we didn't win, but none of our classmates fretted.
we cheered for the other class however. that's what i meant !! awww.
anyway, we dressed up our trainers too!
haha. they look SO TERRIBLY CUTE !!
then the grand finale, some had to present.
during dinner, aidah wanted to me to present with her cos she was the only girl.
brad, nj, brian, aidah & myself presented on behalf of 4E1.
last minute changes and panic attacks from the five of us because we weren't ready for the presentation.
but on top of it all, i think we did fine! Lakh, the main "motivator" in the camp was nodding away when each of us presented our views. phew!

the grand finale was a blast!
ended at 845pm.
ate dinner at kfc and chilled.
home at 10.

the motivation camp had bonded each of us as classmates and ourselves.
all of us had real fun and not forgetting our trainers (who left quite abruptly. we didn't get to say a proper goodbye except for Jacq.) !

CUTE RIGHT?!
Kavee (on the left) and Jacq.

thanks to both of you in guiding us throughout this 3 days!
you guys were great and 4E1 loves you too!
(:

well, that's all i guess.
outs!

xoxo