Music's OFF.

i'm daaaaammmmmmmnnnnnn shagged !

alrights.

went for the REDcamp today.
today's programme from 9am all the way to 8.30pm.
met the girls at 8am.
ky, hy, sebas, carmen + myself.
carmen was late !! LOL.
reached NP around 9+am.
abit late la but who caresssssssssssssssss.
then sit in the convention centre for DON'T KNOW HOW LONG.
all those business courses presentation. bored.

but the emcee was cute and funny though.
nicenice ! laughed my head, ass and socks off !
he's cute as in cute-funny not cute-cute, getit ?
he's name is zaid or something ?
walaooooo, cannot tahan his humour man. LOL.

fast forward.
business skit. business mascots. those np students who achieved more than just academics. then daphne khoo's performance.
geeeeez, bugs bunny voice ! she can sing but her voice huhhhhhhh. tsktsk.
anyway, more funny stuff from zaid and his partner.
ermerm, fast forward.
lunch, macs (mcchicken w/o the veges + apple pie).
sat with the biomedical sciences ppl in NP since ky got one of her friends there.
wootwoot. at least i can see what kinda ppl biomed course has.
LOL. ehhh, alot of ppl look at us 5.
but, no cute guys leh ! x.x (bimbo moment.)
sorry sufiyan darling ! but isn't that good news ? heh.

anyway, fast forward somemore.
after lunch, more humor from zaid and another partner.
and some AA girl who think she has it all. so crap la.
my goosebumps stand sia when she's on stage.
anyhoos, had the cluster programme. ENGINEERING.
bloody hell, so boring.
so us 5, decided to skip the rest of the programme.
our lie ?
WE HAVE DANCE CLASS and need to be excused .
either that or we had MUSIC CLASS. i dunno which ky said.
so we were left off. LOL. at around 2.30pm?

it was raining heavily !
thus, we took 184 to bukit timah plaza.
got a lil drenched.
again, being us, we did our last minute plans.
POOL FACTOR. huhuhuhuhu.
but under renovation. told dear. then he said got another one.
so we went all the way up and all the way down. DON'T HAVE.
called dear. the he say, "the place got foodcourt. like hawker centre."
and i told him only got empty offices.
and he said, "you mean no stall selling food at all?!"
i'm like, -_______________-" ....
so i replied, "GOT !! selling tidbits only..." LOL. nonsense sey.
then he say search another building. so we went over to beauty world.
luck is on our side, cos it wasn't raining.
went all the way up and found the place.
the man behind the counter didn't asked for our ICs !
i guess we looked like poly students with our bags & clothes & all. LOL.
cool ehs.
so we played around 2.5 hrs.
4/5 games ? i dunno.

then carmen sian already.
ky & i were hungry, so we left.
RAINING CATS & DOGS & TIGERS & HIPPOS laaaaaaaaaarrrrr.
after much hesitation, we decided to CAB to Lot1.
10bucks lei . wtf ...
brokebrokebroke.

ate dinner at longjohn's.
then, met mum at greenridge straight.
daaadiidaaa.

only reached home at 9++pm !
erk, so tired lar. (-.-)

tmr another day.
9am-10pm. dunno if i wanna go in the morn or enter during lunch.
haix. i don't mind going in the morn, but i'm so tired now i need more sleep la.
dunno la, maybe i won't go at all.
nono, i waaaaaaaant ! got JAM & HOP at the last part of the day !
ahh, dunno lah.

*siiighsss*
i think i'm in love.
really ah.

ROFLMAOL !!!

wow, i think i need my bed now.

sufiyanbaby ! quickly finish work and sms me !
miss you la, & love you .
and don't be so touching in your blog lei. paiseh you know.
like wanna cry like thaaaaaat.
muacksmuacks.

off-----

toodles, yaw.

xoxo

wherever you wanna take me, i'll go .

Music's ON: So Simple - Stacie Orrico

aaaaahhhhh, good morning smelly monsters !
just curious, did the bedbugs bite ?
teeeheeeeee. (:

okaaaay, it's no wonder i'm having crappy mood swings and cravings for food i don't usually eat.
IT'S THE TIME OF THE MONTH !
aaahhh, the mother of all bloaty tummies is here to visit again !
bear with me. (-.-)
so i stole a whole pack of pads from my mum's cupboard.
cos i finished mine ! hehe ?
but i don't like her brand. BLAAAAAAAH.

wah, i woke up pretty early today, eh ?
10:06 am ! sweet .

currently uploading my iPod with songs .
fergalicious is damn cute la !
i liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike . =P

oh oh, Christmas is around the corner !
know why i'm excited ?
cos there'll be......................................................
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CANDY CANES !!!!!!!!!!!!

i especially like those multi-coloured ones !
7-11 has loads of them !
yummy !!

i'm nuts, man.
oh yeah, i've watched my third round of the indo movie, HEART.
wahahahaha, and i still cried.
I TELL YOU, i can watch it 10 times and cry 10 times over !
i'd probably yawn at my eleventh lar .
hahahahahahahahaha.
-___________________________-

and CSI yesterday was so confusing. -.-
one thing abt me, if i don't get the story after 15min of watching, i'd rather not confuse myself anymore. so i played my psp while waiting for criminal minds.
and phwoar, that show rocked !
can't wait for the next episode !

OH OH OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! mummy's getting scv again !
like after what, 7 yrs (?) of being scv-less, we're getting it again !
wootwoot ! disneychannel !! wahahahahahaha.

okay, i'm boring you.

>>>PISCES<<<
>Caring and kind (agreed.)
>Smart. (not true !)
>Center of attention. (sometimes. wahaha.)
>Too Sexy, DAMN IT. (SICK ! i am not.)
>Very high sex appeal. (hahahahahaha, sexaaaay.)
>Has the last word. (hell yeah, i will. somehow.)
>The best to find, hardest to keep. (hmmm, think abt THAT.)
>Fun to be around. (really, my pleasure.)
>Freak in the sheets. (i don't get this.)
>Extremely weird but in a good way. (OH YEAAAA. :D)
>Super good in bed. (not proven yet. LOL.)
>Good Sense of Humor!!! (not true. i can't make ppl laugh!)
>Thoughtful (true!)
>A partner for life (ehhhh, dunno.)

heh, till my next post.

toodles !

xoxo

do you really think you can handle me ?

Music's ON: Butterflies - Sia

BORED.
SIAN.
BORED.
SIAN.
BORED.
BORED.
SIAN !!!

such a nice, sunny afternoon and i didn't do much except sit infront of the com.
today is best.
woke up at 12.
straight to the com.
friendster-ed, bloghopped, bulletin-ed.
asked sufiyan come online, chat.
til 3pm, then i bathe. lol.
but continue com-ing.
helped dear with his blog.
been on com since twelve pm !!

so BUROK, i tell you !
damn it, i think i've run out of bulletins to do.
oh the CRAPPINESS.
any ideas on making yourself occupied ??
i'm DESPERATE.

xoxo

we know everything; & we forgot them .

ehh, i forgot to update abt today. -.-"

woke up at 8am.
i freaking couldnt sleep last night lar !
i think i tossed and turned till 3 am ?!
freaking shyte.
wanna sleep alot then cannot sleep. wanna wake up early then sleep like pig ! zzzz.

anyway, meeting sweetie at 930am.
so i woke up-stone-bathe-got ready-stone-play psp-stone-use com then meet dear.
head off to causeway point via 187.
reached, had macs breakfast.
then walked around until all the shops opened.

i wanna get that photo album from More Than Words !
so i can fill it with prom nite pics which i'm gonna develop.
i want the heart-sy one !
:D

moving on..
we took neoprints ! LOL.
it's dear's first time. wakakakakaka.

tadaaaa !
&& that black shirt is the also the shirt he wore when we first went out together.
awwwwww. x)

then head back to bp.
slacked. he's suppose to meet his friends at 2pm.
but i don't let. *cheeky smile*
I STILL WANT TO BE AROUND HIM LAR .
then he played my psp and we chilled till 345pm.

OH OH OHHHHHHHHHH, dear won for me three cars !!
as in my psp racing game, i mean.
it's like when you complete a tour consisting of 3 rounds of race, you get a new car.
and he completed 3 tours, so i got 3 cars ! green, white & baby blue.
and he always got first place ! like, ALWAYS ! hmpf.

boys will always be boys...

lalalalalalala~~
what else to update?
nothing eh?

okayyyyyyy.
toodles ! (again.)

xoxo

Music's ON: Fergalicious - Fergie (feat. Will.I.Am)

yay ! almost half of prom pics collected.
the rest with sebas. she can't upload to com cos her cam's USB cable bitten off by her rabbit !
oh yeah, fantastic.
so i'd prolly develop those pics while those from hy will be uploaded.
for now, only the highlights of the pics.
for a lil more, view my friendster.
will post everything up when fotopages isn't being an ASS.




GIRLFRIENDS. <3333




2e3`2004; daryl, nic, hy, ky & me.

Herry & myself. i look DECENT, yes?

Mr Anand & his naughty biology students ! teehee.

with meowmeow* ! Ms Tan ! kekekeke.

wahahaha, IZWAN. my face sucks in this pic .

Ms Neo grabbed a bunch of balloons from someone just to snap this pic with us !
hahahaha.

HIGHLIGHT of the night !
this pic NEVER fails to make me lmao ! :D
btw, the "blood" is a rose petal.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. =]

last but not least, MsCinderella & her Prince(not so)Charming.
khekhekhekhe.

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errrrr, the cam's this way..
well, at least the back looks better than the front ! :D

wokey, that's all for now.
view my friendster for more.
but keep in mind, that's not ALL.
LOL.
k whatevuhh.

toodles!

xoxo

ps. my mistake ! blogger states the time at the start of each entry, not when it's published ! =P

to the D to the E to the L-I-C-I-O-U-S.

Music's ON: Show Me The Money - Petey Pablo

alright, so last night's satay & chicken wings dinner was cancelled.
brother used the car so we can't go out. moroooooooon.
why can't he use his freaking new motorbike ?
nevertheless, we're going there tonight !

relatives came over last night.
the oldies except grandpa went to shengsiong.
while, nina sabrina amiliya & i stayed at home.
was bored la. they went for so long !
zzzz.

didn't go anywhere for dinner last night.
so i ordered macs ! lol.
i miss macs'.............curry sauce ! yummeh. LOL.

oh yea, i broke my own record.
i woke up at 3.15pm today !
but due to the fact i slept at 2.30am la.
but still, HOW BIG OF A PIG AM I ?!
very. thanks you eh.

where are the prom phooottttoooos ... T.T

as you can see, i'm blogging for the sake of BLOGGING !
so, till my next entry.

toodles!

xoxo

ps. this post is written at 4:45pm. do NOT trust blogger ! -.-"

haters; what a drag, what a waste.

Music's ON: London Bridge - Fergie

a conversation .

me: ma, let's go eat satay tonight!!
mother (to father): ya, let's go lau pa sat and eat satay! i want to release stress. this is our chance to release stress..for me to relax...for our daughter (ME) to release her stress after working very hard for olevels...just to have a nice dinner to let go of all stress in us.. you should bring your wife and daughter out so we would relax and have fun....
father: then i'm the one who will get stressed.

LOL !!
daddy is so comical at times. =.=
but well, we're STILL going to eat at laupasat for dinner !
weeeeeeeeee~
i miss the satay and chicken wings there ! yummy yummy..
and relatives and cousins will be there too ! yay !
gosh, i miss those little onessssss..

i spent another $75 on a psp game and 514mb memory card.
the game i bought, Ridge Racing or something, is damn thrilling la!
it's a car racing game recommended by the store owner, and he sure has good taste!
i wanna get the sims one next! x)

lalalalalalalala~~

i so happy leh. x))
i don't know why.
i guess letting go of grudges really helps me in having a great time.
I'M A HAPPIER GIRL !

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeet weeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

xoxo

ps. i'm still waiting for prom pics. so check this site, guys !

how come every time you come around;
my london london bridge wanna go down .

&& ONE MORE THING,

SUFIYAN IS SO SHUAI LO.
WAKAKA.

CHESTNUT CONTACTS WAS SO PRETTY ON HIM.
I MEAN IT !

HEHE.
& HE LOOKS SO SUAVE IN BLAZER AND TIE !
WOOTWOOT.
*melting in progress*

I LOOOOOVVVEEEE YOU !

xoxo

EDITED://

waaaaah, alot ppl know how to use the word SANGRONA already siaa.
AND I WONDER HOW THEY KNEW.
fuckheads !!
ok maybe they already knew without reading my blog.
BUT SO COINCIDENTAL UNTIL WE READ THE SAME FUCKING BOOK MEH !!
so, don't assume ppl who use SANGRONA is me okeh ! thanks you eh.
ASSUMPTION IS THE MOTHER OF ALL SCREW UPS.

SANGRONA IS SPANISH FOR........go figure! =Pp

EDITED://-end [10:23pm]

Music's ON: Zoom - Tata Young

last night, our prom, was a dissappointment if i have to say so myself.
i wasn't listening to half the teachers humming part, and with rotten luck, my seat was facing away from the stage. so i always had to turn, and when i do, my dress gets twisted and it's bloody irritating la.
the games was kinda boring cos it's nothing new and in between courses, they keep doing the same stuff.
one teacher hum, lucky draw, and one activity.
gfs were like, "so sian right?" LOL.
too bad the prom wasn't what we expected.

and the tables were situated everywhere in the room.
some, i doubt were able to see the stage. like our table.
it's kinda weird i guess.
food was pretty good, yes. but i only have little bites.
well, i can tell it was waaaaaaay better than last year's. LOL.

BUT, highlight of the night was when ky's bear's hand got plucked off.
i was seriously laughing so hard, i guess i had to entertain myself, cos mr chamsul was blabbering i-don't-know-what on stage.
then sebas and hy made fun of it and put the poor handless bear on a red rose petal, put the dislocated hand beside it and snap a pic of it, pretending the rose petal was blood.
gawdness, i couldn't laugh much harder.

NOONE SPOILT OUR NIGHT!
which is a plus.
now if only the night was a little bit more fun. =.=
but i gotta admit, aura there was pretty gooooood. haha.
OH, except, that arrogant woman who just had to comment so loudly.
female dog. who does she think she is ?!
it's not like she's a model to be commenting on others like that.
i mean, come on, you paid $45 bucks to criticize people ?! ARSEness !

anyway, it goes on again with slow servings of food and boring games.
my mind was wandering.
frankly, i didn't listen to mr shamsul at all.
i only realised the program were already at 6 best dressed when one of the guy from the table opposite us stood.
i was facing him when his table made noises.
and i was like, WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW??
and yea, i only saw the outfit of that guy and sockwee's.
didn't see the rest. i didn't even see the outfit of the prom king&queen !
LOL. like i said, i didn't bother to turn.

i only started getting hyper when the night was going to be over.
i was like, singing to the upbeat songs they played.
which is finally another highlight of the night.
they played groooooooovy songs that you just wanna shake your bottoms to. yummeh.
cassie's long way to go and akon's smack that included !
it got me hyped up, too bad, it's AFTER everything. lol.
anyway, we snapped gazillions of pictures. snapsnap here there EVERYWHERE.
my feet was already killing me, but we still took loads of pic.
loads of it.
so i will collate all pics and add them to an album, where you guys can view.
but it'll take days, cos pics are from various cams.

i wasn't feeling very well when i was on the way home.
maybe it's the food. maybe it's my feet. maybe it's the TAXI.
was giddy and nauseous even when i got out of it.
the feeling didn't go off till around 230am, when i finally get to sleep.
and now, i'm having a fever. great, isn't it?

yesterday wasn't the WHOLE of zuraiin.
some part of me was missing, and that really spoilt my day.
seriously, i just felt like my heart was empty. i dunno.
like, something's missing.
well, i really dunno.
maybe i'm just not doing things the way it's supposed to be done.
I'M JUST SO LOST.
but crying myself to sleep certainly doesn't help.
i hope dec would be a nice month for me.
i don't have any plans, as for now.

well, i can't wait to get the pictures !

xoxo

ps. i'm sticking to my promise. no more grudges, no more enemies. i'm gonna leave sec school with good memories and only keeping them with me. i'm gonna do this maturely, because life's too short for sangronas. woooooops.

i love you, you just don't get it .

Music's OFF.

today's THE day.
a fairytale to remember.
i just got back from my hair & makeup app.
believe or not, at this very moment i'm typing, i have a thick blob of makeup on my face.
layer after layer after layer.
and my hair is all set. abit too early huh?
MUMMY LA. irritating.

i came online cos i wanted to register for the 3mths pre-u trial thingy bejeengy.
so here i am, stealing time for a quick blog.
my first choice was MI sciences, then commerce, then art.
i don't have many choices (in fact, only three!) cos MI is the only place i can go for a trial.
bluek.

it's only 430pm now. jeez.

will put on my dress at 530pm.
hmm, the underpants my sis bought for me is so uncomfortable!
goodness, i had to put tissue in them just so that i dun scratch accidentally during this big night. WAKAKAA. i'm sick, yes.

well, how'd you guys like my new layout?
i mean, i didn't like previous one anymore. wakaka.
and my new url if you haven't realise.
BYEBYE grrlybratxwackylala-
i changed it cos it was too long. so,
HELLO mycandyride !
it's suppose to be mycandyride- , but blogger seems to be fucked up? it doesn't accept my freaking dash.
RELINK IF YOU GUYS HAVEN'T, YAAAAA !!

wellwell, there's nothing much to update, for now.
tmr will be a detailed entry on my grad night, aight?
plus, lotsa pictures, if blogger permits.

cya candyloooooooooooooooovelies !

xoxo

quit bitchin' `bout me & my friends.
i suggest you go get a DAMN life.

Music's OFF

hahahahaha. what a nice intro.
i meant the title.
out with gfs today !
went town and roundabout there.
sebas got all her stuff already !
wootwoot.
shan't elaborate.
reached home at 8.

waaaaaaaaah, tmr prom night le !
i need to do my second coat of nail polish, tonight !
then the nail art and top coat tmr morn.
my hair/makeup app tmr at 1!
planning to go at 130 instead. wakakaka.

I CANNOT TOLERATE COPYFAGGOTS.
& THEN PRETEND IT'S COINCIDENTAL.
SUCH A MOFO.
GO TO HELL PLS?
I WAS ONLY PRETENDING TO BE NICE, OKAY?
(i was sincere but you antagonized me. puii.)
NO HARD FEELINGS YAR?
THINK I'M REALLY THAT NICE?
AT LEAST, NOT TO YOU.
SORRY UH BABE, NOT IN A MILLION YEARS and a day.
WAAAAAAAAAAAKAKAKAKA.

don't spoil my night eh tmr.
see your fugly face of a rotten MOTH.
but mind like so microscopic?
BRAIN OF A FETUS.
childish, imbecile, sophomoric RETARD.
weeeeeeeeeeee~~

tmr onwards, i won't hate anyone.
let them hate me&friends cos WE dun give a shyte.
MY GIRLS WILL ROCK TMR NIGHT.
& who cares abt you? we ain't got time to rock yours too !
i ain't holding no grudges.
becos grudges ain't sexaaaaaay.
YOU hold lotsa grudges, ass.
so much hogwash from you, yet you only typed less than 2 paragraphs.

`nuff of that fugly-but-claim-to-be-a-chic (eeeww) female dog.

zulianah_y: so sad okay to be all alone here...
zuraiin yatim: yea, i know.
zulianah_y: Even you the irritating one... I miss...
zuraiin yatim: awwww
zuraiin yatim: *lovestruck emoticon*
zulianah_y: BAKA!!!! *furious emoticon*

BAKA = stupid
yeayea.
LOL. think i miss sister too.
SHE'S GOING TOKYO DISNEYLAND NEXT WEEEEEEEEEK !!
hrmph.

aaaahhhhhh, PEEEEEASSSSSPEEEEEEE.
gonna play before i sleep.

got loads to say but will keep it for the next entry !
till then, ciaaaaooo !

xoxo

ps. SUFIYAN love, if you read this, pls dun get angry. hehehe.

Music's ON: Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Music's OFF.

GOODBYE, OH, THE DREADED Os !
I'M DONE WITH MY LAST PAPER EARLIER TODAY.
CHEM-
THIS AND THAT AND YADIYAAAAS.

TOO EXCITED !
WILL POST MORE TMR !
=]

TOODLESSSS .

xoxo

Music's OFF.

i'm back for a second dose of blogging !
haha. i'm bored luhhh .
anyway, i think i'm too excited to be studying chem now.
uh huhhhhh, that's bad.

went to plaza earlier with parents.
went down the lift and i saw sufiyan and tiger !
what the hell are they doing under my block man.. lols.
anyhooos, headed to plaza cos i wanted to get my nail art sticker and nail file.
got them and ate dinner and then head back home.

hmmm. i've been thinking abt my prom dress and the fairytale theme. it doesn't really link. cos my dress is just formal with not even a fairytale trace. mum suggested me to do a princess-like hairstyle and wear a little tiara. but hearsays..there's a lot of them wearing a tiara too. so i dunno. maybe if gfs agree tt we would all wear a tiara tgt, i'd probably agree. mum is so into the idea of me wearing a tiara. hahaha.

Prom Expenses so far.
Dress: $135
Hair/Makeup: $95
Nail Polish: $4.90
Nail Art: $12.90
Hair Dye: $8.90
Contacts: $19.90
Earrings: $11.90
Shoes/Bag/Necklace: -

Total: $288.50

*GULP*

& i haven't got my bag, shoes and essentials yet.
and my daddy must sponsor me $50,i don't careeee. it's not that much, daddy. why can't you for once be nice and give me some money ? =.=
if he sponsors me that $50, i'd have $120 left and that should be enough for the rest of my needs. but, i still got so much more stuff that i waaaaaaant.
miniature perfume.
lipgloss.
base coat for nails.
&& many many moreeee.
ahhhhh. brokebrokebroke.

i'm so gonna get a good job in dec.
why dec? cos at least i can get some rest in nov.
but, i don't have any recommendations for jobs lei.
maybe furama where sufiyan's working, but i don't think my mum would let me considering the workings hours are like pm-am.
and, i'm a scaredy kitty when starting out because i dunno anyone.

tmr chem paper.
i should be sleeping now !!!

toodles yaw.

xoxo

Music's ON: Smile - Lily Ellen

Physics paper, DOWN !
it wasn't that bad for phy .
except, some mcqs were tricky.
and some calculation qs in ppr 2 were like, 3 marks worth ?
and i only had 1 calculation .
it was kinda funny, so i'm quite unsure .

BLAAAAAAAAAAH ~~~
tmr's my last paper everybody !!
and it's chemistry !
i'm so gonna study whatever i can today and put ALL my effort in tmr.
after that, PARTAYE AND BOOGAYE ! wootwoot !
*dance around the room*

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, i can hardly wait !
=D

okay whatever.
i only had one meal yesterday !
wakakakaka.

i went over to sufiyan's house yesterday.
i didn't feel like studying phy and sufiyan was bored and he misses me (awww..) so i went over to his place.
and watched MTV ! lol !
zuraiin is such a cheapo lor. no mtv at home go ppl house and watch. hahaha .
anyway, asked him to show me his two ties. both also nice ! hehehe.
so i tried tying for him but failed. heh. i forgot okay !
soooo, we watched mtv and yadiya and ho ho hums and then left his place.
to summarize, we just chilled. =.=
lazy to go into details can.

i caught princess hours yesterday ! hahahahahahahahaha .
shin's part so touching lo . tsktsk .
yul seems to be so eviiiiil (but cute) yesterday .
WHY CAN'T SHIN BE WITH XIAOLING AND YUL WITH CAIJING AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER ?!
why must be so complicated. lol lol.

err, i think i'm crapping la.
hehe.
it's the pre-excitement hormones kicking in.
i know. i'm the only human with pre-excitement hormones hor !
kekekeke.

toodles !

xoxo

smack that , 'til you get sore !

Music's OFF

zuraiin is really freaked out right now because she had a weird, long dream last night.

first part:
i was in a tennis court looking at a couple talking. then suddenly the girl ran away crying. i approached the guy and asked him what happened. at this point of time, i think the guy was sufiyan. then he told me everything and i was consoling him. he was abt to cry then i decided to bring him somewhere to cool him down. he told me the girl who ran away didn't want him anymore. so ok, we were in a taxi and i looked back and saw the same girl running back to the tennis court searching for the guy who was with me. =.= so, i freaked out and started shouting at the guy who i think, isn't sufiyan anymore. (i dunno what's going on either.) then the guy who i think (again) is my ex started crying. so i held his hand and put them on his lap and laid my head on his shoulder. and i VIVIDLY remembered thinking, "why can't i do this with sufiyan?"

second part:
both of us was out of the taxi and we're trying to get to this place that looks like geylang. it was v v v crowded that even when we hold hands very tightly, it slipped. then i lost that guy. the slipping hands part v touching. but i still dunno who the hell is that guy in my dreams !! anyway, i walked to this sort of "house" and it was selling some yellow pills. my sister was there chewing on those pills and i was thinking if she's drugged. =X (touch wood !!) then blah blah blahdy blah.

third part:
i was in a mall and late for my hair and makeup appoinment for prom. -.-" and while i was doing my hair, my sister bought for me new specs. it was green, white and purple. so ugly. so i told my sister i don't like them then she bought for me another one. haha di hahahaha.

fourth part:
our class was about the leave for the chalet andandand, here comes the funny part. mr lim was going, "class, if you wanna have condoms you can get it here. i'll leave it on the table." LOL- then, we playful gfs decided to make fun of mr lim and we took all the condoms. hahahaha. and i found 3 pairs of contact lens in green, purple and pink in the same condom box and i took everything. how lame.

ok then my dream ended.
WHY DOESN'T ANY OF MY DREAM MAKES SENSE ?!
it's not even interlinked. lol lol .
some are even censored okay ! i mean, CONDOMS ?! what in the world.......

i shall leave this to it.
so FREAKY can.

=X

toodles.

xoxo

i'm gonna stay down and ride for you, baby .

Music's ON: Smack That - Akon Ft. Eminem

well, my sister's off now .
she left last night .
will be gone for 6 weeeeeeeeeeks ~~~~~
it's gonna be so silent w/o her here .
*cricketcricket*

yesterday, my whole fam & relatives were there to sent her off .
-parents
-brother&gf
-myself
-grandparents
-aunts
-uncle
-4 cousins
not one family member is missing .
andand, brother's gf is there cos my sister knows her before my brother does .
ok whatevuhh .

ooohh ! coincidentally, i just read her email .

I reached Japan already. the time here is 1 hr ahead. Tell mama & ayah I've reach safely. I feel so lonely the weather here is so COLD... Now I'm so tired need some sleep. Tommor will start work my shift is 9 to 5 everyday, Saturday off.

Okay la. Want to rest now. Need to iron my suit later. E-mail me.

Kakak.

received an hour ago !
so i guess she's sleeping right now . lols .
i replied -

1 hour ahead ? plus s'pore time or minus ? will tell mama & ayah soon. don't complain when it's cold. cos when it's hot you will ALSO complain.

little RAT

hoho. what's up with the "little rat" ?
she put THAT as my name in her hp contacts .
so there you go .
feels so weird emailing my sister .
so used to calling her already ?
wakakaka .

i kinda miss sufiyan now .
& his x's and o's .
i'm suppose to miss my sister instead of him right ?
wakakaka .

WAAAAAAH .
had a BLISSFUL sleep and dream last night .
blackout blackout , pls let it happen . LOLs .
you know i know, Fee .
*flyyyyyyyyyyy*

i'm hungry .
tsktsk .

xoxo

that's how we keep it pumpin'; make sure the bass' knockin' .

Music's ON: Sleep On It - Danity Kane

first thing's first;

HAPPY 13MTHS TO SWEETIE & I !
loveyoulotsbaby !

secondly;

ahaha! short nort qudds de norhhs. budden nebber mind lahhs yoos tin so yoos short also nebber mind! iifth yoos fat denn yoos short jiu nortnice wors. hees!

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS TWIT TRYING TO SAY ?!
i was like, !$@#&(*!&# when i read that !
took me like, 1 min to uds what she's trying to say !
omfg . ban those rubbish !

next, math paper 2 was hell .
like, you guys already (or haven't) know that i totally suck at math, and now this .
oh crapowly .
it was sooooooooo tedious like.... oh nvm .
it's over anyway. just hope to manage a B3/4 .

anyhoots, i bought my hairdye already !
first thing i'd do after the 16nov is dye my hairrrrr .
lol lol .
and i also got my nail polish too !
wootwoot .

oh btw, SISTER IS LEAVING FOR JAPAN TONIGHT !
am i suppose to be happy or.......... (fill in the blank)
gotta send her to the airport later.
her flight would be at 11+pm. gotta reach the airport at 9pm ?
on SQ. sheeesh- lucky her.
i wanna play super mario~

well, i've got nothing else to say !
till my next entry...

toodles.

xoxo

stand by me; nobody knows the way it's gonna be .

Music's ON: Show Stopper - Danity Kane

man, this song rocks my ass !
can't stop replaying it over and over again !

We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
We show stoppin'
We show, show stoppin'
That's how we keep it poppin'
Make sure that bass knockin'
So when you see us ridin'
We call it show stoppin'

hahas .
biology paper 1 was manageable .
and when zuraiin says manageable, it's easy for everyone else .
bio ppr 2 was blaaaahhh .
was so expecting skin/heart/villi structure to come out because i like to label them !
but no, the EYE had to appear. on the first bloody q !
i didn't know the two that we had to label, but due to following what my heart says and my intelligent instincts (ehem!), the two labelling i wrote was correct !
retina & optic nerve .
you won't believe how i thought through my ans .

"erm, retina sounds right for this one. is it? hmmm. and this looks like a neurone.. i've heard of optic nerve before.. so i guess the second one is optic nerve.. hmm. "
*stares at my ans & think some more*

hehehe ?
and the impulses are sent to the midbrain ?
this ans, i'm not sure . hehe .

edited://
I JUST CHECKED THRU MY BIO TEXT AND IT SAID MIDBRAIN CONTROLS VISUAL REFLEXES . wah, does this mean my second ans is correct too ? TYCO !!

overall, bio ppr 2 wasn't a yay-this-is-what-i've-learnt paper.
it's mostly all application qs.
section b was ok laaaaaaaaaa .
they asked basic qs like, what is homeostasis ? define pollination & fertilisation in plants .
which totally irked me . becos i seem to skip all this little stuff to conc on the details .
i chose 8 OR btw . like you care, huh ?

geog is gonecase, you hear me ?
GONECASE, YAAAAWWW .

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i have this song which TOTALLY reflects how i'm feeling now .
it's from dk too !
sweet, depressing song .
yeayea, BLAAHHH .

countdowns:
7 more days to gaining my sanity !
14 more days to boogey-ing the night away !

toodles, cuppycakes .

xoxo

just know that iam by your side .

Music's ON: Somewhere In The Middle - Dishwalla

JADE IS A B*TCH !
and i'm surprised she moved on instead of Furonda !
like wtf.!
so annoying and bossy and she thinks she's the best of them all, all.
frankly, her photos aren't very good either .
i have no idea why tyra keeps moving her on !
&& she's always having feuds with other models in the house .
like......-toot- .

i like the way furonda leaves .
still filled with energy. nice attitude. =D
and i'm so totally rooting for joanie now.
cos sara's a copycat, booo.

pfft.
i should be studying.
i will, but later lah.
wakakaka.

ahhh, actually that's all i wanted to say.
HAHAHAHA.

toodles.

xoxo

all we seem to know is how to show, the feelings that are wrong

Music's ON: My Heart - Acha Septriasa & Irwansyah

ALL HAIL THE DEATH OF SOCIAL STUDIES .
now give me back half my brain !
haha.
have been memorising & memorising AND memorising like hell.
turns out, only one of the chapters that i spotted came out.
hurray?
but the questions are like so tricky!
i know the content of that particular topic BUT, the qs confused me.
and i don't know if it's a 2+1 or whatever.
i heck and wrote 2+1 for (a) and 3 points for (b).
and (b) was a quoted q !
i'm like, wtf wtf wtf.!
dunno how to writeeee.
so i just wrote 3 points on problems of the welfare state. haaaa.

& the sbqs were okay except for (b).
i couldn't x-ref with any sources so i tikam.
hehe?
and i skipped (d) to do my 2 essays.
but i managed to finish it off in the last 10 min !
frantically writing.
didn't get to finish my last bloody sentence for essay.
ugh.

on a BRIGHTER note, i scored 70% for my ss mock exam lahh!
hahas.
A2 like what May Tan wanted .
weee~
first, she wants a b3 from me, and i gave it to her for prelims.
she told me to got a2 for mock exam and i'm shoving THAT to her face !
wakakakaka .
i love it, i love it !
but the funny thing is, i didn't even put much effort in the mock exam.
in fact, none. i was totally slack when i wrote my answers.
even laughing at ky's doodlings at the back of the ava room.

haha.
erm, i have no comments for maths.
lol. no comments no comments.
well ya, that's all i guess.

toodles.

xoxo

my heart seems to break everyday; bit by bit.

Music's ON: Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton

today is really.... nothing much ?
woke up at 9am.
late for emaths.
sms-ed sebas, decided not to go.
slept some more.
woke at 1030.
bathe-

check hp. got a msg from sebas.
she also said she woke up at 9.
she asked me if i still wanna go cos she already told ms ho we're gonna be late.
LOL.
if only i didn't slept back !
so sebas went with ky.

met ky, sebas & hy for lunch after their maths .
went plaza, ate then home.
decided to study at fajar mac at 4pm.
hy can't make it though.

somehow, only sebas & i were there.
lol. so we studied ss.
then, told sufiyan don't find me at fajar mac.
BUT, he said he'd be studying there with his friends too.
LOL. coincidence.
so tiger, jeffrey, jh and him were there too.
then jeff left. replaced with some other guy.
they were sitting one table away from sebas & i.
ppl who knows sufiyan & i are a couple would think we fought or broke up or something.
haha, how nice.
nvr even sit tgt. but then again, i don't mind !
hahaha.

whatever.
soon, saw syafiqah & nazirul & fareez.
then, saw naqiah & her friend whom i believe is fatin ? yes no ?
and atiqah too. what a place to meet old friends.
lol.

studied till 830pm.
left then home.

and now i'm here !
i gotta admit, sufiyan looks better with longer hair IF he spikes.
only IF he spikes.
because if he doesn't spike it, it looks like a ball of MESS on his head.
which totally irks me which leads me to bug him to CUT HIS DAMN HAIR.
wakakaka.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
i'm nice already.
i am i am.
i'm really nice, OKAY.

i wished queen-of-cocks all the best for Os.
but of course, she never reply.
how selfish, immature.
HAHA, enough already.
i'm nice remember ?

i won't bite !
=D

ok craaaaap.
toodles !

xoxo

Music's ON: Lips Of An Angel - Hinder

one more off my prom prep list !
i've got my contacts already !
it's from Freshkon Solitude in misty grey .
only $19.90 for 2 pairs !
wakakaka .
and zuraiin haven't use contacts in her life before .
zuraiin is a contacts noob !
and so, zuraiin took half an hour trying to put on her first pair of contacts, all the while shouting, screaming and shivering .
blush*

it's embarrassing .
haha .
and zuraidah was there encouraging me to put it on . lol lol .
i was really scared okay !
i kept blinking .

well anyway, i wonder if i look better with or without specs ?
because i might just wear my glasses to prom if comments from the majority say i look ugly without specs on .
wakakaka .
i'm serious .

and oh !
all O practicals are finally overrrrrrrrrrr !
yay ! chemistry prac was the best .
there were no test for gases in QA at all !
like how cool is that ?!
huahuahuahua !

that's all .
toodles !

xoxo