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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
HUNGRY LITTLE GIRL.

Music's ON: Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon




good friends are like reflections of yourself. (:

-

TODAY IS SO NONSENSEEEEEEEEE!

there's like, only one hour of BMic lecture at 8am (which i skipped) and an hour of HPI tutorial at 12pm. so all in all, i only attended school for an hour of useful time. waste transport money, i tell you! grrrr.

so for HPI, we just went through tutorial that's all.

-

today is Gina's Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GINA! (((((((:
we sang for her HB song after tutorial class. wootwoot. (:

-

I'M ADDICTED TO THIS:-



-

anyway met Hy at the bookshop after.
bought the Portfolio. and then walked back to design sch with Hy and her friends. i'm really hanging around design sch alot nowadays thanks to Hy. not really interesting but got loads of things to see. earlier, we just went to the com lab. i researched on Commedia Dell'Arte (theatre project.. didn't get much info, though. ended up facebooking) while Hy and her groupmates did research.

blablabla.
then we all left. Mr.ASS (Hy's friend, Farhan. he called me ass cos i'm from ASc) walked to the bus stop with us too. don't want to be alone but EVERY 5 SEC SURELY HE GOT SEE SOMEONE HE KNOWS. =_= ROFL. aiyah, no comments. hahah. =_______="

reached interchange. i was reeeeeeally hungry cos i haven't eaten lunch (as a matter of fact, now also i haven't eat!), so i dragged Hy along cos i wanna get the FREAKING-YUMMY-YOU-CAN-DIE-AND-GO-STRAIGHT-TO-HEAVEN Oreo Chocolate Bubble Tea(:

forget Sweet Talk, this one's so much nicerrrrrrrrrr!
thanks Nadd, for the reccomendation! :D :D :D

it was a pretty long way, but i was determined to find the shop.
so next time if i go home alone, i can get it myself.
yes, it's that worth it.

RIGHT ANOT, HO HUI-YIN?!
hahaha.

-

FROM CELL BIOLOGY LAB SESSION:-



-

67-ed back to CCK.
my butt hurt. 2hr+ journey.

bought clear files at Lot 1 and then homeee!

-

TODAY GOT GREY'S ANATOMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

must watch.
haha.

-

I PAINTED MY BOOKSHELF! :-



butterflies... haha. see i haven't finish the flower on the plank where the books are supposed to be. i gave up and just let dad go ahead and fix the bookshelf up for me. andand, i used acrylic paint to do it. HARD TO PAINT ON WOOD! the colour spreaded away from my drawing line cos of the wood grains. grrr.

so whatever la ehh.
i know ugly. i nvr ask for your commentsxzxzxzx!

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LOVE, TEMASEK POLY.




nice views right? taken from AS com lab.
WOOHOO.

-

surprise! i'm going to rant.

Unfortunately...

(this is what i call FRIENDS.)

click for private entry.
enquire for password. (:

-

HSM Concert starting already!
byebye, honeypies! :D

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:17 PM


Monday, October 29, 2007
Nikki the CHAMP!

Music's ON: Everyday - HSM 2

"they say that you should follow and chase down what you dream.
but if you get lost and lose yourself, what does it really mean?"

-

(click to enlarge)

THIS IS WHAT I CALL......

HENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i bet (and had faith) on my dear dear Nikki for the fluffRACE.
10 munny each leh!
i won both! wooooooooohhhooooooooo!

the Top Two bet is obviously anyhow guess.
but i still won both and earned 83 munny.
NOT BAD AH! :D :D :D

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:27 PM


Sunday, October 28, 2007
skinny skinny!

Music's OFF.



"As we grow up, we don't lose friends. We just find out who the real ones are."

-

hello.
back to blog.

met Hy this morning, i was latee! sorry ah. =X
we intended to go City Hall cos Hy wanted to search for those 20$ skinny jeans at Penin. it was our first time there so quite lost. okok, VERY. it was actually Penin SC instead of Plaza. zzz! anyway, finally found lah. loads of shops selling them man! gawd, idk why i keep thinking banana banana when i see this shade of green and yellow. HAHAHA. the limegreen is pretty but still banana-ish. =/

i was looking for pastel/very light pink but DON'T HAVE leh.
after super many rounds, hy got her purple ones. then we decided to go back to one of the shops where the indian lady actually called out to us to come back. hahaha.

me: "hi, auntie. we're back."
indian lady: "ahh, goodgood."
random guy: "auntie, we come here everyday you know."
indian lady: "..."
random guy: "hahaha."
random guy's friend: "yang kau nak menggatal tu kenape?!"

after a loooooooong stay in that shop, i decided to get the creme skinny. then we bargained for less. she gave us 1$ off. =_= so i finally succumbed and bought 2 pairs. a maroon + creme. 38$ for both. hy bought 2 pairs too! electric blue and grey. gosh, i love the shade of grey.

and btw, when i got home, the length was too short for both skinnies. it ends just below my ankle! greatness. probably will ask mum to try and unthread to make it a lil longer. it didn't seem so when i tried it on in the shop! =_=

-

pictures courtesy of Changi Airport's website:







aunt's giving me tickets to the OPENING OF CHANGI AIRPORT'S TERMINAL 3!
since she's a staff there, she got 10 tickets to the opening. and the staff there has got the privilege to be the first few people who can see T3! no asking/bribing/begging fot tics please. i bring who i wanna. (:
okay done. ((:
xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:16 AM


Friday, October 26, 2007
IN SCHOOL!

Music's OFF.



:D :D :D

-

almost half of A7B5 is in the same computer lab as me RIGHT NOW, and most of them are Facebooking! IS THIS EXCITING OR WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!

I LOVE FACEBOOK, I LOVE FACEBOOK! xD

i've more contacts in Facebook now cos i scanned my MSN email and surprisingly, quite a few of my contacts already have a facebook acc! hehs. those without Facebook can GO FLY KITE! Jacelyn is talking to Gina about Facebook right now.. Felicia is adding new apps in her profile.. i'm trying out the new Werewolves app that i've got so many invites for.. THIS IS ALL SO FUN!!!! hahahahahaha.

GINA JUST SIGNED UP FACEBOOK! wahahahahahaha~

and if you visit my profile, please pet my monkey named Nikki. (:
and if you're a facebook-er with a fluffy friend, ALL THE MORE YOU SHOULD PET IT! you'll get 5 munny too. (((((:

-

okayokay, why am i in the com lab in school when my lectures already ended at 11am and there's no maths tutorial today?

...

BECAUSE I HAVE THE BLOODY SIWM (not swim, mind you) CDS LATER AT 2PM. zzzz. stupid lar, i won't know what's it gonna be about. grrr.

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right. i don't have much stuff to blog about anymore.
i'm not paying attention to blogging cos i'm (yeah, that's right) FACEBOOKING.

have fun and a nice day because i know i have!
except for later.
anyhow, i'm gonna add more stuff to My Room now so, TOOOODLES!
:D

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:09 PM


Wednesday, October 24, 2007
whatever happened to being your SPARKLING self?

Music's OFF.


as of right now, THE CLICK FIVE IS SINGING EMPTY ON LIVE THE DREAM!

my blog song! rockkkkkkkks can?! thanks Hy for alerting me! hahahahahahaha. i like the drummer! eversince i knew The Click 5 existed (hey girl, i wanna catch your wave..), i've always eyed this drummer hottie. Joey? i think? the frontman don't always have the spotlight what. like Pete Wentz from FOB. plus Kyle looks so freaking drunk when he sang Empty lah! action melebih. aku cepuk muke tu baru tau. hahaha.

and, HIS NOSE LOOKS BROKENNNN.
but his singing is better than the previous lead, no doubt.
if not........ *jengjengjeng*

Empty gave me orgasmszxzxzxzx!

maybe we're trying, trying too hardddddd.
maybe we're torn aapaaaaaaart.
maybe the timing is beating our heartttttsssss.
we're emptehhhhhh!!!!!

(:

-

cellB lab was boring. meddled with microscopes.
facebook is uber addictive!
tmr Freshman Orientation Camp interview to be a GL with Hy and Lin! plus more i think? tmr end at 4pm. should i go for the 3pm lecture?
bought candies for NLM. me and my candy.
Grey's Anatomy laterrr!

random random.

goodbye, gummy bears!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:52 PM


Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Theatre was fun!

Music's ON: Everyday I Love You Less And Less - Kaiser Chiefs



CANDIES ARE ZEEEE LURVEEEE!
-

today i had my first CDS lesson; UNDERSTANDING THEATRE.

GEN1008 Understanding Theatre
Understanding Theatre provides students with the basic knowledge and skills to understand the dramatic arts and its relevance to society and culture. It will cover topics such as the origins and purpose of theatre, the various forms of western and eastern theatre and the skills required of a performer. In addition, students will be introduced to theatre experiences as they create their own performance works individually and in groups.

it was muchmuchmuch better than expected! :DD

i made a new theatre friend before i even head for class. HELLO IVY! haha. cool yeah. and our tutor is Sonny Lim. he acted as Linda Liao's boss in the channel 5 drama After Hours (featuring Utt!!! =O). pretty cooooollllll. and and Rachel's in Theatre too! HI RACHEL! wahahaha. i didn't even know luh.

so Sonny taught us how to walk firmly and 'stay grounded'. and not to 'float' while walking. it was okay. then he made a makeshift stage entrance where we had to walk firly then stop in between the entrance and look confident, which was all about eye contact.

after which he paired us up to play roles and each of us had a line.
MY LINE! "(serious face) You know, you've always been my best friend."
"(shocked) ...blabla..."

every pair had to do that cos Sonny wanted to see how sincere we acted.
HAHA, so nervous. then so funny lar, saying "you're my bestfriend" to a stranger. lollums. then then then, waiting for the MRT scene. HAHA. everybody crossed their arms and looked at their watches. i can be pro at this scene i tell you! everyday wait for train! =__=!

and we also had to build a connection with the audience and by looking at them for a few secs to show sincerity when greeting. GOSH, I LEARNT SO MANY STUFF TODAY! though i wasn't that good at it but i'm learning, okay.

WEEEHEHEHE.

-

got my second CDS results today.
2-5pm, Fridays. thanks ah! =__=
MY LAST CHOICE LAH OKAY!!
ROARRRRRRR!!!!

kill. me.

CMA1X07 Styles and Issues in Writing for the New Media
In this subject, you will explore the differences between writing for print purposes and writing for the Web. You will learn how to organise information for Web viewers, learn how to chunk text for easy reading and design pages that can be easily scanned. Whether communicating in the public or personal realms, texts are impactful artefacts and you will be sensitised to the issues like social responsibility and privacy when writing for the new media like websites, blogs, podcasts and vodcasts.

tell me, WHAT. THE. ICE-CREAM?
THIS IS GEEKIER THAN GEEK!

just kill me, someone.
please?

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:10 PM


Monday, October 22, 2007
i predict SEM 2 will suckkkkk.

Music's ON: Suddenly - Ashley Tisdale



i freakingggggg love this top but it wasn't a perfect fit. :(

-

first day of school was _________.
it rained early in the morning so i was glad i brought my sweater.

i miss Nadd, Muna and Lin!! or rather, missED. lunched at Engine sch((((: i hate the makcik. the westernfood makcik so much better! hmpf. Informatics and IT school had butterfly 'posters' pasted around our block. i took one off the ground and gave it to Nadd. nyahahahaha. it was nice luh the butterfly! :D

AHHH, THIS SEMESTER'S GONNA BE UBER STRESSFUL.
went throught Mst 2 topics and gonna be doing loads of statistics. i hate maths i hate maths i hate maths. then Cell Biology spells B-O-R-I-N-G. HPI? hmm, probably will be fun. or maybe it's just me today. was sleeeeepy and couldn't really take in what the lecturer was saying.

i need a new clear file.
hmm.

-

there was a second round of CDS selection just now.
yeah, 2 CDSs for semester 2.

Japanese.
intro to law of Singapore.
public-speaking.
French.
understanding art.
styles and issues in writing for new media. (wtf, idk)

so yeah, if it's not jap YET AGAIN, then idk ok.
die in semester 2. no interesting modules.
die. die. die.

CSAS 2 and Theatre tmr.
wish me luckkkkkkkkk.

-

okay, for HY DARLING. here are the pics of the stuff i bought 2 days ago. haha.



mm, 15$.



limited edition? only 10 pieces in Singapore, they claimed.





gahhhh, i looook soooo stuuupidddddd.
kthnksbye!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:11 PM


Saturday, October 20, 2007
School's starting!

Music's OFF.

mum headed to MOE in the morning with my sister first, without me cos i didn't wanna wake up so early. she kept screaming at me but i don't want to get up. she wanted to leave home at 7.55am cos my sis can drive us there! i was like, can go ourselves later what! but she don't want, continue her screaming. =_= after she left, i felt guilty. bathed and got ready. decided to cab to Buona Vista and find her there myself. i know, so daring right. cos i never go MOE building before.

while trying to book a cab (it was raining!) i sat at the shelter just opposite my house. then i saw my sister drove past. i was like, ehhhhhhhhh? a few min later, my mum called. i picked up and she asked me where i was. she was already home. since i was angry with her, i lied to her saying i'm at CCK MRT station already just to make her feel guilty. HEH.

met her at bpp eventually for LJS breakfast. YUM!

what a drama mama morning!

-

after breakfast, she wanted to go back to MOE building to enquire some stuff. i tell you, it's such a pissing feeling to step into a building where people actually work to put us youngsters in HELL. like seriously?! =_=!

anyway, VIVO NEXT(:

gonna skip the entire hoohaa and straight to the shoppings.
Fox knitted sweater in Grey (29$!)
lime green watch, fake ODM (15$!)
Nike limited edition schoolbag (133.80$!!!!!)

i know the bag is super ex lah but it's nice and school/casual-friendly.
mum told me to get the NUM bag similar to my previous one except it's transparent but the handles are too short for me. i couldn't find a spacious one that's sturdy so yeahhh. if you guys know where to find a spacious CHEAP bag please tell me! desperateeeeee.

but this Nike one still rocks yeah.

mum bought 4 Polo tops today!
3 for bro, 1 for dad. 2 from Freshbox and 2 from GAP. crazy, i tell you. spend so much on Polos. esp bro! =_____=!

hmm, ok this blogging for the sake of blogging thing is getting mundane.
i am bored.

goodbye!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:22 PM


Friday, October 19, 2007
ADDICTIONNNNN!

Music's OFF.



LOVE makes the world go round...
or does it?

-

FACEBOOK IS THE SEXxXzXzxZ!

before i decided to join Facebook, i received numerous invites from my friends who already had signed up. i kept deleting the email cos i thought it'll be another lame social site (though i read about it in the straits times before) like friendster and myspace. but invites kept coming in my mailbox and i thought the only way to stop it, is to sign up myself. like the saying, "if you can't beat them, join them!" nyahahaha.

also, to feed my curiosity.

i signed up a few days back. and now i'm hooked! like SERIOUSLY! there's sooooo many applications you can choose and add to your profile! my fav is the ice-cream one. where i can send others ice-cream and others can send me one too! but both profiles needs to have the ice-cream application.

then there's LOADS more applications you can add! vampires, pirates, aquariums, gardens, pets, bumper stickers, slayers etc etc etc! i soooooo love it lah! i'm currently hooked on the bumper stickers. yes, i'm browsing loads now and sticking them to my profile! hehehe. SO FUN!

the only downside is it's quite complicated and confusing to alter and stuff..
but the applications are uber ultra fun.
lame friendster and myspace! ngehehehe.

you can see my profile to check out how it's like(:

Zuraiin's Facebook.

sign up, it's so addictive!
and then ADD ME UP, YO! :D

right. that's all i wanted to blog about. hees.
goodbye!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:58 PM


Thursday, October 18, 2007
ICEskate.

Music's ON: He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale




only one of the purple twists belong to me.
Lin owns the other! lmao.

-

so part of A7B5 met up for the iceskating outing yesterday.
namely; Fizz, Faiz, Mei Yee, Tingxuan, Gina, Alex Tan, AlexZz, Wess, Muna, Lin and myself. it's more like a cosy gathering than a CLASS outing, haha. met at JEC and they lunched at kopitiam? i wasn't hungry (but was very at the end of the day) so i didn't eat, just drank.

Fizz and Faiz finally arrived and we headed straight to Fuji Ice Palace! they were in the midst of resurfacing the ice. so it was cool lah! ice was super nice to skate on the moment we were done with tying our skates and all. although it was my second time, i still DARE NOT skate away from the sidelines. CANNOT! i scared.

but after awhile, i gathered enough couraged to go into the center of the rink a couple of times. but i still suck at iceskating lah. so slippery, so scary! it's fun if i can skate super gracefully without worrying about slipping. =_=!

then the skates are biting on my toes so it hurt when i skated. tsktsk.
but i still had fun though! (:

saw stuff i don't like to see! double A plus trying so hard to impress!
wess: "first time i see minahs and ah lians together."
wahahaha.

was there from 2.30pm until 6pm. like WOAH, huh.
unlimited hours mah. Student's day; unlimited hours + free skate rentals.

-

then they all wanted to have dinner.
so we headed to IMM. i showed the way since i'm the west side girl. finally i'm useful for once. hehs. looks like most of them haven't been to IMM before. WHY PEOPLE WHY!! IMM is so nice to walk aroundddd. hehe.

had Burger King. mushroom swiss + onion rings + ice lemon tea as usuaaaaaal(:
and TINGXUAN! ice + chilli sauce produces heat. you agree? HEHEHEHEHE.

then Muna, Lin and I left earlier than the rest cos Lin and I didn't want to miss Rahsia Perkahwinan's LAST EPI! nyahahaha. hope you all had fun at IMM yeahs. and oh yeah, i bought the portuguese tarts there. chocolate and original. YUMMAY!

home!

-

today is superrrrr bored.
went online pretty early. i forgot that timetable will be released today. checked at about 3+pm earlier. I DIDN'T GET JAPANESE FOR MY CDS!!! *cries*

T______________T

but that's ok. i got my second choice which issssss.......

UNDERSTANDING THEATRE.

not bad ey?
hmm, wonder how it'll go. timetable suck. start early morning, end late afternoon. no 3hr break = no lunch outside of TP. [insert wailing smiley]

MONDAY: 9am-6pm
TUESDAY: 10am-5pm {theatre from 2-5}
WEDNESDAY: 8am-6pm
THURSDAY: 8am-4pm
FRIDAY: 9am-1pm

I DUNNO WHAT'S WORSE THAN WEDNESDAYS!!!!!!!!!
aaaaarrgggghhhhh.

-

new modules too!
CELLB; cell biology
BMic; basic microbiology
HPI; human physiology and immunology
U-Theatre.

plus, maths stats 2 (ughhh) and CSAS 2 (double ughhhh)!
damn.

i typed all this cos i need to remind myself. so if you're not gonna do it for me, JUST SHUT UP!

right that's all for now.
if you read my entry up till HERE, you're loved. (:
kbye!

xx

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:24 PM


Tuesday, October 16, 2007
RAYA UPDATES.

Music's ON: Misery Business - Paramore

FIRST DAY.

gave our neighbour some food and kuehs.
got ready before heading out.



<3 the color of my hair.
no i didn't dye it again. yes, it's the same dye from before my Prom.



gosh, why does my hair look so pretty in pictures ONLY?!
)))))))))):

first stop, GRANDMAMA'S HOME!
as usual we were the first family.
ate there since i didn't have time to eat before heading out.





sorry, lazy to put up the rest of the pics. =X

more relatives came.
*HOT COUSIN!*

i stayed in my cousin's room most of the time.
i cannot stand the many people sitting around.
played with the babies in the "nursery". haha, it was such a mess. what with all the toys.

more + more relatives.
they were gone at about 7+pm. then my cousins and aunt got ready. left punggol and head over to someplace. blablabla. idk what went on there. so after that, relatives on my mum's side (hot cousin!) + my close relatives went over to my house.

at my place:






then they all headed homeeeeee.

SECOND DAY.

woke up in the morning. got ready to head over relatives on mum's side house in Johor. they have a house in Johor although they're Sporeans luh. like my grandmama. cooooool.

*HOT COUSIN!* again.
this year really see him alot of times sia. hahaha.
the house was superrrrrr big i tell you! though it's a terrace like my grandma's, this one is so much nicer! and the master bedroom is like double of singapore's one lah! *envy envy*

DAMN NICE.

kk, then we got bored and they had bunga api.
so aper lagi... play ah! though it's in broad daylight.





i never wear baju kurung cos cannot tahan the heat in johor. (:
and the white thing around my neck is actually amy's ribbon belt for her dress.
i tie it like a brownie's scarf. i remember!





Sabrina & my dad.



amy's face crammed! haha. she was angry with sabrina. =P

head out of Johor around 4pm and straight to Punggol.
got changed into my kebaya and of for visitings.
blablabla, home!

THIRD DAY.

didn't do much. went out late in the afternoon.
met close relatives and went over to a house. not 5min after we step into the house, sister called to inform that family on my dad's side came over to our house. =_=
so parents & i rushed home while the rest of my relatives head for more visits. 3 families were over at my place last night! 3 of my dad's siblings. meriah skejap. so it was already 10+pm when they decided to visit another one of my dad's brother. thanks ah eh.. so late then wanna go out. but still, i went. kecohkecoh at jurong, then go home lorrrrrr.

that's all.

today never jalan raya at all. got plan, but i lazy. hehehe.
GIRLS, THIS FRIDAY EHS?! ((((:

-

tmr outing with A7B5!
iceskating, NO SURPRISE! idk why people like iceskating so much? i don't mind, just not my cup of tea. i'd rather blade~

anyway, nevermind. gonna have fun with them still. ((:

-

shy guy: hey.. u pretty la u
★ zuraiin -: ermmmmmmmm
★ zuraiin -: okaaaaaay thanks?
shy guy: welcome
shy guy: da bf eh
★ zuraiin -: no..
shy guy: cool
shy guy: boleh kenalan?
★ zuraiin -: hmm
shy guy: what is 'hmm'?
★ zuraiin -: idk


...

shy guy: nak meet
shy guy: sok

★ zuraiin -: what for?
★ zuraiin -: tanak ah
shy guy: romen2
★ zuraiin -: HAH
★ zuraiin -: takyah


somebody kick my ass for forgetting to delete this pervert! hmpf.
OR OR BETTER YET! KICK HIS ASS!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:29 PM


Monday, October 15, 2007
WOOHOO!

Music's ON: Too Emotional - Vanessa Hudgens



i never knew i'd miss you one day.

-

To dream about your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend or ex-husband/wife or that you and your ex got back together again, suggests that something or someone in your current life that is bringing out similar feelings you felt during the relationship with your ex. The dream may be a way of alerting you to the same or similar behavior in a current relationship. What you learn from that previous relationship may need to be applied to the present one so that you do no repeat the same mistake. Alternatively, past lovers often highlight the positive experiences you had with that person (true!).

To dream that you are holding hands with someone, represents your connection with that person. Your dream may also reflect anxieties about losing touch with him/her or that you are drifting apart (i'm not sure.. i wasn't worried what).

i had a very peculiar dream last night.
a very long one, but this particular scene stood out from the rest. thus, the interpretation above. it was somewhere along the beach with loads of different shops along the sea. like Clark Quay, except it's not. it was at night and i was with my long-gone ex, Shafian. don't ask me how what why. i don't know.

probably because i re-read the sms he sent me months ago. i wanted to delete but it was so sweet so i kept it in a folder together with other sweet smses from Fee. ok sorry, digressing.

i think the dream i had really meant alot. we were searching for one particular shop but had no luck. we went round and round and asking for directions. i realised i was late and needed to go but Shafian insisted we find the shop first, so i stayed with him. all along we were joking and laughing and i was flirting with him. it was so weird because i don't know and never did flirt before. i kept touching his arm and laughing and when i'm about to fall, (which i knew i wasn't going to) i grabbed his arm. it's significant because it reminded me of those times when i was with him.

anyway, we finally found the shop which was Sweet Talk, for bloody bubble's sake! and then, i entwined my fingers around his. WE HELD HANDS WHILE Q-ING. (i'm freaking out now because i can still feel the warmth in my hands!) he didn't flinch. i gave him a flirty smile (note: assume he was attached and my smile was a haha-your-gf-doesn't-know kinda smile). HE GAVE THE SAME SMILE BACK. we didn't talk at all. just smiling. then he tried to let go but as quickly as he loosen his grip, he grabbed my hand back. i laughed at him. he smiled back.

i squeezed his hand. he squeezed back and one final huge smile......
before i order my Oreo Chocolate. (:

-end of dream-

it's like we were talking in codes.
flirty smile: hehe, we're doing something bad.
he tried to let go: i can't do this, i've got a gf.
quickly took my hand back: but i still want you.
laughed at him: make up your mind. i know you want me.
squeezed his hand: i like/love you.
squeezed my hand back: i like/love you too.

WHAT THE FUGGGGGG.
i shouldn't even be discussing this! *slap slap*
just uber weird to dream about this. hmm.

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first and second day of hari raya was fabulous!
not gonna update now la uh.
wait until i have all the pics first. (:

toodles!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:31 PM


Friday, October 12, 2007
SELAMAT HARI RAYA! [=

SELAMAT HARI RAYA - SALOMA





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alright, let me try to do this in malay this time!

Untuk bila-bila Zuu tersinggungkan korang, tercakap apape yang melukakan hati, termaki, termerepek dan apape ter-ter lagi lah! Zuu minta maaf untuk segala kesalahan Zuu.. Semua makanan dan minuman Zuu halalkan ye. Harap dosa-dosa Zuu boleh dimaafkan..

ah, ape lagi eh? kite tak pandai bebual melayu lah. buang air muka kite jer. hehe. lagi satu! tolong lah kiter.. makcik, pakcik. duit raye tu kalau boleh, lebihlebih kan sikit yer.. KITE ANAK (mohd) YATIM!! hehehe.

[ok, joking!]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN! ((:

Salam sayang,
Zuraiin.

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ok, very hard to talk in malay okay.
hahaha.

mum cooked all the GLORIOUS FOOD this morning already!
i can smell it from here sey. rendang, sayur lodeh, sambal goreng, sambal tumis, ayam masak merah, perut aku lapar..... AND! relatives coming over tonight to send me my green baju kurung that grandma bought and sent to the tailor for me. thank you, grandmother! :D

YAY-YAY, BESOK RAYA! MAKAN LONTONG SAMPAI SAKIT KEPALA! :D :D :D

btw since Hari Raya is here, i don't think i have time to update everyday. so i'll tell ya'll this beforehand. I'LL BE ABANDONING MY BLOG FOR A FEW DAYS. a few days only, promise. i'll come back with raya updates and pictures (abang, borrow your camera caaaan....)!

to all Muslims, enjoy this month of Syawal yaw. and to all my melayu friends! this is my first warning ehk! korang kalau nak datang call dulu. abey datang lah sikit-sikit eh. jangan nak bawak kambings satu lori, kesian mak aku tau.. kasi korang duit rayer one dollar baru tau! ehehe.

take care and have fun! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:03 PM


Thursday, October 11, 2007
TAGGED by NADIA!

Music's ON: Do It Well - Jennifer Lopez

TAGGED!

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

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1. If someone says “is this okay?” you say: Everything We Had (no linkkkk..)

2. What do you like in a guy/girl? Thnks Fr Th Mmrs (no comment!!)

3. How do you feel today? I Miss You Like Crazy (true, true...)

4. What is your life’s purpose? Rehab (hahahahahahahahahaha)

5. What is your motto? Headstrong (hehehe, nice! the song is lovely too)

6. What do your friends think of you? Beautiful Girls (UBER LMAO! =__=)

7. What do you think of your parents? Better That We Break (it applies when they get on my nerves!)

8. What do you think about very often? Potential Breakup Song (actually yes, its a very catchy song)

9. What is 2 + 2? The Great Escape (lol, no comments)

10. What do you think of your best friend? Inconsolable (awww, are you girls really?)

11. What do you think of the person you like? Take Control (okaaaaaay, so he's possessive?)

12. What is your life story? Look At Her (huh?)

13. What do you want to be when you grow up? Hey There Delilah (if Delilah is a forensic scientist...)

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like? Love Today (lovelove me, lovelove me! lol!)

15. What will you dance to at your wedding? Don't Matter (hey, it'll be pretty awesome no?! :D :D)

16. What will they play at your funeral? When You're Gone (perfect! :D)

17. What is your hobby/interest? Play With Fire (omg, all the titles answered are making sense! =O)

18. What is your biggest fear? Big Girls Don't Cry (k, no comments)

19. What is your biggest secret? Walk Away (Remember Me) (somewhat true?)

20. What do you think of your friends? Gotta Go My Own Way (ehhh? no link)

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I TAG:
1. HUI-YIN!
2. MUNA!
3. ALEXZZ!

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ok, done!
i've gotta continue cleaning up my room cos dad wants to put up my bookshelf tonight.
toodles, now! ((:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:41 PM


Tuesday, October 09, 2007
reliving those days.

Music's OFF.



our first trip overseas with friends!

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i finished helping dad with the ketupats.
and i've packed all 6 different types of cookies for hui-yin and sebas darlings.
tonight, dad is gonna hang the curtains up.
and our lampu lap-lip is left with yellow. all the other colours are spoilt! =_=

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y'know, celebrating hari raya is not only about meeting relatives, food and (for the moneyfaced) ALL THE GREEN PACKETS. but it's about forgiving all the sins that you've accumulated for the past year, forgiving everybody that you caused hurt to and starting afresh.

clean the house.
new outfits.
be a better person.
forgiving our parents.
thanking God for what we have today.

so it's a shame for those of you out there who gives a heck about celebrating Hari Raya. even for a day, appreciate the celebration. it may sound lame and whatnots but you do agree on this too, don't you? that Hari Raya is not just about celebrating nothing.

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on a personal level, I AM SO EXCITED FOR HARI RAYA.
i like visiting people with my super hot baju kurung/kebaya and stumbling on my heels.
and i like to listen to the Takbir Raya on Raya Eve.
adds to the excitement. (((:

AND PLUS, ALL THIS EXCITEMENT REMINDS ME THAT I SHOULDN'T BE SELF-ABSORBED. thinking about myself 24/7. nah-uh.

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alright then, mum's calling out for me now.
gtg, toodles!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:18 PM


Monday, October 08, 2007
HARI RAYA PREPS!

Music's OFF.




whoever said looking pretty is all that?

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a v v brief entry today.

RAYA KUIH #4
M&M's COOKIES.



mum at work.







lesson learnt: use brown sugar instead of white so that cookies do not turn pale.

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RAYA KUIH #5
TART KURMA a.k.a DATES.



actually, idk the name of this. =/

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RAYA KUIH #6
MAKMUR.



i insisted it should be green because Makmurs are suppose to look like leaves!



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RAYA KUIH #7
STRAWBERRY ALMOND. (mum said so)



this is the first baked batch. we shaped it to look like a three side curved triangle but after baking, i told mum: "they look like lychees instead! =__="

super hard laughter from mum.
so she used a heart-shaped cookie cutter for the next set of cookies.



it turned out better-looking STRAWBERRIES.



and in case you're wondering; no, it does not taste like strawberries.
it taste like almond cookies.

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I'M FEELING THE HARI RAYA VIBES!!
don't you?!

THE FOOOOOOOOD! hehe.

parents bought ketupat leaves already!
dad prepared it last night (cutting the leaves and taking out the hard part. whatnots) and the both of us weaved the ketupat together. and yes, contrary to popular belief, I CAN ANYAM (read: weave) KETUPAT OKAY!! can you?!




more to anyam tonight! ((:

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went out this morning with sister and mum to pay the deposit for our Bangkok trip this december. after paying, headed to Far East cos i wanna search for......



THIS.

a earring/studs rack! now all my ear accessories are hung prettily and sitting by my tabletop. sweet, neat and lovely. though it's not full yet but it will be, eventually. my blue Ikea star accompanies it. hehehe.

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ALRIGHTY!
time to break fast now.
gtg sweeties, till the next entry.

TOODLES!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:06 PM