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Monday, December 31, 2007
GOODBYE 2007, HELLO 2008.

Music's OFF.

5 Things I've Accomplished in 2007:

#1. Receive 'O' Level Certificate.
#2. Study in course of my choice.
#3. Precious friendships. Old and new.
#4. Learn to build a bridge and get over anything.
#5. Not be afraid to voice out my opinion.

5 Things I've Lost in 2007:

#1. Self-confidence. Lots of it.
#2. My flat tummy. -.-
#3. Lots of saliva. Personal info. =X
#4. My pillar of support. Or used-to-be.
#5. 2kg. Which i gained back as quickly as i lost it. -.-"

5 Resolutions for 2008:

#1. Gain self-confidence back.
#2. Open my eyes and know that there are other opportunities waiting.
#3. Swim more often; lose weight and fats.
#4. Stop being so hard on myself.
#5. Study smart. (:

2007 is gonna be over just hours from now. it has been a roller-coaster ride for some parts of my life. ups, downs and all around. but i'm just glad God has given me the strength to overcome all the obstacles. even going through never ending tears and i swear at one point of time, i might even be falling into depression. but noone knows. i'm happy that i got over it. (:

thanks to the people who made my 2007 a wonderful year.
friends, families and hopefully no enemies.

i won't say much because though it's 07 or 08, time still flies. what counts is being a better person in future. i only hope to leave the past where it's suppose to be and walk on. gaining self-confidence is my key resolution this year; will you guys help me out? (:

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Teddy Bear kept calling me.
last night once. two times today. i didn't get to pick up his calls cos i was outside. hahaha. anyway, he wanted to bring me watch fireworks! LMAO. i wishhhhhhhh! if only i don't have a curfew! next year, ok? next countdown then i legal already. huhuhu. :D

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went out with sis and mum to Far East again earlier in the noon. got my Audition UMD! suuuper sexcited! but i haven't start playing. sister got her Sims 2 Castaway yesterday. 3 new games for PSP this weeek! gerekkkkk, i say! i like Sims 2 Castaway more than Sims 2 itself. at least i can understand what the characters needs/wants.

OH OH OH! AND! if daddy says yes, gives green light, agrees and allows.... we might get Nintendo Wii! :D i'm actually not that uber excited la. haha. cos got PSP already mah. parents want to relive their past playing Super Mario so we might get Wii! let's say we get it, i'd be high! but if we don't, i wouldn't mind too much lar. haha. coolness. (:

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ANYWAY, is it necessary to let others know what you love countless of times? repeat and repeat and repeat. so? stop rubbing it in everybody's face you, moron. nobody needs to know nor do they want to - so why the hell are you repeating that info a gazillion times?

making a mountain out of an ant hill.
GEE WHISKERS.


what's the big deal, people?!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:05 PM


Saturday, December 29, 2007
NEW GAME! :D

Music's ON: Tell Me - P.Diddy feat. Christina Aguilera

i'm currently playing games online.
bored to the max.

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went out with sister earlier today.
mum (who's in Batam with relatives now. -.-) left us 100$ to spend for today. huhuhu. so of course we went out lah. headed Far East first. brought my PSP UMDs to trade in. got a new puzzle game. 7 Wonders or something like that. fun sia! i'm like at level 3 already. damn.

'_'

i wanna get Audition Portable UMD!!! 69$ lehhh. wait for them to mark down the price first. =_= and sister wants The Sims Castaway which is new on shelves. but cheaper than Audition. wth?!?!

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then we got bored of the crowd and sickening faces of the people there. headed off to Marina Square. walked around. geees, i reeeeeally hate crowds man. and because of that, i didn't browse through all the shops like i always do. i missed topshop, fox, mango. all i never go in. cannot tahan!

but we did go into this particular furnishings store. Molecule. VERY NICE! all the stuff there is damn creative and cooooool. i loved the clocks they have! and the wall deco. i'd go there to shop for my first home! huhuhu. super cool man. and who doesn't love a lava laaaaaaaaamp?! :D :D :D

so yeah after walking alot, we got hungry.

headed to Carl's Jr. OMGAAAAAAAWD, THE CHILLI FRIES IS DAMN GOOOOOD. and their onion rings make Burger King's ones look pathetic (sorry, i still love you BK). it's the size of bangles. trust meeeeeee. lol.

i don't mine eating their chilli fries for the rest of my life. (:

we still got 50+$ left. wanted to get CDs but we didn't know whose album to get. lmao. headed home after. sister went out again and i'm left stranded at home. boohoo.

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today nobody sms me sia.
i feel so __________________!

except for Christina who told me about dance. i really feel like giving up on the concert man! not like i'm tired or anything. how can i be when i never even attend trainings?! the prob is i don't have a role. i didn't attend the dance camp cos i was overseas! so even if i do turn up for trainings, what am i suppose to do?! LOOK?! wtf, man. WTF. i've been trying to contact the TPDE senior but she never reply me leh~~~!

so yah, whatever. probably not gonna participate in the concert at all. about the costume? idk. they took my measurements already. pffft. WHAT-EH-VUH. pissed. i don't really like tpde members. sorry to say but it's the truth. unfriendly & snobbish leh. maybe will like them after awhile but right now, omg la. sucks.

probably will try asking again.
next training i find Gin. walao wey.

>:(

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back to gamesssssss.
goodbye!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:40 PM


Friday, December 28, 2007
A NEW START.

Music's OFF.

walking on sunshine.

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perming's going to be a hassle. even the hairdresser said you gotta maintain the curls very well for it to last long. "maintain" meaning putting the cream every morning and twirling it with your fingers every time you can to keep the curls. and "last long" meaning 6 months. SIX! not even a year lehh. not worth the 230$! unless you got heaps of monaaaaaay.

so i finally decided to dye + highlight.
TECHNICALLY, my first time. it would be my second if you count the DIY one i did last year for prom. so i did my hair at Kimage - technical colour, 200$.

loved the service. alot of people but still very efficient. unlike Jean Yip. the people there really bighead, i tell you. Lio was right! they are arrogant! probably only BPP outlet la. and if arrogant but good at their job, nvm. but they aren't any pros at hairstyling lor! normal fringe-cutting or any fault-proof haircut is fine. but if you want a totally new look, don't go for Jean Yip BPP. =____=

ANYWAY! for tech colour i chose some chocolatey brown base colour and red-brown highlights. was there for about 2 hrs (only! really alooot of people kay). the whole time, i was excited to the maxxxxxx.



the brown base haven't really appear, though. i was more excited for the brown than the highlights. hahahaha. but yah, the red is very visible. i didn't want it to be so red initially. wanted ash brown highlights but it wasn't very contrasting with the dark brown base i chose.



LOVE IT!
166.40$ after discount. thanks to sister for her Style Card. huhuhu.

AND BIG THAAAAAAANK YOUUUUUUU TO LIO FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THE WHOLE TIME, CHOOSING FOR ME THE COLOURS AND HELPING ME IN MAKING UP MY MIND!
:D :D :D

thanks alot aloooooot! gratitude in the spirit of christmas. HAHAHA. ohyeah, and taking pictures of my stupid face in aluminium foil! LMAO. i really look dumbbbbbbbbbb. but it's a historical moment. MY FIRST TIME LEI. hahaha.

ok enough.

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i'm online and blogging super early cos i'm waiting for the Subject Selection exercise to begin at 10am! it's a first come first serve thing after ranked by merit. so i gotta be fast, just in case. Biomedical Technology - not gonna change my mind now. but if i do still get into Pharmaceutical, then i'll just do what i gotta do. God decides my path in life after all. (:

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darlings over at my place later! YIPPEEEEEE~
CIAO FOR NOW! (:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 8:54 AM


Wednesday, December 26, 2007
CGH Tour.

Music's ON: Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift



NEEEEEERDY.

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Changi General Hospital tour today.



met the others at 9am, Simei MRT stn. CGH was soo near we just have to walk! i was surprised lar. hahaha. reached and had a little briefing. then off we go to see the Support Centres which was at basement 1.

the director kept emphasizing that we were lucky cos this is considered an "inside" tour where not many people are able to see. most tours are level 1 and above. yea whatever. we only visited 3 parts of the B1 level.

Biomedical engineering workshop. interesting but maybe not my thing. still, it's fun to see all the equipments kept inside. like the defribillator(sp?)! it's actually really cool to see the medical equipments upclose instead of just looking at it in Grey's Anatomy. ngehehehe.

then we visited the pharmacy area where they kept all the druuuuuuugs. super big store room. =.= this part was boring lar. couldn't hear the manager's voice and we didn't get to see the drugs upclose or whatever. but yeah.

then the last part was my FAV-OU-RITE. we visited the LABS! it was a big room divided into parts: immunoassay, immunohaematology (blood banking!), biochemistry etc.

there were real life working people in labcoats and doing their thaaaaaang. putting stuff here and there and operating the machines and getting the results. OMG LAH I WANT TO DO THE SAME! i am jealous. =(

and i saw REAL BLOOD in the fridges. and a huge, HUGE centrifuge. and there's this girl she put a sample into a machine and started reading the results off the computer - just like a pro! i really really wanna work like thaaaaaaat. i am jealous! =(

aaaaand then the pneumatic tubes are cool shits man! some thingy that transports the sample from patients to the labs. won't elaborate on what's that. but anyway, one of the COOL lab person was flicking the tube open and taking out the REAL samples from REAL patients! AAAGGRRRHHHHH - I AM JEALOUS!! =((

let's skip the part where we saw real gall bladders and intestines, alright. =X

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i was awed when i stepped into the lab lah. looking at real people in real labcoats doing some real testing and giving out real results to real doctors in real time. i was just overwhelmed and suddenly have that push again to study really hard and do what i love. it's a very undescribable feeling to see all this happening right infront of your eyes - and not on tv - and you know that it can happen.

gawd, here i go again.
it's called passion babes(:

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anyway, that Teddy Bear, Shafian was being annoying just now.

"you wake up already?"
"yup.. i'm at cgh. haha."
"changi hospital? hahahahakz! why? jatuh?"

=___________=!!

and he said he missed my WALAO, SHIT, WHATEVER and FINE!
do i say that alot?!?!?!?!?! LIKE SERIOUSLY?!

'_'

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after the trip, Nadd Muna & I went for lunch! to summarise, we planned to arcade but didn't manage to find a good place. so we bowl-ed at Safra and took neoprints at TM! it's very nice! :D

waiting for them to scan the neoprints. mine is corrupted and not only that, my com died on me like AGAIN. piece of bull. pffft.

okay lar, until here babies.
gooooooooodnight!

xoxo

PS/ i've got a happy dilemma. i'm supposed to go Kimage tmr for my perm! but i'm having second thoughts now. should i dye/highlight instead? how? help? =/

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:51 PM


Tuesday, December 25, 2007
YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME~

Music's OFF.

"one who claims to be more grown up is really that childish when said," -anonymous

ignore ignore ignore!

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gosh, Britney's Piece of Me is uber addictive!
i've nothing much to say today.
darlings, let's go out tmr lah puhhhh-lease?

POOL + ICESKATE?
sounds super good to me! :D

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Changi General Hospital trip with BMS students tmr.
wonder why the hell is my field trip in a hospital? because of the options we have to make this coming 28 Dec lah. PST or BMT. hehs. aiyah, anyway i go for fuuun. i already know what i want! BMT! i wanna take Forensics if i make it to Uni... really really. T_T

that's in the morning!
and in the afternoon i'm freeeeeeeee. DARLINGS!!!!
huhuhu.

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anybluecows, i bought mags from the airport when i'm going to Bangkok. airport has the best overseas mags. i got COSMOgirl and Girlfriend, which costs nearly 20$ for both. hehs.

anyway the main point is, COSMOgirl has a campaign on self-respect which empowers girls on their individuality and self-confidence. all those whatnots. it was really useful, I LIKE! their tagline for that month is: PERFECTION IS BORING! which i am agreeing to. slowly. (:

got something off Seventeen this month.

Your Ex-Boyfriend:
PUTS YOU DOWN

Now You:
Obsess over being perfect and/or think you're not worthy of a good boyfriend.

Your Solution:
Start by telling yourself why you're an awesome catch (like because of your sense of humour or fun attitude). If your ex's insults come to mind, think of what your best friend would say about you instead. Soon you'll hear her voice in your head. Once you know you're worthy of a great guy, you won't waste time with losers who make you feel bad.

very me. very very me. Seventeen helps me alot! see mama, magazines aren't that wasteful after all. (:

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aiyah btw, the previous post right.
don't take it to heart la. i just don't like people telling me how to handle this and that when i haven't even tell them what i'm going through. all i said was that i'm sad and they nag at me like as if i'm emo and never laughed before. here's for you to hear:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

there. wtf is wrong with these people man. and yeah, like i said. practice what you preachhh! don't go around telling others to be happy lalalala when you're the one who has got more emo than i do! for my panties' sake! geeees.

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and oh, thanks lio! i won't contribute to Mother Nature anymore(:
go out soon, pls! (dunno how many times i say this, haha)

cheers! :D

xoxo

PS/ hmm, guess you've got it all wrong huh? (:

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:48 PM


Monday, December 24, 2007
i'm tiredddddd!

Music's ON: Baby Love - Nicole Sherzinger

alright, i'm officially bummed after all that travelling. i hardly have time for myself at home! zzz. KL was nothing much. i have pictures though.

oops, next time. sorrehh. hehs.

AND, MERRY CHRISTMAS to all my beloved who celebrates the day!.
enjoyenjoy! ((:

andand, thanks darling Lio for the limegreeeeeeeeeeen skinny shawl! :D
do you have one too? let's use it together! heh heh heh. hope you like the top i got for ya! we've been searching for one like, forever no? i have the exact same one in red, fyi. hehehe. SUPERGIRLS! (:

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and one more lesson to be learnt: practice what you preach.
or else, just shut the hell up and don't blather. you don't know what you're saying because you don't know how others felt. so until you DO, shut your gap.

until then, goodnight! (:

[update]

some chinese girl is trying to commit suicide! jump off my block. i can hear her screaming and crying. OMG LAH, so scary can! i don't dare look out. lol. mum told me. but i can hearrrrr her! sheeeeez, girl. you wanna jump down, WAIT FOR ME LAH!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:06 PM


Saturday, December 22, 2007
KL for the weekend.

Music's OFF.

will be away in KL for the weekend.
back on Sunday night.

my gaaaaaaaaaawd. =__=

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:57 AM


Friday, December 21, 2007
THAILAND PICCCS!

Music's ON: Piece Of Me - Britney Spears




picture taken in Padang, Indonesia.



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Thailand pictures! here are the snippets:






^ feeding the camels!




^ Dreamworld. kind of like a less grander version of Disneyland.




^ romantic siaaaaaaaa! ROFL.


^ loads of shopping there.


^ check out my hair! Negro for a day. hahaha. did this in Pattaya!



and Thailand's trademark?
the multi-coloured cabs!


^ only in Thailand.

and mind you, i didn't get to take some other colours okay.
huhuhu.

for (alot) more pictures: click here.

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alright, just a short one today.
spent hours sorting out the pictures and now i'm shagged.
GOODNIGHT, people! sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite. (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:44 PM


Thursday, December 20, 2007
More personality quizzes.

Music's ON: Change - Sugababes

Quizzes to kill my boredom. as always.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

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A present for your friend

Here is the analysis:
You tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
By stating what kind of gift you would give to a good friend, you are actually revealing how you relate to others. However, it doesn't really matter what you give someone - it's the thought that counts. If you care enough to give something, your friend will get the message. The dual acts of giving and receiving are, together, one of the finest pleasures and one of the best forms of communication that friends share.


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The Most Miserable

You are basically a person who enjoys reminiscing.
You are a very emotional person indeed, easily influenced by people and your surroundings. For example, if society is sad about the death of famous people, you will share these sentiments, or when watching a sad movie, you will be so engrossed that you will end up being sadder than the main actors in the movie.


YOUR LOVE

Are you a very confused person?
Sometimes you like to be left alone.
Sometimes you want to be loved.
Sometimes you need him or her.
Sometimes you don't.
Does it sound familiar?

hellyeah, it sounds TOO familiar. =/

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Colors and Names

Here is the analysis:
The one who will never forget you is Azlina.
The one who you can consider as your real friend is Sebas.
The one you really love is Sufiyan.
This may be your soulmate: Shafian.
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is Lio.


rofl. sorry i used your names la. i'm supposed to associate colours with people i know. from top to bottom; yellow, orange, red, white, green.

alright that's all.
i doubt you'd read everything anyway. hahas.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:51 PM


sayang my family! (:

Music's OFF.

Today's Hari Raya Haji!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha! (:

i see alot of muslims in their pretty outfits today. but my family don't really celebrate hari raya haji. we still went over to grandparent's for fun though. my parents wore red so sister and i decided to wear red too! LOL.

four of us walk together towards the carpark in red. everybody stared, rofl. like chinese new year sia. but fun! we hardly wear same colours together. :D

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reached grandparent's place and we ate, chatted and slacked. the adults planned for this weekend. they wanna go KL! omg lah, we just got back from Thailand. =_=

leaving on sat morning and coming back on sunday night. lmao. anyway, i miss KL. used to go there once a year but we didn't last year! so i missed it. kuakuakua. so yup, this sat. my family + extended family. YAYYYY, i like i like. the more the merrier. (:

surely kecohhhhh, i tell you!

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ANYWAY.



i forgot to add that i bought a pair of shoes in Bangkok as well! a pair of Keds and for the first time everrrrrrr, daddy chose it for me! :D :D :D surprised or not?! i am. didn't know my dad had good taste. i wanted a pink and black slip-ons but daddy say round-toe pump shoes are very very common. so he chose for me the pointed-toe one and the colour too!

I LOVE MY DAD! huhuhu.
first time sia. (:

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i haven't been feeling down eversince i left for Thailand.
hope it stays this way for long.
smile smile smile! ((((((:

and my friends; i miss you girls alot alot alot lar!
meet up very soon pls.
DARLINGS; tmr right! yippeeeeeeee. cannot wait~

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alright, i'm off now.
i can't find my bro's usb port for the cam so gotta wait a lil longer before Thailand pics are up. =___= damn, i hate making people wait.

but just do it k.
loves! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:35 PM


Wednesday, December 19, 2007
SAWADEE KA!

Music's ON: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis



i'm back from Thailand! (:

this is the kind of souvenirs where some random person will have an SLR on their hands and snap pictures of people unknowingly. then they print the pictures, put it in frames and sell to the tourists. very fast stuff. clever of them to suck foreigner's money right? they have loads of this kinda stuff in Langkawi and most tourists spots. we don't usually buy them but mum and i agreed we looked good in those pic. so we bought all. ROFL. we were getting on a ferry, fyi.

Thailand was great. i loved Pattaya where we headed to Coral Island. the beach was just marvelous. clear waters, fresh air and cool breeze. i was just decked in a tube top and tankini and i was as happy as can be! (hey, rhymes)

and the shopping... my gawd, THE SHOPPING!
in-describable. it's like a massive cluster of pasar malams that makes ours look so puny! and that excludes the huuuuge shopping malls they have. serious, our tour there is basically shopping shopping and more shopping! ROFL.



MY LOOT!
super lovely suede brown jacket, green top, 4$ blue polo!, Supergirl red top, fake limegreen Ralph Lauren polo top, 8$ brown bikini (thanks to mum for bargaining. it was 20$), 7$ brown shorts, 2$ silver skinny belt, fake Levi's green and hotpink watch (6$ each), zebra purse!

and my most favouritestttt, a green sapphire gem necklace from Gems Gallery in Bangkok! (Nerdy Family! remember we went there for our trip to Thailand years ago?) it's a real gem from under the erupted volcano or wherever they found it la! all you need to know is that is soooooo pretty! huhu. :D

and this is only mine.
imagine we bought for grandma, grandpa, 2 aunts, 4 cousins and friendssssssss.

we went with 2 bags and came back with 4.
hahahahaha. alright alright, i have tonnnnnnnes of pictures. will upload it tmr or whenever. need to get the device from brother before i can upload to the com.

watch this spaaaaace! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 1:36 PM


Thursday, December 13, 2007
Moi Personality.

okok, one more thing before i go.

THE CLOTHES YOU WEAR

What others see from your style
You tend to be a gentle and pleasant person. You love nature and at least some of the arts, and derive great satisfaction from being helpful. You are stubborn and are not interested in wealth and power.

What your nightclothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.

What others see from your belts
You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person.

What others see from your shoes
You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings
You are attractive and unique. Wearing these sorts of earrings indicates that you are a romantic and easygoing person. You like to have people pleasing you, and your personality is bright and cheerful.

The last analysis
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

these personality quizzes are freaking me out.
they are soooo true! =_=

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:35 PM


Away For 5 Days!

Music's OFF.

I AM FREAKING PROUD OF MY FREAKING SELF BECAUSE I FREAKING DID THIS FREAKING BLOG ALL BY MY FREAKING SELF. :D :D :D

ok maybe not from scratch la.
help from blogskin. i downloaded one and modified/edit till it's totally different. so it kinda become my own blogskin, hahaha. i still kept the credits since i used the creator's base codes! becaaaaws, i'm credibleeee. huhuhu. (:

nice or not?!
neeeeeeeeeon colours! super bright, right.
((((((:

and the top phrase (in yellow) are lyrics taken from Won't Go Home Without You by Maroon 5!

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alright.
i wanted to announce that:

THIS BLOG WILL BE ON HIATUS UNTIL WEDNESDAY (19 Dec).
because i will be away enjoying my holidays in...



BANGKOK! (:

so yah, miss me and my blog entries when i'm gone.
i'll be back for updates la, no worries.
i gtg now. last minute packing! huhuhu.

amigos! (((:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:14 PM


Wednesday, December 12, 2007
PEEET-ZAHHH!

Music's ON: Hot - Avril Lavigne



TP's library is haunted... BOO!
TERM TESTS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!
WOOTWOOTWOOT! :D

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alright, so today was my last paper which was HPI.
i didn't think it was that bad... if i studied harder. =/

anyway, suckiest paper for me is the usual, maths.
other than that... i guess i'm able to at least pass if not less.
huhuhu.

right. i'm super happy that the burden (for now) is unloaded.

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so after our paper which ended at 10am, BMS students had to go for a briefing. more on that later. NLMZ headed TM for lunchhhhh. we had a reeeeally hard time choosing where to eat. we wanted Seoul Garden but figured it wasn't worth cos there's only 4 of us.

decided on PIZZA HUT!
we ordered the 4 person set lunch.
2 regular pizzas - hawaiian and superrr supremoooo.!

HOKAY, PEEEKCHAAAAS.






ohohohhh, & we decided to try and empty the bottle of cheese powder by the end of our meal. fyi, it was full to the brim when we arrived, hooookay. cheeeeeeese maniacs, hello! (:



didn't manage to, though. left with 1/3 of the bottle.
but hey! for 3 and a half people (hahaha), 2/3 of the bottle left is quite amazing already! and i mentioned "half" cos of Naddddd! she didn't sprinkle like, ALOT compared to Muna, Lin & I. she can't eat much milk stuff for now cos she was sick the previous days.. so yeah!.

can you just imagine if Nadd wasn't sick? i'm pretty sure we're able to finish the whole bottle! wahahahahaha.

ok enough.

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so about the BMS briefing.. they went into details between the two options. Biomedical Tech & Pharm Science & Tech. aaaand, i've concluded that no matter what they say (pharm has better job opportunities, higher pay, better industry, more versatile..), i am and will be sticking to my option which is, BMT. i like forensics and i wanna pursue that area of study because I WANT TO CHASE MY DREAMS.

i'm not gonna change my mind just because the course coordinator said PST is better than BMT in so many ways. sure the job opportunities is abundant. sure the pharmaceutical industry is building up. but what about my interest, right? i don't want PST not because it's a "fall-back" option - i never think of it that way - but because I DON'T WANT TO STUDY DRUGS. i don't what chemistry!

i like bio. i like BMT and when i do, i know i'll perservere to succeed in that area. i know what i want and it drives me to go for it.
GET IT?

BMT - 50 slots
PST - 73 slots

but am i able to get a place?
i'll be praying hard. please pray for me too. (:
bless all of you if you prayed for me!

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BUT, i can't stop there.
let's say i got PST. let's say after appealing, i'm still in PST.
what do i do?

no choice, but to go ahead with it and hope for the best.
i can do it, i'm sure.
and i'll do my best no matter what area of study i'll be in.
just that, i'll do my best-er if it's BMT.

ZURAIIN, SAY WHAT?
I CAN DO IT! (:

haha, cheering myself up.
alright alright alright, till here sugars!
muacks. love from me to you!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:25 PM


Sunday, December 09, 2007
Brain Jam.

Music's ON: When I'm Gone - Simple Plan

Basic Microbiology paper tmr.
also, CSAS 2.
i haven't had a chance to finish all the e-lectures for BMic.
so dead tomorrow..

and i can't continue anymore, look at the time!
i need to sleep or else i won't be able to wake up tmr.
ahhh, pffffftttt!!

just pray hard i have the basics right.
(>.<)

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anyway, here's something i found earlier today.
i did the quiz and the reults = v v v true for me!
interesting stuff.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. [yes, agreed.]

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. [ahh, yes! strongly agreed.]

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person. [haha, need prove.]

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. [yeah! i don't give a chance to someone i'm not interested in at all. huhuhu.]

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. [very much true. i'm the kind that whines about studying but interested to learn alot of things.]

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. [what i like to do is important, yessssss! forensic scientist, haha!]

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. [uh huh, ok.]

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. [yes, ma'am! i think this is the mostttt true. why the fish would i care about what people think?!]

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. [hahaha, YEAH! :D]

hmm, i'm gonna keep this info with me.
it's very nice. :]

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:32 PM


Thursday, December 06, 2007
Study..

Music's ON: BMic E-Lecture - Loh Gin Hin (haa-di-haha)



i am seriously retarded. it shows.

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today, i found out that i passed two quizzes.
HPI - 12/20
Maths - 12.5/25

for HPI, it was unexpected. topic was on circulatory and respiratory physiology. which means it's a oh-shit-i'm-screwed topic. i barely studied. just read through the notes on the way to school. i don't even bother to read when HPI tutorial was nearing. but yeah, i guess i got the hang of the topic.

and uh.. lucky. 15 mcqs and i tikam more than half of it! =/

but, I PASSED LEH. maths, I PAAAAAASSED.
geeeees, i am a clever BIMBO after all.
kwangkwangkwang...

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i enjoyed BMic lab today! :D
we cultured microorganisms by ourselves! cool or whaaaaat?! using the petri dish and all. we had to do 3 different techniques of isolating the microbes. partnered with meiyee and alexZzZzZzZzZ. for the streak plate, we had to do it ourselves though. it was assessed.

and i think my streak plate is screwed. screeeeewed, i tell ya. i was supposed to sterilize the inoculating loop with the bunsen burner before i streak. so while it's still hot, i happily streaked the microbes in my petri dish. stupid or what! isn't it common sense to cool it down first?! stupid zuraiin.

#1) i think the microbes will die.
#2) i melted a little part of the agar and it came out. -.-
#3) i did the same thing twice!! T.T

dumbass.

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right.
gotta get back to e-lecturesssssss.
goodbye, yaw! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:26 PM


Wednesday, December 05, 2007
HORRIBLE VEGETABLE.

Music's ON: About You Now - Sugababes



i've got to get my ass back to mugging!

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don't expect regular updates from me this few days.
term test's in 4 days. gotta sort out my brain for loads of bacteria, cell organelles, heart/lungs and sampling theory. and editing powerpoint slides (wth?).

i'll make sure i enjoy myself to the least bit of my body when i'm in bangkok/phuket, man. serious. i'm gonna need it. pffffft.

gahhh, and i feel so horrible/miserable/terrible right now.
retail therapy, anyone?

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:59 PM


Monday, December 03, 2007
ARCKKKKMED.

Music's OFF.

need something to cheer you up?
need laughter today?
want some side-splitting humour?

Muna intro-ed this to me..

ACHMED THE DEAD TERRORIST - JEFF DUNHAM.

SUPER DUPER UBER SIDE-SPLITTING TEAR-DROPPING ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING OUT LOUD KIND OF

FUNNY!

trust me. i laughed till i cried.!
"what the hell happened to my feet? son of a b*****! what the hell?!"
"let's see. A.... C.... phlegm..."


happy laughing(:

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oh, and do you know YAKULT can make you poo so much easier?
all the probiotics and bacteria culture... IT ACTUALLY WORKS! :D

i feel good. ;)

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaand, TERM TEST NEXT WEEK!
=O

then, BANGKOK on 14dec!
shopshopshop till i dropdropdrop, woohoo!
Thailand, here i come! the land of smiles. ((((:

with all the super cheap shopping, I CAN SEE WHY! :D

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:00 PM


Sunday, December 02, 2007
STARBUCKS suck-ups.

Music's ON: Bubbly - Colbie Caillat


ccc, caramel and java chip(: -BFFs!

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yesterday, sister + parents + myself went out.
we went Bugis for lunch then to Anchorpoint. gosh, so long since i've been there! and, I CAN GO CRAZY WITH ALL THE GRAPHIC TOPS THEY HAVE! siao siao siao. all so nice! and cheap some more la! below 20$ for JUNKFOOD graphic tees leh! i went berserk~ planning to save up to get more tees there!

NADD, LIN, MUNA! jom kiter gi sane! PLEASE!!!!!! i'm sure yall like the place. murah giler ah, babes! *begs on knees*

here i go again. kwangkwangkwang...

after which... we headed to queensway shopping center! just to walk around. bought peppermint chip ice cream, lol. my favourite! yummy. didn't buy anything there. mostly sports stuff.

then went to good ol' bpp after.
for.... STARBUCKS!



mum wanted to eat cake there. i didn't get my oreo cheesecake cos i know mum isn't fond of cheese. got the warm chocolate cake instead. taste like sh********t for me. bitter and where's the chocolate taste, man?! *makes cramped, disgusted face* even sister doesn't like. haha.

and ohmygawd la, my mum loved it! OLD WOMAN'S TASTE.
tsktsktsk. she finished the whole plate like free.

sorry ah, starbucks. the oreo cheesecake is YUMMAY, though. (:

sister ordered Raspberry frappucino. i like, it's a must try.
definitely will have it again someday.

then we went home.

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The Police Vs. Snow Patrol
blending Every Breath You Take and Chasing Cars and you get....

EVERY CAR YOU CHASE. (lmao!)


i think it blends very well and it's a pleasure to listen to!
nicely done. (:

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one more thing.



i didn't know computers could cuss.
WAHAHAHAHA.




NBEYY!



xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:47 PM