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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
MOOD: NOSTALGIC.

Music's ON: Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston


if getting hooked on Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston ain't enough (it's been playing in my head over and over again. i even set it as my ringtone), the remix done by JoJo is hell's better!

DAMN, YAWWW!! I LOVE THAT SONGGGG!!!!!

I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT INSTANTLY!
you're probably listening to it right now.
if not, PRESS THAT DARN PLAY BUTTON AND TURN YOUR SPEAKERS UP!!

thanks, Nadiah!
she recommended it to Muna and I! :D :D :D

-

btw, look at the time i'm blogging, man!
it's super rare that i'm home at this time of the day lah.
soo happy! ((:

-

on the train back home today, i saw lots of sec school students in their uniform chatting away.. so i can't help but thought about my sec school days.

:[
if only i could pause rewind play.

-

i miss:

- the times in english class when we would go, "Good Morning, Mr Weeeeeeee~~" and made fun of our teacher's name.

- our ever-so-classic red and black uniform.

- folding my skirt 2 times during usual school days and 3 times during netball trainings. and making sure the hem is just above my knee just like what the teachers *do not* want.

- being the 'rebellious' students in 4E1. though we weren't that bad. so you can tell how 'well-behaved' the rest of our classmates are.

- NERDY FAMILY!!!! Jothi, Aidah, Sebas, Hui-Yin, Kai Yi, Carmen && myself!
"We, the Nerdy Family! Ho, Chong, Loh^2, Zuraidah, Zuraiin & Jothi. We, the Nerdy Family!" (remember this chant, girls?!)

- being one of Mr Anand's darlings. and that's because we weren't so good in biology. (which is why we were the 'rebellious' students in class.)

- Mr Anand calling our Biology textbook the bible. and us calling him Father Anand.

- Yu Sheng's annoying but funny antics in class. and how he manage to make a teacher smile even when they are mad at him.

- Ms May Tan's forever changing wardrobe/hairstyle/shoes. and us going meeeoww when we see her.

- Ms Neo's 2$ toys from Daiso that is related to Physics.

- MR ANG!! no doubt. and his blurrrrrr-ness when teaching Chemistry! i miss Mr Ang alot! and i cannot forget the time when Joel put some ink - that will turn invisible after awhile - on his shirt. his reaction was super cute lah. "EH?! GONE ALREADY!" and during chem practicals.. it's the most relaxing practical when we're doing it with him. the other time, his titration results were wrong and since the students' results will be based on the teacher's, we all made noise at him.. and Mr Ang said he'd cheat the answer a little. damn, fun times. (((:

- the diluted Iced Milo. though it's diluted, we never fail to buy a cup for every recess/lunch.

- malay canteen food! the 5 of us namely KY, Aidah, HY, Sebas and I will always get the same food from the malay vendor. every single recess/lunch, everyday without fail. Egg, potato or sweet&sour fish and 2 nuggets. we did it so often, the auntie didn't even have to take our order after awhile. haha.

- putting loads of chilli on Sebas' plate of rice!!! :D

- walking to Malay class! sometimes i'd bump into Sufiyan on the way there and it just makes me super happy. haha.

- walking up and down the ramps. i miss those bloody ramps okay. it was so unhealthy which is why i LOVE it!

- Mr Sng's discipline stories everyday during assembly.

- sitting at the parade square. and not sitting in register order. teehee.

- sitting at the Gallery! hahas.

- those tough netball trainings (i can't believe i'm saying this) at the parade square. 8 rounds of running + countless push-ups/star jumps/frog jumps/crunches. and being the GS! i miss shooting hoops, yo.

- our first storey classroom! since 4E1 usually get the privileges. like MR WEE. he gave us copies of the grading system that only teachers have. haha. apparently it helps us in our compo and comprehension lah. *raises eyebrows up and down*

and soooooooooooooo much more. i'd never end this entry if i were to go on.
sigh, can i go back to ZSS and be a student there again?

i miss those times.

xoxo



WITH LOVE ♥ 4:43 PM


Monday, July 30, 2007
I HAVE SELF-ESTEEM PROBLEMS.

Music's ON: Take Control - Amerie

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

-

i've always been hopeful.
dreaming, fantasizing and HOPING things will come true.
there's this 5% chance i am counting on..

but until today, i saw a friend of mine's MSN personal message.

why do you still bother when he hardly cares about you?!

suddenly it hit me. (though idk who the PM is directing to.)
it's true, why do i even bother?
i'm not saying he doesn't care. i mean, he doesn't even know i exist la. no wait, he does know i exist but i'm just nothing to him. i can only see him from afar. that is, if i do see him.

so why am i still hoping? useless, isn't it?
it's been 7months.. eversince january. it's stupid, i kept telling myself that. it is really stupid for me to sit, look and wait. and then feel all pessimistic. i can't make a move. i just can't. i cannot face rejection.

i do have his number.
it's sitting stale in my hp contacts. but i can't do anything.
i. just. can't.

what should i do, tell me. give up or keep praying hard?
T.T

-

the top portion is supposed to be a private entry.
but i guess i have nothing to hide.

and i wanna know what you guys think.
if you care.
that is.

=/

-

gahh, i'm feeling all emo now.
i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

give me a min.

(tries to recall)

-

okay, it took me 15min.

i wanted to blog about Alex Tan in PIPC lab today!
we were doing titration (!!) and there's this part where you have to add the indicator so that you know when is the end point of the titration. our indicator today is supposed to turn from colourless to pink.

so Alex wanted to add indicator to his solution already. but it wasn't his turn lah. so i asked him: "why you add indicator now? not your turn yet right?" so he didn't add first. then awhile later, it was his turn to titrate. the lab tech was assessing him already luh.

i was doing my own titration then out of the corner of my eye, i saw him and the lab tech just standing there staring at his burette. i was puzzled, so i looked at it too. the NaOH from the burette was constantly adding into the solution in the conical flask but no pink colour came out.

and it was around the 20.0 ++ mark already when the end point should be around 12.0-13.5 ! the solution remained colourless. Alex plus the lab tech face was like really blur already lah.

alex: why like that sia?!
lab tech: *still staring*
me: how i know. haha.
alex: *laugh*
me: did you add the indicator?!
alex: OH YARRR AHHHHH!!!
me: *laughs out really loud*
lab tech: *stoned face* you will definitely fail ah..
alex: zuu lah! just now she....

and he continued to blame me cos i told him not to add it earlier. HEY! I JUST ASK WHY HE ADD SO EARLY WHAT. IT WAS HIS CHOICE WHETHER TO ADD IT EARLY OR NOT! and who ask him to forget? lol, man. he say he don't want trust me already..

FINE.

haha.
anyway, i couldn't stop laughing lah.
he forgot to add indicator still can stare at the solution. and still cannot figure out why.
=______="

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right, that's the highlight of the day.
haha.

blog more tmr!
toodles, sweetcakes! (((:

xoxo

Labels:

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:01 PM


Sunday, July 29, 2007
RIDE YOUR TRAIN INTO MY TRACK.

Music's ON: The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

let's make this a brief entry okay?

woke up at 1.30pm.
bathed, changed, out with parents + sister.
met with grandparents, aunt and Amiliya.

lunch at Ayam Penyet Ria, Joo Chiat.
didn't finish my plate of rice. i think it really works!
it's not a diet, it's a lifestyle choice. ;)

anyway, headed to Parkway Parade after.
my favourite haunt!
wanted to go MPH to get my Shopaholic&Baby butbutbut, didn't wanna make my grandparents wait too long. so i skipped the idea. bought the cargo pants from S&K. Christina told me the price dropped to 19$ so i thought i'd go and grab them. bargain!

the last time i went over to S&K, i wanted to buy the EXACT same cargo pants and it costs 39$. lucky i didn't get them then. hehs.

-

headed home after.
and there's my brief entry for you.
HA. HA. HA.

very lazy to blog, okay?
and i'm still feeling very ____________.
it's a negative feeling.

and passerby, thanks for reading my blog! ((:
and the compliments you gave, lmao.
i'm not good-looking lah, i swear. ask my friends!
and if you don't mind, tell me who you are!

that's all peeps.
toodles!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:23 PM


Saturday, July 28, 2007
I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M STILL WAITING.

Music's ON: Addicted - Simple Plan



ASc students will know where to find this place.
especially during lectures breaks and those who skips lectures.

-




NICE ANOT MY HAIR!
=X

alright let me update on yesterday..

PIPC tutorial was okay. not boring, not interesting.
but there was a mini fire drill during our tutorial. LOL. the fire alarm went haywire and rang for 2 seconds then stopped. then it rang again for half-a-second and stopped. and rang for another 1 second. lol. it happened a few times. the FIRST time it went off, it got our tutor super shocked, her reaction was priceless.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

anyway, us girls headed to ENGINEERING school again for lunch!
the school of stares. we really got people staring at us when we're at the canteen, man! do we have 'APPLIED SCIENCE STUDENTS' plastered all over our faces?
=/

love the western food there, yo!
i had the Cream Breaded Chicken again.
i love the cream sauceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! yumyumyumyum!

oh yeah, we were harassed by prolly Biz School students? when we were on the way to the canteen. they were selling foodstuff for like $2. and they kept pestering us so we bought their sushi.

and ate it after we had our lunch.




there were four, i ate one of it already. lol.

not sure how the rest tastes like. Muna tried the preserved veg and i don't think it tastes good by the look on her face. hahaha. the soy sauce was too salty though.

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HAP quiz after break.
it was okay, i guess? except i've no idea how to answer the TWO FEATURES OF THE RESPIRATORY MEMBRANE IN THE EXTERNAL RESPIRATION. gahh, i didn't read topic7 much. was too concentrating on topic5.

it's over anyway.
OC lecture after that. went to the linked-up LT. didn't bother to understand what the crap the lecturer was talking about lah. so i tuned to my iPod. ooooh, LIFESAVER! i swear i'd die without it.

Lin, Nad and Muna were listening to their own music too.
wahahahaha.

-

i was jotting down some stuff on the visualizer when the MORON in blue (please be reminded that the MORON is a lecturer) came into the LT. he walked up the flight of stairs and apparently saw us listening to our MP3s lah. but he didn't say a word. probably because we look like we're copying stuff down?

anyway, he sucks lah. AND SUCH A CRYBABY!!!!!
(although he didn't literally cry. but he behaves like one!)

YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID?!
the other time, we were in a linked-up LT too and this Moron was supposed to supervise us, i guess. so he sat in our LT the whole time. so when the noise level in our LT got a little too high, HE WENT OVER TO THE OTHER LINKED UP LT AND TOLD MS LER (another lecturer)!!!!!

LIKE HOW KUKUBIRD IS THAT!

couldn't he just remind us we were too noisy instead of paoto-ing us to another PREGNANT lecturer?!?! give her problems only! made her come to our LT just to make us keep quiet. and she's pregnant for God's sake! CAN'T HE DO IT HIMSELF? stupid like what sia!

A MORON WILL ALWAYS BE A MORON.
pfffft.

-

anyway, Clairmond says i laugh alot.
he said i kept laughing at every single thing. lol.

do i really?
he also said that it's as if i don't laugh for 1min i will die.
=_________="

-

Dance yesterday was alright.
we learnt reggae dance. very aggressive and ghetto and gangster-ish kinda dance. lol. i couldn't concentrate. i got the steps but i couldn't follow the rest. TOO FAST! but i got the hang of it at the end.

-

mum fetched after dance and met relatives for dinner.
and then hooooooome.

i'm super hungry right now.
gonna order Macs soon. McSpicy here i cooooooooooome!
:D :D :D

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:58 PM


Thursday, July 26, 2007
FREAK ME.

Music's ON: Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand, zuraiin is hooked on the song.

HEY THERE DELILAH by PLAIN WHITE T'S

gotta mug for HAP's test tmr.
can't blog today, sorry!

g'night all.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:06 PM


Wednesday, July 25, 2007
MORE QUIZZES COMING RIGHT UP..

Music's OFF.

i'm tired.
from school?
love?
my damn life?

zuraiin is very emo today and she doesn't know why..

maybe she does but she doesn't wanna talk about it.
i have to find out what's been really going on with me.
i don't know what's bugging me lately.
i just don't know.

maybe i'll be happier if these darn rashes on my face disappear fasterrrr.

bye.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:13 PM


Tuesday, July 24, 2007
COME AND SET ME FREE.

Music's ON: Stranger - Hilary Duff

ALEXZZ! I KNOW YOU READ MY BLOG. PLEASE STOP BUGGING ME ABOUT HALFCUTE. I KNOW YOU'VE GOT AN IDEA ABOUT WHICH ONE IS HE BUT KEEP MUM LAHHHHH. I AIN'T TELLING WHETHER YOU'RE RIGHT OR NOT.

AND YOU STILL DARE TELL ME HE'S OUTSIDE JUST NOW.
=_____________="

ANDAND PLS TAG IF YOU READ MY BLOG (which i know you secretly do and love).
THANKS! ^_^

-



Sebas' Caramel Frappe and my Mango Passionfruit.

-

let's start off with the pictures i have from the HAP and OC lab yesterday.
HAP first!



the colourful tubes.



Benedict's test.
we've got an orange ppt! means reducing sugar is present.



upclose.



this is the guy's.
the purple was super nice!



the water bath.
it looks like there's no water right?! can't blame me. i wanted to put the rack in and got shocked when i realise there was water in it. THOUGH I DO KNOW IT'S A WATER BATH.

=________="

and i got shocked because i thought the water was steaming hot.
but it was only body temp.



my fav pic!
focused near and background fades.
i actually wanted to take the other way around but i forgot to off the Close Up Mode.
lol.

OC LAB!



Felicia and I's recrystallized crytal. we screwed up big time for this experiment. our recovery was only 37% and apparently, it's a bad thing. whatever. lol.



took Nad's and Joseph's one too.
i think theirs look MORE like crystals eh?


ours is like shattered glass. lol.

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alright.
today was bogus.

AHAH.
i lazy to blog. pictures enough la okie.
later i do a pointless entry and you guys will go =_____________="
i swear.

okbye! (((:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:54 PM


Monday, July 23, 2007
THE SAMSUNG U3.

Music's ON: Ditto - Cassie

can i have thisssssss.......?
it's the new Samsung U3 mp3 player!




fell in love with it the moment i opened my copy of Lime.
ooooooh la la, baby!

not that my iPod is giving me problems or anything, just that i wanna listen to 987fm sometimes! and this mp3 has FM radio function. teehee. the candy colours are irresistable lah can.

i want pink!
actually i want green but my iPod's green, laptop's green, schoolbag's green, future VW Beetle Cabriolet's green (haha).... ahh, you get my drift.



it doesn't really have much function actually.
play mp3, voice record, radio.. just the basics. and the totally unnecessary stuff like 4 line OLED LCD screen? like what does that even mean. and flashing LED lights. WAH, SO INTERESTING. LIKE DISCO LIDDAT. lol.

but i don't care because i just want it for it's radio!
and its pretty colour. matching colour earpiece leh! :D
gahh, shut up.

the only downside?
see the blue colour thing above the mp3 there?
yeah, it spoils the whole thing, doesn't it?
=/

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school today was okie!
except for the glances (and stares) of people that i get.
STOP LOOKING BEFORE I DIG YOUR EYES OUT. IT'S NOT CHICKENPOX. IT'S A HEALING RASH, OK PEOPLE?!

HAP lab was one word: Eew.
all about saliva!!! the first part i cannot take it lah. Muna had to collect her saliva for 2min then spit it all out to be tested. the rest was okay. i've got pictures, PLENTY of them. but sorry, not using my lappy now so can't upload. =X

yadayadayada.
then we had APEL which we're not even aware of.
discussed on the bus driver incident. the one that didn't help the injured woman.

BORING.

-

break after.
we headed to MENSA and i had Roti John Cheese!
the cheese wasn't spread out evenly so i left the best part for the last unknowingly.
haha-di-ha.

then we went over to the library to complete our OC questions.

-

next was OC lab.
it was boring luh. just did the melting point of our crystal. then wrote down our answers for Experiment 5b-Discussion. stupid. i don't understand sia. that DUMB teacher also never go through with us. pfffft. ahh, i've got a FULL 4 points for my OC formula cards. i wasn't even sure about it lah. everybody seems to have like 5 full A4 pages of formulas while i only have 8 index cards. LOL. but still get full. YAY, I'M A VERY GOOD NOTE-TAKER!

nolah, actually just copy down reactions mah.
i don't know why people can write until so maaaaany..
=_____="

-

mum fetched me home next and yadiyadiya!

i can't continue now cos i've got dinner to eat, donut to snack, HAP to finish and biochem lab quiz to prepare.

so toodles now! (((:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:14 PM


Sunday, July 22, 2007
NEW DIPLOMA.

Music's OFF.

TP's launching a new diploma under Interdisciplinary and General Studies.
it will only be available in AY 08/09.

DIPLOMA IN PSYCHOLOGY STUDIES.

DAMN! why didn't they launch this earlier?
i'd definitely take it up and push BMS farfar away...

-

hmm, i feel like eating donuts.

random.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:35 AM


Saturday, July 21, 2007
IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN THIS FEELING.

Music's ON: Anatomy of the Respiratory System (Epiglottis) - Mr Loh Han Liat

hahahaha....
obviously listening to the E-Lecture now.



you can see those rashes on my face there...

-

been feeling better.
done my formula cards for OC. yay!
tried to answer the questions in the lab manual but it was too complex for me. cannot take it.
=X

revising on HAP now.

mum's being weird on me today.
i was being a good girl, studying and doing my homewrok and all. she just woke up from her nap. when she walked out of her room, she walked straight to me and plant a kiss on my head. i tried to avoid then she proceeded to kiss my cheek!! like why suddenly so weird?

and she hit the rash on my cheek and i'm like, "pain lah!!"
LOL.

=_______="

-

there's gonna be another NDP rehearsal tmr.
and i'm going! yaaaaay! finally meet the girls again.
hehe. mum's sending me to Khatib MRT.
:D

i've got some pictures from Biochem Lab last Tues.



the first 3 tubes were seperated cos they were dilutions of unknown X.

we used something called the Bradford Reagant.
it's brown luh, kinda look like Grass Jelly Drink. but we added it to the BSA stock and Vortex-ed it and it turned pretty shades of blue!



look at the colours!
i like the 3rd and 4th ones! cool uh. ((((:
it gave diff shades cos there were different amounts of BSA stocks in each tube.

-

and i've got something to show you guys!



i love my teeth.... :D

i can tie a cherry knot!
not like it's my first time lah but since mum bought me cherries today, i decided to see if i still can do it. and i can!

SO COMECOME, FRENCH ME. I AM A GOOD KISSERRRR!
:D :D :D

ok you guys know it's a myth.
that if you're able to tie a cherry knot doesn't mean you're a good kisser.
(but that doesn't mean i'm not a good kisser, k! comecome! muuuahhh!)

being able to tie a cherry knot with your tongue simply means your tongue muscles are strong. which on second thoughts, actually contributes to being a good kisser right? hmmm. haiyah, either way, it tells you your tongue is strong lah.

don't believe me?
test my general knowledge if you dare.

-

i know i know.
my entry sound more cheerful right!
(((:

ok, gotta get some sleep now.
g'night, sleep tight and kisses to whole wide world!
muuu-ah!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:06 PM


Thursday, July 19, 2007
SICK OF THIS SICKNESS.

i didn't go to school again.
not with rashes on my face that makes me look like a hedious monster.
it's worser than SHREK.

-

my sorethroat is getting worser everyday.
everytime i swallow, my chest would hurt.
it's taking me loads of energy just to swallow my saliva.
just what the heck is wrong with me?!

-

i haven't been eating properly.
i only had 3/4 of a cheeseburger and half a cup of iced milo yesternoon.
i can't eat. my throat is KILLING me.

-

i have MC until tmr.
but there'll be MtS quiz 2 tmr and there's no way i'm gonna miss that.
what if i'm still sick?
damn, i don't know what to do maaaan.

-

they keep trying to tell me that my health is more important than my studies. but heck, what does the POLYTECHNIC care about my health? they only expect good grades from us. i'd rather go to school than rot at home, staring at my rashes and think about what others are learning in school.

-

i feel like crying.
in fact, i already did.
and why?

BECAUSE I WANT TO GO SCHOOL.
I WANT TO STUDY AND NOT MISS OUT ON ANYTHING.
I WANT TO LUNCH WITH MY FRIENDS.
AND DISCUSS WHAT WE'RE LEARNING DURING LECTURES.

please God, make me healthy agaiiiiin.
i'm praying very hard.

let me go to schoooooooool.

='(

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 2:53 PM


Wednesday, July 18, 2007
RASHES.

Music's ON: Upgrade U - Beyonce

still sick.

last night i couldn't sleep.
woke up at 330am. feet was super cold. got out of bed, go toilet then put on a pair socks before i go back to sleep. tossed and turned till 440am. still can't sleep. was veryvery uncomfortable. no fan/air-con but i was still cold. texted sufiyan. no reply. tossed and turn again. could only sleep until 630am. slept for 2 hours. woke up again.

what the heck.

fever has gone down.
sore throat is getting worse.
rashes are appearing. i'm scratching like a monkey.

went to the doctor again. he said rashes not chicken pox, THANK GOD.
he gave another 2 days MC.
total: 4 days MC

don't know if i should go school tmr or not?
my face/arm/neck/body/leg is filled with red spots.

everybody's telling me not to go school until i'm really healthy.
shafian wants to lock my gate. =______="
sufiyan wants me to stay home and rest.
mum wants me to.. i don't know.

SHOULD I GO TO SCHOOOOOOL?
if i do, people would seriously stare at me because of my spots.
if i don't, i'm gonna lose out on alot of things for Biochem and OC !

sighhhh, what the hell man.

-

Aliff won Anugerah 2007.
so cool. haha.

no mood to blog more luh.
goodnight.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:52 PM


Tuesday, July 17, 2007
SAME SHYTE.

Music's OFF.

i've got sore throattttttt.

fever was back during biochem tutorial.
even AFTER i took my med.
my brain went into hibernation mode during biochem lab session.

soso sorry girls, if i never contributed much.
the dilution stuff was driving me nuts and i can't understand a thing.
even after it was repeated 3 times.
so i kinda just do the pipetting stuff.
=X

Lin's head was blank too so out of the four brains we had, only two were active.
HAHAHAHA.

-

ok luh.
cannot blog much.
gonna do OC tutorial.

toodles, sweeties.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:26 PM


Monday, July 16, 2007
ILL.

Music's ON: Rehab - Amy Winehouse

i'm sick.

since this morning when i stepped out of home.
was super giddy and i was feeling uncomfortable.
grabbed my jacket and off to school.

by the time i'm in the MRT heading to Tamp, i was feeling faintish. couldn't stand properly. my legs were getting sour and my head was heavy. found a seat when someone got off at Dover. THANK GOD. getting a seat at DOVER is rare. i'd usually only get one near City Hall. anyway, tried to sleep. i missed the whole underground stations.

meaning, closed my eyes when there's sunlight outside (Redhill, i think?).
when i opened them, i'm already at Eunos. lmao.

-

yadayada.
APEL lesson. we had jellybeans thanks to our tutor. i was feeling better for like, half an hour? =X towards the end of the lesson the giddyness came back. tried to not think about it. but the world was spinning around me luhh. =_____="

lunch at Jupiter's Cafe.
the Q was daaaaaaamn long and slow. so i stood for a very long time. not a very good idea. was feeling worse by the time it was 2 people away. wanted to go sit but then have to order the food. when it was our turn, i ordered quickly. the guy asked me to repeat. i was prolly ordering too fast. err, i couldn't see the guy behind the counter when i ordered cos my eyes were blurred already. GOING TO FAINT, CAN!

soo i rushed back to our seat and left Nad and Lin to pay first. sat and put my head on the table. gee, like wth. my head was going TUM, TUM, TUM.

fuck, i hate that feeling.

-

then PIPC lab.
there was a test and i have no idea whatsoever on how to go about doing it.
wtf, sey. the headache + fever doesn't help!

just scribble luh.

-

then home.
waited for mum to arrive. fever got worser by then.
reached home, mum realised i got fever and brought me to the doc's.
doc said i have Viral Fever. 2 days MC.

sooo, i just took my dose of meds. feeling better.

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FOR NOW, i'm contemplating if i should go HAP tutorial or not. firstly, i nvr do Tutorial 7. secondly, must reach school by 11am (skipping lectures...) since HAP tutorial starts at 11. i need more rest! thirdly, i don't wanna wake up so early..

but there'll be a quiz.
SO I'VE GOT NO CHOICE.

pfffffttt.

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PLEASE BLESS ME SO THAT I'LL FEEL BETTER TOMORROW.
thaaaaaaaaaanks you. (:

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btw, i chatted over the phone with Shafian last night.
maybe he made me laugh until i've fever.

him: "what's that noise?"
me: "sorry, it's my blanket."
him: "wah, your blanket made of metal ah?"

(it was my earstuds that brushed against the phone)

him: "last time you always say WALAO. why never say anymore ah? you say WALAO cute sey. like your mouth open bigbig. waLAOOO. like lion like that. ROARRR. say waLAO, ain!"
me: *laughing non-stop*

andand then he kept scaring me!!!
what the eff. i'm under my blanket already lar!
and he still dare say later the ju-on come from under the blanket.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

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yeah, that's all.
gotta sleep, goodnight.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:16 PM


Sunday, July 15, 2007
IT'S GOING TOO FAST.

Music's OFF.

what happened to the times when i'd look forward to Fridays?
i still wonder when Friday would come - and then realise it's already a Thursday.

a week is like a day.
life is so hectic.

help.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:28 PM


Saturday, July 14, 2007
GREEN MONSTER

Music's ON: Stick To The Status Quo - HSM 1

Phoebe was put to sleep.
yes, Phoebe my sister's cat.

she fell from the 5th floor and broke her leg.
sister brought her to the vet and she needed an operation.
sister decided to put her to sleep because of several reasons. sister and her husband weren't home most of the time anyway. so that's why.

it's so sad.. i'm gonna miss her.




the cutest cat EVER EVER EVER.

i'm so gonna miss your jeans/slipper/shoe/feet sniffing.
the way you rub against my ankles when you want my attention.
the way you run from one corner of the house to another chasing a cigg box.
the way you jump trying to catch whatever i was dangling infront of you.
aaand, the way you lick my hand when i fed you the kitty biscuits.

:'(

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and nothing's making me feel better.

(GREEN)

click for private entry.
enquire for password.

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i've done half of my maths tutorial.
yes, you heard it right.
alright. time to mug for PIPC/biochem/HAP/OC.
no, not all! i'm choosing one.

goodnight.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:53 PM


Friday, July 13, 2007
A7B5 STRIPES!

the picture is in!
presenting the
STRIPES of A7B5.

Alex Tan is the only guy.
or is 'he' a girl.......

=P

ok i edited it.

that's all!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:49 PM


ARNOLD'S!

Music's OFF.

the super overdue pictures from VIBES 5 Dance Competition.



all the contestants.









the winning group.


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today Lin, Muna, Nad and I were late for first lecture of the day. LMAO. like boycott eh. so we skipped biochem. headed for maths&stats then PIPC lecture and tutorial..

BORING sia.

anyway, we called Arnold's before our PIPC tutorial. they didn't wanna take our order cos too many pending orders already. pfffftt. so unfair! but us girls still wanna hve Arnold's by hook or by crook.


since we didn't have HAP lecture, we decided to head over to Arnold's restaurant.

yes, at City Plaza.
yes, at Paya Lebar.
it wasn't that far actually. cravings for the best chicken in town gave us the motivation. LOL.


yay, we reached!

we ordered:

-2 Spring Chickens (half a side for each of us)
-3 Coleslaws
-1 Mashed Potato

-2 Pepsi (muna, nad)
-1 Bandung (lin)
-1 Rootbeer (me)


Pepsi, Bandung, Pepsi, Rootbeer.


BEFORE.
our YUMMMMAY chicken + the orgasmic coleslaw.


AFTER.
we wanted to re-assemble the two chickens back with the bones.
nyeahahahahaha.

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headed back to school after.
was late for OC lecture for half an hour. so we decided to skip it all together. hehehehehe. slacked outside the LT upstairs area. i laid on the platform(?). then that MORON (Lin, Muna and Nad knows who. he's one of the teachers) walked pass.
STUPID, I HATE TO SEE HIS FACE. HE LIKE TO STARE LOR. FEEL LIKE SCOOPING HIS DARN EYES OUT.

then, i was asking the girls a joke: "how does a moron tie his shoelaces?"
coincidentally, the MORON walked back. so i'm like, "ask him!" HAHAHAHAHA. well, he looked at me again when i was laughing. WHAT THE HELL LAH. LAUGH ALSO CANNOT IS IT? kick you in the ass, then you know. pffftttt!

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anyway, met up with B5 people who wore stripes. took picture in the LT together! will post it up when i receive the picture from Gina. ((:

after that, headed to LT 5 for the Differential Research Programme (DRP) thingy. some project stuff. it was cool luh. SOOO MANY OPTIONS. i am spoilt for choice. but it depends on 'O' Level results for all freshmen. downside for me because frankly, my 'O's are a bunch of shit grades. ESPECIALLY BIO. *_*

was thinking of:

-Baking (chocolate fudge cake!)
-Nanotechnology (a project that researches on how to cure cancer. I LIKE, SO INTERESTING!! but commitment is ULTRA important for this one.)
-KoolWerkz (make ice cream and test the quality of it too.)
-Proteomics (bacteria growth to encourage the production of protease. so coool lah. the milky agar.)

and one more i'm not sure what the name was. produce cellulase. with Mr Loh Han Liat at the mentor. some COW DUNG thing. that cellulase stuff was interesting. WAHHHH. some projects are DARN dry luh. deadline is 26 July. alot of time to think through it.

(:

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LRT was delayed for 15 whole mins when i was on the way home earlier. some CHINA MAN pressed the emergency stop button. WHAT THE EFF, man. zzzz. stoning inside the lrt for so long. =___="

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aights, that's about it luh.
tired maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

gotta get some sleep.
GOODNIGHT, yaw.
sweet kisses. (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:18 PM


Thursday, July 12, 2007
DOUBLE TAKES!

Music's ON: The Way I Are - Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson & Doe

WAH, I AM SO ELATED TODAY!
I WAS SUPER TALKATIVE AND CHEERFUL THROUGHOUT SCHOOL.


maybe because i had the extra hours of sleeeep.
i skipped HAP lecture luh. TEEHEE. ((:


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so i reached school at 11.
bought stuff to eat during lectures. then headed for biochem lecture. it was super draggy luh. i totally don't understand
METABOLISM. freak. but something hilarious happened during the 10min break.

I AM SO PAISEH-FIED.


what happened was, we were waiting for Dr Lim to finish talking to the students. Lin and I wanted to ask him about the Semestral Exam topics. since Dr Lim was the "popular and handsome" lecturer, all the FUCKING STUPID girls were hogging him like shit. asking from one question to another. their questions were ENDLESS and worse still, DR LIM WAS THEIR OWN TUTOR.

like hello! stfu and let others talk to him can?! you can hog him during tutorial what! so i was kinda irritated luh. anyway, we tried calling and i waved and waved AND WAVED to him. he couldn't see. was really getting frustrated cos those girls uh, DAMN ______________!!!!!!

so anyway, we kept waiting. then after he finished with those girls, he wanted to walk away!! we were like, "Dr Lim!! DR LIM!!" but he didn't hear. he was still walking away! then i totally got frustrated, I WANTED TO BURST OUT LAUGHING AND SCREAM AT THE SAME TIME.

so it kinda came out like a LAUGHING GROAN.
A VERY LOUD ONE! (i didn't know that, apparently.)


and because of the weird LOUD laugh/scream i made, Dr Lim + Lin, Muna, Nad + the whole row of students infront of me GOT SHOCKED. i didn't know i made such a loud noise!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lin couldn't stop laughing and i totally freaked out when Dr Lim gave me a weird face! WALAO WEY. SORRY AH. VERY ATTRACT ATTENTION SIA. IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE, I SWEAR.
=X =X =X =X =X


omfg. i wanted to die right there.
so i asked what i wanted to, calmly. pretending nothing happened. PAISEH AH. WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


=S

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MOVING ON!
OC lecture was next. since Lin & I had to leave halfway for the TP Bursary interview, we decided to leave the main LT for a linked-up one. at least not distracting the lecturer uh. sooooo we went to LT6. sat with B5 people.


we weren't paying attention lar. at least, i didn't. Gina was busy decorating Alex Tan. Alex was going through a gender transformation. GUY to GIRL. Gina made him put on earrings, necklace, bracelets and hairclip!







SO CUTE!
i couldn't stop laughing!!! and his jacket was 'off-shoulder'. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. there's one other pic that made him look TOTALLY GIRL AND PRETTY. will post it up when i have it. DAMN FUNNY MAN!

the lecturer got annoyed with us cos we kept making noise. nyeahahaha.

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went off for the interview at 330pm.

it was okay, i guess. nothing much to say about this. then right after my interview, HY called. met her, Carmen (yes, she's in Singapore!!!) and a guy who claimed to be KITTY(?) outside Biz school. brought them to crash my OC lecture but it ended by then. LMAO. then i had to go for APEL (which was actually cancelled =.=). three of them went off for lunchbefore so i met them at Design canteen.

yadayadaya...
then home!

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Carmen's going back to Aussie this Sat!
so fast leh, only get to see her today.....

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right.
part of my entry is protected.

(GIRLY AFFAIRS.)

click for private entry.
enquire for password.

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us girls are ordering ARNOLD'S DELIVERY tmr!!
and wear STRIPES, A7B5!

wooooooooooooooooooots!

that's all people, more blogging next time!
toodles! ((:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:38 PM


Wednesday, July 11, 2007
SAME SHIT.

Music's ON: Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

alright.
let me do this fast.
my blog's getting dry and i'm sure to make it dull-er with another one of my entry. frankly, haven't had the mood to blog for the past week. idk why so don't ask. just that anything interesting that happened seem to just vanish whenever i start to blog. so the fun-ness just fades away. sigh. idk what's wrong with me.

my self-esteem's dipping lower.

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school at 1pm. OC tutorial first. i just realised that i forgot to clarify something with the tutor. see lah, noone remind me.

if the -OH group is bonded to Carbon 1, do we have to put the position (eg. 1-butanol) in the IUPAC nomenclature? the notes just states that if the -OH group is NOT bonded to Carbon 1 then we will have to write the position in the IUPAC.

someone enlighten me. thanks.

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CSAS right after. we were doing some dialogue thingy and tutor was picking people to read the lines. Jane was Alex Tan! LOL!! the only transgender character. anyway, some random voice shouted, "ZUU, BE SUE!" (malay becomes Zuu bisu! =.="). must be Fareed.

Zuu bisu = Zuu mute.

then we did the puzzle thing. Alex Tan was the 'obstructor'. damn irritating leh he. note that he was suppose to obstruct, NOT ANNOY. HE KEPT MESSING UP OUR PUZZLE WHEN IT WAS ALMOST DONE! he did it like 3 times, so frustrated. i actually screamed in the classroom. lol.

then the guys did stupid things lah.
the 'game' they played was super lame. (rhymes!)

OPEN THE DOOR BIG BIG AND EVERYBODY MUST DASH OUT WITHOUT TOUCHING IT.

they did it with every door. LOL, right.
what can i say, we are A7B5 afterall. =X

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had maths quiz during Maths&Stats tutorial.
it's a sure plonk. i KNEW how to do it when they first taught. but i FORGOT already.

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN IT!

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praying that APEL class won't be pushed forward to next mon's break.
US GIRLS PLANNED OUR ARNOLD'S DELIVERY ALREADY!
:((((((

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Stripey Stripes day for A7B5 this Friday.
:D

right.
9am lecture tmr.
gotta sleep sleep sleep!

GOODNIGHT ALL! ((:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:41 PM