Can't Help But Wait - Trey Songz

alright, here are the pictures of my loveeeely A7B5.
thanks Linn!





suuuuuuper sweet picture! AlexZz is hiding. -_-
Clemekk tried to do the rabbit ears on me but... didn't make it! muahaha.
it was on self timer, we placed the cam on the LT seat table, and Jocelyn Lee was outside waiting for us to leave the LT without knowing that we're actually taking pics. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. see, that's A7B5 for you!


^bloody hell i look so fat. look at my arm! *@&#!!







ok fine, i know my photoshop skills damn bad luh but hey, better than none right?
& i keep using the same fonts.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

ehh, shut up ah.
nice what. pfft.

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hey! today is special cos 2008 is a leap year!
so....


how did i spend my 29th feb? in Oschool's dance studio, where else? 12 to 7. & if that's not tiring enough then DEFINE TIRED (ehh, if i get any definitions of 'tired' in my tagboard i smack yall 1 by 1, ok). my legs & butt are aching, BOOHOO!!! on the plus side, i've finally got my steps right for can't help but wait.

we learnt new moves too. for MJ's Beat It!
vulgar moves, i tell ya! but damn nice lor!
hahaha.

"UH, UH, UH *pumping action*"
cheezes, yeah they kept doing that!
but it's freaking funny + the choreo is niceeee!

"UH, UH, UH!"
lmao.!

concert's gonna be a blast.! provided i don't screw up.
and i must practise the moves again & again uh.
must be confident of every move!
i know i'm not that good but i do put in effort!

Gin mentioned that TPDE has the wildest dancers among other polys.
she said she observed other poly's training and they're not as wild as us.
& i quote, we "enjoy dance and not just stress about the choreo, which is good!"
chey chey chey! PROUD SEY, PROUD! hahaha.

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alright then i'll end here.
need a good nights' sleep before another session of training tmr at 9am.
huhu.

NIGHTS, PEOPLE!

xx

dance from 1 to 6 at Oschool just now.
sooo many steps to learn. =/
got lost halfway..

"can't help but wait..."
"i don't have the reason, you don't have the time..."
"please don't stop the music!"
"this can't be summer love..."

tired.
tired.
tired!

dinner-ed at Delifrance.
carbonara spaghetti, yummy!

dance from 12 to 7 tmr.
yes, very good indeed. (sarcasm)
one of the dance numbers, we'll be wearing pink long sleeves, purple leggings + boots.
`NUFF SAID. O.O

i'm dedicating my holidays to dance.
or rather, until concert day luhh.
yes, zuraiin you can do it! (:

xx

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers

it'll all get better in time.

so today was my last semestral paper.
it is also the last day of being a freshman.
and i hate to say this, but A7B5 will also split up. ='(

B5 rockeddddd la. it is the best class to start off my poly life. i am not gonna go all common with 'MY CLASS ROCKS MORE THAN YOURS' cos apparently everybody will say that to everybody else. only A7B5 will understand why A7B5 rocked. noone else(:


^hy did this! (:

so we took class pictures after CSAS lesson ended. pictures will be uploaded once received. ohhman i am gonna miss them truckloads. Felchyy cried, awww. made me wanna open those floodgates too but i'll save it for the last day of class chalet. (:

SPEAKING OF CHALET..
guess when will it be????


^sister & i cooked pasta ourselves. huhu.

18, 19, 20th march!!

i freaked out when i heard the date. why why why, faiz, whyyyyy?! i wouldn't mind if it's 19 20 21 or 17 18 19.. but my bday falls right smack in the middle of our chalet! that is so unfair... i understand that the whole class doesn't know it's my bday and i don't blame them buttttt, you know........ it is after all a very very special day for me!

=(

18, okay! hmpfft. i want to celebrate my bday too! *pouts*



^exactly how i'm feeling.

i love to imagine my 18th to be a day out with loved friends and a huge surprise for me(!). i want to feel special what.. I REALLY DO! sigh... nvm nvm, God knows what i'm feeling. LONELY, UNLOVED and PATHETIC! tskkkkkk. we'll see how la! -_-

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headed home.

met the exbf.
i was frustrated, angry, sad, depressed.
i felt like i'm going crazy.
idk what drove me to do it, i'm sorry.

then i ran. i stopped in the middle of the road.
a taxi passed. 2 taxis. gone.
i ran straight home.
& teared.
then laughed about my stupidity.

what the fck is going on with me?
i, am going crazy.


^the most impossible thing next to man.

but thanks for the sms, it meant alot.
you meant alot.

yet, part of me abhors you.
but it just so happens that my weakness lies in the other part of me.
i'm just tired. & frustrated.
i want this to end.

but i'm strong.
if i'm not, i will be.

all i need is support.

xx

Labels: heart affairs, pictures, SEMESTRAL EXAMS.

Crushcrushcrush - Paramore

hElloxX.!

toDay s0o siAnxZ ahRx...
exAm g0neR liA0x l0rR...
PEKCEK.!

faiL liA0 l0Rx....
hAiXx...
bUt nEbermiinDx, 2 m0Re paPerx cAn frEe le w0Rhs,,
WOOTx! hEhEx..! xD

wAh.. s0o tiirEd lEix..
ebEry tyyMe stUdii stUdii,, alSo nEber cLeveRr...
siAn tiA0x. =_="

hAHahxXx.

h0liDay c0Mingg lE w0rHx!
i'M g0iN t0 rEboRn mY hAirR aNd diE bLue c0l0uR...
dAmn niicEx l0rxX thEn ebryBodii jeAl0usxX c0s i pRettY maHx!
j0kiN, j0kiN... hEhEx...

tHen i aS0 wAn t0 cUt my hAiR sH0rt-sHort 0n t0p myy hEad dE!
liKe gRasS paTch dE.. g0T sEe bef0Re?
tHen cUt myy fRiinge uNtiil iit c0vErr hAlf my facE. WOO! cHi0 0Ne!!!
vEry tRendy n0W dE leHx... w0Otx..! hEhexX! xD

0K baHx, i g0 mUm mUm n0W..
bYe bYezzZ! mUackXxzxZx.! xP

PS/ guess how long i took to type this entry? half & hour. i could've taken just 10min to type it legibly. but i did this to entertain you all (and myself too) ok! chettts. annoying little creatures. what the hell do guys see in them? or rather under them - since their fringe is like covering 2/3 of their face. zzzomg -_-!

my dad so cute.! i asked my parents if i did well for my semestral exams (read: GPA > 3.0), will they get for me the Sony Cybershot T2 i've been eyeing on for so long?

mum said, "wah, why the present must be so big?"
dad said, "then handphone no need ah."

oops. terlepas cakap ke...? hehe.
thing is, i never mentioned to them that i reeeeeally want a new hp. but i did say that i really like the new N82. i also argued with dad that the new N82 is better than my N73 cos the camera is like 5megapixx.! but i never say i wanted the N82 badly lor!

jengjengjenggggggg.!

hehe. ok plus, i'm not even certain if i can get >3.0 la. berangan je melebih. zuraiin, zuraiin... dream big but brain so puny. -_-

CellB lovin' time! goodbye! (:

xx

Breathless - Shayne Ward

PEKCEK.!

but thankfully, it's over. BMic paper is over, baby! :D
who would've thought questions like these would be tested?

Define the following terms:
a) Antiseptic
b) Disinfection
c) Sanitization
d) Degermation
e) Sterilization

i was expecting more of application questions. you know what i mean? yeah. GOODNEWS luh, of course. paper wasn't that difficult. tricky, but not difficult. (: hurray! :D

&& 2hrs after the paper was over.. i realised PPP/Glycolysis/Entner-Duodoroff/Krebs didn't came out! wahuahuahuahua..! ku happy sangatsangat. (: it was my mostttttt dreaded topic for like, EVER. yay yay!

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alright, mum just psycho-ed me to go Johor.
how the helllll does she do that?
gtg, bye!

xx

Labels: SEMESTRAL EXAMS.

OMGOMGOMG!
EXCITING OR WHAT!

I AM FREAKING PROUD OF SINGAPORE LAH! :D :D :D
this proves that Singapore can do anything and we are strong though we're small!
in your faceeeeee, whoever looks down on Singapore! hmpf.

yes, i am damn high right now despite having BMic paper tmr.
WHATEVER!
GO SINGAPORE!!!

Dear You,

I might be just a shadow in your life. You may remember me, but not for the girl that thought you were perfect. I may very well be invisible to you. You may never noticed that i tried getting your attention. You may never know how my heart raced when we first talked to each other. You may even oversee the way i get fidgety whenever i feel like you were looking at me. You may not realise that the short period of time we communicated with each other, it meant alot to me. Sounds cheesy, but it does. I always thought you were the 'perfect' boy. I was fantasizing too much and not doing anything at all. You might even have a gf now, idk. But even after all that, i just want the best for you.

Hope to bump into you again one day(:

Happy birthday.

Yours sincerely,
Zuraiin.

mild depression...?
like wth?

it. could be true.

xx

Wherever You Will Go - The Calling


ngehehehe.
WHAT A SHOW OFF. =P

bought that for Wii earlier today with sister. it's like 79$ please! but i traded in my PSP Audition and Sims 2 Castaway UMDs. grew tired of them. Trauma Center is like super fun, can?! basically in the game, i'm the surgeon and i have to do operations on victims! and i learn lotsa medical-related stuff too!

and i removed a tumour in the stomach!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. freakin' coooooooool.! I WANT TO BE A SURGEON, MAN. watching Grey's Anatomy is not so pointless after all. it helps me realise my dream! and i wanna work in the medical sector! :D :D :D

alright enough fantasizing, zuraiin. -.-"

next on my list is PATAPON for psp! it'll be out at the end of this month according to the salesperson at Funzsquare (i recommend you go there to purchase your console games! they're all very friendly and most imptly, they do trade-ins! loved*). so will most probably get it after exams(:

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alright, CellB revision lecture was fine i guess.

had lunch opposite school then Muna & I head back to school to do revision. well, we kinda grossed ourselves out more than we study. the textbook has like really really heavy images! it was craaaaaazy. lol. but it was fun.


i wonder why all the facts i remembered where based on babies. but anyhow, the book i read was awesome.! so many different facts on your body you never knew! let me try to think of something else that doesn't have to do with babies...


there you go. interesting, right?!

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mapped out a 'study plan' with Muna.

BMic tmr.
CellB the day after.
Maths on friday.

Muna is half my brain. i have to study with her cos she knows alot!! haha. plus, i can't study on my own la. need someone to stop me from being distracted. and it's always fun to have company when studying, no?

ALRIGHT, must brush up on BMic a lil before tmr's revision lecture.
CIAO BABES!

xx

ps/ sorry if my entries these days are about acads, acads, acads. i need to make myself concentrate. okay? okay.!

With You - Chris Brown


i'm sad.
the only stuff that keeps me going are chocolates, my Seventeen mag which i WON'T read till i finish revising BMic topic 5 and the thought of holidays.

i think the world hates me.

bye, friends.
hello, BMic.

xx

Labels: BIRTHDAYS, emo

First Love - Utada Hikaru

i attempted to start revising BMic today.
ATTEMPTED, but failed.

ngehehehe.

but i did a few qns for Maths! (:
CellB Maths&Stats 2 revision lecture tmr! 9am-12pm.
whyyyyyyy do i keep thinking it's CellB? pfft.

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on Friday night, DARLINGS met up for dinner (finally!) and we catch up with each other a little. gosh i miss them so muchh! i also managed to psycho sebas to buy TPDE concert ticket. (: we hung out at Subway and chatted.

H: how did you spend your valentines' day?
S: studying... haha. you? (asking me)
Z: practical exams in school... then you? (to hy)
H: at home doing model uhh..
Z: mygawd, we're so pathetic!!

indeed, we are! thanks to education..
but it's all for the best right? no? ahh, forget it. wonder why i even want to pursue my education? it's not like i'll know where i'll be in the future. i only have dreams. ambitious dreams. i don't even know whether i'll secure a job. omfgxzx.

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now, i'm hungry. =(

xx

Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift

POUT checked; SHADES checked; HOT HAIR checked!
what's more? i'm a rockstar, baby.

i would say today was the best day of this week. aside from it being a Friday, it was also the last day for tutorials and whatnots since next week is already Study Week. also, it marks the very last day of classes for Year 1! that's sadddd, right. we'll all be seperated for Year 2. :[

i'll miss A7B5 like totally.

Maths tutorial was all good, for once.
received one of my pop quiz back and out of 5, i got a 4! it was hypothesis testing and yes, i was hoping to get the full 5 marks for that! so i kinda blurted out, "huh?! why only 4?!"

Mr Sarcastic overheard me, i guess. cos we were sitting right infront.

"4 marks, not bad what."
"NO! it should be 5!"

and he gave me that -.-" face!
Zzzz!

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had SIWM class after and yup, it was the last too!
did a wrap-up for everything and i got a B+ overall for that CDS. WTF man, what do i need to do to get an A?! i mean, this kind of module how to get an A sia. i don't understand. -.-

Ms Serena finally posted up the video we did in class.

NEW MEDIA - SIWM CLASS.

COMMENTS NOT NEEDED.

i know i look super fugly and i'm spouting nonsense uhh.. && i know that i'm the only girl in the video (wtf?!) but there's actually 3 other girls in my class. pffft. NOW I KNOW HOW I SOUND LIKE TO OTHER PEOPLE. eeeeee, so weird to listen to yourself. =X

THE LAST PART OF THE VIDEO IS HILARIOUS.
"new media is new. new media is good. new media is power."
"NEW MEDIA!"

ROFLMAOL !!

OMG MY FIRST TIME ON TV. I MEAN, VIDEO.
(^_^)V

alright it's late, better get some sleeeeeep.
NIGHTNIGHT! (:

xx

Stop & Stare - OneRepublic

is that iPod cute or what! hahaha.
stole it from somebody's Myspace page. sorry ah. =X
AT LEAST I ADMIT! idk which website she got it from! so cute luh.

thanks, owner of cute iPod. i'm gonna be using it for awhile now!
heh.

BMic Practical Exam earlier today.
i guess i was just thinking too much. it wasn't as complex as i thought it would be.. manageable as a whole. at least i'm able to do it luh.

BUT 15MIN FOR THE MICROSCOPY STATION IS JUST TOO SHORT...!

in lab sessions itself, we already take soooo much time to focus but at least we know what we'll be searching for. my first slide, i did it with a breeze luh (heh heh heh). Focus, change objective lens 10x, focus, change objective lens 40x, focus, add immersion oil, objective lens 100x then taaadaaaa...! i can see my Staphylococcus Aureus already! it's damn clear and i was so proud of myself (though it was easy). cos lab sessions i can NEVER get it focused properly mahs!

when it comes to the second slide, i squint - open eyes bigbig - close left eye - close right eye - close both eyes, also cannot see anything!! focus focus focus. i saw something la but teacher say it was wrong! zzzz. i was left with a few secs. i heck-ed and drew whatever i saw and wrote 'Endospore'. LMAO.

apparently i was wrong lah! it was Budding. but i can't see anything lor!! don't even know what to find! zzz.

the rest was a-okay. (:

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CellB Written Practical Test.

TWO words: flunk terribly.
what more can i say, right?
calculations = goner. explanations = crap. graph = wth?!

i see me in deep shit.

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other than thaaaaaaaaaat, i miss my DARLINGS SO VERY MUCHH.

one more week to semestral exams.
OMGXZXZX.!

xx

Music's ON: Better In Time - Leona Lewis

BASIC MICROBIOLOGY LAB ASSESSMENT TOMORROW.
CELLB WRITTEN PRACTICAL TEST TOMORROW.

i am destined for dooms' day.
yay.

xx

Music's OFF.


ALRIGHT, ok.
my bimbo days are OVER. haha.

(but seriously, my hair colour damn nice right!)

theatre role play assessment went fine i guess.
except, the lines were all changed so i didn't really know when to come in as my turn. but it was fun luh. theatre was fun, definitely. i learnt alottttt yeahyeahyeah. and being a suicidal pregnant bimbo was a good experience! nyahahaha. ;)

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i have no biggo news to blog about today.

ok, something random:
how do you pronounce 'anatomy' as in - Grey's Anatomy?



ERR-NEH-TER-MEE right?



you know what my moronic sister pronounced it as?
AHH-NAHH-TOR-MEE.

*snooooorts*
damn melayu, i tell you!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!

"ain, GREY AH-NA-TOR-MEE when ah??"

even the Grey's part she never say properly!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

f*king hilarious!
i was in the kitchen literally on the floor LOL-ing la!

NYAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok enough eh!
don't laugh at the way people talk.

;)

xoxo

PS/ ohmygawd. i just realised Vday is this coming thursday!! that's like FAST man. see, this is what you get when you put loads stress, upcoming exams and being a pregnant bimbo together. MEMORY LOSS!! -.-

xoxo

Music's ON: Pictures of You - The Last Goodnight

alright, i'm back from KL!

well it was boring. no surprise, right? booked in The Zon and i didn't really fancy the room. it's not a hotel but a service apartment and it's very gross-ish (in my & mum's opinion)! i prefer a hotel room and i've told my mum countless times not to stay in a service apartment anymore. yes, I AM BRATTY LIKE THAT.

we'd usually stay in Concorde hotel when we go for a holiday in KL. but this time, grandpa wanted to try Zon so ya, that's why. for sure, we'll never go back there. =X

the only positive thing is that it had a very good view of KLCC like the pic i took above! (:

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didn't do much. pathetic luh. just walked around KLCC and bought loads of - what else? FOOD. had dinner and stuff and well ya, nothing much. only one night there, thank God!

the next day, parents & i had breakfast at a nearby coffeeshop while grandparents/sis/aunt/cousin had breakfast in the hotel. we sacrifice mah.. haha. but i wanted to follow my parents la actually. the coffeeshop and great Roti Canai ! which is btw, what PRATA is called in M'sia. and the fried Maggi is superbbbbbbb la, bestbestbest! now, i'm hungry. wooooooooo!

alright then we left KL to start our journey back home. on the way, we pit stopped at Seremban. i slept all the way. i didn't know what happened there cos yes, i was still sleeping. wasn't feeling well lar pls. when i woke up, everybody was already boarding the car -.-" NEXT STOP! Melaka. lunched at some shopping place but didn't do much shopping. bought slices of cake from Secret Recipe.

continue journey...! reached Johor and we dinner-ed at SUSHI KING! i like very much. :D then dingdangdong, HOME! you can tell i have absolutely nothing to say. haha. pffft.

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tired la. i have to memorise my BIMBO script! -.-"

&& have any of you guys watched Happy Feet?! if not, go watch la. it's on HBO this period of time! so cute can?!

it's like a super last minute decision for me.
parents/grandparents/aunt/cousin/sister planned to go KL for CNY holidays weeks ago. and it's only 2hrs ago that i finally gave in and decided to follow. hah. only for a night there la. i insisted that i didn't wanna follow cos the idea of being alone at home is like wah.. so syiok la. been some time since i stay home alone.

but mummy say she'll give me money to go shopping if i follow!
my weakness mah.. =P

will be leaving at 4am later. (:

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Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them. You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky. You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter. It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

=/

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy. You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going onYou enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

the last line is so true!

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is low. You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable. You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea. While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

that's all for now.
ciao, babes!

xoxo

Music's OFF.

one word to describe my presentation speech:


i was rambling on & on.. trying to maintain my cough. ignoring the fact that my whole mouth and throat is dry. and eventhough i laid out my points neatly for each slide, IT EASILY SLIPS OFF MY MIND.

thanks ah. but ohmygawd, i'm so dead for the speech. ='(

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ROLE PLAY FOR U-THEATRE NEXT WEEK.!
i'm a bimbo. i mean, i'm gonna play a bimbo character.
and they say i sound alot like one!
good?

-_-"

plus Sonny is getting super ________(insert negative word)!

ok, goodnight.!

xoxo

Music's OFF.


alright so Hady Mirza came over to TP yesterday!
Asian Idol and birthday celebration.


i am so not exaggerating lar ok!

and also, i wasn't the only one who realised he's actually so much skinnier now. hot la, hot. and he's funny too! "i release you!" nyahahaha, inside joke. he's personality shone right through us during the whole event and people ought to know that he's very likeable and not arrogant at all! very easy-going(:

there's this part where Artiste Networks' gave him a surprise - a video tribute to Hady's journey so far. Hady actually teared after that! so sweeeeet right. someone then passed him a piece of tissue paper. he was paiseh-ed so he started dabbing the tissue on the other emcee's face. HAHA! yet, he still refused to wipe his eyes and kept the tissue paper in his pocket!

LMAO, SO CUTE! ^_^

pictures! i resort to stealing the pics from Lin's camera. hehs.


^ with that lazy guy from My Sassy Neighbour.



^ Happy Birthday, Hady!


^ the love of his life - his nephew! Imran Mirza. nyeheh.


^ he sang Berserah (which he forgot the lyrics to), Now and Forever (faved la pls, i melted! "it hits me right here man! *points to heart*" heh. another inside joke) and You Give Me Wings.


^ HE gives me wings! *flyyyyyyyyy*


^ and i think this is the climax. remember the coat Hady wore on Asian Idol on the day of his victory? obviously it was sponsored right. Ken Lim bought it for Hady's birthday present.

and i think no present can mean much more than that to Hady.
awwwww..

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not enough Hady?
visit Linn's blog! heh heh.

blog more next time! loves.

xoxo

Music's OFF.

FIRSTLY, why can't people just accept the fact that my name has

TWO
APLHABETICAL
LETTER

'I'

?????????

ZURAIIN, peeeeeeeople.
not zurain! hmpf.!

until today, my New Media teacher calls me zuRAIN and i can't be bothered to correct her. or anyone else!

-_____________-"

am just glad people are calling me ZUU once again. huhu.

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SECONDLY, had a test in New Media class earlier today. had to create a webpage with the information given. i don't think mine was good enough. first of all, i have no idea how to use Microsoft Publisher!!! zzzz! throw me in the middle of a deep blue sea and expect me to survive! grrr. had no choice but to figure things out on my own.

i dunno how i'll score for that luh. =(

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THIRDLY, am currently staring at my powerpoint slides and trying to figure out how to do my part on Caffeine Addiction, Withdrawal & Overdose. it has to be persuasive. how can i be persuasive with this topic? i mean... oh damn. my brain is aching.

my group's presentation will be this coming tuesday!
theatre role play practice this coming tuesday!
concert training this coming tuesday!

things are getting too hectic. =(

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ok, bye.

xoxo