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Thursday, August 28, 2008
oh happy days.

SEMESTRAL EXAMS DONE, FINALLY.

been studying & studying & S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G for the past 1.5weeks..
i've never seen myself so willing to study before.
but yeah, i don't wanna feel like i didn't try my best.

so whatever my results are.. i know that i really had put in my effort and that i didn't slack to get terrible marks. if i failed my paper, then you know it's not me. it's the module. HAHAH.

Organic Chemistry 2: the paper was do-able except for a few questions. i left the Sports Hall (i swear it's like 'O' Levels x 5) feeling accomplished though not very confident. but yeah, i've a good feeling i'll pass that paper and... get rid of OC once and for alllllll! [cue: maniacal laughter]

Fundamentals of Pathology: also a manageable paper. there's 1-2 questions which costed alot and i didn't know what to write.. that's about it. still passable, i hope.

Pharmaceutical Unit Operations: GONECASE. i've no hope for this paper. sigh.

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after our paper yday, headed to the airport with Nadd, Shikin and Valencia to celebrate, lmao. lunched at T3's Popeye's! yums. after which, we walked around T3 doing stupid stuff. like who can throw a slipper the furthest - in which i sucked. and many many other random things. i am too lazy to elaborate.

am supposed to meet them 3 again today for bowling but due unforeseen circumstances.. yes, i'm sitting at home, infront of the computer right now. bleah.

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meeting theboy tmr for a de-stressing day out.
weeeeeeeeee-

there better be NOTHING that'll spoil my day.
i've a little feeling of anxiousness about tmr actually.
you know when you're so looking forward to something and then when it finally comes, everything just goes the wrong way?
yeah, that's what i'm feeling. =/

i pray hard tmr would be a great day.

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SIGNS YOU'RE INTO HIM:
17: You look at their profile constantly.
16: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
15: You read their texts and im's over and over again.
14: You walk really slowly when you're with them.
13: You feel shy whenever they're around.
11: Your heart beats faster but slower at the same time when you think about them.
10: You smile when you hear their voice.
9: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
8: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
7: They're all you think about.
6: You get high just from their scent.
5: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
4: You would do anything for them!
3: While reading this, there’s one person on your mind this whole time.
2: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn’t notice number 12 was missing.
1: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

GUILTY.

xx

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WITH LOVE ♥ 4:23 PM


Wednesday, February 27, 2008
LAST DAY OF YEAR 1.

ipod When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers


it'll all get better in time.


so today was my last semestral paper.
it is also the last day of being a freshman.
and i hate to say this, but A7B5 will also split up. ='(

B5 rockeddddd la. it is the best class to start off my poly life. i am not gonna go all common with 'MY CLASS ROCKS MORE THAN YOURS' cos apparently everybody will say that to everybody else. only A7B5 will understand why A7B5 rocked. noone else(:


^hy did this! (:

so we took class pictures after CSAS lesson ended. pictures will be uploaded once received. ohhman i am gonna miss them truckloads. Felchyy cried, awww. made me wanna open those floodgates too but i'll save it for the last day of class chalet. (:

SPEAKING OF CHALET..
guess when will it be????


^sister & i cooked pasta ourselves. huhu.

18, 19, 20th march!!

i freaked out when i heard the date. why why why, faiz, whyyyyy?! i wouldn't mind if it's 19 20 21 or 17 18 19.. but my bday falls right smack in the middle of our chalet! that is so unfair... i understand that the whole class doesn't know it's my bday and i don't blame them buttttt, you know........ it is after all a very very special day for me!

=(

18, okay! hmpfft. i want to celebrate my bday too! *pouts*



^exactly how i'm feeling.

i love to imagine my 18th to be a day out with loved friends and a huge surprise for me(!). i want to feel special what.. I REALLY DO! sigh... nvm nvm, God knows what i'm feeling. LONELY, UNLOVED and PATHETIC! tskkkkkk. we'll see how la! -_-

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headed home.

met the exbf.
i was frustrated, angry, sad, depressed.
i felt like i'm going crazy.
idk what drove me to do it, i'm sorry.

then i ran. i stopped in the middle of the road.
a taxi passed. 2 taxis. gone.
i ran straight home.
& teared.
then laughed about my stupidity.

what the fck is going on with me?
i, am going crazy.


^the most impossible thing next to man.

but thanks for the sms, it meant alot.
you meant alot.

yet, part of me abhors you.
but it just so happens that my weakness lies in the other part of me.
i'm just tired. & frustrated.
i want this to end.


but i'm strong.
if i'm not, i will be.

all i need is support.

xx

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WITH LOVE ♥ 6:57 PM


Friday, February 22, 2008
BMic!

ipod Breathless - Shayne Ward

PEKCEK.!

but thankfully, it's over. BMic paper is over, baby! :D
who would've thought questions like these would be tested?

Define the following terms:
a) Antiseptic
b) Disinfection
c) Sanitization
d) Degermation
e) Sterilization

i was expecting more of application questions. you know what i mean? yeah. GOODNEWS luh, of course. paper wasn't that difficult. tricky, but not difficult. (: hurray! :D

&& 2hrs after the paper was over.. i realised PPP/Glycolysis/Entner-Duodoroff/Krebs didn't came out! wahuahuahuahua..! ku happy sangatsangat. (: it was my mostttttt dreaded topic for like, EVER. yay yay!

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alright, mum just psycho-ed me to go Johor.
how the helllll does she do that?
gtg, bye!

xx

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
HIATUS.

Music's OFF.


credits to Deviantart.

a nerd's gotta do, what a nerd's gotta do.

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hello people.
my first major exam is on this coming Friday.
so i will be on HIATUS until 30aug, which is my last paper.

sorry for the lack of updates.
i know you dear babies just want more. ;)
meanwhile, please spend your time wisely by not visiting my blog.
i suggest you count your arm hairs while i mug like crazy.

more entries coming up when i'm back from hell.

take care my dears.
toooodles. ((:

xoxo

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