Say It Again - Marie Digby

should i stop complaining about my heavy school workload here?

YES.

even blogging about it is driving me insane.
no more calming effects of blogging about the 1001 things that are in hand.
it only reminds me how much work that needs to be done.

urgh.!

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PUO lab just now was pretty boring.
just a short one but the calculations were.... OMG. zzz.

what's your answer?
what's your answer?!
WHAT'S YOUR ANSWER????

that, coming from everyone. really.

and Ms Sim shoo-ed us out of the lab at 2.10pm.
we were supposed to end at 3pm luh.!!
didn't realised it was only 2+pm until we're out of the lab.
doesn't she love us anymore?? =[

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woke up at 7am this morn when i'm supposed to leave home at 7 so,
this morning;


and just like that, she left me 50$ on the table.
i probably should wake up with a TSK again from now on, hmm.
stop thinking that my sister's so nice and start asking how come she's so nice.
'kay?

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i.feel.like.giving.up.
should i?

xx

Labels: heart affairs, LAB SESSIONS

Thunder - Boys Like Girls


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adding 1 more quiz to the already stressful week.

to be accomplished:
Ppt slides for PBL presentation.
PBL report.
OC2 Quiz 3.
FPath Quiz 2.
PUO Tutorial Quiz.
Japanese Role Play.
PLM Assignment.

i've got 12 Past Year Exam papers to print tmr.
4 papers for each subject.
i hope i don't exceed the printing quota. =/


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i'm feeling emoemo today.
kept dreaming about stuff that wouldn't happen. mostly you.
which makes me even more emoemo.
i'd appreciate it if you don't ask me why/what.
although i do want to talk to someone about it.

-.-

i feel like slapping myself sometimes.
i miss my friends and girltalk, period.

xx

Labels: heart affairs, school

my favourite item. for one obvious reason..
it touched me deeeeep down, even more when they're all synchronized.
lovely. just, lovely.

sigh..

xx

went out with parents & sister today.
had lunch at Tampines and then we headed to Parkway Parade!
my favourite haunt. :D

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was looking around and i told my sister i wanted to find a cardigan. i got pretty frustrated cos all the ones i saw was either a) not up to my likings, b) ugly or c) uglier. then while we were walking around...

"OMG I SAW SOMETHING...." and the sister pulled me towards Cotton On.
that's when i saw the cardigans!! 2 for 50$.


i would think it's a wee bit too pricey for a cardigan but when i touched the material, i instantly knew that it's worth the 25$. it's not bugis/far east plaza cardigan material where it's super thin and actually itches when you perspire. it's soft and comfy and perfect for sleeping during lectures. i mean sitting, ehem.

mum/sister even said the cardigan we saw at bugis/fep would shrink quite alot after washing so that makes me a happier girl now! since i'm patient enough to wait. haa-di-haha. kept telling myself that worst come to worst, i'll get the cheap ones at bugis.

i got a black one and sister got dark grey.
dark grey is pretty but i stuck to black since that's what i wanted in the first place and i don't wanna regret. :D

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what else on my list?
babydoll top & shorts. mm.
believe it or not, i'm actually planning this outfit for KO Night Finals.
yes, i am that excited. pls let him go to the finals. pls? -.-

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checked out my new blogsong? :D

this song freakishly reminds me of Mr. Ee.
why uh, why why why.
why can't i stop doing things that make me feel so stupid?!

=[

xx

FTP in the morning.
lunch-ed with Shafian at Causeway after.
969 to school for Dreams concert. (:



oh btw yes, Dreams was fabulous.
very satisfying.
worth the 8bucks.
superb choreo.
attention-grabbing.
emotionally touching (modern/lyrical hiphop).
DOPE.







ps/ thanks Shafiannnnn for lunch! i don't know what to say to you butbutbut i enjoy spending time with ya. :D cos you make me laughlaughlaugh sampai tak payah go gym. can get abs already! *looks at tummy* ok maybe not yettttt.

pps/ "alot of people don't appreciate modern [dance]." - Ryan. i'm definitely NOT one of those ppl. modern dance is filled with emotions. i like that. and if i were given a chance to try modern, i'd definitely go for it (actually alot of chances, but i'm chicken). except i know i'm not gonna be very good at it thus the "chickenness".

Labels: DANCE., dreams

(me) hello?
(amy) hello! mama 2 (my mum) have?
(me) mama 2 not at home.
(amy) mama 2 go where?
(me) mama 2 go market. you want to talk to mama 2?
(amy) this one kakak ain eh?
(me) yes..
(amy) kakak lily haven't come back?
(me) haven't yet..
(amy) today, today mummy not working!
(me) oh? is it... how come?
(amy) cos today i not schooling what. mummy say we going, i going.......
(me) you not schooling? where you go?
(amy) dunno! kakak ain, kak nelly call me stupid.
(me) *trying to control my laughter* why?! because you naughty right?
(amy) NO....!
(me) hahaha, then why?
(amy) i dunno.. kakak ain, you want to talk to kakak nelly not?
(me) mm, no need la, it's ok.
(amy) oh. ok. byee.

for a 4 year old, she's pretty talkative.
i obviously cannot rmmbr the whole convo.
hahahaha.

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FPath tutorial quiz tmr.
benkyoshimasu! *switches to nerd mode*

xoxo

am going with Hy. :D
we wanted to see Hilty & Bosch!
i hope they'll perform!! so exciting. hehehe.

and the night better be worth it.
i said that for a certain good reason. *prays hard* >.<

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how was my day?

- met Shafian.
- 700-ed to Plaza Sing. walked around. PS is boringgg! i forgot to stop by Spotlight for my green diamantes. damn.
- Cathay after. practically just walked past. -.-
- walked to OSchool for konight tix. saw some TPDE peeps still hanging around there. mmm. Mr Ee was there too. instant feeling of "urgh" but "ohmygawd..." going through my head. didn't know i was shivering cos of hunger or nervousness. gees louis, stop it zuraiin! (:

- walked around Raffles City.
- walked over to Marina Square after. i was awed for random reasons. like just knowing that the F1 race will be at the Padang area. how slow am i?
- and i just knew Marina Square is v v near to Esplanade! -.-
- "you can smelllll the mats & minahs from here." haha, Shafian.

- lunch-ed at LJS. saw TPDE juniors! -.-
- "cheese is made up of what ah?" "milk. and bacteria." *pushes salsa cheese towards me*
- walked around MS.
- "ehh, cool sia this shirt! *picks out a girl's top*"

- walked towards Esplanade after but didn't go there. saw loadssss of P5 kids going for the NDP Preview! and omg luh the goodie bag is U-G-L-Y even though it's eco-friendly. i'm sure they can do better than that!
- *covers nose* minahs walk past. LOLOL.
- i was complaining about the Singapore Flyer cos i've never seen it move at all. like it's forever stagnant. Shafian was saying that it does move but very slowly. i practically stared at it but still wasn't assured that it was moving.
- so we decided to walk there. actually, he wanted to prove to me it's moving that's why we're heading there. RIGHT, SHAFIAN?! excellent.

- his continuous checking of his hair on any reflective surfaces. my continuous "stop it seyyyyy!"
- serious overdosage of his kutuk-ing and my laughters. serious, cannot tahan.
- the LAUGH LAUGH, commenting on people, "stop it sey...!" on repeat mode.
- *finally* we reached the Singapore Flyer.
- and it definitely is moving. very. very. slowly. how was i supposed to know?! i thought there were a few turns each ride!
- hung out at the flyer when it began to rain.
- bought biscuits at Popeye's for him to try.
- shuttle bus-ed back to City Hall Mrt.
- 700-ed home. (:

well, my day was pretty boring. ;)

xoxo

met up with Shafian this morning.
he passed me the earphones he bought for me!
he didn't exactly buy it for me luh but... haiya, long story.

point is, it is so damn nice!!!!!!
not to mention green.
matches my iPod casing perfectly. hehe, suke! :D
Phillips Bubble Edition, i think? idk. we opened it the moment he took it out of the bag. HAHAHA. i didn't really get to see the packaging/instructions/specifications. lol. pro or what. perangai tak sabar.

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am meeting him again tmr.
he'll be accompanying me to OSchool for konight tix.!
since i couldn't get them today.
thanks to that certain moron. longer story.

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PLM Quiz 2,
Japanese Listening Test,
OC2 Tutorial Quiz,
CSAS Academic Report Draft,
PBL Powerpoint Slides + Report,

coming rightttttttttt up!!

=[

xoxo

HEHEE.
sister, amy, myself, haziq, nelly, nina.
this picture basi already.
see my then-black hair! i like this picture cos everybody looked good. :D yes, including me of course! that's a million dollar smile you see right there on my face! and, see amiliya's face! so adorable. and quit saying my sister is prettier x 100000 than me, can?! i've heard enough and i never once said it wasn't true.

SO. ENOUGH EH.
pfft.

then again, she looks like a maid in the picture.
and i look like a babysitter.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

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today's a thursdayyyyyyyyy!
i can finally relax a little.
before i start studying PLM, Jap and OC during the weekends.
i've gotta sacrifice something.
weekends gone. this sucks.

PBL tmr at 4pm.
Omron IA2 BPM. so lame, hahah.
my summary's only one page long! -.-

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gotta start booking FTP(s).
must take sometime around this week cos..
my FTT's on 050808! =O

will probably go this sat cos my week's packed with tests and meetings.
byebye dance.
see you when i finally feel like i can afford to go. =[

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i'm on a mini-diet now.
eat as little (& heathily) as possible per day.
preferrably, one meal + a few other bites. no more than 2 main meals.

the plan:

fri mornings - JOG.
sat mornings - DANCE. (hate the feeling of smthg stopping me from gg trainings. note to self: try to whack that feeling and just enjoy dancing)
sun mornings - SWIM. (will start after semestrals)

i must lose these muffin tops!
and bulging stomach.
eew eew eew.

xoxo

ps/ me just read 17's Aug issue and i've actually experienced (or am experiencing) emotional eating. OHMYGAWD. no wonder no wonder no wonder. i probably will be able to stop this nonsense, thanks to 17(:

Labels: family, randoms

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okay okay.
cannot blog much today.
truckloads of school stuff to do!

and i'm looking forward to receiving the littlelittle things that'll make me smile like a goofer. like my green earphones (thank you, Shafian!). and my hoodie which i bought online. i know right. online shopping is so addictive. but i'm not an addict. purchased the hoodie from a spree so it'll take roughly 1 mth's time to arrive! :(

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& i know you people have seen this on so many blogs already but i still cannot understand the horrid evolution of homosapiens. specifically, the ones without balls....

WASSUP WITH ALL THE MINAHS LOOKING SO MINAH-ISH, HUHHHH?
GOLD/BLOND/YELLOW HAIR (and i meant the whole hair) WITH ULTRA THICK MAKE-UP (which could pass for chinese opera. super fair foundation with thick pink blusher? and you can see the difference between their face and neck colour so distinctively! not like i'm a pro but.. isn't make-up suppose to make you look pretty?! pretty! not horrifying!) AND NON-EXISTENT EYEBROWS MADE EXISTENT WITH EYEBROW PENCILS.

i've seen so many of them in just one trip to school.
and quit staring luh!
those blue contacts scare the crap out of me okay!

hahaha... one day i'm gonna get a bashing from them sia.
=X

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ALRIGHT NOW.
need to start with CSAS, Jap, PBL now.
pre-lab and study fpath laterrrr.

=O

xoxo

Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

I AM SOOOOOO CHICKEN HAPPY TODAY BECAUSE I'M ABLE TO DO PUO QUIZ 2.
:DDDD

i was unprepared for it but i managed to do the calculations after all.
must start preparing for semestral exams....... next week.
for now, i must finish:

Jap Role Play script draft. (tmr!)
FPath Open-Book test. (this wednesday!)
PBL Interview 2. (this friday!)
PLM Quiz 2. (next monday!)
CSAS Academic Report.

i hope there won't be anything else after all that's over, apart from PBL and CSAS Acad Report which will stretchhhhh until August. i wanna start my revision for Sem Exams already luhhhh! never-ending projects projects projects (why do ppl call them PROJECTS anyway? PBL is PBL. Academic report is academic report, right? just like Flavours is Flavours. why do people call it ITAS?!) -.-

gosh, such time-consuming assignments when we really NEED to concentrate on revising for Semestrals! *pouts*

need.
to.
focus.

really.

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i want oreo choc bubble tea NOW!

xoxo

chubby cheeks!!! OMG.
talk about bad news. =/

if you're not Sufiyan, read this:
i wrote this entry because a certain donkey whose name starts with an 'S' and ends with 'ufiyan' decided that he wants to be funny and push all the wrong buttons on me. i've been patient enough, and keeping the tigress in me for too long, and i guess this is the best time for me to tell the WORLD what he's really like. he claims that it's gonna be 'very hurtful' for him but haha? isn't that the whole point, my dear?

HELLO, SUFIYAN.!
i know you're here reading this post.
anxiously waiting for this entry to be published.

you know what?
i can't wait to write this entry too! :D
gosh, don't you just love me when i'm mean? (:
so here it goes.....................

Labels: heart affairs

i am a suckerrrr for personality tests.
it tells so much about me in a shortest number of words.
heh(:

[update]-10.25pm

cutest little thing.
v v mischievous too!

went to johor earlier today.
with relatives and all. 2 MPVs! lol. had seafoooood at Senibong! dad's treat. RM250 worth of food. hardcoreeeeee. it's considered cheap, for 13 people. i lalalalove butter fried squids. :D i ate everything except prawns. idk why? it's not that i hate the taste or anything i just.. don't eat prawns.

you can add that to Why Zuraiin Is Unique list. :D

and then i relived my childhood by..........

LICKING CRAB SHELLS.

ahahahahaha, really!
when i was much younger, my family would always order black pepper crabs when we're out eating seafood. and since i couldn't break the shells with my dainty milk teeth and eat the meat, i always took the body of the crab to lick the black pepper off. my grandparents and aunts were always amused to see me do that.

i mean come on, have you ever seen any 7 yr old girl licking BLACK PEPPER off crab shells?
no right? i rest my case lorrrr.
probably why i'm so darn good at f-kissing. (HAHAHAHA.)

anw, i haven't been doing that for years now.
today, i chose CHILLI CRAB.
ROFL.

LICIN OR WHAT!
what i meant was, isn't it sooo smooth?! years of experience, 'kay! HAHAHA.
eyy! another one on Why Zuraiin Is Unique list! :D

OKAY OKAY.

Jusco next for grocery shopping and teh tarikkkk!
superb. home afterrrrrrr!

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i had a scary dream last night!

i was with my parents, both aunts, grandma and my 2 little cousins. and that there was an earthquake! we were walking at a suspiciously silent neighbourhood when suddenly the lights started flickering. and then i turned to my dad and he had this shocked face. he quickly told us to take cover under a HDB block! all of us ran to where he was and curled on the floor while holding on to each other's hands. i was frightened as hell and started crying.

so...

Earthquake

To dream of an earthquake, suggests that you are experiencing a major "shake-up" that is threatening your stability and foundation. The dream highlights your insecurity, fears and sense of helplessness. If you find cover from the quake, you will overcome these challenges. If you become trapped or injured during the quake, you will suffer loss of your business and assets.

yes, we were all safe, nooned injured. and i remembered seeing the bright sky before i woke up from slumberland. (:

speaking of the sky, i saw the hugest, fluffiest and the purest of white clouds in johor today. it was sooo beautiful especially against the bright blue sky. wish i could bring it down with me and keep it in my room! lovely lovely lovely. (:

xoxo

Run The Show - Kat DeLuna (ft. Busta Rhymes)

i just completed my PBL and my eyes are shuttinggggg........
my shoulder aches from placing my hands on the keyboard for too long.
Interview 1 tmrrrrrrr later. i forgot.
and i need sleep sleep sleeeeeeeep!
zzzzzzzzzzz.

1:02am.

AND MR. EE IS ONLINEEEE~
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

goodnight. (-.-)Zz

xoxo

The Hectic Week's coming to an endddd. woohoo! 2 more days, yo. just 2 more! by the end of this week, Interview 1 for PBL would be done. OC assignment (which we cracked our brains into a million pieces for) would already be submitted. make or break? who cares, we just wanna get over it. haha.

ehhh, PUO Quiz 2 coming monday.
it just keeps piling, doesn't it? =/

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just awhile ago, mum told me to put the laundry into the washing machine. then, she told sister to put the washing powder and softener. we both exclaimed,

(me)"ask her to put the clothes in also luh!"
(sis)"asal dier tak boleh tarok sabun skali?!"

at the same freaking time.
lolllll. mum just stood there scratching her head.
HAHAHA. her expression was priceless. :D

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right at this very moment, i'm trying to start my PBL summary notes. i just can't seem to get my mouse to point 'Microsoft Word' and start typing what i need to right away! should i study OC2 for the quiz tmr first orrrrr?

thank goodness school starts at 10am tmr.
means 1 more hour of sleep.
it. is. precious. okay.

thank cruelness for 3 sessions of OC2 tmr.
lecture, tutorial, and project meeting. -.-
i tak suke kimia organik! =[

becareful what you

wish for cos

you just might

get!!!!!!!

xoxo

ps/ at this point of time, i don't mind wishing for........ (:

this cow seriously needs a gooood spanking!
get on my nerves 70% of the time.
the 30% comes right after that - making me laugh my butts out.

-.-

xoxo

Labels: LEMBU

Get To Know Yourself Better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Elevator - Timbaland

just got back from dance!

well, we didn't really danced luh.
Gin took both seniors & juniors today cos An An is sick. so we did 1h 30min of WARM-UP. she made us stretch our wholeeeeee body! is this what they call body conditioning? or is it just Gin's crazy warm-ups? LOL. we even did exercises for our fingers! it sounds easy luh but try opening and closing your fingers for like 5min. then rest and repeat. 3 times!

"finger cramps?"
ROFLZXZ. wonder who said that. ;)

then we had to uhhh, balance our whole body on the balls of our feet?
Gin said it was good for our ankles. keep them strong.
EHHHH, WALAO. that's when both my legs started shivering uncontrollably luh! it was really getting weak and i couldn't stand it any longer! but i endured through it anyway.

then came the funny part.
heels and butt stick to the wall and then lean forward.
try to balance blablabla. we were supposed to use our butt muscles to control but somehow i don't feel anything?? rofl. more like using my thighs & toes to balance! poor leggies were dying on me already. sayang sayaaang.

to my horror, LEG LIFTS was next.
really, i was soooooooo reluctant to do it.
i hate i hate i hate.!

frrrrreak crazy. my thighs were earthquaking by the end of it all. -.-

watched the Dreams (the name so kuku, i prefer 'Vibes') items. all the choreos were commendable(: i especially liked Character and Reggae! and of course, Girls' HipHop. so fuuuuuuuuuuun. AND THE FINALE WAS KABOOOOOM!, if you know what i mean. hahahahahaha. i meant it in a good way. -.-

a huge part of me wanted to be part of it. cemburu tau. but i guess studies do come first. i know myself, i can't juggle these two effectively. i'll have my opportunity soooon, i hope! anw, i can't wait to watch the concert. it'll be a niceee one. :D

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Mr. Ee was there today.
i could feel my heart grappled with annoyance & adoration for him all at the same time. THIS IS SO SICK. i hate to see him. but i want to see him. then when he's there, i can't even shift my eyes to look at the back of his head. do i make sense? i confuse myself all the time.

and that ____ talked to him.
DOES SHE HAVE TO.? HMPFT.
*crosses arms & pouts*

sometimes, i think he looks at me. (i may be deluded)
but i can never confirm because my perangai perempuan malu never ever ever want to try and catch his glance. bodoh or what or what or what? when i used to look at him when he's not looking, now i can't even make myself see his feet! BUT I WANT TO LOOK LOOK LOOK. and when i do, the first second i did it's like, "God he's so charming." and the next, "eee why does he have to do that?! trying to act coool, iyerrr!" then i quickly shift my glance. *rolls eyes*

except there's this one time when we were stretching (like head's down on the floor) and through the gap i had between my chest and leg, i could see him. suddenly he looked up and i closed my damn eyes!!!!!!!

JUST WHACK ME SOMEBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

Labels: CRUSHES, DANCE., nutty moments

my bookshelf's growing(:
went to BPP with mum earlier today cos mum wanted to get stuff from Popular. i ended up buying 2 new novels unplanned. so freaking random, lol! i couldn't decide between the 2 initally. and i didn't wanna spend my 50bucks on books only. so mum paid one for me and i paid the other. :DD

Bad Behaviour - Sheila O'Flanagan
Darcey and Nieve were best friends for life. Until Nieve stole the heart of Aidan, the boy Darcey had fallen in love with while Nieve was travelling. Aidan was going to propose the very night Nieve caught his eye, and Darcey had seen the ring. For the next ten years she's haunted by the memory of her humiliation. No career success, no comfort her eccentric but loving family can offer, not even(short-lived)marriage to Neil, can console her. And then the invitation comes: to the wedding of Aidan and Nieve, neither of whom she's seen since they left Ireland for life in the USA. They're coming home to have the wedding of a lifetime at Ireland's most expensive hotel. Will Darcey be there? Will there be fireworks? And can the past be put to rest at last?

The Choice - Nicholas Sparks
Travis Parker has everything a man could want: a good job, loyal friends, even a waterfront home in small-town North Carolina. In full pursuit of the good life -- boating, swimming, and regular barbecues with his good-natured buddies -- he holds the vague conviction that a serious relationship with a woman would only cramp his style. That is, until Gabby Holland moves in next door. Despite his attempts to be neighborly, the appealing redhead seems to have a chip on her shoulder about him...and the presence of her longtime boyfriend doesn't help. Despite himself, Travis can't stop trying to ingratiate himself with his new neighbor, and his persistent efforts lead them both to the doorstep of a journey that neither could have foreseen. Spanning the eventful years of young love, marriage and family, The Choice ultimately confronts us with the most heartwrenching question of all: how far would you go to keep the hope of love alive?

i alsoooooo want Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella!
i saw the hardcover one just now! 35$ ! wanting to get that one but i'll just wait for the paperback version(: unless someone wants to buy for me?? as an advancedddd 19th bday gift? I DON'T MIND THE HARDCOVER ONE. it looks pretty. ahahahaha. =X

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also went to the library just now.
after like, what? 2yrs+ since i last stepped into BPP's library.
powerrrrrr.

searched for a marketing book from PLM's pbl.
gosh, it's super tiring to tilt your head to the right just to read the title.
not to mention, looking like an idiot. -.-

borrowed ONE pathetic marketing book.
don't even know whether it'll help. grrr.

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damn hectic this coming weeeeeeek!

monday: PUO tutorial quiz
tuesday: Jap culture&language class test
wednesday: CSAS background test, FPath tutorial quiz
thurday: OC2 Quiz 2
deadlines; OC2 assignment & PLM's PBL interview 1 & peer teaching!

*pulls hair*

today's schedule.
-understand PUO tutorial
-understand how to do background writing
-study fpath
-study jap

looks like i'm not going to carmen's bbq.
I'M SORRY, DEAR! :(
i'll see you this sunday, ok?

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btws, we were told that Organic Chemistry 2 we're studying in Polytechnic now is actually a Year 1 University module. why am i not surprised? no wonder it's so effing complicated!!! on the other hand, that's actually quite cool to know. hehehehe:D

goodbye, cherry pies!

xoxo

That's What You Get - Paramore

louuuusy camera phone.
the sky was actually PINK and i tried to capture that but apparently....

ANYBLUECOWS, i'm home early today!
so let's chaaaat, baby! (:

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school; was supposed to hand in PUO practical report today but because of my perangai pelupe tak tentu pasal, i forgot to bring it along. only to realise it when i was in the lrt. so near yet so far from home. sms-ed sister to fetch me after my lessons and bring it along so i can hand it in. BRILLIANT. :D

Dr. Wati (she's such a young girl and already has Dr. for a title. me = envious. i look up to her alot!.) lectured for OC2 today.
almost everybody was complaining that she's not teaching very well and that she's reading off the lecture slides. true, but if people would just respect her, give her a chance and for once, shut the fck up, maybe whatever crap you thought she's blabbering would make perfect sense. it's common logic. you just need basic manners.

i tried to listen to whatever she was trying to elaborate and it's not easy ok! feel like stuffing all your ignorant motormouths with a pair of used & unwashed socks. A PAIR is being nice, 'kay! ultimately, it's your loss. because i understood what she tried to teach us. why not you?

BECAUSE I LISTEN.
AND YOU BLATHER.

and fyi, if you would just take a min to listen to her explanations, it's actually very useful because she uses alot of analogies so that you would remember better. did you notice? did you care? no, of course you don't. you're training to become the next speed-rapper, what. more impt, right?

*growls*

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OC tutorials was fiiiiiine.
Ms Low was in a good mood too. what's up with all the teachers these days?
they got a payrise, is it? -.-
i managed to answer 8 out of 10 questions correctly!
and it's synthetic routes, mind you. *beams* ^_^

after whichhhhh, i took my puo report from sister and handed it in. then sister, mum & i headed to Far East. sister wanted to get working pumps. then i made an impromptu decision to get a pair of sandals too. i've been wearing slippers to school and my annoyingly loose pumps for lab session.

DON'T LIKE.
gahh.

y'know i've never wanted one of these although it's in fashion now and everybody's (well, almost) got them. and i've never even thought of trying it on. or feel like i NEED to have a pair just because it's the trend?

and y'know i've never ever thought of how to match them with clothes?

but mum & sister liked them.
and it's at a reasonable price of 25$.
purchased.



coffee brown gladiator sandals.

i'm afraid it's another one of my impulse buys.
that i don't really like but use it anyway.
does that make sense? =/

my theory is: if i already bought a certain item and still want to get a similar one right after i purchase it = impulse buy.

yeah, i'm still searching for pumps.
and havaianas flash!! when am i ever gonna get those?
$$$$$$$$$$$$

main problem; what am i gonna wear glads with?! -.-

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my sister brought out all the old photo albums.
2 nights ago i was busy browsing each and everyone of them.


^my brother and the little me.

i wondered how that little girl in the picture grew up to be the plain, average no-talent/intelligence/physique/looks me. i probably was quite smart in my early pri school days. scoring a Band 1 in all my subjects. like 98/100 for Malay. 94/100 for Maths. being a teacher's pet (and i'll never ever forget that. haha:D). being like what, some NKF Champion of the Year? and getting an award for being a role model in my primary school, all that kaboozle. that was just crazy. but then everything starts to go southwards from Pri 5 onwards.

214 for PSLE.
pathetic nyer semacam.

since then, i've never topped anyone at anything. my average-ness was even more evident in my poly grades. just a mere pass, a C. not a good pass, not a fail. mediocre. haven't found my talent up till now. and was never looked at as a role model by anyone. just a suuuuper average girl with average education, average height/weight/grades/personality.

average everything.
not perfect, not a disaster.

just... average.
(:

xoxo

ps/ i do realise i just reflected on myself and you should do that too, y'know.

7 Things - Miley Cyrus

BUSY LIKE A BUMBLE BEE!

so i am sorraaaaye for the lack of entries. i also cannot promise that i'll blog regularly like i used to. :( so what have i been up to? SCHOOL. trying to catch up with schoolwork, homework, projects, studying for tests/quizzes, sorting out deadlines, yadaa yadaaa.. you know the usuals.

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