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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
brother's engagement.

it's time i upload pictures for my brother's engagement, no?
lol, sorray i've been feeling so lazyyyy.
and i'm a busy girl too, y'know.

so here you are, my brother's engagement on 271208.
(eeeeeee, my brother's engaged! =X)



quite a few of my relatives said Kak Iqa looks like me, lol.
btw, i soooo think my bro looks like a monkey here. =X
pssst, shafian! recognise the daisies? (:



the whole huge deco for the ring (above) and the engagement ring itself + necklace. mum placed the frame of $80 (representing $8000) for the engagement ________(?). ok i'm so not good with all this engagement and marraige stuff so. go figure, dopies.



this is my fav!
mum bought the box, the ribbon and the butterfly.
then she sew the ribbon on the box and added the butterfly for that gorgeous touch!
pretty don't you think?!?!
my mum is so creative, lol.



the other 6 trays of stuff from my bro's side to Kak Iqa's.
8 trays (including the ring and cake), 8 bunga telur on each tray, 8 bunga rampai on another tray = all representing the $8000 that's used for the engagement ________(?). check out the more pretty butterflies tgt with the red eggs! AND BTW, I MADE THE KONNYAKU JELLIES (2nd pic) !!!!! :DD

all trays deco-ed with mum's personal touch.
WOAH.



Kak Iqa to my bro.
the lower row: belt + jeans, cupcakes (tastes good!), polo top.

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taken by Nina.
followed by Sabrina.



and thanks for lending me your digicam, shafian! (:

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alrighty.
a quick update on my sad life.

~ IPT summary notes due date extended to 5th Jan, yayness!
~ i've no idea what's gg on in projects, except IPT.
~ received my first term test paper back today - Retail Management. the score wasn't too bad. (: if only my sciences are like that. i'll jump for joyyyy.!
~ received news: 80% failure for PIA. i don't have to wonder how i did for the paper anymore.
~ will be an A-Guide (again) for TP Open House 2009. and i still don't remember signing up for it. worst still, my duty times clash with 3 of my tutorials perfectly. yeah luh, got LOA. but still, tutorials lehh! wasted.

and guess how i'm gonna spend my new year's eve?

SCHOOL FROM 9am-3pm.
with CSAS Letter Writing Test, IPT lecture AND receiving BPharm term test paper.

how groovy can that be?
i have a sad life. sad, saaaaaaaaaaaad life.
and i'm sure most of PST students will agree, no?!?!?!

pfffft. >:(

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:21 PM


Friday, December 26, 2008
like we've known each other forever~

that's me and Sabrina's suuuper cute hamster, Angel!

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BROTHER'S ENGAGEMENT TMR!
eeeeeeeee, so weird!
my brother's gonna be engaged. =S
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

anyway the hantarans (what's it in english? =X) are all very nice!
my mum handmade most of it.
she bought the deco stuff and made is pretty with her magical touch, aww.
GOT PRETTY BUTTERFLIES TOOOOO!
ZOMG, I'M CLENCHING MY TEETH.
it's gorgeous la, the butterflies! :3

pictures will be taken tmr of courseeeeee.
OH YES. i'm gonna miss ZSB's concert too! cky's performing innit and i can't go cos of bro's engagement! eeeeyer. super ultra sorry, dear! i know you came to watch the dance concert i was in and it's only fair i attend this concert tooo. but i really cantttttt. how can i make it up to you? =/

right now, my mum is busying herself in the kitchen preparing for tmr. so kecohhhh. and she keeps bothering me, arghhhh. leave me aloneeeee i've got more important stuff to do! like Pet Society! Pixie has flies around her already. =xx

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ohcrap, putting my priorities straight, i've got IPT Summary notes to complete. by 30 Dec. damn. and more project submissions within the first week of 2009, freakkkk! TOO LITTLE TIME. speaking of too little time, it's gonna be the new year's in 5 days! :O

ok that's all.
chowz, babies.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:41 PM


Saturday, December 13, 2008
LEAVIN' FOR KL!

AHH, TODAY TODAY TOOOODAY. (:

i dressed up a little more than usual.
cos i've got a date! :D LOL.
first time i put on make up at 715 in the morning!
so darn sleeeepy la, until i mixed up the eyeshadow.
but i manage to salvage the colour. hoho(:

I WORE A DRESS.
like finally, cos i bought the dress for like 1mth+ already?
didn't know of an occasion to wear it.
so today it is. :D

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super boring Occupational Safety & Health seminar in school first.
9am-1030am. gosh, a serious waste of my beauty sleep canxzxz?!
headed for a light breakfast with Nadd, Shikin, Zul & Ayu after.
uh huhhhh.

and then met my date. (:
WHO ELSE LUH, SHAFIAN.
hohoho! :B

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headed to town, yawww.
let's do this in point form!

- Wisma: to get my top from Cotton On; 2 for 20$. (:
- Far East: Chippy's Cheesy Curry Chicken & Carl's Jr for onion rings and beef chilli fries = our lunch. bought 2 belts! happyhappy dimsum.
- Heeren: window shopped and i so want that Flesh Imp tee! grrr. more window shopping.. it sucks to see loads of nice stuff when you don't have the moolah. but when you do, nothing looks nice! pfffft.
- Cine: headed over cos Nadd & Ayu told me to. LOL, okay. saw a familiar face on TP's banner. hahaha. =x went to the Korean shop or somewhere along that line..... AND I SAW THE FRICKIN' NICE ANNA SUI REPLICA OF THE OIL BLOTTER CASING! aaahhhhhh, damn it! it has butterfly designs on it too! I AM SO GETTING THAT, when i have the money. ARGHH! damn niceee!! *clenches teeth*
- headed over somewhere around Scape to take pictures! yeahyeah, will upload them the next time i blog. we used LolaVivitar and his digicam(: WOOTS.
- bpp for drinks. hung around for abit and then homee.

thanks for all the fooooooood you paid for.
and you still dare call me fat! walao wey.
it's all because of YOU! (:

that's all.

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leaving for KL, 4am tmr.
don't miss me too much, babies. :B

SEE YA IN 3 DAYS' TIME!

xoxo

ps/ someone owes me a Golden Mystery Box (cost: 500coins) from Pet Society! ;)

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:26 PM


Tuesday, December 02, 2008
No Me Time .

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss


sorry for the lack of updates.
i've been busying myself with school.
mostly IPT - currently doing the report.

also preparing for the individual role play.
mine's this coming friday and i'm having the creeps just thinking about it.
ohhhh shivers. help me, anyone?
i don't wanna screw up. =/

patient counselling is seriously not easyyyyyy.

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TERM TEST IS ALREADY NEXT WEEK.
i'm so not ready for BPharm! oh freakxzxzxz.

i'm also not looking forward to the term break cos it's already filled with project meetings before the holidays even start. Retail, BPharm, IPT and PIA projects that needs to be done and our term break seems like it's solely for the progress of our projects, NOT for our own personal rest.

AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!
FEEL LIKE DIGGING MY BRAINS OUT.

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back to IPT. =[
toodles noodles.

xoxo

PS/ you need to know that i love you more each day(: ♥

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:02 PM


Saturday, November 15, 2008
you can do better than that, no?

- BPharm Practical Report; Due: 17 Nov 2008
- BPharm Practical Assignment 2 & 3; Launch: 17 Nov 2008
- BPharm Quiz 1: Topics 1, 2 & 3 (excluding 3.2); 26 Nov 2008
- BPharm Tutorial Quiz: Topic 3.2; 2 Dec 2008
- PIA Individual Practical Report; Due: 23 Nov 2008
- PIA Assignment; Due: 12 Jan 2009
- PIA Quiz 1: Topics 1 & 2; 20 Nov 2008
- IPT PBL Duo Role Play; 19 Nov 2008 > 5-6pm
- IPT Quiz 1: Topics 1 & 9; 19 Nov 2008
- IPT Assignment; Due: 25 Nov 2008
- PMic Practical Project; Ongoing
- Retail Management Project; Launch: 26 Nov 2008
- CSAS Reply Letter; Due: 20 Nov 2008

finally, i have a proper list of to-dos.
i haven't gotten around to do it.
eventually... i had to.

hopefully i didn't miss out anything?
cos i feel like something's lingering at the back of my head but i just can't grasp it.
hate that feeling. pfft.

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CCN Day was yday.
yday was CCN Day.
truthfully, i don't feel bad for not being able to help out.
just take a look at the truckload of school stuff i have.
plus the meeting, this meeting, the other meeting andddd that meeting.
like where can i search for time?
yesterday alone, which was the actual CCN Day, school was suppose to end at 12. meaning no classes after 12 noon due to CCN day. i thought i could hang around A7B5's stall for abit.
that seemed to be an imagination only, though.

cos there was Retail lecture at 11am, which i missed cos i only came at 1130am.
then i had IPT meeting at 1pm to prepare for the consulation at 4pm. IPT meeting lasted around 2hrs? had a short break.

during IPT meeting...

WATCH WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TAKE A PIC OF YOURSELF WITH MY HP.















your picture appears in my blog! (:

this is Nicholas who liked my hp and its camera.
so he took a pic of himself and then bluetooth-ed to his own phone. -_-
had fun during the meeting though, cos we joked and gossiped alot.
ehehehe.

then at around 3pm, we continued with PMic meeting since groupmates were roughly the same bunch of people. printed the Project Proposal which was due at 6pm the same day. and then it was already 4pm. IPT consultation time! it started a little late. so we ended at 530pm for the day.

what a CCN Day for me, huh?
to say that i'm busy with school, is an understatement.
ask the PST students.

you'd probably wanna get your facts right before blabbering and whining about how much work YOU had to do, alright? you so need an attitude check, pronto. this is not me being angry. this is me being appalled at your childish behaviour.

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IPT consultation was pretty cool.
we had a trial run of the role play that we'll be doing in the next 2 weeks. so we were the pharmacists and Ms Tan was the patient. we had to counsel her, recommend her the best drug for her illness and educate her about the usage and stuff.
like, "this is to be taken 4-6 drops, 3-4 times daily."

at the end of the counselling, she asked us, "what else you wanna tell the patient?"
we all looked at each other and thought of something else to say.

we got nothing.

she probed us again.
"after this, it's byebye to the patient you know. is there anything else you want to tell me?"
and this joker named Boon Pin said,

"oh, can you kindly pay at the cashier. thank you."

LOL!!!! NO LINK!!!
our whole group burst into laughters la.
wth, hahaha.

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hohum.
i am currently busy-ing myself with BPharm Practical Report.
i'll prolly head over to JE library tmr to continue cos i totally cannot concentrate at home, ugh.

alright, until here babiessss.
cheers and enjoy what's left of the weekends!
(:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 5:41 PM


Monday, November 10, 2008
2nd(:

did i mention?
that Shafian was so sweet last night to buy for me food.
and came all the way to my block to send it to me. (i did not ask him to)
fried kway teow without beansprouts!!


sweet hor? haha.


my mum went like, "wahwah... ader tuan lagi nak hantarkan makanan eh.."
of course mahhhhh. haha.
and thank you manymany la!
appreciate it lotssss. (:

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today's lab was confusion confusion confusion.
especially PMic.
like whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
chit-chat session was nice though. laughlaughlaugh. lol.

next week, Clean Room with the u.g.l.y overalls!
we're making the antibiotic injection liquid.
sounds fun? i think not.
cos there are many precautions we need to consider.

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ok, my blogging is as messy as my head.
sorry, let me just sort things out.
manymany things to do!

for own ref:

BPharm Formal Practical Report (Group).
PIA Formal Practical Report (Individual).
IPT PBL Summary Notes.
PMic Practical Project Proposal.

PMic Quiz 1; 12 Nov.
IPT Quiz 1; TBC.
IPT PBL Interview; 14 Nov.
IPT Assignment; Due 25 Nov.
can someone spell g-o-n-e-c-a-s-e?
no wait, i did that already.
*shrugs*

xoxo

ps/ to classmates, if i missed something, can you point it out to me? thanks! =P

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WITH LOVE ♥ 6:54 PM


Friday, November 07, 2008
warned: emo post.

TGIF!!!!!


gosh, it feels like a very fast week.
but school is just... idk.

school feels like rubbish right now.
i used to always look forward to school.
cos of my class.. NLMZ...
lunching tgt. spending long breaks tgt. doing everything tgt.

now?
everything's just gone.
i feel insecure. i still feel lonely even when there alot of acquaintances around me. even when i'm with the closest girls (nadd. val. shikin.), i still feel like something's missing. like school isn't school anymore. i often feel like skipping lectures. there's no more life. there's no way i can open up like i used to. i'm suppressing every emotion inside. like i've mentioned a zillion times (not exaggerating), i can't be myself anymore.

i just feel alone.

school is just work, work and work now.
and our social life's ruined thanks to these.
it used to be (pretty) easy for me to wake up for school in the mornings.
but now? i can't even drag myself out of the bed.
leave home with a frown, leave school with a bigger frown.

and i haven't stop complaining.
i won't stop until i feel right.
the smiles you see on me in school?
it's not always genuine.
try faking a happy front when inside, you just feel terrible.
NOT EASY.

I HATE SCHOOL x100.
i, from the bottom of my heart, hate school.
urgh.

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that was meant to be a private entry.
well, some parts of it will still be private.
but i guess i need someone to know my troubles too.

this feeling i'm having is just.. hard to explain.
i want Yr 1 back. ='[

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on a slightly brighter note, i got a new phone.

Nokia 7610 Supernova

but i'm not very happy with it.
it wasn't even in my top 2 list.
i want N79 butttttttttttttttt, everybody says it ugly.
i don't think it is lor! grrrr. whatever la. freak.

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to make my emo friday even more outrageous; runny nose, sore throat and nasal voice. in other words, COMMON COLD. fever, pls stay away. your presence is seriously not needed at this period of time.

i am Patient D in my IPT PBL.
HAHAHA.

zzzomg, my first laughter in this entry.

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to my gfs: at this point of time, i reallyreally need a listening ear (in this case, 3 pairs of ears belonging to very special people). i feel so horrible, honestly. i'm gonna breakdown anytime. if i had one wish, i'd wish we all would be in the same school! i feel bloody left out in TP! urgghh.

to ♥ : i just need you rightttt beside me. ='[

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:21 PM


Tuesday, November 04, 2008
jumble jumble jumbled up .

ipod Baby Love - Nicole Scherzinger

"you are my baby love, my baby love
you make the sun come up,
you're my every, everything that i could ever dream of.."


check out my two-toned hair.

i have officially owned a screwed up brain .
no seriously.

PMic, IPT and upcoming Retail Mgmt being the major projects. and then CSAS and BPharm with the additional (but still significant) workload that adds up to all these pressure. suddenly attending lectures ONLY sounds fun. -_-!

5 projects. 5 different groups. 5 different meetings to arrange.
while the time we have, is not enough.
imagine we have meeting during our breaks.
our BREAKS, for evilness' sake! >:[

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PMic's project, by far, is the toughest for me. it's a Practical Project so we gotta source the procedures for the labwork all on our own. which is why i am pretty much lost in the deep microbiological blue sea. it is not easy, i must emphasize.

IPT isn't easy too.
but the topics are interesting which makes it kinda manageable la.
which drug is best for the patient?
we'll learn about certain diseases and its treatment too. :D

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i just realised something. i'm in the middle of my Runny Nose research and now i find myself in Blogger, blogging. how did i get here? i've no intention of blogging whatsoever. HAHAH. all this projects are really getting to me, huh?

toooodles, beavers.

xoxo

ps/ imy. but i'm gonna be stubborn too. i'm busy, i'm busy, i'm busy and i don't care. i've no time for you. is that what you're trying to tell me?
pps/ emoemoemo. why can't i freaking be myself in school?! i need my gfs ASAP.

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WITH LOVE ♥ 7:49 PM


Saturday, November 01, 2008
Birthday Boy!

ipod If I Were A Boy - Beyonce




HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SHAFIAN! (:

May the year ahead of you be blessed with all the good stuff and fun times.
You're an adult now (dengar tu!) so you definitely know how to make the right choices already, ya? Remember what i told you? Being legal comes with a responsibility tau! Don't misuse it. (:
Ok la, so mumsy. Haha.


But of course, being 18, most imprtantly, HAVE LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN!
And get a license quick la! Haha.

Happy Birthday, once again! :D
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and of course, i went out with him today.

we had Pastamania and Fried Mars Bars (which i don't understand why people love it so much? it's not to-die-for, what? cheesy curry chicken ftw!) at Far East.
i'm not gonna elaborate, maybe he will so you know what to do. ;)


mine & his.

the bus ride back was torturous, thanks to him!
torturous in a i-can't-stop-laughing way.
grrr, grrrrrrr. hahaha. ;)

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alright now, i've got some researching to do.
and note-taking too, damn.
and this is what we pay the school for - STRESS.

eurgh.

GOODNIGHT, WORLD! (:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:56 PM


Thursday, October 16, 2008
A7B5 CHALET.

alright, i'm taking a little bit of time on the computer before i leave for A7B5's chalet!
heard from Nadd last night that timetable will be out today at 10am.
so here i am, with my new semester timetable;

Monday: 9am-6pm [2 labs, 2 lectures]
Tuesday: 9am-2pm [3 tutorials, 1 lecture]
Wednesday: 11am-5pm [3 lectures]
Thursday: 9am-6pm [3 tutorials, 2 lectures]
Friday: 11am-6pm [2 lectures, 1 tutorial]

sucks biggy time.
i end at 6pm 3 outta 5 days in a week.

as for my modules..
it doesn't sound like i'm gonna be interested in any of it.
DAMN.

Principles of Instrumental Analysis (PIA)
Basic Pharmacology (BPharm)
Pharmaceutical Microbiology (PMic)
Introduction to Pharmacotherapeutics (IPT)
Communication Skills for Applied Science 4 (CSAS4)

CSAS4 is of course, a standard module.
and for my first elective..

Principles of Retail Management (PrnRMgt)

stupid code right?! PrnRMgt? it's so long and we can't even pronounce it. hahaha. well anyway yes, retail is my first choice. i'll be taking the 2nd elective in the 3rd Year, Sem 1!

6 frigging modules.
suffocatingggggggggggg!

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alright my babies, i've gotta run now!
or i'll be late meeting the girls later at pasir ris.
off to my beloved class' chalet and will be back tmr!

take care, loveables! (:

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[update]:-1230pm

alright, my sister's sending me there so i've got extra time!
ngehehe.
Shafian came online!!

l[IANvespadude]l says:
boring lah, i've training.
Zuraiin ; i'm all by myself, with nothing but your t-shirt on. ★ says:
nak keje sangat kanssss
l[IANvespadude]l says:
hahaha
l[IANvespadude]l says:
you asked me to find what !
Zuraiin ; i'm all by myself, with nothing but your t-shirt on. ★ says:
hmpft
l[IANvespadude]l says:
i need to work uh !! later baby born alrd how !? whose going to feed her !!
l[IANvespadude]l says:
LOL

and that's the loving father of our baby Lyla.
hehehehehehe.

ok now, i need to go. =D

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:58 AM


Monday, July 28, 2008
do fantasies come true?

ipod Thunder - Boys Like Girls

"I'm holding on to something
and I do not know why I tried ."
=[

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adding 1 more quiz to the already stressful week.

to be accomplished:
Ppt slides for PBL presentation.
PBL report.
OC2 Quiz 3.
FPath Quiz 2.
PUO Tutorial Quiz.
Japanese Role Play.
PLM Assignment.

i've got 12 Past Year Exam papers to print tmr.
4 papers for each subject.
i hope i don't exceed the printing quota. =/

4 more weeks to Semestrals.

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i'm feeling emoemo today.
kept dreaming about stuff that wouldn't happen. mostly you.
which makes me even more emoemo.
i'd appreciate it if you don't ask me why/what.
although i do want to talk to someone about it.

-.-

i feel like slapping myself sometimes.
i miss my friends and girltalk, period.

xx

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:15 PM


Wednesday, May 07, 2008
FREAKING CRAZY.

ipod Hands On Me - Vanessa Carlton

apparently i haven't got much to say.
sorry for not blogging for a couple of days.
been occupied with school and there's nothing else i'm thinking about except deadlines of assignments and stuff.

REALLY.

ok, except maybe one other thing but that's all it is.

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hmm. let's see.

school's been crappy.
fpath is like total bull and it's super annoying to me.
SCRAP THE WIKI, I INSIST!
and it seems like the whole cohort is protesting against the wiki crap (because it's frustratingly troublesome and new to us) but there's nothing else we can do about it. we're students after all. we can only learn. ya right. personally, i don't think i learn anything from this.

BRING BACK THE LECTURES & TUTORIALS! =[

tutorial quiz next week.
just great lah! >:[

currently doing CSAS.
i wonder why CSAS never fails to drive me crazy. argh.

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i kept complaining and whining (what's new?) to mum about how much i dislike the modules i'm studying in school right now. God knows how much i wanted to study BMT stuff. i am not interested about whether this medicine needs a prescription or not. i am not interested whether a pharmaceutical company needs to apply for product licence or not. & fck chemistry!

i continued telling her, i might even go to the extent of restarting poly in Nursing just to study what i like. i told her, that when i graduate, i might work in a factory producing pills after pills. or worst, in Guardian labelling the medicines!

i exclaimed, I WANT TO WORK IN A HOSPITAL LAB!

and all she said was,
"jangan putus asa"
don't give up

and something just hit me.
i'm not gonna waste my time..

those 3 words from my mum were enough to motivate me to study as much as i can. whatever i'm put through. come what may.
God has his reasons.

and i like to dream big.
after diploma; private degree in biomedical science.
why not?

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on the brightside, at least i'll be looking forward to something.
super cute/funky/hawt ______.
it'll arrive in my mailbox soon enough(:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 6:26 PM


Monday, April 23, 2007
SHORT UPDATE.

Music's OFF.

found this on Jacelyn's blog!
:D



the TP Mass Dance song we grooved to! heeeeeheeee. i love the "Mary Moon" part! especially when it's nearing the last part and everybody just run like mad! HEEE.

-

btw, i already bought the Topshop black tube.
left one last size that fits me. lucky.

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shucks, it's 11pm.
gotta wake up at 5am tmr lar.
so, toodles pumpkins.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:56 PM


Sunday, April 22, 2007
ENTRY W/O A PURPOSE.

Music's ON: Walk Away (Remember Me) - Paula DeAnda

a couple of raaaaaaaaandom pictures in this entry.
to compensate for my wordy posts previously.

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first of all, i made my own bed,
WITHOUT MY MUM FORCING ME TO.
lol lol.



Cammy is proud of me! :D :D :D

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my crappy old desktop computer.



it keeps fucking up on me. i think it's been reformatted 5 times since the day i got them. so sucky. roooooooarrrr. there goes all my precious memories a.k.a pictures.
>:(


it's working fine now though. just for now.
oh yeah, i'm currently using my lappy so that explains why i can put up pictures.

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amy, danish and my aunt.



so nice luh this pic!
hehehehehehe.

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they look like siblings but they're actually cousins.
& amy is older than danish by 3 months but their age is 1 year different. confused? haha. amy's bday is in november 2004 while danish's bday is in february 2005.

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schoooooool!


i've finally figured out my timetable.
it was suuuper confusing.

HAP - Human Anatomy & Physiology
PIPC - Principles of Inorganic and Physical Chemistry
OC - Organic Chemistry
MSt - Mathematics and Statistics
BCHM - Biochemistry
CSAS - Communication Skills for Applied Science
APEL - Applied Principles for Effective Living

gee, i must start remembering all this acronyms already.
&& the rooms are not easy to figure out!
like like IT7-3-7 means IT BLOCK 7, LEVEL 3, ROOM 7.
why can't they directly say it's lecture 8?! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

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My Schedule for Sem 1.

Mondays: 9am - 6pm
Tuesdays: 8am - 6pm
Wednesdays: 1pm - 6pm
Thurdays: 9am - 5pm
Fridays: 8am - 4pm

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i finish so late everyday~
T.T

BUT, i've got a feeling i'll be loving MONDAYS.
we have only TWO LAB SESSIONS on that day!
HAP Lab Session from 9-12 then a 3hour break then PIPC or OC Lab Session from 3-6!
no lectures or tutorials at all! yeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaa! >.<

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but for this week only, there'll be no lab and tut for BMS/BIO students.
which means i don't have to come on monday! weehehehe.

and i have to buy the LAB COAT !
yaaaaay! my very own LABCOAT!! cool or what?! Lin and I planning to buy them this Tues. it costs 22$ and we have to get them at the TP Bookshop. aaahhhh, so cooooooool~~

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i don't know why, but i'm so eager to start school despite knowing that the subjects i'll be taking are those i totally, absolutely abhor.

i mean c'mon, ADD MATHS AND CHEMISTRY?!
it's my worst enemies, EVER! =____="

well, motivation will help me.
i shall concentrate hard and try to understand a single shit about this.
i caaaaaaan, i know i caaaaaaaaaan! even though the thought of moles and the periodic table gives me the shivers. maan, this is gonna be hard. but i'm still excited to learn.









SO CONTRADICTING!
~.~

xoxo

it was cool but it was all pretence.

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WITH LOVE ♥ 12:21 PM


Saturday, April 21, 2007
TP Orientation 2 & 3.

Music's ON: Grace Kelly - Mika

currently i have mild fever, headache & a very bad sore throat.
nice.

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okaaaaaay, update on my overnight at TP first alright.
headed to school at 5pm. assembled at LT 7 as usual.
did some briefing and whatnots.
gave out the Applied Science pirate-themed black tee.

were told to change and yadiyadiya.
then we were brought to the TCC-Temasek Convention Centre and did some cheering. stayed there for quite some time. around 6plus till it got dark. then we were brought down to the campfire site. played a few games, cheered like craaaaazy. then we had buffet dinner by the campfire. ((: food was superb. at least better than any other camp food. yumyum.

after dinner, we got back into our ships a.k.a "clans" and did more cheering and played games. then we all did the TP Mass Dance surrounding the campfire. it was tres hilarious and fun! then we did the chicky dance. it was MADNESS luh this one. everyone just grabbed each other's shoulders and ran like mad forwards and backwards. i felt like my arm was breaking. =.=

the best part, once when we ran backwards holding on to each other, Lin, Nadiah, Muna and myself fell flat on the ground! we thought the whole of our row fell too but no! it was only FOUR of us! so paiseh can! LMAO. nice one luh. yup, then we just go crazy around the campfire. we were all so shagged after the running but the OLs made us do the TP MD and the chicky dance once again. super crazy.

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after the campfire, we heaed back to the TCC for a briefing on GOLD RUSH - another game we'd be playing. we slacked around the TCC for a long while, enjoying the aircon most of the time. it was around 11+pm i think, when one of the lecturers briefed us on Gold Rush. the point of the game is to search for 5 stations throughout the campus and complete the games at each station so that we can collect the gold coins.

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am not gonna go into details about the stations but my fav was the pingpong in flour one. we were supposed to blow the pingpongs out of the container full of flour. my group violated the rules alot but we didn't care. haha. we ended up finishing first. and we "helped" the station master to arrange the pingpongs back; so we buried the balls. so deep that we can't even tell there are pingpongs in there. hahaha.

that station was nice, we laughed a hell lot.
managed to get all 5 gold coins and then we headed to front of the library for a snack.
they gave us chocolates!

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it was around 4+am then, when a surprise came.
the OLs came to our table and they were holding the small plastic bag full of brown stuff. IT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD. then when they poured the contents of the bag on a plate, IT WAS FULL OF LIVE MEALWORMS mixed with brown rice. all squirming and wriggling around! gross! they dared us to seperate the mealworms from the rice and it was super scary i tell ya! i saw the guys did it and it didn't look so bad. so i picked up the BIG worm and put it in another plate. HURRAH! i did it man! hiakhiakhiak!

then i took another 3 small worms and then done, i wouldn't want to touch it again.
hahaha.

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after that hoohaa, we headed back to the TCC where we slacked among our classmates. the OLs didn't arrange anything so we played among ourselves and just chatted and stuff. then when the sun was about the rise, probably 7am in the morn, we were brought back to the LT where we usually assemble. they gave us time for a short power nap before the debriefing at 830am. i slept, i dreamt, i woke up half-dead. then we had breakfast. puffs and a hot cup of milo gave me a little energy. they debriefed us and we were let off at 915am - 45min early.

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came home at around 12. napped at 2pm and i snooozed till 6pm.
veryvery tired.

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the last day of orientation was yesterday.
first half of day was great but the next half for me was just terrible.

TPSU gave all freshmen tees. Applied Science tee was green. not any green but LIME GREEN. bright bright pretty green. hehe. then we all got changed. we had talks at the TCC and the OLs did a skit for us.
blahblahblah.

my whole class was selected for the Amoeba telematch game to represent AS school cos we won during the inter-class games on the first day of orientation. so yup. all the freshmen from all schools assembled at the stadium.

fast forward.

telematch competitions started off with the Sarong Party a.k.a Amoeba game. which meant we went first. Engineering got first place while AS got second. wewtz! if the guys at the back didn't trip, we were sure to get first place lor! ENG and AS was like, 1mm close. serious sey!
=____="

then the skiing game - AS first.
then the moonball challenge - AS first.
then the krazy katerpillar game - AS first.
ain't sure about save the bomb one though.

haha, we rock.

after the game, i started feeling unwell.
headache man. the loud cheering didn't help though. actually i already started feeling feverish during the competition briefing. maybe when i was playing the game that it got worse. the sun was freaking hot whaat. sheez.

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after the telematches, we headed to Bedok Reservoir for the TP Regatta.
dragonboating challenge. ok i am clueless on who won what because when they all stand, i just sat. my headache was killing me and i already had a fever then. so i sat all the way. when i felt a little ok then i stood once in a while. yeah, what a waste, i could've been screaming like a maniac but i sat down sick and miserable instead. :(

oh well.

AS won best team cheer,

"hey AS, hey AS..
hey AS...we are the best.
eh wah AS, A! S! eh wah AS.
eh wah AS OI! simply the best."
(dikir barat style)

AS won Telematch Champion.
duh~ scroll up to see the results.

after a painful (for me) long while, we headed back to the campus and i was really in a grouchy state. i couldn't wait to go home. it was 630pm when we got back to campus. i tried to stay cheerful for my friends but i am aware of my fake smile plastered on my steamed face. gosh. when we FINALLY got to the LT, they gave out our matric cards and timetable.

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it was 830pm when it all ended.
mum and dad fetched me, thank God!

by the time i'm home, i had a bad fever and splitting headache.
dad gave me panadol extras and i snoozed to lala land.

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woke up this morn feeling better except for my throat.
i can't even talk. :(
pain pain pain.

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roaarr.
okay, been a lengthy entry.
sorry can't be bothered to make it fun-sounding lah.
too sick.

but i swear this is the best orientation i've ever been to.
i clicked with friends fast, food was extremely good, OLs was fantastic, schedule for everything was perfectly planned out, sufficient time for eating and everything was great. i didn't feel bored (except for the waiting) at all!

my best orientation ever.
loads of thanks to the the AS studies club. muuu-aaaahs!
you guys are great. ((:

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i better get going.
bye now.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 12:10 PM


Thursday, April 19, 2007
UPDATE AT A LATER TIME.

Music's OFF.

back from Day 2 of Orientation.
IT WAS PHWOOOAAARR. fun lar, caaaaaan.
i would love to update about it but i am too too TOO tired now.
been awake for more than 24hours.

zzzzzzzzzzz.

soon, i promise.

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meanwhile, check out my new blog song!
((:

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*snooores -.-zz

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 12:34 PM


Tuesday, April 17, 2007
DRAINED.

Music's ON: Be Good To Me - Ashley Tisdale

A7B5.
that's my class.

orientation today was quite a blast. (:
i am pretty shagged now, so update tmr aights?

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well ohhhhhh well.
the COPYCAT has done her job once again.
she definitely lives up to her name, doesn't she?
low-life dumbass from style-licker land.

BE ORIGINAL PLEASE.
you don't have to steal my 'taste'.
(or anything else, for that matter!)

pfffft. >:(

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:25 PM


Monday, April 16, 2007
GROANS & LAUGHS.

Music's ON: Don't Forget To Remember Me - Carrie Underwood

my daddy is super cute, i tell you.
last night, he was ironing his new uniform.
then 10min later, he told my mum,

"we need to buy a new iron lah. this one spoil already. see lah, the creases never go off. the uniform still crumpled."

mum: "try to spray abit of water lah."

*spray spray*

.....

5min later, my dad suddenly exclaimed,

"YAK ELEHHHH!"

he looked at me and turned on the iron switch. ((:

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i applied for my poly ez-link already.
will collect it at TP.

wait, that's not the point.
the point is, when i was about to head for the Transitlink Office,
I HELPED A BLIND WOMAN!!! :D :D :D

i. am. so. proud. of. myself.
it's my first time doing such a gracious thing to someone who's blind.
i guided her to the q line, i brought her to the counter and i guided her the way out.
*beams* :D

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i must start doing such simple things to brighten up my day.
AND that means i must not think about myself only.
heee. ((:

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tomorrow's the FIRST day of my orientation.
i'm nervous!

i hope to make nice new friends.
ahhhh, what if i don't? O.O
ok relax zuraiin.

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how did your orientation go?
good? made new friends?
i hope i do too. =/

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meeting hy at 6.15am.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
usually i'm just out of the showers at 615.
this sucks.
i hope i don't have 8am lectures most days of the week. =/

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i want to get through with the orientation asap..........

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 8:37 PM


Tuesday, April 10, 2007
TP Orientation & KL Pictures.

Music's ON: Stop Crying Your Heart Out - Oasis

KL PICTURES.



hotel room - The Regent, Kuala Lumpur.
we usually go for Concorde Hotel but mum wanted a 'better' hotel this year. The Regent claims to be 5 stars but it's no different from Concorde which is only 4 stars.
WASTE MONEY. =.=



my favourite part of every hotel room, the bathroom! :D



view from the window.
the window stretches from ceiling to floor!



at the hotel lobby.
future pianist! hehs.

random pictures now.



reflection on daddy's car; grandma, sabrina & me.
i look fat i know! =.=



i just woke up from lala land. *snoooooooze
Nina & i.



with them cousins. i'm their IDOL.
everywhere i go, they wanna follow. and the two of them NEVER FAIL TO FIGHT just because they wanna sit with me in the car. lmao!



sisters-

MY SHOPPING!



pencil case.




PINK BAG CHARM!
i love this thing.



and the Topshop necklace. i LIKE! :D

didn't take any pictures of my lingerie.
hiakhiakhiak. why? wanna see me with them on?
THE BRA IS SO NICE CAN! (((:

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i received a letter by Temasek Applied Science School regarding the orientation. DAMN! i have to attend four days of orientation including one overnight stay on campus! this is so moronic. overnighting at an unfamiliar place with noone you know. so sick, so sick, so sick!

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besides the formal letter on the detail of the orientation, the committee also attached an 'informal' one and it was pirate-themed. check this out:

Avast, me hearties.

It gives me great pleasure to welcome you as part of my crew. You are one of the lucky few that are specially handpicked to join me on my adventurous treasure quest. During the journey, get to meet your fellow crewmates and navigators.

The highlight of our voyage is an overnight expedition in which we will sail the rough seas all through the night. Though we come from various humble beginnings, but with a bottle of rum in our hands and a song in our hearts, we shall overcome all odds that the vicious sea gods will hurl at us.

Remember, we will never discover new oceans unless we have the courage to lose sight of the shore (so obviously picked from OBS camp! no originality. eee.). So matey, do you choose to join the crew or walk the planks?

Itinery:

17th April
Report to ship at port 0830hrs >> Anchor to shore 1800hrs

18th April
Leave port 1730hrs

19th April
Anchor for maintenance 1000hrs

20th April
Ultimate voyage 0900hrs >> Final docking 1800hrs

SET SAIL: Seventeenth April 2007
PORT: Applied Science School LT. 5
TIME: 0830hrs
COST: 12 Gold Coins
ATTIRE: 2 Sets of Rags

REMEMBER TO BRING ALONG PASSPORTS!

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the first time i read it, i was really excited. I ACTUALLY THOUGHT I HAD TO BRING THE REAL PASSPORT so i'm like, for whaaaat?! the 'passports' are actually the consent forms. =.=
second time reading it, looking forward to it.
the third time i read it, i find it very lame. =.=

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OH YES, I WANTED TO MENTION THAT I AM SOOOO GLAD I DIDN'T GET THOSE HAVAIANAS TREKKING SANDALS. you know the ones that looks like a slipper but it has the strap around your ankle kind? yes, i've eyed them since i went to NUM to get my bag. i've wanted to get it ever since BUT i saw the Ipanema sandals (which cost about the same as Havaianas') and decided to get them instead. am lucky i didn't get those Havaianas! WHY? BECAUSE SO MAAAAAAAANY PEOPLE USING THE HAVAIANAS TREKKING! in one afternoon i can count until 7 ! zzzzzzz.

SO COMMON LIAO!
MUAHAHAHA. i'm so glad i got my Ipanemas. (((:

gee, i don't mind Havaianas slippers but the Trekking one is all over the place!
tsktsk.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:09 PM


Wednesday, March 28, 2007
SHAGGED!

Music's ON: Positivity - Ashley Tisdale

just reached home.
i am freaking tired. and my back hurts! =(

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went to TP with mum again today.
JUST TO SEND THE INDEMNITY FORM.
one piece of miserable paper and we had to go all the way there! LOLs. so anyway, journey there was fine. mum wanted to go Tampines Mall after to search for the Royal Cakes shop. we walked a good two rounds before we found it. fantastic. =.=

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so we bought $10 worth of stuff.
4 muffins, 3 cakes and 1 beef shepherd's pie. YUMYUMYUMYUM. what's good food if it isn't fattening, yeah? heh heh. then we walked around some more, had lunch and theeeeeen mum asked me if i wanted to check out Levi's Ladies. wowee. hehe! so i went to look at the jeans and decided to skip the idea first. no point rushing to get it now. anyway, it ain't cheap so might as well survey properly rather than buy on impulse, correct?

i am such a good girl. (((:
*rolls eyes*

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i'm eyeing on the straight cut/hipster ones, though.
HEEEEHAAAAW. =P

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then we went home!

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oh yeah, a few days ago, i logged in friendster and realised 4 different malay guys wanted to add me as a friend. i browsed through their friendster and none of them i knew. so i rejected all their requests. i mean, unless i know who they are in some way or another then it's fine. but they are all total strangers to me! we weren't even in the same pri school or whatever. creepers.

YEAH, THEY WEREN'T GOOD-LOOKING EITHER. =/

i don't know, but i'd rather accept girl-strangers as friends rather than guys. even if those girls aren't pretty, which is kinda uncommon, BECAUSE ALL GIRLS ARE GORGEOUS.
:D :D :D :D :D

except for one, of course.































i know what you're thinking.




































i'm talking about ME.
d-uh~!

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 5:40 PM