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Friday, July 25, 2008
DREAMS.

FTP in the morning.
lunch-ed with Shafian at Causeway after.
969 to school for Dreams concert. (:


I AM FREAKING SAD :( :( :(

oh btw yes, Dreams was fabulous.
very satisfying.
worth the 8bucks.
superb choreo.
attention-grabbing.
emotionally touching (modern/lyrical hiphop).
DOPE.


BUT I AM FREAKING SAD.
because although i know perfectly well that watching Mr. Ee dance would just remind me again & again that some things are just impossible to achieve, i still wanted to go. and serve me right, now i'm sad. sad sad sad. but dang, his moves really grabbed my soul. see, that's why i hate him.


YOU FEEL ME?


xx

ps/ thanks Shafiannnnn for lunch! i don't know what to say to you butbutbut i enjoy spending time with ya. :D cos you make me laughlaughlaugh sampai tak payah go gym. can get abs already! *looks at tummy* ok maybe not yettttt.

pps/ "alot of people don't appreciate modern [dance]." - Ryan. i'm definitely NOT one of those ppl. modern dance is filled with emotions. i like that. and if i were given a chance to try modern, i'd definitely go for it (actually alot of chances, but i'm chicken). except i know i'm not gonna be very good at it thus the "chickenness".

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:47 AM


Saturday, July 05, 2008
of the lactic from fatigue & boysick .

ipod Elevator - Timbaland

just got back from dance!

well, we didn't really danced luh.
Gin took both seniors & juniors today cos An An is sick. so we did 1h 30min of WARM-UP. she made us stretch our wholeeeeee body! is this what they call body conditioning? or is it just Gin's crazy warm-ups? LOL. we even did exercises for our fingers! it sounds easy luh but try opening and closing your fingers for like 5min. then rest and repeat. 3 times!

"finger cramps?"
ROFLZXZ. wonder who said that. ;)

then we had to uhhh, balance our whole body on the balls of our feet?
Gin said it was good for our ankles. keep them strong.
EHHHH, WALAO. that's when both my legs started shivering uncontrollably luh! it was really getting weak and i couldn't stand it any longer! but i endured through it anyway.

then came the funny part.
heels and butt stick to the wall and then lean forward.
try to balance blablabla. we were supposed to use our butt muscles to control but somehow i don't feel anything?? rofl. more like using my thighs & toes to balance! poor leggies were dying on me already. sayang sayaaang.

to my horror, LEG LIFTS was next.
really, i was soooooooo reluctant to do it.
i hate i hate i hate.!

frrrrreak crazy. my thighs were earthquaking by the end of it all. -.-

watched the Dreams (the name so kuku, i prefer 'Vibes') items. all the choreos were commendable(: i especially liked Character and Reggae! and of course, Girls' HipHop. so fuuuuuuuuuuun. AND THE FINALE WAS KABOOOOOM!, if you know what i mean. hahahahahaha. i meant it in a good way. -.-

a huge part of me wanted to be part of it. cemburu tau. but i guess studies do come first. i know myself, i can't juggle these two effectively. i'll have my opportunity soooon, i hope! anw, i can't wait to watch the concert. it'll be a niceee one. :D

-

Mr. Ee was there today.
i could feel my heart grappled with annoyance & adoration for him all at the same time. THIS IS SO SICK. i hate to see him. but i want to see him. then when he's there, i can't even shift my eyes to look at the back of his head. do i make sense? i confuse myself all the time.

and that ____ talked to him.
DOES SHE HAVE TO.? HMPFT.
*crosses arms & pouts*

sometimes, i think he looks at me. (i may be deluded)
but i can never confirm because my perangai perempuan malu never ever ever want to try and catch his glance. bodoh or what or what or what? when i used to look at him when he's not looking, now i can't even make myself see his feet! BUT I WANT TO LOOK LOOK LOOK. and when i do, the first second i did it's like, "God he's so charming." and the next, "eee why does he have to do that?! trying to act coool, iyerrr!" then i quickly shift my glance. *rolls eyes*

except there's this one time when we were stretching (like head's down on the floor) and through the gap i had between my chest and leg, i could see him. suddenly he looked up and i closed my damn eyes!!!!!!!

JUST WHACK ME SOMEBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 2:49 PM


Saturday, May 24, 2008
Ratty Encounter.

okay, pictures first !

^lembu's. shafian's.
i liiiiiiike how shafian's shades look on me! pretty nice, don't you think? :D maybe abit too oversized for my face but it's really nice! willy wonka, willy wonka.. hahahaha.


i'm sorry i have an ugly/dull face. =/


here, a nicer one! (:

-

so i had dance this morning.
haven't been to OSchool since concert trainings. that's long.
dancing never fails to put me in a good mood. :D
after the good workout, my insides are always smiling. but not my outsides. aches and cramps, here we gooooooooooo. Gin's warmups have always been pretty tough. but i can see my tummy deflating already! hoho. *looks down* ok maybe just a little.

An An's style is so hard to catch! -.-"
and i can't find the song she used. aww, crapss.

saw Diana and Nik (hui-yin's friends) when i was about to go off from OSch.
coincidence yeah. and they actually remembered who i am?
i have a forgettable face, you know. =/
hahahaha.

-

bought food at 7-11 after lesson with Christina and Syidah. sat at the smoking area aaaand we saw rats! GOODNESS GRACIOUS. i freaked out (meaning screamed) luhhh! SO DAMN GROSS. EEEEEEWWWW.




search for it in the picture yourselves.
click to enlarge.

URRGGHHHH, GROSS GROSS GROSS.
i got a little jumpy when i first saw it that even when our plastic bag dropped, i screamed. i thought the fuglyrat ran below our table! hahahaha. Christina got shocked too. =P

-

I AM HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY.
what's new?

why do adults always make funny faces to babies?
and do babies laugh because it's really funny?
or because the adults are making a fool of themselves?
food for thought!


xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 7:17 PM


Thursday, May 15, 2008
RAWRness.

i miss dance trainings!
i kinda regretted not going for Vibes audition luh. but to think back, i don't think i can cope with the late night trainings and school. right now, i've still got alot to complete. hmm, next opportunity perhaps?

ahh, dance training resuming soon!
seniors next week(:

-

yawns, i'm soooooo tired today. -_-zzz
i've had only 5hrs of sleep last night. i watched Pandemic till 12am! nice show! :D next week's already the last episode. man, why must all the medical dramas be so short? WHERE'S GREY'S ANATOMY SEASON 4?! grrrr.

on a random note; my OC2 is screwed.
gone case, i tell ya. pffft. =[

-

something cute(:

FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them.

PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. (hahaha, true!)

TYRES: Tyres are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated.

HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their arse.

SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. (haha, i like this one)

WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on.

TRAINS:
Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. (bleh knal knal? -.-)

EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. (so mean!)

HAMMERS: Male, because in the last 5000 years, they've hardly changed at all, and are occasionally handy to have around.

THE REMOTE CONTROL: Female. Ha! You probably thought it would be male, but consider this: It easily gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know which buttons to push, he just keeps trying!


ROFL. love 'ems. (:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 6:21 PM


Thursday, April 24, 2008
SWAY.

fck. today was bad luck.

i was late for APEL which starts at 8.
by the time i reached, they ended class. -_-
i blew my 10bucks on cab fare that was supposed to help me be punctual.
apparently, the road decided it should congest.
and the traffic lights decided to turn red whenever i'm reaching.

AND I LOST MY EZLINK.
instincts are telling me that i might have dropped it in bus 67. i realised it wasn't in my pocket when i was about to alight. i didn't go back to check cos the bus was full of smelly students! grrr. thank goodness i've got no school tmr. will probably take the time to go cck and ask abt it. gawd, this is so troublesome.

-

/sidetracking/

Jap class on tuesday was soooo freaking fun!
i like. laughed quite alot too.
and one that i'll never forget is..

Iie, wakarimasen.

i thought it was nothing funny at first until Zul pointed out to me, kari dier masin lah. something malay peeps can understand. LMAO! i couldn't control my laughters lor!!! -_- the meaning? it's something non-malay peeps would say now..

"no, i don't understand."

yeah! and i know quite a few phrases too!
chotto matte kudasai (which according to sister, a more polite way used when she was working at the hotel is shosho omachikudasai)
ogenki desu ka.
watashi was Shingaporu-jin.
oyo kagaku no gakusei desu. (i'm an Applied Science student!!)

HEH. can't wait for next jap class. (:

/sidetracking/

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CCA Recruitment Drive is on.
TP is currently chaotic, brimming with freshies and others promoting their CCA. i wanted to sign up for Netball. but i had second thoughts. their training will be in the evening and it's not okay unless i live nearby. but i still wanted to go for the trials just to see if my skills are still intact.

i chicken out at the last min.
typical.

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i walked past TPDE's booth the first time and.. i don't feel belonged. WHAT THE HELL. am i transparent or what? urgh. and i've heard that the dance studio is now a tensely place? because everybody is competitive abt the 1 minute choreo. aren't we suppose to grow and improve together?

hah, 1 minute choreo.
it's driving me peanut butters. give up? it's painful to even think about it but i guess it's so much easier to do. still, i'm putting in anything in my choreo as much as i can. i don't care if i don't have the technique right. i don't care if the steps don't look good. it may be rubbish but come on lah, i have no basics on choreoing pls. throw me in an ocean and expect me to survive?

sometimes i wonder, why am i doing this?
i'm not happy. i'm miserable.
miserable just thinking about this choreography.

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG GGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 4:03 PM


Thursday, April 17, 2008
One down, Two more to go.

ipod 4 Minutes - Madonna ft. Justin Timberlake & Timbaland

well, supposedly our group of dancers will be performing for Engineering Orientation and Regatta. then a few hearsays went about and news was that we might not even perform for Regatta. -_-" it'll be replaced by Jam&Hop dancers. i thought, were we that lousy?

Fayanne came in dance studio again today to watch our performance for the second time. but this time, with another guest. and it just so happens that Cynthia - the wonderful guest - liked our performance very much. and so the latest update is.....


we'll be performing for Jam & Hop tmr as well. (:

which means, there'll be two items from TPDE on Jam&Hop night. which means, not only did we get to perform for Regatta, but we get to do ALL 3 performances!! heehawww. i'm aching, tired and weak but i'm still very much excited for tmr.

performance for Engine Orientation earlier today was fine.
i could've done better, though.
i am so gonna let loose tmr before school starts.

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ahhhhhh, SCHOOL!
my new class - TG02.

IT DOESN'T SOUND GOOD AT ALL.
='(

update!:-

timetable for this semester reads...

PLM - Pharmaceutical Legislation and Marketing
PUO - Pharmaceutical Unit Operations
OC2 - Organic Chemistry 2
FPATH - Fundamentals of Pathology
(i swear i have no idea wtfh is PLM & PUO. God, help me.)

...and for my CDS - Japanese(!)

but on the fabulous, outrageous, amazing, fantastic, miraculous, super duper ooper looper grrrrrreeeat bright side is I HAVE NO CLASSES ON FRIDAYS. zero nada zilch. :DD happy or what! (:

apart from the new class, i think school isn't gonna be that bad after all.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 8:25 PM