been studying & studying & S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G for the past 1.5weeks..
i've never seen myself so willing to study before.
but yeah, i don't wanna feel like i didn't try my best.

so whatever my results are.. i know that i really had put in my effort and that i didn't slack to get terrible marks. if i failed my paper, then you know it's not me. it's the module. HAHAH.

Organic Chemistry 2: the paper was do-able except for a few questions. i left the Sports Hall (i swear it's like 'O' Levels x 5) feeling accomplished though not very confident. but yeah, i've a good feeling i'll pass that paper and... get rid of OC once and for alllllll! [cue: maniacal laughter]

Fundamentals of Pathology: also a manageable paper. there's 1-2 questions which costed alot and i didn't know what to write.. that's about it. still passable, i hope.

Pharmaceutical Unit Operations: GONECASE. i've no hope for this paper. sigh.

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after our paper yday, headed to the airport with Nadd, Shikin and Valencia to celebrate, lmao. lunched at T3's Popeye's! yums. after which, we walked around T3 doing stupid stuff. like who can throw a slipper the furthest - in which i sucked. and many many other random things. i am too lazy to elaborate.

am supposed to meet them 3 again today for bowling but due unforeseen circumstances.. yes, i'm sitting at home, infront of the computer right now. bleah.

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meeting theboy tmr for a de-stressing day out.
weeeeeeeeee-

there better be NOTHING that'll spoil my day.
i've a little feeling of anxiousness about tmr actually.
you know when you're so looking forward to something and then when it finally comes, everything just goes the wrong way?
yeah, that's what i'm feeling. =/

i pray hard tmr would be a great day.

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SIGNS YOU'RE INTO HIM:
17: You look at their profile constantly.
16: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
15: You read their texts and im's over and over again.
14: You walk really slowly when you're with them.
13: You feel shy whenever they're around.
11: Your heart beats faster but slower at the same time when you think about them.
10: You smile when you hear their voice.
9: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.
8: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
7: They're all you think about.
6: You get high just from their scent.
5: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.
4: You would do anything for them!
3: While reading this, there’s one person on your mind this whole time.
2: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn’t notice number 12 was missing.
1: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

GUILTY.

xx

Labels: quirky lists, SEMESTRAL EXAMS.

had a stupid convo with sister a few days back.

my mum was talking to my grandma LOUDLY (like dramatic mah).

me: *looks at sister* so loud!
sister: lower down the volume lah.
me: mama lah, not tv.
sister: yalah!
me: remote?

*aunt laughs uncontrollably*

and my sister & i kept a nonchalant face throughout the whole convo. hahaha. by the time my aunt finished laughing, my mum asked what happened. aunt told her the whole convo that just happened and mummy dearest went,

"so rude ah you all! my daughters like this ah?"

HAHAHA.
that was so funny....

-.-

[update]:- 6:53pm

woah, apparently our stupid convo didn't just end there.
earlier today, when my sister was driving me to school, we were talking about her guyfriend and whether i think he's handsome? and that he's the only guy who actually treats her like a girl!

i know right. *roll eyes*
hahahaha.

i entertained her and her teenager-like comments until she randomly asked,
"eh, you got bf uh?"

omg, that was unexpected.

me: where got!
sis: then you talk phone late at night?
me: why not?
sis: chatting late at night?
me: friend only what..
sis: ya lah, guy lah?
me: .......

sis: where did you meet him?
me: huhhhhh?
sis: have i seen him before? handsome?
me: *shakes head jokingly*
sis: not handsome?! ain... don't be like me. find a handsome bf..

=________=!!

sis: you're 18 already now, i don't mind... just don't do stupid things.
me: HAH.
sis: you don't wanna have a kid without a husband..
me: ......
sis: you want, is it?!
me: if i wanted i'd already have a kid NOW.
sis: you're 18 only what.
me: 16 can already what!

GIRLTALK with my very own sister..? not working.
awkward.................

xx

Labels: family, funny moments

ARGH. FCK MARKETING, SERIOUSLY.
i cannot absorb, make sense of and retain any information from the notes.
paper is tmr at 10am and that spells g-o-n-e-c-a-s-e.

but i'm still studying now, nonetheless.

"have faith in yourself!" ahahaha.
i love talking to the sweetest boy i've ever known. (:

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and just for the record.

in Semester 2.2, we'll be studying a new set of modules - which includes Pharmaceutical Microbiology. and for the practical sessions for that particular subject, we'd have to use a special suit for the Clean Room.

and that special suit, my friend, looks like this....




BEHOLD.

can anything else shout HORRENDOUS more than that?!?!!?
i burst out laughing and then realised that it wasn't a joke. -.-
at least, lab coats look more professional.........

plus! we'd have to use that that that.... thing for Sem 3.1 too.

OH GOD.

xoxo

tagged by Lio.
this is especially different than all the other stuff i've done.! [:
no complains. [:

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a) Answer the questions below, do a Google Image Search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal words of explanation.
b) Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering every question.

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

DISNEYLAND.

3. Your favourite place:

BEACH.

although i don't go there often.
but when i do, i'm always happy.

4. Your favourite food/drink(s) :

5. Your favourite pet:

6. Your favourite colour combination:

BROWN & PINK.
edgy but girly.

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

HOODIES. or jackets of any kind.

8. Your all-time favourite song:

Stuck by Stacie Orrico.
"i hate you but i love you, i can't stop thinking of you.."

9. Your favourite TV show:

Grey's Anatomy FTW!
and CSI, of course.

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

just someone special to me.

11. The town in which you live:

12. Your screen name/nickname:

zuuSTAR.

13. Your first job:

STUDENT.
(that's a cute guy, no?)

14. Your dream job:

MEDICAL TECH/FORENSIC SCIENTIST.

15. A bad habit you have:

16. Your worst fear:

MOULDY BREAD.

wah, fck! seriously!
it took me hell loads of fcking courage to fcking upload this picture!
i can't fcking breathe la, seriously! PHOBIA!!!!!!!!

17. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1,000,000:

DONE.

not tagging anybody.
do if you wannaaaaaaaaa. (:

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i need to learn to trust you more.
it's not easy for me this way.

xoxo

Labels: heart affairs, quirky stuff, quiz

i've lost all motivation to study.
this is effing terrible.
t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e, you hear me?

am not gonna sleep tonight and force myself to mug.
MUST DO IT. *determined face*

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and i need to get a new hp.
my N73 is going bonkers. it's dying on me... =[
can't receive sms; it keeps asking me to delete some data.
i deleted ALOT of stuff already yet ONE sms can't even get through!
and then, i can't send msgs for the same reason too. ass.

i'm using my mum's spare phone now..
pathetic.

waiting for my dream phone to be launched.
which one?
NOT TELLING! (:

xx

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat

from iPersonic.

SPONTANEOUS IDEALIST (SI)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

Adjectives which describe your type:
spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

These subjects could interest you:
literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out, joint pleasure

better to read when it's bolded.
(:

xx

Labels: quirky stuff, quiz

Lollipop - Lil Wayne ft Static Major

McCafe's Oreo Cheesecake. (:

met Shafian earlier today.
to study, study, study. yups.

intended to go Civic Centre's library but it was fully packed. =[
we ended up at Macs instead. we were BOTH supposed to study but apparently one of us didn't and started using the laptop instead. guess which? (:

OC2! i managed to practice a couple of questions from past year exam papers. especially azodye questions. i've no idea where i got the sudden spark to answer azotisation questions when i was clueless about it previously. LOL. it feels good to accomplish 20marks questions, nonetheless. (: oh, don't ask me about the rest of the paper. i did nothing.

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and to the lovely boy:
thank you. for lunch.
thank you. for the double choc frappe.
thank you. for the oreo cheesecake.

you can stop feeding me, now!
LOL. (he bought all the sinful indulgences without my consent. -.-)
but still.. many thanks, my rusa. (:

remember Kylie? :D

& yes, i am happy. ((:

xoxo