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SPECIAL THANKS TO:

HUI-YIN - sms, tag, present, cake, card (above) & MSN nick.

`♀ιίøиүи ♥ ммŁ-♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ZURAIIN SWEETIE! =D

CARMEN - phonecall, tag, testimonial, picture & MSN nick.

lalaPENGUIN`` HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ZUU*****

KAI YI - present, cake, tag, testimonial & an entry in her MSN Spaces for me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZURAIIN!!!
TODAY, ZURAIIN ROCKS! ^^

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!

LOVE YOU! <3>

SEBAS - sms, present & not being free today (sarcasm). =.=

AUNT NO. 1 - OP brown tee, hairclips.

AUNT NO. 2 - butterfly gem necklace, cake.

NINA & SABRINA [cousins] - 2 pairs of earrings.

GRANPARENTS - $50

MUM & DAD - dinner at Vivo & all the other stuff I get even when it's not for my birthday. teehee.

& THOSE WHO WISHED ME, THANK YOU.((:

sister (sms/call)

sufiyan (sms)
herry (sms)

nina (sms)

jothi (MSN/sms)

aidah (MSN/sms)

joel (MSN)

yao jie (MSN)

james [HY's (as requested =P)/MSN]

xing yu (testimonial)

izwan (testimonial)

azilah (testimonial)
eugene (testimonial)
filzah (testimonial)

hidaya (testimonial)

yizhen (testimonial)

andy (HY's friend)

grace (Carmen's cousin)

raihanah (tag)
azlifa (tag)
sri (tag)
nurul (tag)

and to those i failed to mention, if any, do know i still appreciate your thoughtful wishes and are definitely loved by me. ((:

UPDATE://

Carmen wished me at 9+pm on the 18th of March because in Australia, it's already 12am on the 19th of March. hahaha. and she made me this collage!

DARLINGS AND I !!!

hahaha~

so thoughtful of you!

must not forget me hor!!

LOL.

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i shall not mention what happened this morning cos it was so silly. haha. anyway, i was surprised KY and HY came over to my house! i thought i heard familiar voices outside my house and when i opened my room door, i saw HY peeking in through my window!! hahahaha!

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they bought me a present, a cake and apple juice! haha. i didn't take a picture of the cake because it's gobbled up by me already. HAHAHA. although, i do have a picture of the present!

SUPER DUPER LOOPER WOOPER CUTE OKAY!!

lmao. when you turn it on, it will light up and the colours change from green/blue/yellow/white/pink and all the other colours luh! sooo nice! i remembered i saw this once on someone's blog and i thought how cool if i could have it for myself. i searched for it for quite awhile but i can't find it. so i gave up. BUT I GOT IT NOW, SEEEEEE? hahahahaha. so exciting. xP

i decided to name it NIKKI, by the way.

Nikki the Kitty. :D :D :D

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okay then hy went for her violin class while ky went to Lot 1 to get her passport photo taken. around 4pm, we met again for lunch at Lot 1. then hooooooome~

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then parents and i went out, fetched my sister. they asked me where to go for dinner. i said i don't know. then i fell asleep in the car. hahaha. sleepy birthday girl. when i woke up, i realised i'm at Vivocity's carpark! haaaaaaaaaa. then i asked my mum whether my aunt coming? and she replied, NO. and i confirmed with her again, i thought you say bibik (aunt) coming? and she said, no luh. bibik working night shift luh. i was quite disappointed because i thought won't be able to celebrate my birthday with my aunts and cousins and grandparents. so ok.

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we searched for the restaurant. midway, we bought doughnuts! drool-drool-drool. 3 boxes of 6 doughnuts each. i asked my mum why buy so many? sister 1 box, for me 1 box then the other box is whose? and mum said it was for bro-in-law. i was skeptical luh. my sister took 1 box already then how come bro-in-law still got another box? but i just kept quiet. then my mum asked my sister, the third box why all chocolate? are you sure bibik like? and i quickly interfered, I THOUGHT YOU SAY BIBIK NOT COMING?! and she casually said, OH YA AH. I FORGOT. then ok lor. i still didn't suspect anything.

until the waiter asked my sister how many people will be there. sister replied 10 adults and 3 children. HAAAAAA. they tried to surprise me luh!! *clapclapclap*

my mum cannot keep secret one lor.

keep saying out until i suspect she's lying. =.=

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so we had dinner at Garuda Padang Cuisine at Vivocity!

yummy yummy food!

the plates, forks and spoons all look so high-class one luh.

i feel so inferior. =.=

that's my uncle. hahaha.

and the whole restaurant was empty except for our family.

heh heh.

i don't know who i'm talking to.

food was superb! :D :D

*drools*

Amiliya kept going, "kak ain, kak ain. where cake? cake?"

haha, so adorable luh she.

so it's CAKE TIME!!

i know there's only 16.

my cuzz took this pic while i was fixing the last candle.

i'm not a fan of blueberry cake thought. still, thanks aunt!

looks delicious though.

last four pieces were given to the waiters.

the restaurant has good service!

that's why we gave some cake to them. hahas.

i look very stone in this picture.

my eyes are half-closed! =.=

when i headed out of the restaurant, one of the waiters shook my hand and wished me Happy Birthday! seeeeee, THAT'S what you call good service.

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headed home next.

tried on the other earring. pretty nice!

i wore the other pair. as you can see in the aboveabove picture.

the tee was too small so my aunt took it back to get it exchanged.

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oh yes, my birthday outing with friends will be postponed to this Thursday when Sebas is free. DARLINGS, PLEASE LISTEN UP. WEAR BROWN ON THAT DAY OKAY. BROWNBROWNBROWN. HEAR ME?!

ok good. teehee. ((((:

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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOURS TRULY.

:D :D :D

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so there. until my next entry!

bye! ((:

xoxo

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and even if the sun refuse to shine,
even if romance ran out of rhyme...
you would still have my heart until the end of time.
you're all i need my love, my valentine...

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had a tiff with mum last night.
and my sister was the one who started it.

we were in the car and i was sitting in between my mum & sis (worst thing ever, trust me). then my sister start crapping and say that i will sure not make it through the 3 years in poly. and she kept saying jc is better cos got guidance and poly is very independent. and she said that i will regret going poly cos it doesn't guarantee me a job even if i got diploma. and she continue to yak yak yak right into my left ear. i kept quiet the entire time, just keeping my anger inside. she knows i wasn't listening to she direct it to my mum, "later after 1 year she will say she cannot tahan then want to drop out. alot of my friends drop out of poly. you think she can make it?"

put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel?
discouraged?
infuriated?
on the verge of giving up?
all of the above? definitely.

then the evil sister read my printed verification slip and told me bluntly,
"i'm sure you will get the 10th choice (hospitality and resort management) and end up working like me in a hotel. and i only have o levels. you would have a diploma but still? nobody will notice. olevel grads like me can get a job like this and you have a diploma but it doesn't matter."
more discouragement.
but i'm certain i won't get posted as far as my 1oth choice.

then when i got home, mum asked me. "you think you can finish 3yrs in poly?" i didn't answer. i was thinking, of course i would try, i definitely will. but i don't even know what poly life is like yet. i didn't wanna talk about this anymore. then she asked me again, i replied, "what? i don't wanna talk abt this anymore la. stress you know." then she asked me about another 4 more times all the while i tried to control my anger and stress. then, i've had it. i burst into tears and shouted, "PLEASE LAR! I HAVEN'T EVEN START SCHOOLING YET! I JUST REGISTERED ONLY! DON'T MAKE ME STRESS CAN OR NOT?!" and stormed my way into my room, sobbing hard.

and mum scolded me for being rude. but does she know what i'm feeling? does she even want to know? all this pressure from my sister, she's just adding to it. i'm the one right at the bottom while other people are on top, expecting soooo much out of me. i wouldn't say i've stretched to my max but at this point of time, it's as far as i can go.

aunt called me and talked abt this. she told me my sister is giving me the wrong approach. and she told me to go for it no matter what the course is. forget what my sister said and just do my best. my aunt said that my sis can't force me to do what i'm not interested in because i'm the one studying, not her. she added, if i get into the course i want, it would be a slap on my sister's face. she told me to prove my sister wrong. and damn it, that's what i'm gonna do.

mum came to my room after scolding me (and after i talked to my aunt) and she asked again. i told her repeateadly i don't wanna talk about this anymore. i was feeling so fucked up i wanted to ask her to leave my room but i won't do that. because she's my mum.

after awhile, she left. i slept while drowned in my own tears.
why did i have to go through this? i thought my stress would be over once i get my results. and my olevels weren't that bad. in fact, it was pretty good for myself. then why am i crying?

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got a call on my hp early this morning. it was mum. i didn't pick it up. too sleepy, frankly. then the house phone rang and i didn't bother to get up either. i don't pick up phonecalls at home in the morning. then, mum texted me, "Sayang mama very so sorry k. i love you k."

you owe me a trip to Parkway Parade, mum.

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now all that's over, i just want to enjoy my time.
with my darlings, my family & relatives. just forget about my application (until posting results are nearing) and have fun. leave all stresses and be happy just. this. once.

make me happy.

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one thing's for sure, my hp makes me happy.
I LOVE MY N73 MUSIC EDITION !!
my fav feature? definitely the 3.2 megapixel camera with Carl Zeiss lens and integrated flash ! so now i can officially bid goodbye to low quality pictures ! teehee.
it also has the music feature so that with a press of the music key (unlike my 3250 where i have to twist), it plays all my favourite songs! :D :D :D

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until here, princes/princesses.
i will post next time and hopefully (if blogger permits), i will post up more (better) pictures instead of wordywordy entries like this, yea? hehehehe.

&& HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ! <3<3

xoxo

hey, how long till you're leaving me alone?

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