Love Like This - Natasha Bedingfield ft. Sean Kingston

(7:59 PM) gulshan.: and ya i miss you =)
(7:59 PM) ★ zuraiin -: aww, really? hahaha
(7:59 PM) gulshan.: yes really.
(7:59 PM) ★ zuraiin -: hahaha
(7:59 PM) gulshan.: so how's school?
(7:59 PM) gulshan.: yup cos we never really had a chance to be together
(7:59 PM) gulshan.: =(
(8:00 PM) ★ zuraiin -: sucks most of the time. you know. school's school.
(8:00 PM) ★ zuraiin -: awww. but that's so long agoooo
(8:00 PM) gulshan.: hhahaha ya
(8:01 PM) gulshan.: you know i've not stop thinking


(8:10 PM) gulshan.: and you look very pretty now =X
(8:10 PM) ★ zuraiin -: aww, come on don't lie
(8:10 PM) ★ zuraiin -: haha
(8:10 PM) gulshan.: no im not
(8:10 PM) gulshan.: i jsut saw your friendster
(8:11 PM) gulshan.: i've always said you're beautiful and that hasn't changed

SWEET TALKER ! lols .
((((((:

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back to F(cking)Path .
kinda grateful it's only topic 2 though, hmm.
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY 2 is hellxzxzx!
i'm a gonecase for term tests. arghhh .

xoxo

Labels: [:, STUDY

i've loads to blog about, loads to tell.
i've been keeping too much thoughts to myself. hard to find opportunities to share thoughts with my darlings, since it's so hard for us to meet nowadays. =[ i only resort to talking to myself and letting it all out in my blog.

too much words left unspoken, buried, kept inside.
though i can't really put them into words..
i'll blog it out, soon. privately, of course.
let me just organize my thoughts for now.
=[


will be back when i feel like blogging.
or after term tests.
depends.

xoxo

Labels: emo, heart affairs, TERM TEST

Can't Help But Wait - Trey Songz


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THIS SONG BRINGS BACK SOOOO MANY CONCERT MEMORIES. =(
i miss, i miss..

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school wasn't that bad today.
except for the fpath quiz 1 luh. i am so screwed for that. i only memorised the autopsies part and neglected the rest so... serve me right. =_=

PUO tutorial quiz was a-ok. everybody gets a different question for this quiz. it's fun to see the many coloured papers around the class, heh. i chose blue and purple! wanted green but i can't cos yanru sitting next to me has green. and i can't have the same question paper with her. haha :D

i think i've got all the easy questions lor! for both topic 1 and 2.
it's like only a few steps. i was expecting to get the long enthalpy question for topic 2 but i didn't get that. abit dissappointed cos i studied for it and i wanna know if i really can do that kinda questions! but ohwell, nvm.

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met up with ISWANDYlembu (finally, right?) awhile ago to pass him his shades.
he is damn slow can. i sms-ed at 730pm and he only left home at 840pm. rawrrrr! waited at multipurpose hall. he arrived with his stout bike, tried the shades on and his friend said he look like TERMINATOR. =_= not bad what.

and thanks for saying i'm PETITE eh.
i'd like to believe that but apparently i'm not.
sad case, sad case. =[

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STUDY STUDY STUDY!
TERM TESTS ARE COMING COMING COMING!
TIME TO PANIC PANIC PANICCCCCCC, ZURAIIN!!

('_')

somehow, i don't feel a sense of urgency. =/
this is bad bad bad...

xoxo

Labels: school days

okay, pictures first !
i liiiiiiike how shafian's shades look on me! pretty nice, don't you think? :D maybe abit too oversized for my face but it's really nice! willy wonka, willy wonka.. hahahaha.


i'm sorry i have an ugly/dull face. =/


here, a nicer one! (:

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so i had dance this morning.
haven't been to OSchool since concert trainings. that's long.
dancing never fails to put me in a good mood. :D
after the good workout, my insides are always smiling. but not my outsides. aches and cramps, here we gooooooooooo. Gin's warmups have always been pretty tough. but i can see my tummy deflating already! hoho. *looks down* ok maybe just a little.

An An's style is so hard to catch! -.-"
and i can't find the song she used. aww, crapss.

saw Diana and Nik (hui-yin's friends) when i was about to go off from OSch.
coincidence yeah. and they actually remembered who i am?
i have a forgettable face, you know. =/
hahahaha.

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bought food at 7-11 after lesson with Christina and Syidah. sat at the smoking area aaaand we saw rats! GOODNESS GRACIOUS. i freaked out (meaning screamed) luhhh! SO DAMN GROSS. EEEEEEWWWW.




search for it in the picture yourselves.
click to enlarge.

URRGGHHHH, GROSS GROSS GROSS.
i got a little jumpy when i first saw it that even when our plastic bag dropped, i screamed. i thought the fuglyrat ran below our table! hahahaha. Christina got shocked too. =P

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I AM HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY.
what's new?



xoxo

Labels: DANCE., narcissism, PHOTOS OVERLOAD

short one because i need to sleep soon.
dance tmr. hurray?

-mum's canteen in the morning.
-home to change.
-met muna at jurong east.
-to IMM we goooooooooooo.
-LJS. choc pieeee!
-DAISO! went gagagagaga *drooldrooldrool* "omg so cute! ehhhh, so cute! kawaii ne!" all over the place. we were going crazy looking at all the stuff.
-main point of heading there is to find our japanese stuff. mine's Arita-Yaki; go figure. bought a porcelain bowl. does it count? =/
-looked around some more. we had so much fun at Daiso! heeeeehaw. i spent 6$ = 3 things.
-out of Daiso and walked around IMM.
-home after.

*we saw freaking cute (again) skinny ties and we were all, "OMG THEY'RE SO PRETTY!! I WANNA BUY EVERYTHING! *grabs the whole bunch of ties*" with our squeaky girly voices. hahaha. so much fun.
*i bought the pink and black stripes skinny tie. so rockchic, baby. i'm already planning what to wear it with. gonna dressup one fine day. ok munssss? :D

*muna got 5 of them in different patterns. :D we're girls, do the math. so are you gonna keep them all? hehehe.
*AND NO. we're not telling anybody where and how much we got it for, yes muuuuuna? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. [:

that's all, g'night!

xoxo

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

let's blow bubbles forever.

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sms with mum.

"habis pukul berape?" (what time you finish?)
"i'm in your room."

she came into the room laughing and went, "monyet! waste my ink only!"
-.-

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at last! PUO, PLM and OC2 quizzes are overrr.
i can finally sleep on my mrt ride back home. no more revising notes and people reading them over my shoulders. -.- just now was so syiok, can. slept from tanah merah all the way to buona vista. didn't even flinch. result? a happy mood and neck cramp. ouchhh. the rest of the journey - from jurong east to jelapang lrt - was kinda dull. i can feel my face stoning. =_="

what's left are CSAS presentation, jap presentation, fpath tutorial quiz and wiki. 4 more to go before preparation for term tests. GANBATTE! (:

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anyhoooots like my title suggests, the shades arrived in my mailbox today! :D mum was the one who cleared the letterbox and then she called out to me from the living room, "ainnnn! i got surprise for you! you wanna see my surprise or not...?!"

hahaha, i thought she bought for me TAKOYAKI.
since there's a pasar malam near bpp. -_-" anyway, i haven't open the package yet. can't wait to see what lembu's and shafian's one look like too! and of course my hawtpink baby, hehehe. i'm an excited monkey.! *gigglegiggle*

pictures soon!

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DANCE at OSchool this sat, 9am.
anxious + dreading + excited at the same time. anxious cos it's Gin's warm up and that means CRAMPS. dreading cos i don't want to feel like how i always do during dance lessons. i'm hoping it went away after the little experience i've got in the last few months. plus, i don't feel like seeing him-with-the-electrifying-eyes now. i feel insignificant. =[ excited cos i finally get to dance again! a chance for me to improve. (:

alright, am going out.
that's all for today. :D

xoxo

Labels: mummy dearest, smiles

i know i do it alot.
(but it's just for the sake of it, it gives me something to talk about)
patience... term tests will come and go. (:

on the brightside, school gives me something to do.
because i know i will (also) complain when the school holidays are too long.
plus i get education at the same time.
MY BRAIN WON'T ROT.

you definitely wouldn't want squishy stinky stuff leaking out of your ears...
EEW.

i better stop. =X

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CSI ROCKS ROCKS ROCKS.!
last night's episode was the sexzxz.

MY FAV SCENE!

Student 1: How do you deal with the smell?
Grissom: You get used to it.
Student 1: I'm not sure I can do this..
Grissom: Well, not everyone can.
Student 2: Why do you do it?
Grissom: Because the dead can't speak for themselves.

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i wanna be like Grissom. uber passionate for his job!
good example.
&&&&& i want to work in their lab, can?!?
it's my dream (literally). [:

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mum's planning a trip to Bali for June break.
hmm, should be interesting...

xoxo

That's What You Get - Paramore

I Am Legend is a fabulous movie.
abit slow, i know. but still.
it's a fabulous movie, perioooooooooood. (:

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i just found out today, that there's PLM quiz on thurs.
right before OC2 quiz. perfect. juuuust perfect. =_=
how am i going to squuueeeeeze all the medicines act, poisons act, misuse of drugs act and all the other obscene acts into my head?! ROARRR.!

and then there's another tutorial quiz for PUO next week!
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeken !
*pulls hair*

i am not complaining.
ehem. i'll deal with this as calmly as possible.




YA RIGHT ! YOU SEE I'M NOT EVEN BLOGGING WITH SENSE RIGHT NOW. THIS IS DRIVING ME PEANUTS. *scream scream screamssssss*

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hungry.
cheese fries, pls?

xoxo

although this week is gonna be a short one (school on tues, wed and thurs only), there's so much for me to do.. and i'm going literally crazy.

there's PUO quiz tmr. which i'm not confident on securing a pass.
there's CSAS presentation slides and presentation outline which i have to complete. thank goodness my slot's NEXT WEEK.
there's OC2 quiz this coming thursday. and quite obviously, it sucks the living brain cells out of me.
there's my Japanese presentation NEXT WEEK. which i haven't start on organizing my info.
there's the Fpath wiki. which i have been pushing aside for too long and now realising that the deadline is NEXT WEEK.

this afternoon while studying PUO, i started to feel the pressure of school. so i ate lunch, slumped on the couch watching tv until now. it's getting too much for my head. i want to complete everything asap, pls. i hate this feeling of being... unaccomplished.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AAAAAAARRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH.
BBBBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i am not complaining. sigh.

my time management sucks.

xoxo

Labels: STRESSED

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers

was stoning at home today.
very boring. very very boring.
it's depressing, really.

i was on the verge of screaming my guts out when i heard the familiar high-pitched little voice at my door. my relatives came over! finally, some entertainment. :D they were over for quite some time. made the house so much livelier(:

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Nina's going off to Brunei this sunday for a schooltrip. she's only in pri 5 and they have overseas trips for primary students now?! things change, huh. sending her off to the airport. my mummy was glad cos we get to eat at Popeye's after. LOL. she liked the scone. ehem. who introduced those to you, ma? *raises eyebrows* ehehe.

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bought Seventeen's latest issue.
and it's all about the bitchhhhhhhhhhhh! i mean, beach. i was super high when i see bright neons when i flipped the book lah! makes me feel like a kid again. you know when you see a pack of coloured pencils? so.... colourful. =/ i'm out of words.

saw loads of things that i wanna buy! i told my mum i'm going shopping with or without money (i don't care how) because drooling on the magazine is not gonna help!!! and there's this particular one-piece swimsuit that's to die for. below 40$ some more! walao..... it's killing me. i exclaimed to mum, "arghhhh! i wanna go shopping la! you see la all this stuff! *shoves mag at her*"

her reply?
"i give you 100$, you go shopping."

my reaction?
O.O

i thought she was kidding at first so i asked, "where you gonna get the money?!"
no reply. silence means consent.. how that is gonna work in this case, idk. but yay :D it's not confirmed that she'll give but i have a good feeling. HAHAH.

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i asked my aunts and mum what's my face shape like: oval, round, heart or square. and they all said heart. true or not idk luh. but according to the mag, heart-shaped faces looks good with wayfarer frames! i was thrilled. and then of course, hot loud colours are IN. so i got even more thrilled.

because.....







*jengjengjeng*











i ordered this baby(: last week, at greenpoppies. :D
[yea, hy i decided to get black instead cos i thought white doesn't contrast much with the pink. and i did a mini poll too. hahah]

i was contemplating between getting that pink and this....



....super hot shade of green. i love this green. i repeat, I LOVE THIS SHADE OF GREEN! but pink is girly. i think green looks better on a guy. maybe it's my haywired imagination or maybe, it's that stupid mini picture on the right. whatever, i ordered pink already. i chose pink afterall because ISWANDY lembu said i'm loud. heh?

speaking of iswandy-lembu, he wanted a pair of shades from greenpoppies too so i ordered for him tgt with mine. (:



that's iswandy-lembu's. initally i was suppose to share the cost with Shafian cos he too wanted to get a pair from the same site (i am influential) so i ordered for the 3 of us! that's like so cool, haha.



Shafian's. i saw Alyph from Sleeq with the same pair, same colour. hope you don't regret getting this, Shafian.... total cost for 3 shades = 54$ including postage. i'm so excited for it to arrive!! in about 2weeks! yay:D

xoxo

Labels: shopshopshop(:

a few nights back, i dialed McDelivery for family's dinner.

a malay guy picked up my call and i groaned silently. hahaha.
because for some reason, they will keep repeating the order at least 3 times and i'm like -___- by then. are they like super blur or what? grrrr.

i'd rather have my order taken by a chinese lady. or any woman for that matter. because they're kanchiong. so they take orders faster and efficiently. resulting in dinner being served faster. huhuhuhu.

ANYWAY, i dialed McD.
and the guy over the phone asked, "ok.. are you Ms Zulianah?" and that's my sister. she ordered McD days ago and she had to replace my name. dodo bird.

i replied, "erm, yeah?"
"haha ok... zu-lee-ya-na. did i pronounce your name correctly?" (DOES IT MATTER?)
"ehh, dunno. ask my sister."
"huh?"
"nothing. yes, that's right."

he proceeded to take my order.

"additional one cheeseburger ala carte pls?"
"would you like a double cheeseburger instead of cheeseburger cos double cheese is 2$ and cheeseburger is 1.95$ so it's just 5cents more."
"errrr yeah ok, double then."
"so you'd like the double cheeseburger?
"yup."
"would you like to upsize?"
"O.O nono! ALA CARTE!"
"eh, ya.."

seriously, at this rate i'd be eating supper instead of dinner.
=__________=

xoxo

i miss dance trainings!
i kinda regretted not going for Vibes audition luh. but to think back, i don't think i can cope with the late night trainings and school. right now, i've still got alot to complete. hmm, next opportunity perhaps?

ahh, dance training resuming soon!
seniors next week(:

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yawns, i'm soooooo tired today. -_-zzz
i've had only 5hrs of sleep last night. i watched Pandemic till 12am! nice show! :D next week's already the last episode. man, why must all the medical dramas be so short? WHERE'S GREY'S ANATOMY SEASON 4?! grrrr.

on a random note; my OC2 is screwed.
gone case, i tell ya. pffft. =[

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something cute(:

FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them.

PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. (hahaha, true!)

TYRES: Tyres are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated.

HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their arse.

SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. (haha, i like this one)

WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on.

TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. (bleh knal knal? -.-)

EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. (so mean!)

HAMMERS: Male, because in the last 5000 years, they've hardly changed at all, and are occasionally handy to have around.

THE REMOTE CONTROL: Female. Ha! You probably thought it would be male, but consider this: It easily gives a man pleasure, he'd be lost without it, and while he doesn't always know which buttons to push, he just keeps trying!

ROFL. love 'ems. (:

xoxo

Labels: DANCE., quirky stuff, school days, tv shows

Sweet and Low - Augustana

IT RAINED TODAY!
like finally. after weeks of hot hot sun and carcinogenic UV rays. tsk tsk. ulcers, sore throats and fever. all the sickness(es) are coming up no thanks to the PMS-y weather.

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i just completed my PLM assignment.(!!) :D
and FPath tutorial quiz was very manageable. hahas.

[GUESS WHATTTTT. I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED MY WHOLE 'GROOVES' MUSIC FOLDER IN MY iTUNES. WTFFFFF.! THIS IS SOOO ANNOYING! GRRRRAH! ass.]

>:(

[[ehh, turns out the solution was so much easier than i thought. create new folder and transfer the songs from the main music folder luh! dumb. ('_')]]

so where was i?
oh yeah. school. i had to search for a journal regarding a drug called Telfast for my PLM assignment. and i tell you, the articles were written in like OUTER SPACE languages! it sounds alot like english yet i don't understand a thing, you know? all these scientific jargons, they call it.

anyhows. after today, i felt like half the burden was lifted off my shoulders man! idk why i was so worked up about fpath tutorial quiz. hoho. now all i have to concentrate on are CSAS powerpoint slides aaaaaaaand upcoming quizzes! PUO, OC2, PLM.

oh ya, fpath wiki too.

zzzomgxzxz !

IT'S OK.
i wanna do my best this sem! (:

xoxo

is it just me ...
or are the boys of the 21st century just getting shorter and shorter?
it's hard to find tall (and nice) guys these days.
i mean, seriously?

even sister agrees.
(she has to. checkout my bro-in-law)

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alright, quit wondering why i'm blogging at this time.
i didn't go school. woke up late. =/

and i feel like today's gonna be another wasted day..

(edit)

or maybe not. i did a little makeover to the blog.
haaaa-di-haha.
neater? prettier? preferred the previous?

gawd, the headings took me like an hour (exaggerating) to perfect it.
i have to stress this; perfectionist.
i actually wanted to copy+paste from the original blogskin but it was a picture! so i had to reproduce it myself using html codings.

CSYGFOWEWFNLKAJSFBJIODHSQONCOUVMPBNWUN !!

gosh, i am so talented. *blinkblink eyes*
hehe, it's all good(:

(/edit)

xoxo

No Air - Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown

i love this picture alot! :D
snapped by my trusty handphone, lols.

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alright, as usual my mondays are sardine-packed.
lec from 9-11.
ONE HOUR BREAK.
lectures/tutorials; 12-4.

it's no wonder i feel/walk/look like a zombie in between walking from LTs to classrooms. =_= but right after the last lesson, i brightened up. hahaha. and i've been feeling good for the rest of the day. which is probably why i decided i'd go home myself instead of waiting for mum to fetch me. (:

and i didn't even sleep in the mrt back.
i read fpath notes!
which made the journey home approx. 40% faster, bahahaha.

and i didn't get annoyed at the fugly commuters on the mrt/lrt!
i usually get v v v pissed with them for x reasons. LIKE PUSHING ME FOR ONE THING. but i didn't mind them today. hmm.

my good mood has probably got something to do with my lovely daydream i thought of during PUO lecture. hmm hmm hmmm...

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yes, i still feel pretty good now.
thus, this blog entry.
and no, i'm not doing any school stuff today to spoil my mood.
except maybe study fpath a little. *groans*

tmr's a short short shorttttt day.
PUO lec; 9-11.
and then i'm done for the day! huhu.

actually there's Jap lec at 6pm.
but you think i'm gonna wait 7hrs for an hour of lecture?!
gahhh, no way man.

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i feel like eating bread + nutella now but the ulcers at the roof of my mouth hurts sooo bad! arghh. difficult to eat solid food these few days. =[

hohums.

i changed my mind.
i think i better go revise something today.
let's gossip more, next time! (:

my hair's like so freaking bright with the flash on. hahas.

xoxo

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i didn't plan/buy anything for my mum and i feel bad. =[
i wanted to get the choc fudge cake which she loves from Angie The Choice but i haven't got time to go down BPP myself! ahhh well, dinner together would be fine. heh.

thank you for everything you've done for me!
all your advices.
your constant words of "it's ok, just keep trying" whenever i get frust.
all the stuff you get me just to keep me happy.
shelter, food and education..

I LOVE YOU, MA! (:
there's no gift in the world to describe my appreciation to you.

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went for dance orientation yesterday.
well the first half of it was pretty ok. i was put in group P: Popping Power Pussy Pornstars. woahh. Royston was damn funny during the intro for TPDE, lol. had the handover ceremony and whatnots. and next was cyphering. those 2 breakers were CRAZY!!! they're damn good lah! especially that malay guy, MY GAWD. his stunts were... what's that word again? ahh, yes..

DOPE.

i don't know about the second half of orientation though, cos Christina and i left halfway.
although it was a short one but i'm still happy cos of so & so reasons(:
CUTE CHEEKY SMILE! :D

and did i just caught you looking back at me?
oooh, electrifying eyes. hahaha. [:

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was browsing Herry's friendster and found this..




yeah, i know nothing much.
just a pic of us on prom night.

and then i scrolled down and saw this...


(click to enlarge)

MATAER?!?! LOL!!!
what the hell, can?! roflxzxzx. do we look like a couple? apart from the matching green colour outfits luh, which i had no idea he was going to wear! JOKE OF THE DAY, pls!. initial reaction was =O and i had a reflex action, thus the comment i wrote.

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i'm freaking hungry.
i'm gon' grab my bag of nachos and hot salsa dip now.
so toodles, yaw!
(:

[update!]-9:57pm

-sort out wiki problem.
-Fpath assignment (on wiki due 28th May).
-print all lecture notes. OC2, PLM, FPATH
-study FPath Topic 1; tut quiz this coming Wed.
-enquire about APEL 2 Service Reflection.
-tutorials: OC2, PLM, PUO (attempted PUO but have no idea how to do)

i haven't accomplished much, obviously.
=[ especially stupid stupid fpath...

[/update]

xoxo

i'm pretty much messed up right now. in terms of school.
there's too many things for me to sort out and i'm anal about not knowing what i need to do first. fpath assignment on wiki, printing of lecture notes, quizzes & tests.. what comes first? what needs to be done first? which has priority?

i hate this. need help.

TO-DO:
-sort out wiki problem. i can't access class wiki cos i didn't get the invite. again.
-Fpath assignment (on wiki due 28th May).
-print all lecture notes. OC2, PLM, FPATH
-study FPath Topic 1; tut quiz this coming Wed.
-enquire about APEL 2 Service Reflection.
-tutorials: OC2, PLM, PUO

...anything i missed?
i hope not. cos this is quite a workload for my puny brain.

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found this picture on Munah's blog!

Run The Show - Kat DeLuna ft. Don Omar

BECAUSE I AM BORED.

i played dressups! i looooove the outfits. very nice lah! and i especially love the jeans and blazers! if only my wardrobe is filled with these kinda clothes. =D

i put together the outfits and i like how they look!
click click click to enlarge.




[:


^these are my favourites(:

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argh, i don't feel like doing CSAS now. =[

should i rest tonight and do the slides tmr?
or should i do it tonight and relax tmr?

*scratches head*

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dance orientation for juniors this sat.
seniors are supposed to come too, which reminds me.
I'M A SENIOR ALREADY. omgzxzx. should i go?

if i don't go, __________.
if i go, _________________________________________________.

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decisions decisions..
life is a game of choices[: (haha, sec4 motivational camp)

and i decided to do some of my slides today and edit it tmr.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i hate CSAS.

ohkaybyeeeeee.

xoxo

Labels: quirky stuff

Hands On Me - Vanessa Carlton

apparently i haven't got much to say.
sorry for not blogging for a couple of days.
been occupied with school and there's nothing else i'm thinking about except deadlines of assignments and stuff.

REALLY.

ok, except maybe one other thing but that's all it is.

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hmm. let's see.

school's been crappy.
fpath is like total bull and it's super annoying to me.
SCRAP THE WIKI, I INSIST!
and it seems like the whole cohort is protesting against the wiki crap (because it's frustratingly troublesome and new to us) but there's nothing else we can do about it. we're students after all. we can only learn. ya right. personally, i don't think i learn anything from this.

BRING BACK THE LECTURES & TUTORIALS! =[

tutorial quiz next week.
just great lah! >:[

currently doing CSAS.
i wonder why CSAS never fails to drive me crazy. argh.

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i kept complaining and whining (what's new?) to mum about how much i dislike the modules i'm studying in school right now. God knows how much i wanted to study BMT stuff. i am not interested about whether this medicine needs a prescription or not. i am not interested whether a pharmaceutical company needs to apply for product licence or not. & fck chemistry!

i continued telling her, i might even go to the extent of restarting poly in Nursing just to study what i like. i told her, that when i graduate, i might work in a factory producing pills after pills. or worst, in Guardian labelling the medicines!

i exclaimed, I WANT TO WORK IN A HOSPITAL LAB!

and all she said was,

and something just hit me.
i'm not gonna waste my time..

those 3 words from my mum were enough to motivate me to study as much as i can. whatever i'm put through. come what may.
God has his reasons.

and i like to dream big.
after diploma; private degree in biomedical science.
why not?

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on the brightside, at least i'll be looking forward to something.
super cute/funky/hawt ______.
it'll arrive in my mailbox soon enough(:

xoxo

Labels: emo, mother, school

Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse

i will remain as efficient for the rest of the year (hopefully). [:

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"mak aku cakap kan, kalau makan nasi beralih-alih...."
"....nanti tukartukar bini?"
"ah, itu lah aku nak!"

ROFLXZXZX.

after donkey years, i finally went to my mum's canteen this morning. she said she needed extra hands. and that she'll give me 50bucks. easy money, so why not? :D was walking along the fairly empty canteen towards mum's stall when i heard, "zuraiin!"

i'm like, ehhhhh? who the heck would know me in ite bb?
i glanced over to the table where the 3 malay guys were seated and i couldn't recognise any of them. i thought i heard wrongly and i immediately blushed, but i went over their table to have a closer look anyway. i still couldn't recognise their faces. lmaooo. =X

"who's that?"
"dulu greenridge primary kan?"
"yahhhhhh. you know me? O.o"

obviously, i'm like super blur at the moment.
we were primary schoolmates lah! then i remembered one of them, AFIQ! good God, he's grown much taller but his face didn't change one bit! he was so cute (by cute, i mean short) back then. ahahaha. the other 2 guys remembered me (and my name!) clearly but up till now, i cannot recall knowing them during pri school days! i am such a bad friend, aren't i? =/

Saiful (sp?) reminded me that we were in the same class during P2. 2A14! same class somemore, wth! i don't remember his face nor his name lorrrrrr! -_-"

i sat with them and we chatted. they crack me up luh! their convo at the start of the entry was like, the stupidest. lol. and i felt so bad for Saiful (sp?) luhhh. he kept looking at me and when i look back he'd ask, "Saiful?" and i'm like, "i don't remember. i'm sorrrryyyyy!!" =(

and then i asked him if he remembered who our primary 2 form teacher was. he said he couldn't remember who either. and then the other guy whom i didn't get his name said, "ohhh, namer form teacher kau tak ingat. namer dier (referring to me!) kau ingat!"

wtffffff. ahahaha.
boys will be boys, uh? had a good hearty laugh. can't believe they can remember my name, though! gosh.

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so i got the 50bucks.
and i bought this!



Nadd intro-ed me these felt pens and it rocks for all the note-writing during lectures! so i bought a pack of 12 colours. i also bought a stack of white paper for printing of tutorials or whatnots! i am happy when i have new stationeries. or books. (: dad fetched mum & i from BPP and off to Arnold's for lunch! craving fulfilled. (:

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MY MUM IS A LAY'S FREAK.



junk food cupboard.
but then again, i wouldn't have to worry of food shortage when there's an emergency! bahahahaha. ok, i know. this is so random. but i just wanted more pictures in my blog.. is that wrong?!?!

NO.

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kay. Jam & Hop picture!
Girls' Hip Hop pose before we start our routine.

DAMN NICE.
minus my not-ready-for-a-sexy-face face.

thanks, Serene's friend! (:

xx

Labels: boys, food, new stuff, old friends, pictures