♥ tickets please.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

lazy to blog! =X

Music's ON: What Goes Around - Justin Timberlake

amy & i.

i am very unmotivated to type long-ly and in details today.

thus, i shall break them up.

1] came to school not knowing why i did so. (MI sucks lar. people AND environment.)

2] Jo didn't come. went with Herry again.

3] stupid malay lesson. stupid malay teacher. keep calling me BUKIT PANJANG GOVT. HIGH.bloody hell, i'm a zhenguarian lar. isn't it obvious enough?? just because zss is in bp. =.=

4] PE. captain's ball. fun game. BUT it's a different game altogether when played with stupid-quiet-unfun people. damn, i miss zhenghua's screamings even when playing a simple game of captain's ball.

5] physics. hell uh. whateverrr.

6] rained heavily like shit. was forced to walk under the heavy drizzle with HERRY. until the bus stop, we were drenched. ass.

7] was still raining when we reached bp. Herry offered to accompany me to my block. awww, how sweet. haha. anyway, i told him i wanna go fajar. so yeah, we walked under the bloody rain until fajar from bpp. fuck sey. dreeeeeeeeeeenched.

8] met Sk. thanks for lunch AGAIN, dearest. fish&chips and hot milo on a cold rainy day, with you. awwwwwwwwwwwwws. hehe. muacks.

9] home after.

10] going parkway parade later. Topshop, here i comeeee! ((:

11] overall, a nothing-happy-nothing-bad day.

12] oh except, some fuckface had to spoil my mood early in the morning. i'm not gonna go school ever again, serious sey. stupid black face. ass ass ass. k whatever.

AND, i want my OG photos la seyyyyyyyyyyy!

got eyecandy*'s pic! hehehehe. yea, he was standing right behind me in the pic. lol lol.

k that's it.

I LOVE SK, always will. (((:

xoxo

Labels: school days

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:43 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Photoshop

Music's ON: Do It To It - Cherish

so i added a picture on the welcome page and my profile.
and a song.
bloody blogger won't update my editings. asssss.
blogger is such a bitch, really.

anyway, once my blog "updates" the editings i made, you can see the two pictures i added. also, i edited both pics using Adobe Photoshop Elements 5.0 . no, i didn't buy the cd. no, i didn't download the trial. yes, it's already installed in my laptop. :D :D :D :D :D :D

it's more complicated compared to my usual pic editing software. probably because there's soooooo much more i can manipulate my pic with. REJOICE! :D

and yes, it's my first time using photoshop. hiak hiak hiak. noob still.
my fav is definitely the numerous shapes i can choose from, the cutout and fresco special effects. super cool!

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alright, i'm home alone now with NO FOOD.
my tummy's really unhappy now. *growl growl*
relax tummy! you will have guests soon! Mr McSpicy and Ms Fries-Without-Salt will be visiting you in awhile, k? plus their children, Curry Sauce and Coca-Cola! i ordered them specially for you. be patient!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAR.
and i wonder why people say i have wild imaginations.
=X

till here, darlings.

xoxo

PS// is this post too formal? i think i sound rather serious. lol.
PPS// well, is it?!

Labels: randoms

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:06 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

NEW BLOGSKIN.

Music's ON: In My Heart - Moby

DAMN!
i hate navigational skins. so troublesome. i prefer non-nav ones so you can see everything at once. but don't you think this skin is nice? simple yet catching. that's why i use this anyway. i like, i like. ((:

and, i have the habit of editing so much of the skin till it's quite different from the raw codes. like in this template, i edited the font size, the alignment, the headings and inserted the title. yea, it wasn't there at first but i put it in. lol. the only thing i didn't edit is the credits. i have integrity okaay. LOL !! =.=

i have a feeling it won't last as long as my brown monsters skin did. that skin was so perfect for me lars. hehe.

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some pictures from saturday.
went to Kukup, Johor for seafoooooooooooood.
yalah my family, will go as far as Kukup just to eat good seafood. hahas.

amiliya & me! was in the car. she can't sit still man. lols.
she's 2years old now. and can count from 1 to 10 ! hahahas. clever kid.
and, she's a very vain girl! LOOOOOVES to take pictures. when i put my hp infront of her, she will automatically face the cam and go, "smile!!"
already loves taking pictures at such a young age. (that explains the picture above. always ready to smile to the cam!)

my aunt & sister in the car. they both hate this pic. HAHAHAHA. whatever.

the broken skirting at the back of our car! we were puzzled at how it happened. i think my dad knows. well, he's the one driving.

amy & her mum! SEEEEEEE, SHE'S ALWAYS READY FOR THE CAM! just look at that cheeky smile! ROFL.

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i don't know why i haven't had the mood to go school nowadays. i didn't go again. woke up slightly late. thought of rushing but i wasn't feeling too good - thanks to sneezing the whole night (and my sleep) away. so i skipped school without mum knowing. :O

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met Sk at around 12pm.
hankyyyy-pankyyyyy. hiak hiak hiak.
lunched at macs. then i had a sudden crave for starbucks. Sk agreed to walk with me to plaza. weeeeeee~ chocolate cream chip with whipped cream. yumyumyumyumyum. walked all the way back. then thunder/lightning/heavy rain. we were stuck at some block. walked under the rain a lil and reached fajar. then, h~p a lil bit more (:D) and we headed homeee. Sk had to go workkkk. overall, not a bad day.

and oh, he likes my bodaaaaaay! lol lol.
thanks for the burger and starbucks, love! ;))

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anyway, hope u guys like this skin better.
i shall go edit my cbox to match my skin now, yea.
i'm doing this for you guys so, taaaaaag!
LOLs. toodles! ((((((((((((:

xoxo

Labels: pictures, randoms

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:50 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

LAPTOP!! :D

Music's ON: How To Touch A Girl - JoJo

I'VE GOT MY VERY OWN FIRST LAPTOP!!
(in fact, i'm using it now to blog!)

none other than the SONY VAIO C !

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY !!
PLUS, it's operating on the new Windows Vista Home Premium!

i'm still trying to get the hang of it though.
oooooh, LOVESSSS ITTT!
and yes, i got the Spring Green one because it's more "ME" rather than the pink. pink is cute but green is chic. pink is like standout fashionista -ish but green is different. ohh, you get my drift. i LOVE.
((((((:

my fave shot! shot by what else, my hp. so clear and precise, eh? with good photography skills, of course!
=P

I'M A HAPPYHAPPY GIRL!

OH MY! sister just called.
i have to meet her in town at 330pm! :O

this is so rushy.
will post more tonight(maybe)!
((:

[update] -8:03pm

back from town with sister!

i don't know why my sister is soo generous today. haha.

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met up cos we planned to get our iPod's earphones at the Apple centre. mine is faulty but i don't know what happened to sister's earphones until she wanna get a new one. anyway, i assumed she's gonna get two pairs for myself and hers. so we went over to Wheelock Place and headed to the Apple centre. and there was only one original iPod earphones. the rest are other brands. and...it cost a whooping 54$. for a pair of normal earphones, mind you! without any remote or anything of that sort. just earphones! i thought it'll be like, 25$ or somethin'. i figured it's a waste of money. anyway my earphones work perfectly fine just that i have to adjust a lil so that it works properly. so i told sister, no need lah, i use until really condemn then can buy. but she insisted. i was like, 54$ okaaay! don't waste money can. in the end, she pass the box to the salesperson and went, "i'll take this.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was like going crazy la.
not of happiness but of shock.
so she asked me, "you want this or something else? like clothes or whatever."
then i thought about my faulty earphones. then i thought about the price of the new ones. then i thought about the price of the top i might wanna buy.
so i told her, "ok clothes." apparently, it's cheaper than the earphones.
ans she went, "OK LA THEN I BUY FOR YOU THIS AND THE SHIRT LA!"
then she proceeded to pay.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FIFTY-FOUR DOLLARS ! it's such a waste for a pair of earphones. LOL LOL. but sister said it's okay, it's okay. plus, she didn't get one for herself. =.= serious sey. i didn't mind not getting the earphones but my sister literally forced. haha. she's mean BUT nice. :D :D :D

then we had lunch at BK.
and then we went to Topshop!! :DD

searched around, and i found two pretty tops!
this & this.
was confused because both are really nice! in the end, sister bought for me the latter. YAY! ((((: she said i looked pregnant with the former top. i think so too. BUT i still think it's pretty and i might get that soon too! (stock up before poly starts.) HEH HEH. i like!

and i'm obsessing over topshop now, apart from esprit.
i mean the prices are really reasonable lar.

headed home after.
met mum at greenridge and sister bought pizza takeaway for us. see, i told you she's exceptionally generous today

or maybe she's got too much money to spend. rofl.

alrights! till here, yup.
blasting off~~

[/update]

xoxo

Labels: new stuff

WITH LOVE ♥ 2:20 PM

Friday, February 23, 2007

finally saw eyecandy again.

Music's ON: Boston - Augustana

gah.
went to school.
jothi didn't come and mustaqim withdrew.
so i went to school with Herry only. x.x

i swear ppl were looking at us.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!

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anyway, had temperature taking after assembly.
like bodoh okayy.
36.7 C. kwangkwangkwaaaaaang.

maths lesson was first. oh hell, i hate it.
all i did was copy answer from Tasha and the board.
AND pretend i understand every single shit.
hiak hiak hiak.

since our maths lesson was in the library, i saw eyecandy* while on the way out.
I GOT SHOCKED UHHHH.
never see him for like, 2weeks? i assumed i won't see him ever again. then suddenly see his face. omgomgomg. like yeah, i freaked out again and literally zoooooomed out of the library. LOLs. oh, who gives a flyyyyying fuck.

not me.

i think. =/

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break after.
shitty food lah. )))))))):
saw eyecandy* again!! at the canteen. fuck can. so sick so sick so sick. it just hurts me sooooo bad because i can't do anything except force myself to NOT look at him. but what's worse, is that i still love Sk. sigh sigh sighhhhhhhhs. either way, i still lose. okay wtf, stop digressing zuraaaaaaiin!

i managed to psycho Nora to skip malay which is after break.
i succeeded ! so we malays who are skipping - Siti, Nora, myself - headed to the library. AND FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. saw eyecandy* again!!!!!!! gawdammit. isn't the school big enough for me to avoid his face????!!!!!!!?!?!!!???!!!!!! rrraaaaaaaaahhhhhhh-
i was climbing the stairs when i saw him enter the lib. i was walking behind my friends on the second level when i saw him climb up the stairs. i was searching for a book on the first level when i saw him talking on the phone looking at my direction. asssssssssshole. i look away like i didn't know him. is that a right thing to do? i mean, i can't face him anymore lah. WHAT DO I DO????!!!!

was about to head back up to the second level when Nora informed me he left the lib already. i was relieved/dissappointed. oh, fuck my emotions.

but of course, i can't deny, HE'S STILL AS CUTE AS EVERRRRRRR.

ANYHOOTS, spent the next 2 periods in the lib. 5 min after we settled down, Mary and the Chinese gang from S12 joined us. which tells us they too skipped MT ! powerrrr la we all. it also means 3/4 of 07S12 not attending MT lesson. WAKAKAKAKAKA. ok good.

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after school, saw eyecandy* again. need i say more???!?!?!!!!?!?
i realised he took 174. oh whateverrrrr.

mum dropped off at the bus stop opposite MI . she's from her canteen.
headed to bpp with her after.

-

i was just thinking, where would i be posted to?
i'm getting nervous. my first choice wouldn't be possible because COP is too low. for my second choice, which is NP, there is a slight possibility that i would make it. something which i'm reeeeeaally hopeful for, though i don't really like the school. it doesn't matter now cos i really want biomed. then there's TP. which i have a higher chance of getting into compared to NP. TP's COP is 14 (and i've got 13) and its course intake is 225 compared to NP's 110. so i have a great big feeling they'd put me into TP. which is pretty bad considering that it's in Tampines. then it's RP. errrrr......i really hope i don't get RP. i just don't waaant. =X

so all in all, i just have a GREAT feeling it's TP for me. not good. ))):
the reasons it's holding me back is:
1) it's far. mum said it's ok if i really want the course. not it's not okaaaaaaay! i have to wake up eaaaaarrrly!
2) the friends i make would probably be east people. sigh sigh.
3) that teeny chance i might cross paths with eyecandy* again. (yes, it's baaad.)

no wait, the teeny chance just got bigger.
HERRY TOLD ME EYECANDY* IS GOING TO TP. he asked eyecandy* and he said he's going to TP in some business course (i thought VS students go JC oneee?! and yea, his R5 is 18. same as me! to think that he's a rocking-cute-genius). this is fuck atrocious k. omfg. i already had a great feeling i'd be posted to TP (which is already bad) now this big blowup news. OH PLEEEEEEEAAASEEE MOE, PUT ME IN SP/NP. pleeeeeeeeeaaaaseeee. ='(

mum's great feeling is that i'd be posted to NP.
thanks mum! i trust your guts. hiak hiak hiak.

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i'm having breakfast with 07S5 peeps on monday! hehe.
alrights, been a long post.

i vented what i had to, so there.
toodles, yaw! ((((((((((((:

xoxo

Labels: heart affairs, school days, thoughts

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:37 PM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

boredom yet again.

Music's OFF.

BORED.
BORED.
BORED.

i'm hungry.
and my ass is rotting due to hours sitting infront of the com.
=/

xoxo

be carefree; because the whole doesn't care.

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:35 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

back to school!

Music's OFF.

HAHA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went to school today!
i am a good girl (yah, right).
((:

-

Herry gave Jothi and I a fortune cookie each this morning!
the cookie was nice though a bit tasteless.
it was my first fortune cookie ever and........ I'VE GOT BAD LUCK. my fortune reads, "you will win big in a mahjong game."
like how bad can that be?! )))))):
firstly, i don't play mahjong. secondly, my fortune reading isn't interesting at all. thirdly, i was expecting something abt love like Herry has !!!! sobs.

kay, moving onnnnnnn.
reached school and i saw Nora and Mary!!!! :D
after not seeing me for 2weeks, they miss me!! awwww. right Nora? right? right? teehee. so yadiyas and then first lesson was malay! darn boring, as usual. so after that was PE and Jothi and i skipped thaaaat. hahas. later, got to know they played netball/basketball. WHAT A TIMING ! :(

then it was phyyyyysics (the subject i got A2 for. haha!! i can't get over it! =P).
Mr Kwok got a little angry with the class. tried to give my full-est attention to make him happy. and that includes saying out my answers, half of them are crap. hahahahaha~~
then it was end of school !!!

-

tried to hail for a cab cos i decided to go my mum's canteen instead of home. can't meet Sk anyway. he's working. waited around 20min for a cab? then i gave up and decided to take the beat-around-the-bush bus. i'm trying to say it takes a longer route to the interchange. then i asked Herry if he's walking to WestMall with his friends. and he is! so i decided to tag along with them and save my money on the bus ride to the interchange. hehs.

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walked to WestMall with 07S5 peeps. Herry's classmates. felt so out of place but luckily got one class clown who makes stupid jokes. so i actually felt fitted 10min after he and the rest of the guys talked to me lar. the girls kinda ignored me. so proud. )): except for one lar.
anyway that joker, he calls me RAIN (cos stupid Herry calls me hujan which is 'rain' in malay.). i keep insisting, CALL ME ZUU. lol. ok lar, he's full of bull. but the funny kind.

reached WM and S5 peeps went to watch movie while i headed to the interchange. took 173 to ITE BB.

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i make heads turn when i walked into that school. it gets irritating sometimes.
glad to have my earpieces on or else i would be able to hear all those cheesy lines those monkeys come up with.

anyhoots, i saw HAWA !!! my childhood friend! yes, the one i attended PAP with and the one who calls me ZANKY during primary schooldays. hahahahas. she's schooling in ITE bb now. quite a shock. what a small world. (:

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so there was once when a couple of guys bought food from my mum's place. i was sitting at the back of the stall. then one of the guys asked, "berape cik?" (how much?) and my mum went, "$2, sayang" ($2, darling). and then he said, "bukan ni, yang kat belakang tu.." (not this, the one at the back).
and my mum replied, "OHHH, DUIT HANTARAN $15,000."
my mum is UNBELIEVABLE !!
=_________="

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anyway, headed for dinner after and homeeeeee.
so here i am!

post more next time!

xoxo

what you hate is what you get.

Labels: school days

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:46 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

SEKSa

Music's ON: Fly - Hilary Duff

i seriously think the tv show on Suria - SEKSa - is dumb lar.
i mean, talking about WET DREAMS and FIRST EJACULATION for boys is totally silly especially on national tv! imagine teenagers like me, watching this show. wouldn't they all feel awfully uncomfortable? discussing teen sex issues and EVERYTHING related to sex should be done in private, right?

okaay, so it's alright to discuss issues like, the bad sides of pre-marital sex.
but stuff like wet dreams, scenes showing another couple having sex while a parent is home and a young couple watching porn on tv together?!
I.R.R.E.L.E.V.A.N.T !
to some extent, it gives youths the idea that stuff like that is possible to happen. AND THEY WILL TRY. not a very effective show now, isn't it?

aaaaaaaaaahhhhh~
wth.

watching SEKSa is already like watching porn to me.
nyahahas.

just my opinion. =/

ok chow baby!

xoxo

let go of your yesterday.

Labels: opinions, randoms, tv shows

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:18 PM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

chillaxing at Fee's

Music's ON: Headstrong - Ashley Tisdale

HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY, BROTHERRR !

and he's not even home right now. LOLs.
prolly out with his friends.

-

woke up pretty early today.
planning to go Sk's place but was kinda afraid cos my brother is still home.
but he was snoring away in his room.
so i decided to wait till 11am and if he still is snoring, i'd just go.

then around 1120am, brother is still sleeping, so i got ready and left home for Sk's place.
wanted to get macs at fajar first but change my mind at the very last min. kuakuaka.

-

used his com since mine is really retarded. (it already restarted by itself twice before i wrote this post. right now as i'm typing this, i hope it doesn't restart again. or i'd be cursing like crazy!!!!) i wanted to give my friendster profile a fresh new look but Sk's dear dear laptop is very slooowww (EHEM.) so i didn't get to do it. :(

BUT, i managed to do it with my own com.
so yay, new look for my profile!
Check it out! ((:

okaaaaaay, i'm digressing!

anyways, i gave up waiting for the code to load, so we played computer games. lol.
played Diner Dash 2 first. then we took turns playing Bejeweled. haha, until level 13? then there's NO MORE MOVES. lols.

Sk made lunch for me! boiled hotdogs in a bun with melted cheese and chilli sauce! YUMYUMYUMYUMYUM. thaaaanks, darling! it tasted extra good since you made it for me. hehehehe. so we (or i) got bored with bejeweled and wanted to watch MTV. but gaaawd, some Chi Rocks concert or something. booooooooring. so we tuned in to discovery channel and national geographic. ooooooh, interesting. HEHs. then we watched Miss Congeniality on HBO together! damn funny show. nicenice. Sandra Bullock rocks! i looove her. anyhoots, by the time the show ended, it was 5pm. so i headed back hoooooome. ((:

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yaaaaaaaay, so manymanymanymany kissies today!
:D :D :D :D :D
who cares about valentine's when i get to spend time with Sk on 18feb. not even a significant day. it's about quality time maaaaaaaan! nyahaha.
'_'

-

so anyway, i'm home alone now.
parents when to Melaka with grandparents.
i don't know what for.
i refused to follow cos it's gonna be damn boring.

-

right, nothing much to say.
i'm all smiles today! ((((((((:

thanks, Sk. love you too.

xoxo

this is the most craziest shit ever .

Labels: randoms, smiles, special days

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:49 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

random post

Music's OFF.

i planned to go to school today, really i did.
but yay to me, i woke up at 650am. =.=
texted Herry to tell i overslept and can't make it for school.
he replied, nvm just meet at the interchange. we're abit late too.
me- cannot make it lar..
but he insisted! you meet us at the interchange then we take a cab from there.
i'm like, wtfh. i just woke up lar. even if we took a cab we'd still be late for school.
in the end, he said, ok nvm. there's always next week.

I THINK HE MISSES GOING TO SCHOOL WITH ME LAR! =X
serious.

-

texted mum to tell her i didn't go school.
she replied, "you too much la".
huahuahua. i'm too clever, mum.
then she texted again asking me to meet her at bpp.

-

was planning to get my green crystal star accessory for my hp at bpp.
but mum said it was too big. :(
so i didn't get that.

lunch-ed at delifrance. had Tuna Ciabatta. i didn't finish it. =/
walked around. mum wanted to get her very addictive Dove Amicelli chocs.
and i got myself a copy of teenVOGUE. weehehe. magazine sucker.

walked all the way home.
explained to mum why poly is not as bad as most people think.
LOLs.

-

going punggol tonight! yaaaaay!
haha. my relatives' place lar.

-

having troubles with Sk again.
sighs. i just want to have simple happiness with him.
WHY. CAN'T . I.
even for the last time?

sighsighsigh.

xoxo

so much for my happy ending.

Labels: randoms

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:34 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

flying dream.

Music's ON: Something Stupid - Robbie Williams & Nicole Kidman

had a weirdly cool dream last night;

it started when i realise that i'm in a bus, driving it. then when i put my head out of the window, i saw a cute guy and he was telling me, "hold the steering wheel. my agent will see you there. anything call me." (after the dream, it turns out that this cute guys likes me but i didn't like him.) then suddenly the bus started jerking, and i saw the wheels got lifted and i was on air! then i "drove" the bus but really, it was actually flying. i was really scared of course. the next thing i knew, i was hanging on at the back of the bus, outside. meaning, the bus was flying and i'm just holding on to it right at the back. AND I WAS REALLY FLYING LAR. i was actually steering the whole bloody bus just by moving my body to the direction i wanna go. it was so thrilling! i flew past trees and i can see cars the size of Hotwheels driving on proper roads. and there was once when a motorbike which is also flying, zoomed past me. then after a while of flying, i finally landed, in some part of malaysia? i don't know. then i was walking around and i felt scared, like really scared. because i was lost and i don't know where to go. then i went to the corner and sat and i started crying. i dialled the cute guy's number to ask where is he but it went right to the voicemail. and i remembered thinking, "he's not bad after all. why didn't i like him?" and i cried some more. then his "agent" came to rescue me and then the rest of my dream is nonsense.

gee, i wonder what flying dreams meant. but the dream was cool. at least now i know how flying feels like. ;)

-

i want a Sony Vaio notebook!

this is the C series. the one with colour.

SpringGreen & BlushPink.

*hinthint*, mum & dad.

*HINTHINT*

i think i prefer the pink instead of the green one now.

because look at the inside, i like white keypads better. black ones seems...bleah.

there's supposed to be school today.

but i thought of withdrawing. so i didn't go.

probably i'll go tmr. maybe, just maybe.

nothing much to say.

so toodles, crapsters.

xoxo

you'll go far in this world if you know how to touch a girl.

Labels: dreams

WITH LOVE ♥ 3:02 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

stressed.

Music's ON: Valentine - Martina McBride

and even if the sun refuse to shine,
even if romance ran out of rhyme...
you would still have my heart until the end of time.
you're all i need my love, my valentine...

-

had a tiff with mum last night.
and my sister was the one who started it.

we were in the car and i was sitting in between my mum & sis (worst thing ever, trust me). then my sister start crapping and say that i will sure not make it through the 3 years in poly. and she kept saying jc is better cos got guidance and poly is very independent. and she said that i will regret going poly cos it doesn't guarantee me a job even if i got diploma. and she continue to yak yak yak right into my left ear. i kept quiet the entire time, just keeping my anger inside. she knows i wasn't listening to she direct it to my mum, "later after 1 year she will say she cannot tahan then want to drop out. alot of my friends drop out of poly. you think she can make it?"

put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel?
discouraged?
infuriated?
on the verge of giving up?
all of the above? definitely.

then the evil sister read my printed verification slip and told me bluntly,
"i'm sure you will get the 10th choice (hospitality and resort management) and end up working like me in a hotel. and i only have o levels. you would have a diploma but still? nobody will notice. olevel grads like me can get a job like this and you have a diploma but it doesn't matter."
more discouragement.
but i'm certain i won't get posted as far as my 1oth choice.

then when i got home, mum asked me. "you think you can finish 3yrs in poly?" i didn't answer. i was thinking, of course i would try, i definitely will. but i don't even know what poly life is like yet. i didn't wanna talk about this anymore. then she asked me again, i replied, "what? i don't wanna talk abt this anymore la. stress you know." then she asked me about another 4 more times all the while i tried to control my anger and stress. then, i've had it. i burst into tears and shouted, "PLEASE LAR! I HAVEN'T EVEN START SCHOOLING YET! I JUST REGISTERED ONLY! DON'T MAKE ME STRESS CAN OR NOT?!" and stormed my way into my room, sobbing hard.

and mum scolded me for being rude. but does she know what i'm feeling? does she even want to know? all this pressure from my sister, she's just adding to it. i'm the one right at the bottom while other people are on top, expecting soooo much out of me. i wouldn't say i've stretched to my max but at this point of time, it's as far as i can go.

aunt called me and talked abt this. she told me my sister is giving me the wrong approach. and she told me to go for it no matter what the course is. forget what my sister said and just do my best. my aunt said that my sis can't force me to do what i'm not interested in because i'm the one studying, not her. she added, if i get into the course i want, it would be a slap on my sister's face. she told me to prove my sister wrong. and damn it, that's what i'm gonna do.

mum came to my room after scolding me (and after i talked to my aunt) and she asked again. i told her repeateadly i don't wanna talk about this anymore. i was feeling so fucked up i wanted to ask her to leave my room but i won't do that. because she's my mum.

after awhile, she left. i slept while drowned in my own tears.
why did i have to go through this? i thought my stress would be over once i get my results. and my olevels weren't that bad. in fact, it was pretty good for myself. then why am i crying?

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got a call on my hp early this morning. it was mum. i didn't pick it up. too sleepy, frankly. then the house phone rang and i didn't bother to get up either. i don't pick up phonecalls at home in the morning. then, mum texted me, "Sayang mama very so sorry k. i love you k."

you owe me a trip to Parkway Parade, mum.

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now all that's over, i just want to enjoy my time.
with my darlings, my family & relatives. just forget about my application (until posting results are nearing) and have fun. leave all stresses and be happy just. this. once.

make me happy.

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one thing's for sure, my hp makes me happy.
I LOVE MY N73 MUSIC EDITION !!
my fav feature? definitely the 3.2 megapixel camera with Carl Zeiss lens and integrated flash ! so now i can officially bid goodbye to low quality pictures ! teehee.
it also has the music feature so that with a press of the music key (unlike my 3250 where i have to twist), it plays all my favourite songs! :D :D :D

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until here, princes/princesses.
i will post next time and hopefully (if blogger permits), i will post up more (better) pictures instead of wordywordy entries like this, yea? hehehehe.

&& HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY ! <3<3

xoxo

hey, how long till you're leaving me alone?

Labels: angst, new stuff, special days

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:48 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

submitted JAE

Music's OFF.

revised/final.

1st: Biomedical Science (SP)
2nd: Biomedical Science (NP)
3rd: Biomedical Science (TP)
4th: Biomedical Sciences (RP)
5th: Pharmaceutical Sciences (NYP)
6th: Aviation Management And Services (TP)
7th: Integrated Events & Project Management (SP)
8th: Media And Communication (SP)
9th: New Media (RP)
10th: Hospitality & Resort Management (NYP)
11th: Innova JC
12th: Yishun JC

i've submitted. no more turning back. God knows what my future will be. praying hard to get into biomedical science. preferably not RP. okay, fine. whatever. i don't know why, but now i feel doubtful about pharmaceutical sciences. omfg. what if i get into that course? =X ok God bless. i'll just go for it. whooopeedoo~

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so Carmen left last night for Australia. i couldn't be at the airport to see her off, thanks to mum. she's gonna be there for 5yrs and i hope she'll remember us when she comes back here for a visit. awwww. i'm gonna miss her being around me. haha.

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i'm at my sister's house now. my com's being a bitch and i can't submit my application because there's a high chance it will restart in the middle of me applying. pssshh. hey, i'm hinting mum i want a laptop since poly's gonna start and she said, "ask ayah. ask ayah." LOL!!!!

DADDYYYYYYY !! I WANT A SONY VAIO LAPTOP !! IN GREEN ! IF GREEN DON'T HAVE I WANT PINK ! POLY'S GONNA START, OKAAAAY ! :D :D :D

i am everybody's girl in my family. huahuahua. except for my brother. he doesn't even care. ok maybe in my studies he does. but materialistically (?), he doesn't. hah. ok except for the iPod mini which he bought for me donkey years ago. lalala. ((:

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well anyway, i gtg now.
if my com doesn't screw up, i'll post another time, yea?

toodles, smelly monkeys!

xoxo

i'm the one that wants to be with you.

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:41 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

12 choices.

Music's OFF.

my 3rd draft for the 12 choices.

1st: Biomedical Science (SP)
2nd: Biomedical Science (NP)
3rd: Biomedical Science (TP)
4th: Biomedical Sciences (RP)
5th: Pharmacy Science (NP)
6th: Pharmaceutical Sciences (NYP)
7th: Aviation Management and Services (TP)
8th: Media and Communications (SP)
9th: Creative Media Design (SP)
10th: New Media (RP)
11th: Innova JC
12th: Yishun JC

i'm happy with this.
hah. and my first four choices is a no-brainer.
but bro-in-law talked to me last night and i'm getting more stressed.
ass okay. like does he know everything ? sighs.
i don't knowwwwwwwwww.

but still, i want to stick with this choices. i know what i want and what i can or cannot do.
other people are only entitled to giving their opinions and at the end of the day, the choice is still mine to make.

so what do you think?

xoxo

forget about the reasons why you can't in life.

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:35 AM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Release of Results Part 2/New Hp

Music's ON: How To Touch A Girl - Jojo

third time posting the same entry.
it was BLOODY LONG okay. and it disappeared just like that.
fucking asshole.
not gonna do details again.

results are out.
i wouldn't say i did well neither would i say i did badly. just so-so
average/okay lah kinda points.
L1R5: 18
L1R4: 13

passed chem for once after so many F9s.
got C5 for Os.

A2 for Physics. unbelievable. period.

failed biology. D7.

due to results almost up to expectations, i've got a new phone, N73 Music Edition. thanks mum.

fight with sis over JC or Poly. stressed.

thinking over the 12 choices. more stress.
haven't decide yet but first four choices are confirmed.

enjoy your day people. or whatever that's left of it.
will post more details tmr.
no mood. bloody fucking computer. byebye.

xoxo

i just want you to know that i miss you, i miss you so.

Labels: new stuff

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:58 PM

Friday, February 09, 2007

Release Of Results Part 1.

Music's ON: I Wanna Love You - Akon ft. Snoop Dogg

no more, "2 more weeks".
no more, "5 more days".
no more, "tmr".
now, it's "later".

LATER !
results are going to be release LATER, for my aunt's pantyhose's sake!
i keep telling myself that there's nothing i can do about it cos my results are already printed on a slip which could be anywhere in Singapore right now.

but frankly, i'm not very worried/scared at this moment.
probably cos i've lost every single bloody ounce of my confidence that i don't care anymore. hah. i just hope i won't be disappointed with the results lar.
oosh.

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i missed GFs conference yesterday lar!
it was around 10plus when i got ky's msg that the conference would be at 12-1. then i thought nvm, i'm wide awake anyway. then around 1115pm, i brought the house phone into the room with me. i turned on my second light (an orange, dimmer one instead of the bright white light. like romantic like that. kwangkwang), turned on the aircon and waited for ky's msg. the next thing i knew, i woke up at 0443am (cos mum & dad leaving the house and making noise outside), read ky's sms to call sebas' hp and then i realised i missed the conference and fell asleep. i'm super good, i tell you. =.=
sorry guys ! i'll see you darlings later, kaaaaaay ! :D

-

eh, it's only 8:41am now.

-

i find myself rather amusing sometimes.
i came into blogger without anything in mind to write. like, total blank.
but i ended up writing a long entry. even when the day is boring like hell to me, i can still write a whole lengthy post. & i think that's cos i have a tendency to go into details over everything. and THAT, amuses me. har har. so i usually make a whole lengthy entry full crappy details but only one main topic. rofl.

oh whatevuhh, zuraiin.

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ALL THE BEST TO THOSE COLLECTING THEIR RESULTS TODAYYY !
((:

xoxo

it's hard to know where i stand.

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:17 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

results.

Music's OFF

TMR IS IT, MAN !!

OH MY GAAAAWDNESS.
PRAY PRAY PRAY.

GOD BLESS EVERYBODY.
ESPECIALLY ME.
& LEAVE OUT THE SMART ONES.

raahhhhhhhhh.
):

xoxo

i'd rather be anything but ordinary pleease.

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:38 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

bad mood day.

Music's OFF

i cried last night because i couldn't take it any longer. i just felt so much hurt. i really tried my best to help myself. but shit had to happen. it just had to happen and my plan just crumbled. in a blink of an eye. i don't know what to do now and i don't wanna think about it yet.
sighh.

and if it weren't for the 'chat' Herry had with him, it would all be fine. it would all be on track and my life would have been nearly sorted out. but now? it's a big ball of mess once again.

thanks ah, Herry. thanks A LOT. >:(

and to the owner-of-Mr. BOCJ, thanks for being there for me. it's times like these i need someone to be by my side. i don't know what i would do without you.. sighh. enough.

-

so today was a rather down day. came to school with puffy eyes and eyebags. people weren't aware of it, thank God. but i think Jothi realised i'm much quieter this morning. she didn't know abt this eyecandy* & Herry thing yet. so she went like, "are you okay?"
no, of course i'm not! eyecandy* is ignoring me and all i know is i didn't do anything wrong! it's all Herry's fault! i can't face eyecandy* anymore.. i'm not okay!!
i nodded without any reply.

throughout the journey to school, i was in deep thoughts and i just couldn't look at Herry even when he's like, 50cm away from me. i don't know if i'm angry or sad. maybe both. then when we alighted. i just had to tell someone, so i told Jothi. she was shocked of course. but we both didn't know what to say.

then when i reached school, Nora asked me, "where's your eyecandy?"
then it suddenly hit me, he won't be my eyecandy anymore.
and then i thought abt how excited i was everytime i see him in school, how he actually would notice me and smile, how he'd always reply my sms and most of all, how he can actually help me move on. but because of Herry (and gawd knows what he did on the day i didn't go school), eyecandy* doesn't reply to my sms-es anymore.. thus, i am having a harder time to sort my life out.

that instant Nora asked me, i broke down. first time in MI. first time infront of my new friends. great, it just shows how vulnerable i am. i am too weak to even hold my own emotions back.

Mr. BOCJ was there with me though.
i felt safe. don't ask me why.

-

pretty much down the whole day.
lessons were just oh-so-fucktastic, really.
my mood got a lil lighter when owner of Mr. BOCJ called me up during break to check up on his
beloved BOCJ. tsktsk. haha. just messin'.
i was delighted to hear his voice. it just made me a little happier. yay. ((:

so after GP was another break and i saw Jothi who wants to skip chem and go home.
and being Zuraiin, she too was taken over by temptation and the conclusion? Zuraiin skips last two periods of the day (i.e. ECONOMICS) and heads home happily with Jothi. hehehehehehe.
that's like, 1hr 45mins earlier than usual ok. makes so much difference.

met the owner of Mr. BOCJ (now known as Sk. only for me to know.) right after.
returned Mr. BOCJ of course. awww. byebye Mr. BOCJ. i'll miss you..
played my PSP. giggled so much because Sk kept tickling my ears and poking my sides. =.=

-

and headed home around 4 cos Sk had to go work.
straight to the computar la. hehe. habit mahs.
was on friendster and not five minutes later, my sister rang.
she told me to meet her at bpp ! wth. =.="
so i took my time, changed and walked there.

ate MOSburger. Ankake Salmon Burger. YUMMEH !! it was freshly cooked and the sauce was yummy mans. *drool*
searched for my Seventeen, US version. don't haveeee. so sister wanted to buy OCK but she changed her mind. then she bought for us Pandan Cheese Roll. nicenice! i'm a sucker for anything cheese except mouldy ones. weeeeeee~

then i asked her if i had to walk the long way home with her (cos the long way to me is nearer to her home) and she didn't say anything. then when i wanted to walk the shortcut to my home, she went like, "ainnnn...you so mean, know.."
she gave that cramp face. then i gave in and i walked the bloody long route with her. so who's the mean one here?! walk one bigg round to my house. then she happy la since she got to walk the short way and got me to accompany. see, i'm nice right?! like i'm the big sister like that.
=__________________="

and she kept saying it's a good way to burn the cheese i just ate. wth.

-

right.
i shall stop her cos my post is pretty darn long already.

-

this friday.
i'm losing my confidence every 24hours that passes by.
THREE.
MORE.
DAYS.

see you in heaven. ):

xoxo

PEE-ESS// what is a depressed colour?
PEE-PEE-ESS// sorry if my post is rather dull. the reason is apparent.

all i want to do is jump into bed;
& wash away my troubles with lemonade.

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:53 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

victorious!

Music's ON: Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison

i hearrrr, VICTORY !!!
SINGAPORE LIONS won their Thai opponents; 3-2 !
their goal last night was superb man! the ball went right through two Thai defenders and into the goal! woooot! i was at the edge of my seat already.

congratulations to the LIONS for being the champion and clinching two awards - Most Valuable Player and Golden Boots - both awarded to Alam Shah.

BUT.
i seriously don't understand why WE (audiences) should be so bloody happy about this lar. it's not like we're the ones who gets part of the $100,000. i mean, it's ok to be patriotic but not OVER-THE-TOP-SCREAM-AND-JUMP kinda happiness right ? that's just plain crazy/stupid. just like some ppl in my block. scrrrrreaming away like money falling from the sky. =.=

-

anyway, school's ok today.
saw eyecandy* this morning.
awww, that smile again. but i did a bad thing.
i saw him looking my way but i pretended like i didn't. wtf is wrong with me ?!
i don't dare sms him already lar~ sobs.

-

munching on curry puff now.
gtg.
mum's home!
((:

-

[update]

one more thing!

2006 GCE 'O' Level Examination results to be released on Feb 9

SINGAPORE: Results of the 2006 GCE 'O' Level Examination will be released on Friday, February 9.

School candidates may collect the results from their schools at 2.30pm, while private candidates will be informed of their results by post or may access their results online - www.seab.gov.sg - after 2.30pm.

Students can then submit applications under the Joint Admission Exercise and the Joint-Polytechnic Special Admissions Exercise.

Both exercises are conducted annually to allow those who sat for the GCE 'O' Level Examination to apply for courses offered by junior colleges, the Millennia Institute, Polytechnics and the Institutes of Technical Education (ITE). - CNA/so

source:
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/256726/1/.html

so the date is confirmed.
this certainly makes me feel soooo much better.
(:

NOT.
):

[/update]

xoxo

i'm the one that loves you lately.

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:34 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

unintended post.

Music's ON: Once In A Lifetime - Shinhwa
(YOU are listening to it too!)

i have no intentions to blog today.
just edit my template a lil.
but since i'm here already then what the heck.

-

went to Johor yesterday. with aunt & her daughter (amiliya!!), sister, parents.
went there for fun. no intentions whatsoever.
dad wanted to die his hair black first. so he dropped us off at a shopping mall while he go to his usual barber. i think he's a regular customer there la. lol.
bought loads of junk food when we're at the mall. i bought two packets of sweets and am planning to bring them to school tmr. ((:
also bought chips and whatnots.
& my used-to-be fave Quaker Oats. wewtz.
s'pore also have all the stuff but we needed to kill time before my dad fetches us all back. plus, it's cheaper there uh. lol.

while waiting for dad to arrive, we ate some of the stuff.
the crispy seaweed, the cheeseballs crackers.

then dad arrived.
was planning to have Sushi King for dinner but sister wants to eat seafood. =.=
so we headed to Senibong Seafood. it was by the seaside. & they were soooo many stray cats lar! we went there a couple of times and the same cats are still loitering there. my gawd.
anyways, ate alot. my fav sotong fritters. fuuuh. delish. crispy and when dipped in the chilli sauce, it was so yummeh.

after thaaat, we went to Giant. to get amy's food (cos she was asleep while we had dinner) and DVDs (am i allowed to say it here?). i wanted to get my flower earstuds as well but the shop closed. :(
so anyway, i got Deathnote 2 and The Pursuit Of Happyness (recommended by shopowner). i wanted to watch DN2 first but sis said she picked that one means she watch first. wth. anyway, how am i gonna find the time to watch the dvds man. tmr schooooool. ok, i'm digressing.
headed home right after. i was so tired i slept throughout the journey home.

reached my bed at around 12plus am.

-

today is yet another boring day.
but, a day closer to the release of results.
I. Am. Scared.

when it was the last paper for Olvls, i have pre-excitement hormones kicking in.
but now, it's the pre-anxiety hormones taking its effect on me. raaahhhh.
i told the parents that i'm scared for the results.
daddy told me, "just take only laa. what for you wanna be scared?"
mummy said, "don't scared la. you did the paper already what.."
and i said, "i'm scared i won't be able to go anywhere if i do badly.."
and mummy said, "you say you wanna take private?"

well i didn't expect that reply from my mum. i thought she would say something like, why like thaaat.. or who asked you not to study hard? .
or start scolding me.
but i guess if i had no choice but to take private, she'd be supporting me. yayyy, thanks mum. just hope it doesn't turn around when i get my results and it is bad. =S

-

goodness, i just realised i haven't been sms-ing eyecandy* since the football match.
SEE LAR. this results thingy is affecting my head so much that i don't even remember missing eyecandy*.
ROFL.

xoxo

PEE-ESS// don't forget the final football match tonight! Singapore vs Thailand, second leg! i'd probably text eyecandy* about the match tonight. har har. :D

live for your dreams.

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:19 AM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

my dream car.

Music's OFF.

I FUCKING WANT THIS CARRRRR~

VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE CABRIOLET(:

i'd prefer it if it was limegreen though.

but still, it's so bloody pretty~

it's like, 2 of my dream cars put into one!

a Convertible + my fav VW Beetle.

but look at this! it's BOTH!! raaaahhh.

oh fuck.

somebody get me this car! please?

right, i'm awake early again.

last night was just confusion for me.

i don't know what's going on alreadyyy.

i thought if everything is right on track, just like i want it to be, i'd be able to move on. but i guess some circumstances can't be helped. i seriously need help lar. i can't just stand still. i need to do something. i want to do something. but how to, if everybody is going to make me do this all fucking alone?! i'm not some superwoman who can do this myself lar. plus, noone understands my situation right now. which means noone cares or are able to help. i admit, i hate to talk abt this stuff. but at least give me encouragement lar.

ok, shit everything.

i'll do this the best i can.

whatever this is.

i need mental preparation for the release of results. i am getting so nervous day by day that i thought abt it almost every single fucking min.
what if i fail my english? what if my points are just too much? will i cry on that day? will i be crying tears of joy? will i be relieved? will i be elated? what if the teachers are disappointed with me? will my friends be happy? will they cry with me if we didn't do well? will i be the worst student?

see, just too much thoughts. but i won't forget the time i dreamt abt receiving my results. it was printed on a white piece of paper abt the same size as the official result slip (Nlevel?). at first i saw the prints, "L1R5: 11" but i wasn't happy. in fact, i was pretty dampened. then while i was walking home, i realised it was quite good. so i smiled happily and i couldn't wait to tell everybody. when i told my mum, she said, "ain..why like that..?" then i went back to feeling disaappointed again. but now, if in reality it happened and i got 11 for my R5, i think i'd jump till i burst out of the roof.

i'm losing my appetite (to eat and blog) just thinking about this.

xoxo

ain't got no patience so let's go.

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:26 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

results.

Music's ON: The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani ft. Akon

And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
And tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

i adore Gwen Stefani. her videos and songs are absolutely, clever.
clever & funky.

-

i skipped school today.
because there's math test, malay lesson (plus the hmwk which i'm too not bothered to do) and the 2 econs essays that are due today. well done, zuraiin.
hehehehe.
i know Nora misses me alot. RIGHTT, NORA?! lol.

-

met mum at plaza.
decide on a place to eat.
longjohn's. as usual.
i think i'm eating ljs every friday lar.
anyway, the stupid cashier was soo dumb, i think it suits her better mopping the floor then work behind the counter. my gaaawd.

daddy fetched us there after.

-

oh and have you guys heard?
Sidney Sheldon died at the age of 89, recently. (i thought he was already dead a long time ago. hah.) that's so sad. his books are awesome, i tell ya.
Tell Me Your Dreams - my fav among the rest.
& i wouldn't have known about his books if not for my sister. yea, she owns the books. so i just read it when i found them in my cupboard. so old already lar.

anyway, i'm still on my Shopaholic Abroad. hehs.

-

& i'm in love with that nokia phoneee.
that N73 Music Edition!

i told the parents i want only 3 things for my bday. (and they got shocked when i said 3. (-.-) THREE only what!) i want: a new pair of Levi's, N73 !, my curfew to be extended (i know ah. so old but still have curfew.) but my mum said it depends on my Os results if i want a new phone. SOBS. she said, good results = good phone. highly impossible. i think i must continue (or try) to love my 3250 now.

-

TALKING ABOUT RESULTSSSSS, my mum is scaring me again.
saying, "ain, how ah? results coming out already.."
gawd, i know la.
what i don't know is whether i will do well.
what if i do badly? bad enough until i cant get the poly course that i want? bad enough that i have no choice but to enter JC because my agg. score doesn't meet the COP of biomed? bad enough that i have to continue in MI? aaaaand, BAD enough till i can't go anywhere?
creepers.

SO WHEN IS THE EXACT DAY FOR THE RELEASE OF THE RESULTS PEOPLE ??
WHEN ?! 5/9 FEB??

but then again, i don't think i wanna know.
=S

xoxo

deep inside the corner of my mind, i'm attached to you.

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:59 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Same Shyte Different Day.

Music's ON: Love You Lately - Daniel Powter

yesterday - according to Nora - is vulgar day.
so i called her asshole and she called me fucker. haha. wth.
but today, is i-don't-know-what day. but she called me cutie pie !
hahaha~~

anyway, pretty much nothing yesterday except eyecandy* didn't go school (he told me. he's going to the stadium for the match. i guess he wanted to book the seats? -.-) and the first leg of Singapore vs. Thailand. i watched the whole match on tv man! like, how cool is that ?? hahaha.
and apparently, the highlight is when the Thais protested. WHAT A BIG JOKE LAR. my gaawd. at first i didn't know what happened cos i missed the crucial part. then when they replayed (which is so bloody blur it doesn't make sense to me), i understood a lil. but i was wrong. so i texted owner-of-Mr. BOCJ to ask what's happening but he didn't know. then i looked at my brother who was watching it with me but of course i didn't ask him, he's practically MUTE. then continue watching and the Thais were so furious and they didn't wanna continue the match. i'm confused and i really wanna know whyyy. so, i texted eyecandy* - since he's at the stadium - and asked what's going on there. he was like, "(translated) they don't wanna give penalty.. i came this far then like this.. nonsense sey.."

so me, being a football noob asked why they don't wanna give penalty. i expected him to explain what Singapore did for the Thais to be angry but instead he replied, "tanak kalah ah.. pengecut ah abe." ROFL. he sounded pissed. then when the match started back, he went, "eh, dah start!" HAHA. well anyway, i found out only today that the Thais pulled one of our S'pore player till they fell and then when the referee gave penalty to S'pore, the Thais were unhappy. lol. but the part when the whole Thai team walked out of the field, created so much drama!! i was like, WTFH ?!! lol.

and if you guys caught the match and heard a background cheer going like, "(11 claps) BUTO!" during the time the Thais protested, it's definitely from the our students (eyecandy*'s bunch of friends!). i only found out this morning ! was shocked man. i gotta catch the encore cos i wanna hear it on tv! haaaaaahaa.

and oh, i only like football FINALS. more suspense. i don't care abt semi-finals or quarter-finals or whatever. just FINALLLLS. kuakuakua.

alright.
so today is a fairly boring (& long) day. hohums.
saw eyecandy* only once during break.
plus, herry was pointing directly at him trying to show me where is he. AND, he was looking my way when i finally spotted him! RAAAAAHHHH.

nothing much lar.
see ya!

xoxo

there's no other way when it comes to the truth.

WITH LOVE ♥ 5:51 PM