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Sunday, November 30, 2008
:D

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, MUNA!!


may you be blessed with loads of fun times and a bright year ahead of you!
enjoy your legality and don't forget me when you're going clubbing ok?
HAHAHAHA, kiddingxzxzx.

have fun on this special day of yours!
:D :D :D

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 12:41 PM


Saturday, November 29, 2008
it makes me smile...


"cos a girl gotta have her favourite things"

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[update]:- 11.43pm

i just thought of this.
MARINA BARRAGE = new tourist attraction?

Singaporeans are really very bored people, aren't they?
i suspect 90% of them who went to "walk-walk" there do NOT know that it's just a damn... DAM. it's a DAM people. like Henderson Waves is just a bridge?

apparently we're running out of ideas to generate money from the locals/foreigners, huh?
we need a REAL attraction, c'mon.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 3:25 PM


Thursday, November 27, 2008
Needing Some Retail Love.

hello monsterrrrrrs.!
i've got nothing to update.
just making sure my entries keep rolling, yo.

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school has been a biznatch right now.
nothing much i can say about that.
term test is in a week's time so am i ready?
nah, apparently not.

in fact, i'm kinda complacent knowing that 2 of them are open-book tests.
open-book doesn't make the paper easier luh.
it means that the questions need more thinking.
but i'm still complacent anyway. =/

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mum is getting these for me!






NICE? (:
it's from Tillys.com Spree held by one of the blogshops.
23SGD for both. the white henley top is only 4.97USD and the olive one is only USD9.97! reasonable right?! ordered it already but i haven't paid it yet.

i love you mummyyyyyyyy.

so yeah.
i want the star charm bracelet too but mum says better not in case it's loose or something like that. now that i think about it, that's true.. BUT IT'S STILL NICE LUH. STARS OKAAAY.!


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just booked a hotel room.
KL with parents on the 14th Dec.
again.

it doesn't matter though.
at least i can get a break from this ultra hectic life.
eurgh..

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well yeah ok.
that's about it.

i'm gonna catch some Zs now.
GOODNIGHT ALL! (:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:44 PM


Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HOLGA HOLGA HOLGA.

more Holga pictures..
apparently there's only 8.
cos the rest of the pics are with me, so he couldn't scan it in.




all above shots by Yours Truly.



i look like a nerdddd. cos of my fringe la.!
dammitxzxz.


and my favouriteeeeeeeeee.!

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thank you Shafian for the beautiful shot of me by you(:
i especially like my thick hair flowing down my shoulders and the light leaks from above my head! lovely lovely lovely(:

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OH AND BTW.
Term Test timetable is outttttt, people!

that's all.
have a good night! :D

xoxo

PS/ it is a known fact that guys do not and will never understand how a girl feels. even Beyonce (If I Were A Boy) knows that.. =[

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:21 PM


Tuesday, November 25, 2008
HOLGA PICS .

developed Holga pictures earlier today.
just got home from collecting it actually.
24 of them~

I'M SURPRISED IT TURNED OUT SO CLEAR! :D

so we did take pictures after all.
weeeehehehehe.
first roll of film is just a trial one, nothing important.
so some pictures were out of focus and random.
we shall have better shots next time, woots! :D

will upload some of them when Shafian scans it.
:D

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[update]:- 11.48pm

SNEAKY PEAKY;



My shots; canal leading to my house & view from my kitchen window.


Shafian's multi-exposure shot(:

xoxo

PS/ i don't uds why you had to react so absurdly about it. it's my first time, aren't i allowed to make mistakes? urgh.
PPS/ btw, all photos will be tagged with our baby's names (Lyla/Lola) and our initials (SZ.)! it shall only belong to us and if you decide to steal, we shall just let Karma do her job. YES, ZURAIIN FIERCE OK. (:

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:40 PM


Sunday, November 23, 2008
ACHING SHOULDERS .

finally, i'm done with PIA Practical Report.

my laptop can burst with the looong hours of usage man.
my head is in a mess figuring out the calculations.
and my eyes are gonna pop out of my head soon! grrrrah!

but i'm still nice enough to give yall an update!
say yaaaaaaaay! (:

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alright, i've compiled the many pictures in small collages, if you don't mind. cos blogger's uploading system is only pathetic 5 at a time. i'll never finish up by today in that case. you can still view up my nostril; just click to enlarge! =B

FRIDAY;


the last row of my pics:
i like how my hand looks in the first one! bone-y.
and the next two, hearts my hairrrrrr(:

as mentioned, we watched Madagascar 2.
had lunch after that and we went to the arcade to play the HUGE candy machine. SO ADDICTIVE, I TELL YOU! but it sucks alot of money. we got like loooaaadddsss of sweets but no souvenir. i wanted the bear luhh! *pouts* still, i wanna go there and play it againnnn.! (:

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we took our time to walk around then headed home.
at around 6, we met again.
he had to work, while i headed to BPP to meet my ever-so-beloved Darlings! :DD
it's been loooooooong.

Mos Burger for dinner.
Starbucks for catch-up session! LOVED x infinity.


look at my face in the second pic.!
that's a when-can-i-sip-my-drink? face.
the 3 of them were taking pics of the drinks.
and they keep snapping & snapping & snapping.....
LOLOL.

and like i said, we had a rather emotional talk.
i teared cos i keep thinking abt how i was treated. like a nobody. like a i-don't-see-why-i-should-check-up-on-you nobody. it's so sad, you know. and like cky said, it's even more painful when you're treated like that and then think abt your closest friends who'd be with you every single second. you'd wish they were there with you; right by your side.

but lio's also right.
life is just like that so we gotta get over it.
at least, we have each other right?
we'll be the core bunch of BFFFF (go figure)!!
and no other people will take any of our places(:

ended the night at 10+pm.
such a wonderful time spent with you girls ♥

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YESTERDAY;

went for driving simulator at 1.
cky and sebas was there too. cos cky wanted to see and show leexy to sebas. hohoho. i bet you guys can't figure that out. =P they were also with me cos they're coming over my house to cook! yesyes, really. WOOHOO! but then lio couldn't make it! =[ so sad luh. next time ok?! :D alright, so they waited for me at the canteen until i end my DS lesson. DS was stupid canxzx?! i banged into a motorcyclist. HAHAHA. k whatever.

after that, we headed to BPP to get ingredients.
we're cooking Spaghetti Bolognaise!
or rather, Linguine. cos Spaghetti was out of stock. hahaha.

got out ingredients and stuff at NTUC.
then we bought Oreo Chocolate!
and then headed over to my placeeeeeeee.

my cousins; Nina & Sabrina were dumped at my place cos their parents went to Johor with my parents/little cousins/grandparents, so yeah. and then sister and abg wandy was also home! -_-" nvm, the more the merrier. lol.

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we started preparing for the cooooooking! :D

from raw to end product. heh!

Main Chef.
Assistant Chef in blue.

what was cky doing?
LOOKING!!!!! ahahahaha. =X
ok la, she helped cut the hotdogs right?
and take pictures. yeah, all the 8 pics were taken by her.
lol.

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after we ate, the cousins, sister & abg wandy played Wii.
and we made cky play Boxing.
IT WAS SO FUNNY!!!!! she play damn pro sey! there were 3 rounds. and she KO-ed the opponent in Round 2!! OMG! no chance at all can?! LMAO! Sebas & I were laughing out super loud. hahahaha.!

alright after that, the 3 of us headed to my room and played with sebas' computer games. I'M SECOND IN HER BEJEWELED 2 HIGH SCORES BTW. muahahahahaha. after awhile, the 2 cousins of mine joined us in the room and we played Game of Life! had quite a laugh, esp with the 2 little monsters.

after the game, we painted our nails! thanks to the 2 monsters.
think of it as a mini girls' night in.
we were all cooped up in my room playing games and painting nails.
hahahaha, so cute la we all. =B

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at around 8, cky had to go.
so we left the house after her cos Nina & Sabrina wanted ice-cream from Macs. sebas & i then brought them to Fajar Macs for ice-cream and sebas had her dinner. we talked abt manymany stuff blablabla... yup.! then outside 7-11, sebas made a random move and bought the toy capsule!

she got a mini kaleidoscope.
i saw her getting it, so i tried one too but i took another machine instead cos i thought the keychain looked cute! but sebas' was nicer!!!! I REGRET. REALLY SUPER REGRET.

then you know what? SEBAS BOUGHT ANOTHER KALEIDOSCOPE FOR MEEEEEEEE! OMG, ISN'T SHE SWEET?!?! aaaaawwwwwwwwww! :DDD

the brown one is Sabrina's.
sebas got me the blue one!

THANK YOU DARLINGGGG!
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. HAHAHAHA.
btw the inside is very pretty. haha.

it was indeed another great day. :D
LIO YOU MUST BE HERE NEXT TIME K! :D

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that ends my updateeeee, yo.
i am frickin' tired.
hope you enjoyed this entry as much as i did, ya! (:
i hope you have wonderful gfs just like mine ♥

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!
sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite! =B

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:11 PM


Saturday, November 22, 2008
SLEEPYXZXZ .

i'll update on the happenings yday and today...
TOMORROW!

with a load of pictures, promise!
i reeeeeally wanna finish up my PIA Report first alright?
plus i'm sleepy right now too.
sleepy me = boring entry.

so tmr okays! thank you. (:

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btw, i ripped this off a friendster profile...


Owning a Nikon doesn't make you a photographer, it just makes you a Nikon owner.

HOW TRUE!
it is so sad to see youths these days being so blinded by the fact of owning a DSLR. it's cool, when you use it for a proper purpose. like maybe you have intentions of being an amateur photographer. or freelancing. you don't buy it cos it's the in thing and it's "cool". and after being pleased by the fact that you own a bloody DSLR, you don't put it to optimum use. YOU TAKE CRAPPY PICS THAT CAMERA PHONES CAN TAKE.

seriously, at least take time to actually learn how to use it?
-_-

[update]:- 1.39am

I AM STILL EFFING AWAKE! -_-Zzz..

tagged by Muna!

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
- Kinda. Maybe. Sorta.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
- How much younger? it bothers me when it's like, years younger.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
- Not anymore.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Save half. The rest goes to the parents and orphanage. A huge treat for the beloved friends. And no-stopping-back shopping for mememe!!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- I am already in love with my bestfriend. Ahaha.

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone.

7. Ideal boy/girl?
- Caring. Responsible. Love kids. Blablabla..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Hate his girl.

9. What's your fav movie?
- What was the saying..? "There isn't a favourite movie; just a favourite person to watch it with."

10. Do you have any regrets?
- But of course.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Successful woman with stable job and income. And a good life. Starting a family.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- Family. My girls. And S♥.

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
- Intro-Extrovert. Can go crazy at times! (:

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Married but poor. You can seek for money. But love comes to you! (wtf, i sound frickin' mushy!)

15. What is your favourite colour?
- Limegreeeeeeeeeen! And chocolate brown and hot pink. Sexyyy!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- 90% enough? 10% is for me being selfish cos i don't wanna get trampled all over my head. I had enough of that, yo.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- I never had. And i would never. Because i believe when you love 1, you can't love another. If you do, that isn't love! (ok seriously, wtf is wrong with me?)

18. Does forever exist?
- I would say so... Gosh, why are we getting philosophical here??

19. Name three things you would like to do before you die.
- Have kids.
- Make parents: proud of me/happy/feel they've done their job.
- Visit Disneyland. (ahaha)

20. BK vs LJS. Who's the winner?
- Hmm... BK. Mushroom Swiss ftw! LJS is getting scrawnier. =/

21. If you tried on a pair of shoes, and they fit, and they were the only pair left, but someone magically came to steal them from you on a flying lawnmower... What would you exclaim?
- "UGHHH! I DIDN'T WANT THEM ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!"

22. Boys or Girls?
- Girls ftw! LOLOLOL.

23. Would you consider yourself a morally upright person?
- Not too sure about that.

24. If Buzz Lightyear was real, life-sized, and was immortal - how different would this world be?
- Not much. He doesn't do a good job at hero-ing anyway.

25. Would you have sex with a random stranger?
- If i'd die tomorrow.

26. Do you smoke?
- No. Don't see the benefits at all. And "cool" is not an excuse. AND there's no such thing as social smoking.

27. Are you happy with your life?
- In some areas. I could definitely be happier.

Tagging; Hy, Linn, Valencia, Shafian and Aqidah.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:12 PM


Friday, November 21, 2008
Madagascar 2

down to Causeway Point with S♥ for.........

H to the I to the L to the ARIOUS.

and super cute too! :D
my fav was when Alex was a baby and all he did was dance.
ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE!
4.5/5 - must watch! -0.5 cos it's only 80min!

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dinner with darlings was very fruitful.
we got to let our feelings out (finally, for me).
i cried la. i was like telling them abt stuff happening in school, how i felt and stuff then tears just started rolling down.. and it refused to stop. the cky told us her story and i felt the way she did, like TOTALLY. so it got difficult for me to stop. i wasn't the only one who teared.

i mean like, ppl see us cry think that we broke up with bf or something.
but it's like, our problems revolves around friends lei.
we cried cos of FRIENDS. pfft.

full story... not here.
sorraye.!

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i got pictures for today! proper update tmr k?
it's late + i'm doing PIA report. boooo.

have a good night's rest, loves! (:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:50 PM


Thursday, November 20, 2008
1 2 3 4 I LOVE YOU .



PLS TURN YOUR SPEAKERS UPPPPPPP AND LISTEN TO MY BLOG SONG.
SWEETNESS. (:


xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:14 PM


Monday, November 17, 2008
nice experience.

IT'S CLEAN ROOM DAY!

my group was the last one to do our part so we, along with the other groups, slacked in one of the science labs while waiting for our turn. we chatted, joked and stuff. talked about everything under one roof. ahaha.

after waiting for sooooo long, our turn was called!
we entered and realised there are 5 little rooms in 1 huge room. get it? lol.
while the group before us got dressed (yes, with the clean suit!), i managed to sneakily snap a pic of the place. the outside looks like an operating room! the metal benches looks like a operating tables. hahaha. it looks too professional for to be in a SCHOOL.

cool, huh?
so jakun, you know!
everybody's like - wahhhh. ehh, look! so coooooool..

pictures of us in the Clean Suit?
ahhh, nonono!
*wags finger side to side*

DrAlexLee did mention that the first pic is a 10k room. but i kinda forgot the definition.. something like, in every cubic of air in the room there's only 10 particles? somewhere along that line.. i think. HAHAHA. whatever!

then we had to go through the filtered air "mini-room" before we can enter the real super clean room. there's where we do our stuff. yups.. we are so poor thing la, cos we were the last group and we had to find our own materials since most of them were used up! even worse, DrAlexLee totally let his hands off us and left the lab halfway, while 6 of us were stranded in the Clean Room!! like omg, scary can?! he didn't come into the clean room again cos it's troublesome to put on the Clean Suit. so he just waited and and looked out for us outside.

and we communicated through the glass window. -_-"
and then we had to clean up the friggin' place!!! grrrr.

but good experience overall la.
more Adventures in the Clean Room in Sem 3.1!

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other than that...
i was quite disheartened (and terribly hungry) after the Clean Room lab session..
but i covered that up. (:

i know i'm not one of your close friends.
i also know that i may not be the person that you wanna spend every school minute with. i can totally uds that, no problem. but even as a casual friend or an acquaintance, a promise is a promise, right? you may argue that it wasn't a promise but at the very least, do what you said. it's a very simple gesture and it may not mean anything to you, but it does to me. so why did you have to forget abt me although i'm not one of your bestfriends?

i felt so sad after that, mans. sighh.
ok luh. what-eh-vurrrrrrrrrr.

btw my class got alot of gossips y'know?
so much that you can forget abt Gossip Girls!
not the good kinda gossip, though.
but still... sungguh interesting. heh heh.

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AND OHHHHH, BPharm Proposal handed in!
that's 5% burden off my shoulders, man. :D

alrighty then.
till here, my loverrssss!
(:

xoxo

ps/ i wanna thank Nadd for being a sweeeeet friend. ;) and the other malay nyonyas in my class who always crack crappy jokes and never fail to make me lmao. and stop it with the Cik Jan, hor! hahaha.

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:14 PM


Sunday, November 16, 2008
What's The Sitch?

i ♥ U-turns!



hahaha, so random.
driving's going on smoothly for me, woohoo. (:


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well i'm finally done with my part for BPharm.
except for the Abstract part.
cos i gotta read up the whole report before i can start with Abstract.
so yupp! meeting tmr at 1030am for BPharm!
Report due on the same day, 5pm. like omgxzx.

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tmr's PMic lab would be at the Clean Room, 20min per group.
which means we would all be wearing our SPACESUITS!
or rather, the Clean Suit.

we can't laugh at each other cos... we'll all be looking exactly the same.
everything covered, except for our eyes.
seriously, from the tippy toes to our hair ends.
wrapped, enclosed, shielded. totally totally covered.
except for the eyes.

let me just remind you how the Clean Suit looks like...


































uh huh.

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:27 PM


Saturday, November 15, 2008
you can do better than that, no?

- BPharm Practical Report; Due: 17 Nov 2008
- BPharm Practical Assignment 2 & 3; Launch: 17 Nov 2008
- BPharm Quiz 1: Topics 1, 2 & 3 (excluding 3.2); 26 Nov 2008
- BPharm Tutorial Quiz: Topic 3.2; 2 Dec 2008
- PIA Individual Practical Report; Due: 23 Nov 2008
- PIA Assignment; Due: 12 Jan 2009
- PIA Quiz 1: Topics 1 & 2; 20 Nov 2008
- IPT PBL Duo Role Play; 19 Nov 2008 > 5-6pm
- IPT Quiz 1: Topics 1 & 9; 19 Nov 2008
- IPT Assignment; Due: 25 Nov 2008
- PMic Practical Project; Ongoing
- Retail Management Project; Launch: 26 Nov 2008
- CSAS Reply Letter; Due: 20 Nov 2008

finally, i have a proper list of to-dos.
i haven't gotten around to do it.
eventually... i had to.

hopefully i didn't miss out anything?
cos i feel like something's lingering at the back of my head but i just can't grasp it.
hate that feeling. pfft.

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CCN Day was yday.
yday was CCN Day.
truthfully, i don't feel bad for not being able to help out.
just take a look at the truckload of school stuff i have.
plus the meeting, this meeting, the other meeting andddd that meeting.
like where can i search for time?
yesterday alone, which was the actual CCN Day, school was suppose to end at 12. meaning no classes after 12 noon due to CCN day. i thought i could hang around A7B5's stall for abit.
that seemed to be an imagination only, though.

cos there was Retail lecture at 11am, which i missed cos i only came at 1130am.
then i had IPT meeting at 1pm to prepare for the consulation at 4pm. IPT meeting lasted around 2hrs? had a short break.

during IPT meeting...

WATCH WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TAKE A PIC OF YOURSELF WITH MY HP.















your picture appears in my blog! (:

this is Nicholas who liked my hp and its camera.
so he took a pic of himself and then bluetooth-ed to his own phone. -_-
had fun during the meeting though, cos we joked and gossiped alot.
ehehehe.

then at around 3pm, we continued with PMic meeting since groupmates were roughly the same bunch of people. printed the Project Proposal which was due at 6pm the same day. and then it was already 4pm. IPT consultation time! it started a little late. so we ended at 530pm for the day.

what a CCN Day for me, huh?
to say that i'm busy with school, is an understatement.
ask the PST students.

you'd probably wanna get your facts right before blabbering and whining about how much work YOU had to do, alright? you so need an attitude check, pronto. this is not me being angry. this is me being appalled at your childish behaviour.

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IPT consultation was pretty cool.
we had a trial run of the role play that we'll be doing in the next 2 weeks. so we were the pharmacists and Ms Tan was the patient. we had to counsel her, recommend her the best drug for her illness and educate her about the usage and stuff.
like, "this is to be taken 4-6 drops, 3-4 times daily."

at the end of the counselling, she asked us, "what else you wanna tell the patient?"
we all looked at each other and thought of something else to say.

we got nothing.

she probed us again.
"after this, it's byebye to the patient you know. is there anything else you want to tell me?"
and this joker named Boon Pin said,

"oh, can you kindly pay at the cashier. thank you."

LOL!!!! NO LINK!!!
our whole group burst into laughters la.
wth, hahaha.

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hohum.
i am currently busy-ing myself with BPharm Practical Report.
i'll prolly head over to JE library tmr to continue cos i totally cannot concentrate at home, ugh.

alright, until here babiessss.
cheers and enjoy what's left of the weekends!
(:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 5:41 PM


Thursday, November 13, 2008
HOLEY, SHOP-ERONES. OMG!

VALENCIA SHOWED ME SOMETHING TODAY!

relating to my favouritest range of novels everrrrrrrr,
the Shopaholic series by Sophie Kinsella (i have all the books!).
from the first installation of the Shopaholic novels:
The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic

comes the movie,

Confessions of a Shopaholic



*SCRRRRRRREAMS*

MUST WATCH! MUST WATCH!
i don't care if i have to wait eons for it to be released in Singapore.

DIE DIE MUST WATCHHHHHHHHHHHH!
*jumps up&down with glee*

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:55 PM


Wednesday, November 12, 2008
*giggle giggle*

guess who i met today?

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SEBASTINI LOH HUI PING!
lol lol lol.

i miss her alot!!!
and Lio and CKY alsoooooooo. omg.

yeahhhh, was with Shafian when she called me.
we were on the way to BPP and she was otw there too.
so we decided to meet!

she had her lunch at LJS while Shafian & I had Clam Chowder Soup.
yumyum!
we caught up with stuff and then left for home.
just a brief one, so sad.
i wanna meet my girls soon!

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still stressed up with school.
pls don't bother me when i'm at my worst ok?

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and thanks for fetching me, Love!
hehehe.
hehehehehehehehehehe. hinthint*
ok, that's enough giggling. lol.
(:

all i think about is you,
you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized. (:


xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:53 PM


Monday, November 10, 2008
2nd(:

did i mention?
that Shafian was so sweet last night to buy for me food.
and came all the way to my block to send it to me. (i did not ask him to)
fried kway teow without beansprouts!!


sweet hor? haha.


my mum went like, "wahwah... ader tuan lagi nak hantarkan makanan eh.."
of course mahhhhh. haha.
and thank you manymany la!
appreciate it lotssss. (:

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today's lab was confusion confusion confusion.
especially PMic.
like whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
chit-chat session was nice though. laughlaughlaugh. lol.

next week, Clean Room with the u.g.l.y overalls!
we're making the antibiotic injection liquid.
sounds fun? i think not.
cos there are many precautions we need to consider.

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ok, my blogging is as messy as my head.
sorry, let me just sort things out.
manymany things to do!

for own ref:

BPharm Formal Practical Report (Group).
PIA Formal Practical Report (Individual).
IPT PBL Summary Notes.
PMic Practical Project Proposal.

PMic Quiz 1; 12 Nov.
IPT Quiz 1; TBC.
IPT PBL Interview; 14 Nov.
IPT Assignment; Due 25 Nov.
can someone spell g-o-n-e-c-a-s-e?
no wait, i did that already.
*shrugs*

xoxo

ps/ to classmates, if i missed something, can you point it out to me? thanks! =P

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WITH LOVE ♥ 6:54 PM


Sunday, November 09, 2008
freaked.

my saturday was horrible.

saturday morning was horrible.
had clam chowder soup, half a double turkey bacon sandwich and iced milo for breakfast at LJS with the sister and mumsie.
all of which, tasted bland.
thanks to my congested nose, my tongue was immuned to taste.
horrible.

saturday noon was horrible.
had a huge fit and vented my anger on my poor love.
i. am. extremely. sorry.
i guess all the workload and stress from school really got to me.
safest to say, you were there at the wrong time.
and what i did to him after was just...
horrible.

saturday evening was horrible.
i had driving practical with a uber weird instructor.
the way he acted freaked me out.
i don't think i learnt alot of useful stuff from him. scary.
and i hit the kerb side while doing wide divider u-turn.
horrible.

saturday night was horrible.
haven't you heard how loud the thunders were?
and how bright the lightnings were?
i got woken up so suddenly.
horrible!

and for the first time ever, i hid under the blankets, afraid of what's happening outside.
i teared too, thinking of my horrible saturday. what an experience.
and just in time, i received an sms: "dear, i'm scared.."
and that was very very comforting to me.
because he still texted me despite the huge drama-mama in the noon.
because he was also hiding under the blankets just like me.
because i know i'm the one he'll look for when he's afraid.

thank God the sun came up.

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sunday was better.
not perfect, but better.

and thanks for dinner, Love.
i appreciate everything you've done for me.
i should be a better person to you.
i'm so so sorry.

='[

xoxo

ps/ school still sucks ok. the workload is just C-R-A-Z-Y. i hate writing reports! grrrr!

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WITH LOVE ♥ 11:03 PM


Friday, November 07, 2008
warned: emo post.

TGIF!!!!!


gosh, it feels like a very fast week.
but school is just... idk.

school feels like rubbish right now.
i used to always look forward to school.
cos of my class.. NLMZ...
lunching tgt. spending long breaks tgt. doing everything tgt.

now?
everything's just gone.
i feel insecure. i still feel lonely even when there alot of acquaintances around me. even when i'm with the closest girls (nadd. val. shikin.), i still feel like something's missing. like school isn't school anymore. i often feel like skipping lectures. there's no more life. there's no way i can open up like i used to. i'm suppressing every emotion inside. like i've mentioned a zillion times (not exaggerating), i can't be myself anymore.

i just feel alone.

school is just work, work and work now.
and our social life's ruined thanks to these.
it used to be (pretty) easy for me to wake up for school in the mornings.
but now? i can't even drag myself out of the bed.
leave home with a frown, leave school with a bigger frown.

and i haven't stop complaining.
i won't stop until i feel right.
the smiles you see on me in school?
it's not always genuine.
try faking a happy front when inside, you just feel terrible.
NOT EASY.

I HATE SCHOOL x100.
i, from the bottom of my heart, hate school.
urgh.

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that was meant to be a private entry.
well, some parts of it will still be private.
but i guess i need someone to know my troubles too.

this feeling i'm having is just.. hard to explain.
i want Yr 1 back. ='[

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on a slightly brighter note, i got a new phone.

Nokia 7610 Supernova

but i'm not very happy with it.
it wasn't even in my top 2 list.
i want N79 butttttttttttttttt, everybody says it ugly.
i don't think it is lor! grrrr. whatever la. freak.

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to make my emo friday even more outrageous; runny nose, sore throat and nasal voice. in other words, COMMON COLD. fever, pls stay away. your presence is seriously not needed at this period of time.

i am Patient D in my IPT PBL.
HAHAHA.

zzzomg, my first laughter in this entry.

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to my gfs: at this point of time, i reallyreally need a listening ear (in this case, 3 pairs of ears belonging to very special people). i feel so horrible, honestly. i'm gonna breakdown anytime. if i had one wish, i'd wish we all would be in the same school! i feel bloody left out in TP! urgghh.

to ♥ : i just need you rightttt beside me. ='[

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:21 PM


Thursday, November 06, 2008
i remember the simple things..

What's the connection between you and the last person you talked to?
♥ she's my babe

you're the sweetest.
(:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:20 PM


Wednesday, November 05, 2008
U.S Politics .

CONGRATULATIONS
to Barack Obama for being the first black U.S President!


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i found out recently in school, live!
during the break, my IPT group arranged a meeting at the library. while we were waiting for the lift in the lib, we saw the tv was tuned to CNN so we all checked it out. at that point of time, Obama had 217 votes(?) and McCain had 110+(?).

they are both racing to get 270 to become the next US President.

about an hour later, we were on our way to lecture and before leaving the library, we went to check it up again. Barack Obama had 338, accounting for 67% of the entire election! i was so surprised at how fast the number shot up within an hour. btw, McCain was only at 130+.

we were all pretty glad Obama won.
hahaha.
NO MORE BUSHHHHHHH!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:25 PM


Tuesday, November 04, 2008
jumble jumble jumbled up .

ipod Baby Love - Nicole Scherzinger

"you are my baby love, my baby love
you make the sun come up,
you're my every, everything that i could ever dream of.."


check out my two-toned hair.

i have officially owned a screwed up brain .
no seriously.

PMic, IPT and upcoming Retail Mgmt being the major projects. and then CSAS and BPharm with the additional (but still significant) workload that adds up to all these pressure. suddenly attending lectures ONLY sounds fun. -_-!

5 projects. 5 different groups. 5 different meetings to arrange.
while the time we have, is not enough.
imagine we have meeting during our breaks.
our BREAKS, for evilness' sake! >:[

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PMic's project, by far, is the toughest for me. it's a Practical Project so we gotta source the procedures for the labwork all on our own. which is why i am pretty much lost in the deep microbiological blue sea. it is not easy, i must emphasize.

IPT isn't easy too.
but the topics are interesting which makes it kinda manageable la.
which drug is best for the patient?
we'll learn about certain diseases and its treatment too. :D

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i just realised something. i'm in the middle of my Runny Nose research and now i find myself in Blogger, blogging. how did i get here? i've no intention of blogging whatsoever. HAHAH. all this projects are really getting to me, huh?

toooodles, beavers.

xoxo

ps/ imy. but i'm gonna be stubborn too. i'm busy, i'm busy, i'm busy and i don't care. i've no time for you. is that what you're trying to tell me?
pps/ emoemoemo. why can't i freaking be myself in school?! i need my gfs ASAP.

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WITH LOVE ♥ 7:49 PM


Monday, November 03, 2008
another school day .


Lyla Holga Baby.

school today wasn't really mundane.
though it was looong and draggy. 9am-6pm..
shagged.

BPharm practical was spent in the E-Lab.
we had to use the computer software to test drugs on a virtual rat. boringggggxzx. but the best part was when half the class was on MSN and we were all added in one convo. i didn't join the chat though, i just read what they crapped about. and it was friggin' hilarious! ROFL.

at one point of time, the crapping got super funny, the whole bunch of us giggled (quite loudly) and MsHor already suspected something.. "i hope you're not on MSN ah.. maximise your time properly blablabla.." and she walked around the whole lab. a few of them then left the convo. -___- chicken mcnuggets. chat so much then left so abruptly. LOL.

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PIA practical was next.
the practical was boring. but the doing it was pretty fun cos us being brats managed to make little things seem funny. like trying to squeeze the D.I. water bottle to fill up until the calibrated line. nobody wants to do it cos we were all afraid of overshooting. lol.

and that somethingsomething that my group only knows. HAHA.
SSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
it was scary but we had a good laugh after we managed to clear the evidence. =B

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AND OH! the teacher we got was like... OMG.
it's the second time i got her as a practical tutor and she never changed.
when we were right, she said we're wrong.
when we tweaked our mistakes, she was satisfied.
10min later, she came and said we're wrong, and told us the REAL correct one.
and real correct one was the FIRST thing we did.

AAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.

we were supposed to use 50mL volumetric flask for the experiment. after a hard work of making our stock solution, she came to our bench, nagged, and told us we were supposed to use 100mL volumetric flask instead. so ok, we took the 100mL flask, did the stock and standard solution TWICE but still didn't get the correct answer.

mind you, one round of making the solution is tedious okay!

after awhile, she came to our bench again and she slowly said.........
"okay. i know why you never get the answer. because blablabla.. you use 100mL flask right? actually.. you have to use 50mL flask."
"YOU SAID 100mL! *insert super drama not-our-fault face*", i literally exclaimed.
LITERALLY! i was damn frustrated with all the diluting already man!
"i know i know.. i'm sorry. haha. i know it's my mistake.. ok do it quickly. time is running out."

we (my group) stared at each other, stunned, after she walked away.
OMG, SERIOUSLY. ugh! -_-
we did 2 more rounds before finally getting the answer.
*wipes forehead*

although how annoying/frustrating/irritating it is to have her give us wrong instructions over and over again, and although it's so hard to understand her english ("warm abit up"), it's still nice to be in her lab cos we're like "free". not very suffocating, if you know what i mean? haha.

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OH GEEZ, LONG WORDY ENTRY.
haha.
wonder who bothers to read? lol.

alright, it's late now.
GOODNIGHT LOVELIES!

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 10:44 PM


Saturday, November 01, 2008
Birthday Boy!

ipod If I Were A Boy - Beyonce




HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SHAFIAN! (:

May the year ahead of you be blessed with all the good stuff and fun times.
You're an adult now (dengar tu!) so you definitely know how to make the right choices already, ya? Remember what i told you? Being legal comes with a responsibility tau! Don't misuse it. (:
Ok la, so mumsy. Haha.


But of course, being 18, most imprtantly, HAVE LOADS AND LOADS OF FUN!
And get a license quick la! Haha.

Happy Birthday, once again! :D
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and of course, i went out with him today.

we had Pastamania and Fried Mars Bars (which i don't understand why people love it so much? it's not to-die-for, what? cheesy curry chicken ftw!) at Far East.
i'm not gonna elaborate, maybe he will so you know what to do. ;)


mine & his.

the bus ride back was torturous, thanks to him!
torturous in a i-can't-stop-laughing way.
grrr, grrrrrrr. hahaha. ;)

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alright now, i've got some researching to do.
and note-taking too, damn.
and this is what we pay the school for - STRESS.

eurgh.

GOODNIGHT, WORLD! (:

xoxo

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:56 PM