my saturday was horrible.

saturday morning was horrible.
had clam chowder soup, half a double turkey bacon sandwich and iced milo for breakfast at LJS with the sister and mumsie.
all of which, tasted bland.
thanks to my congested nose, my tongue was immuned to taste.
horrible.

saturday noon was horrible.
had a huge fit and vented my anger on my poor love.
i. am. extremely. sorry.
i guess all the workload and stress from school really got to me.
safest to say, you were there at the wrong time.
and what i did to him after was just...
horrible.

saturday evening was horrible.
i had driving practical with a uber weird instructor.
the way he acted freaked me out.
i don't think i learnt alot of useful stuff from him. scary.
and i hit the kerb side while doing wide divider u-turn.
horrible.

saturday night was horrible.
haven't you heard how loud the thunders were?
and how bright the lightnings were?
i got woken up so suddenly.
horrible!

and for the first time ever, i hid under the blankets, afraid of what's happening outside.
i teared too, thinking of my horrible saturday. what an experience.
and just in time, i received an sms: "dear, i'm scared.."
and that was very very comforting to me.
because he still texted me despite the huge drama-mama in the noon.
because he was also hiding under the blankets just like me.
because i know i'm the one he'll look for when he's afraid.

thank God the sun came up.

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sunday was better.
not perfect, but better.

and thanks for dinner, Love.
i appreciate everything you've done for me.
i should be a better person to you.
i'm so so sorry.

='[

xoxo

ps/ school still sucks ok. the workload is just C-R-A-Z-Y. i hate writing reports! grrrr!

Labels: emo, heart affairs, sick

Music's OFF.



antibiotic.
med for fever.
med for high fever.
med for sore throat.
med for cough.
lozenges for sore throat.

i am a poor thing.

yes, people.
that's how sick i am.
or was, actually. i'm now only slightly coughing.

yesterday after i had my shower freaking early in the morning, i had the most terrible shiverings i could ever experience. furthermore, the waterheater was on! i had no idea why i was feeling suuuuuuper cold. and then when i got into my room, still shivering and covered with my blanket, i looked at my nails. this was how it looked like:



is that scary or what?!
PURPLE NAILS! the whole nail some more not only half. my nails were so alien-looking, serious. see, i was THAT cold. tsktsktsk.

anycows, i'm feeling muchmuch better now. (:
heaps of hurray.
i want to go back to school happily!

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on a brighter note, have i told you guys i got my Topshop tube top?

Labels: new stuff, pictures, sick

Music's OFF.

COUGH.
COUGH.
COUGH.

sneeze.
sneeze.

fever.
fever.
fever.
fever.
fever.
fever.

raaaahhhhh!

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i tell you if i wasn't sick.
first day of school would be fab. damn it.

had Maths & Stats lecture.
nothing much. we haven't started on the topic yet.

then PIPC lecture. manageable, i guess. it's Chem so i gotta pay extra attention right from the start. tried my best to concentrate today. units of measurement....yakyakyak.

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anyway, after 3 hours of lecture, A7B5 went over to 'Flavours' (the only air-coned canteen in TP) to have lunch together. well, half of us that is. Joseph, Clement, Alex Tan, Mei Yee (sp?), TX (sp?), Rachel, Muna, Nadiah, Lin, myself and another girl (forgot name. roar).

i'm trying to recall their names but, haha, failed.

but i was feeling sooooooo freaking hot!
yeah, i thought my fever temp was rising and i wanted to gobble the Panadol but yea, too lazy to buy water. (: see, that's zuraiin. then we headed home. took 8 with Lin. felt so freak dizzy already.

SKIP SKIP SKIP.

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OH YEAH! BOUGHT MY LABCOAT ALREADY!
WEEHOOO~

so exciting.

:D

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saw Nadiah at Tamp Int. LOL. she took correct bus but wrong bus stop. HEHs. so we took the train together and she alighted at Bedok. meanwhile, i tried to talk but my throat was really drying up with all the coughing till my voice is gone. rotten luck. hmpf.

yea, i rushed for a seat cos i NEEDED it. sorry if i looked so kiasu. =X

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anyway, the point of this entry is a freaky stranger i met when i was travelling home. it was a malay guy and i first saw him at the MRT door at Tamp station. Nadiah, myself and him entered the same one. we were actually standing near the yellow arrows already but then he suddenly zoomed straight to the yellow line. my first impression was, "so kiasu." and i looked at his feet already on the yellow line.

so duh. then he rushed to the corner seat while i rushed to the opposite row 3 seats away. kind of like facing him luh. Nadiah then dropped off at Bedok. then i didn't think much lah, just minding my own cough-ness and sneeze-ness. then the woman beside me got up so i shifted to my right to rest my head against the wall. so i'm like facing him already. ok fine.

i didn't feel good you see so i kept leaning back and forward, slept then woke up. i actually secretly wanted to see which station he got off so everytime the train stopped, i peep at his shoes. hiakhiakhiak. anyway, we both alighted at jurong east. can you imagine? TAMP all the way to JE?! crazy. what a shit coincidence. he too was coughing badly and sleeping so no shit luh.

then anyway, i wanted to head out the door and he was directly beside me, AND HE LOOKED AT ME!! so scary can! he shouldn't care about a sick girl on a train lah okaaay! ANYWAY, i pretended not to see so when i transferred to the middle train, he got in the same door with me. by this time, i sensed something not right already. and when i got a seat first, HE SAT BESIDE ME!

T_____________T

-of all the places!!
it freaked me outttttttttttttt totally! i kept my head down pretending to sleep cos i didn't want him to talk to me but then suddenly...

"hey..hey.."

and i realised he's got the same voice as me. (:
HE'S GOT SORE THROAT TOOO~ wakakakaka.

he asked me for a tissue and i gave and then he asked,

"got fever too?"

i'm like, "yeah. so sickening."
then we chatted. then he asked me where i school and what's my age and what's my sec school and where i stay. he's like from TYSS, currently 18, in ITE Simei (damn it! =.=). and i'm like okaaaaaay. then we found out that he had fever on the first week of his school and i had fever today too (first day of my school). then he had fever two days ago and mine was like on friday. so yuuuup. freaking weird. then we both boarded the LRT together. sheeeeez.

both of us were talking hoarsely.
hahaha, dumb sey.

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he asked for my number but i'm not gonna say if i gave or not!
pffft.

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then on the lrt,
HE WANTED TO SEND ME HOME! =X !!!!!!

i was like, WHAT?! NO NEED LARRR.
then he say i got fever later halfway faint or something.
=_="

i say i can make it cos it's not that bad.

in the end he dropped at BPP to meet his friends. LMAO.
scary lar.
and when he walked off, he kept staring at me.
i looked away because he looked like some stalker!!!!!!
*shivers*

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on the q if he's cute? no.
on the q if he's fat? no.
on the q if he's handome? 30% maybe. might even be a no.
on the q if he's decent-looking and not MAT-MAT ROCK? yes.
on the q if he's got dimples? YES!

ok whatever. nottt my type. not interested.

you know what's the best part of it all?
AFTER ALL THAT, I STILL DON'T KNOW HIS NAME.
((:

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i'm gonna get some sleep now.
feeling reallyreally weak.
and my cheek can fry an egg, seriously. tsktsk.

bye, pecan pies!

xoxo

Labels: boys, school days, sick, weird incidents

Music's ON: Grace Kelly - Mika

currently i have mild fever, headache & a very bad sore throat.
nice.

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okaaaaaay, update on my overnight at TP first alright.
headed to school at 5pm. assembled at LT 7 as usual.
did some briefing and whatnots.
gave out the Applied Science pirate-themed black tee.

were told to change and yadiyadiya.
then we were brought to the TCC-Temasek Convention Centre and did some cheering. stayed there for quite some time. around 6plus till it got dark. then we were brought down to the campfire site. played a few games, cheered like craaaaazy. then we had buffet dinner by the campfire. ((: food was superb. at least better than any other camp food. yumyum.

after dinner, we got back into our ships a.k.a "clans" and did more cheering and played games. then we all did the TP Mass Dance surrounding the campfire. it was tres hilarious and fun! then we did the chicky dance. it was MADNESS luh this one. everyone just grabbed each other's shoulders and ran like mad forwards and backwards. i felt like my arm was breaking. =.=

the best part, once when we ran backwards holding on to each other, Lin, Nadiah, Muna and myself fell flat on the ground! we thought the whole of our row fell too but no! it was only FOUR of us! so paiseh can! LMAO. nice one luh. yup, then we just go crazy around the campfire. we were all so shagged after the running but the OLs made us do the TP MD and the chicky dance once again. super crazy.

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after the campfire, we heaed back to the TCC for a briefing on GOLD RUSH - another game we'd be playing. we slacked around the TCC for a long while, enjoying the aircon most of the time. it was around 11+pm i think, when one of the lecturers briefed us on Gold Rush. the point of the game is to search for 5 stations throughout the campus and complete the games at each station so that we can collect the gold coins.

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am not gonna go into details about the stations but my fav was the pingpong in flour one. we were supposed to blow the pingpongs out of the container full of flour. my group violated the rules alot but we didn't care. haha. we ended up finishing first. and we "helped" the station master to arrange the pingpongs back; so we buried the balls. so deep that we can't even tell there are pingpongs in there. hahaha.

that station was nice, we laughed a hell lot.
managed to get all 5 gold coins and then we headed to front of the library for a snack.
they gave us chocolates!

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it was around 4+am then, when a surprise came.
the OLs came to our table and they were holding the small plastic bag full of brown stuff. IT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD. then when they poured the contents of the bag on a plate, IT WAS FULL OF LIVE MEALWORMS mixed with brown rice. all squirming and wriggling around! gross! they dared us to seperate the mealworms from the rice and it was super scary i tell ya! i saw the guys did it and it didn't look so bad. so i picked up the BIG worm and put it in another plate. HURRAH! i did it man! hiakhiakhiak!

then i took another 3 small worms and then done, i wouldn't want to touch it again.
hahaha.

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after that hoohaa, we headed back to the TCC where we slacked among our classmates. the OLs didn't arrange anything so we played among ourselves and just chatted and stuff. then when the sun was about the rise, probably 7am in the morn, we were brought back to the LT where we usually assemble. they gave us time for a short power nap before the debriefing at 830am. i slept, i dreamt, i woke up half-dead. then we had breakfast. puffs and a hot cup of milo gave me a little energy. they debriefed us and we were let off at 915am - 45min early.

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came home at around 12. napped at 2pm and i snooozed till 6pm.
veryvery tired.

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the last day of orientation was yesterday.
first half of day was great but the next half for me was just terrible.

TPSU gave all freshmen tees. Applied Science tee was green. not any green but LIME GREEN. bright bright pretty green. hehe. then we all got changed. we had talks at the TCC and the OLs did a skit for us.
blahblahblah.

my whole class was selected for the Amoeba telematch game to represent AS school cos we won during the inter-class games on the first day of orientation. so yup. all the freshmen from all schools assembled at the stadium.

fast forward.

telematch competitions started off with the Sarong Party a.k.a Amoeba game. which meant we went first. Engineering got first place while AS got second. wewtz! if the guys at the back didn't trip, we were sure to get first place lor! ENG and AS was like, 1mm close. serious sey!
=____="

then the skiing game - AS first.
then the moonball challenge - AS first.
then the krazy katerpillar game - AS first.
ain't sure about save the bomb one though.

haha, we rock.

after the game, i started feeling unwell.
headache man. the loud cheering didn't help though. actually i already started feeling feverish during the competition briefing. maybe when i was playing the game that it got worse. the sun was freaking hot whaat. sheez.

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after the telematches, we headed to Bedok Reservoir for the TP Regatta.
dragonboating challenge. ok i am clueless on who won what because when they all stand, i just sat. my headache was killing me and i already had a fever then. so i sat all the way. when i felt a little ok then i stood once in a while. yeah, what a waste, i could've been screaming like a maniac but i sat down sick and miserable instead. :(

oh well.

AS won best team cheer,

"hey AS, hey AS..
hey AS...we are the best.
eh wah AS, A! S! eh wah AS.
eh wah AS OI! simply the best."
(dikir barat style)

AS won Telematch Champion.
duh~ scroll up to see the results.

after a painful (for me) long while, we headed back to the campus and i was really in a grouchy state. i couldn't wait to go home. it was 630pm when we got back to campus. i tried to stay cheerful for my friends but i am aware of my fake smile plastered on my steamed face. gosh. when we FINALLY got to the LT, they gave out our matric cards and timetable.

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it was 830pm when it all ended.
mum and dad fetched me, thank God!

by the time i'm home, i had a bad fever and splitting headache.
dad gave me panadol extras and i snoozed to lala land.

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woke up this morn feeling better except for my throat.
i can't even talk. :(
pain pain pain.

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roaarr.
okay, been a lengthy entry.
sorry can't be bothered to make it fun-sounding lah.
too sick.

but i swear this is the best orientation i've ever been to.
i clicked with friends fast, food was extremely good, OLs was fantastic, schedule for everything was perfectly planned out, sufficient time for eating and everything was great. i didn't feel bored (except for the waiting) at all!

my best orientation ever.
loads of thanks to the the AS studies club. muuu-aaaahs!
you guys are great. ((:

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i better get going.
bye now.

xoxo

Labels: school, sick, smiles, TP ORIENTATION

Music's ON: Sugar, We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

IS MY LIFE THAT INTERESTING TO YOU PEOPLE?
seriously.

why does seeing me cry bother you?
you don't even know what's really going on with me.
(my darlings are exceptions, of course.)

i talked about this because mycandyride.blogspot is my ranting ground.
i didn't say i'm searching for your entertainment.
of course, YOU are the joke already. pffft.
(=.=) (x.X) (O.o) (>.+)

why does such INMATURE (haha! will never forget) people can't get over it, eh? no life, right? that's why invade people's life and make them miserable. tsktsk.

MORON.

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ANYMUNKEYS, todaaaay is extremely boring.
i went bpp to meet mum as usual.
she forced me to choose the place to eat, again.

nothing much
then we head home luh.

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i'm online ever since.

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my throat's really dry, right now.
& i'm starting to cough.
& my voice is hoarse. *croakcroak*

i am a miserable kid living with morons in this world.

saaaaaaaaaaaaave meeeeeeeeeee!

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and one more thing. DON'T antagonize me. just fucking don't.
i fucking cannot stand it.
later not my fault become my fault.
ROAR!!

xoxo

Labels: angst, sick