I HAD A PEACEFUL NIGHT SLEEPING ON MY QUEEN SIZE BED LAST NIGHT .

except for the frequent sneezing .
i don't know why .
catching a cold or something .
i had to get out of bed to get a pack of tissue .
and it's not nice when mucus is running down your nose .
at a point of time i had to roll the tissue and stuck it up my nose .
and breathe through my mouth which causes my lips to dry up .
bbbbbbbleeeeeeeaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh .

back on track .
sorry for the lack of updates .
been busy with all the raya prep .
so yeah , here's a two-day update .

Friday

last day of school .
did some cleaning in class .
collect hmwk .
collect report book .
briefing on Ms Mal's BBQ .
had a forum which Mr Lim spoke abt 3/4 of it .
not productive at all .
then went home straight, chnaged and head to mum's canteen .
helped with her catering .
she cooked Bee Hoon for BBQ .
went home .
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaited for HY .
very late , food's getting cold .
decided to go there first .
then saw Nizam and his bunch of monkey friends . [WOOPS !]
then reached the pit .
sang Auld Lang Syne for Ms Mal .
she blew the candle , Xavier didn't get a photo .
REWIND .
sang again in fast forward . light up candle again .
BLOW . snap !

then enjoyed the food .
took photos .
then , Carmen , HY, KY and Dada arrived .
thought they would hang around awhile but they decided to go Swen's straight .
i hesitated a bit la but who's gonna listen to me right ?
so i followed them .
WOOAAHH .
ate Swen's . yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum !
had EARHQUAKE .

then headed back to pit and played a SILLY game .
so funny .
then head home .

Saturday
nothing happened .
except , my bed arrived and my relatives came over .
DANG !

waaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaakx .
gotta do more stuff now .
cya when i see ya .
CHOWZ !

x o x o

PS. I MISS YOU HUNNY !!!!!!!!!!! terribly .
PPS. today is mummy's birthday !

right .
updating for yesterday .

sooo , went home straight after school .
suppose to go town alone and meet sis there .
but , sis called and said go down when she calls .
so was thinking , if take bus no need bring iPod .
then she called told me to go down .
was waiting .
and she arrived with a car .
didn't tell me she rented one !!
wth . brought ezlink and NO IPOD .
freak sia .

anyway , the bro-in-law alighted us at glasshouse .
so sis and i walk across to find my aunt .
which has no idea we came by car .
so we met and walked to Forum .
along the street , there were rows of FANTASTIC photographs .
some photograhps were unbelievable .
enjoyed looking at them .

so we arrived at Forum .
aunt wanted to buy a top for her daughter .
OH YES !!
Amiliya's birthday is on the THIRD OF NOVEMBER .
yupyup , one the first day of hari raya .
and she's gonna be one-year-old !
wahaha .

anyway , headed to Guess Kids first .
OMG !! all the clothes was SO cute !!
imagine an adult coat shrunk to a baby's size .
and an adult pleated mini skirt reduced to a toddler's size .
all of it is soooooooooooooooooooo adorable !
so anyway , my sister found a top .
for Amiliya that is .
it's so cuteeee !! cannot stand it .
it has a green velvet bow around it and a flower detail on the front .
then my aunt thinkthinkthink , decided to check other places first .
went to Levi's , found another top which was cute too but not as cute .
then she was confused .
Guess or Levi's ?
so she ask me to choose , i picked Guess .
my sis chose Guess too .
so my aunt said ,
"alah close one eye get the Guess one la ."
wahahhahaha .
and so she got it !
that cute top from Guess for a ONEyearold cost $59.90 .
wahahahhaha .

but worth it la .
once in a while only maaah .

right , so we head out of Forum to break-fast .
on the way out , guess what .
i saw Ms Neo and the teacher who judge for floorball !!
wahahahhaa .
shocked sey .
then i smiled at Ms Neo .
she smiled back .
wakakakaka .

then we headed back to Glasshouse .
searched for Fish&Co .
walked around the whole place .
saw the AppleCentre .
waaaaaahhhh .
saw all the iPods .
and i found this tagline abt iMac .
"Think of it as a PC that thinks it's a Mac ."
so cutee .
wahahaha .

then walked another round .
still no sign of Fish&Co .
until we reached the AppleCentre AGAIN .
and my aunt found it .
it's just opposite the AppleCentre !
madness , i tell you .
let's just say all three of us were DUMB .

ordered Seafood platter for two .
and the amount was WOW .
i think it's more like Seafood platter for FOUR .
a whole dory fish , 10 prawns , 6 mussels , alot of squid ,
ALOT of fries and orange coloured rice .
wahahahhaha .
ateateate . so full sey .

it's more than enough for the three of us .
finish , went to Far East to walkwalk around .
then headed to Punggol to send my aunt home .

played with Amiliya and Danish .
and i realised , ANYWHERE amy goes , danish is sure to follow .
cuteness .
and i was feeding amy Rotiboy , and when i ask her ,
"you want ?" while nodding my head , guess what .
SHE NODDED TOO !
wahahahhahaha . so cute !!
and i kept asking her and she kept nodding .
wahahhaha .

then headed home sweet home !

going cross country now .
ugh . booooooooooooooooooooooo .
see ya then .
CHOWZ !

x o x o

ok i'm so darn BORED right now !!!!!!!!!!
ppppppsssssssshhhhhh .

had bb interclass just now .
played two games ONLY .
draw with e2 .
won against T1 .
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!
take THAT .
we slammed them down mann !!

then they not happy .
wahahahhaa .
snatch the ball from one of them , i got "Fang Pi" .
one of them fell while i was trying to hit the ball , i got "Fuck You" .
but we still won !!
ahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
"Fang pi my shit ah !"
that's what i said .
what ?
not happy that an UNexperienced basketballer can shoot is it ??
*farts*

to date , this is my best bb experience .
if u think it's bad , i think it's the BEST i can do .
wahahahahhahahahaha .
run here and there .
got a couple of rebounds .
pushpush .
SNATCH .
hit it from opponent to my team .
runrun dribbledribble .
SHOT ONE HOOP .

TYCO maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan !!
ok i dun think i can do this kinda game again .
wahahahhahaha .

right , had talks with a S .
sit near to the front and middle of the hall .
and i STILL CAN SLEEP .
for half an hour .
got up . was damn bored .
tried to sleep again , can't .
so doodle in my notebook !
den evaluation form .
"What have you learnt from this talk ?"
and i wrote , " ? "
wahahhahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa .
only remembered about the ,
"you're not ready for sex when....."
and the comparison between Brad Pitt and Mark Lee .
that's it .
yar , i learn NOTHING new .

damn its SO stupid .

so , BM needed people to do duty during cross-country .
THOSE WHO NOT RUNNING PLEASE HELP she said .
what else , i offered la .
dowan to run sey .
clever right ??
RIGHT ?? right .
hahahahhaa .
i'd rather do duty than run sey .

right .
gonna meet my sister than go town and meet my aunt .
i wanna find my sesame street purse !
=(

blasting off now .
CHOWZ !

x o x o

There’s people talking
They talk about me
They know my name
They think they know everything
But they don’t know ANYTHING about me.
- Wake Up, Hilary Duff

take that, SOMEBODY.
please do not infest my tagboard with your UNneccessary comments.
or i won't hesitate to bring pesticides in.
and believe me, you WON'T like it.
and stop your repetitions.
i'm a BITCH when i wanna be so you don't have to say it to me again.

then again, these kinda people bring me laughters.
cheerios!

right , let's start .

double date updates!
nono, i still haven get all my precious files back.
and nono, i'm still not at the top of the mountain.
but i'm feeling a lil bit cheered up.
=)

okay come back!
double dateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Yan had to meet his friend.
so i went out earlier to meet him first since Dada had to wait for her dad.
after which, both of us met and sat and chatted while waiting for Dada.
then she's out.
Haslam told us to meet him at Bugis control station.
ok so off we went.
reached there, waited for Haslam.
wait and wait and waaaaaaaaaaait, he finally arrived .
i guess Yan was getting bored.
cos he sang! waaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaa.

right , after which , proceeded to the movie ticket booth to see what's on .
only The Wig [NC16] , Transporter , Deuce Bigalow [M18] and some other boring movies were available .
Corpse Bride don't have . SADDED .
then Haslam wanted to get for us The Wig tickets .
since he's above 16 .
so he tried , me and Dada were freaking out .
in the end , we back out and anyways , Haslam couldn't get the tickets .
PHEW !
and so we decided to walk around instead .
walkwalk around Bugis .
until Yan decided he wanted to find 77th Street for his prom stuff .
thanks to ME [heheh] , we found it .
so he bought what he needed to buy .
YES, AND I PREFER BROWN TO RED .

then walked around somemore .
stopped at a jewellary shop out of a sudden .
Haslam went in .
then i pretend to seesee looklook also uh .
then he called Yan .
i was like , "just met already so secretive to us".
wakakakakaka .
ok then , Haslam asked me which ring was nice .
then i loooooooooook at the rings , and i smelt something fishy .
so i back out slowly .... and said , "i dunno , i dun really like diamond rings ."
which is true la . and Haslam said "mampos"
wakakakaka , i was RIGHT .
then i quickly shoved Dada to him .
and the rest is between them .
i pretend to talk to Yan .

after which , walkwalk , decided to go the Pasar Malam there .
gawd , it was crowded .
halfway thru , saw Shafiqah , Farina , Mass and Azmira .
Shafiqah shouted my name and i was like blurified .
walked on , got bored , then out .
then Dada wanted to go home .
why ah? i thought you're the one who's so eager to meet Haslam .
then i see you never walk with him like , PROPERLY .
then take pictures also dowan .
wakakaka , weirdweird .

in the mrt .
was talking to Yan all the way .
standing , no seat mah .
from Bugis till CCK .
my legs not even tired .
see what someone special can do to you .
they bring everything else away from you .
and all you know is HIMHIMHIMHIMHIM .

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH , i know my heart knows .
x)

anyway , went to Lot 1 to find my shoes .
nice but can see my toes . hehe .
the back part abit loose le .
shopkeeper told me to take size 8 .
but mummy told me earlier buy a bigger size .
wakakakkaa .
used mummy's atm card .

then went offf .
searched for my lime green ring .
DUN HAVE . tsktsk .

then went home .
insisted that Yan must NOT send me home .
wakakaka .
i just lost my hug .
x)

after which , on the way home , received a msg .
"hey...I Love You !"
YAAAAAAAAAAAAANNN !!!!
wakakakkakaka .
i looked stupid SMILING alone !

hehehhehe .
basically that's all .
quite boring but i'm still glad i get to meet Yan .
was about to decompose cos i didn't see him for SO long .

alrightalright , before i bore u to death , better go now .
CHOWZ !

x o x o

PS. i've nvr been so clingy with a guy in my LIFE before .
like , i used to prefer talking with my friend instead of sticking to a guy .
aaaaaahh , i know my heart knows .

DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN MY COM!!!!!!!

I LOST ALL MY FILES AND EVERYTHING!!!
MY PICTURES!
POEMS BY YAN!
MY MUM'S QUOTATION!
MY SIS'S LETTERS!
MY SONGS!

ESPECIALLY MY FCUKING PICTURES!!!!!!
EDWIN REMINDED ME IT MAY BE IN THE RECYCLE BIN.
I FOUND IT AND I ALMOST JUMPED WITH JOY.
WHEN I RESTORED, GUESS WHAT HAPPENED?
THE FCUKING COM JUST HAD TO HANG.
IT JUST HAD TO!!!!!
JUST WHEN I RESTORE ALL MY PRECIOUS FILES!!
NOW IT'S ALL GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fcukfcukfcuk.
what do i do nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww?!
haish.

updates on the double date when i'm in a better mood.

just FCUK` with my com.

today is a school day!
post exam activities - floorball.
ii freaking ppl didn't come.
CRAZY.

and so the rest of the girls didn't want to play.
so Bee Em, Me, HY, KY, Sebas and Dada played.
won a few games, lost overall.
haaaaaaaaaaks.
3T1 played cheat!
unfair.

can't wait for Captain's Ball and BB though.
gonna slam them down man!
just you wait!
*hands on waist*

played Truth&Dare during the one hour recess.
played three rounds.
2 truth rounds and 1 dare round.
here's what happened.

Truth round No. 1

Me - When was your first kiss with Sufiyan?
Fasting month la peopleeeeeeeee. ahaha.
KY - What do you want to hear most from Will?
"I Miss You"
Sebas - Do you still have feelings for B***?
Yes.
Dada - Have you had your first kiss with Haslam?
No.
HY - Had your kiss with JM? Where?
Yes. Lips.

Dare round No. 1

Me - Say "I Love You" to Sufiyan over conference.
yet to be accomplished. =P
KY - Talked to HER SHENG for 10 secs.
she did it! and we burst out laughing. hehe.
Sebas - Say "I Love You" to Nicholas.
she did it with lots of hesitation before. but accomplished.
Dada - Go toilet and shout "I Love Haslam" till it can be heard in the class.
and we heard it! rocks maaaaaaaaaaan! ahahahaha.
HY - Shout "You Suck" to Michelle.
said sorry after that. SHOULDN'T HAVE. Mic was so rude.

Truth round No. 2

Me - Dearest thing Sufiyan ever said to you.
"I Love You". and he sings..and he writes poems...and he reads it for me.....-interrupted-
KY - Ever wished you hug Will?
Yes, when he's about to go off.
Sebas - Ever wished B*** would confess to you?
Yes.
Dada - Ever wished you'll hug Haslam?
Yes. teeheee.
HY - What did you do at JM's house?
Nothing. -.-"

FUN ahhhhhhhhh!!
ahahhaha.
laugh and cracked up so much.

then had a performance by ACT 3.
i love it.
hehehehe.
ended at 1230 and i thought we were allowed to go home.
but NO. we had to wait ill 2.
SUCKY.
so boringgggg.

then after school, practiced bb.
with *breathes in*
sebas, hy, ky, dada, kenneth and bradley.
*breathes out*
and saw *breathes in*
Ning Jie, Fan Yoong, Kar Thiam, Wei Lun, Jonathan and a coupla other guys.
*breathes out*
FY stupid lorrrh!!!!
never come school then go out play bb!
crazy.

but it was fun.
couldn't shoot for NUTS.
but tyco got the hoop at the 2 pointer.
hahaha. played match. then go home.

now i'm here.
Yan not sure if he's able to make it tmr.
*pouts*
oh wells, its ok.
i guessssssssssssssssssss.

x o x o

okaaay.
rough update.
lazy to go into details uh.

slept at 2am last night.
did a poem for Hunz.
will be posted at second blog.
woke up at 5am.
then slept back.
woke up bathe then go school.

post exam activities.
soccer today.
didn't play.
my class didn't win any games.

then, one FREAKING hour of recess.
first half hour, check Physics paper.
next half hour recess.
stayed in class.
did Geog file.
then, Bio.
FAILED. boo.
then, Add math.
Mrs Tan came in demanding for the 'Dropping Of A Math' form.
she was going around the class shoutingshouting.
targetted at people.
only 2 i think, decided to drop.
HAAA. take THAT Mrs Sarcastic-Queen.
purposely want people to drop hor?
we aren't as stupid as you think.
*flicks hair*

so what if our parents have to come down?
we WILL bring them down.
oh, and 3 from 3e2. ONLY?
good luck la ehhhhhhhhhhhh.

Herry not dropping after all.
he better DON'T.
it'll be so foolish.

after which, had a percussion performance.
by Wicked Aura? or somewhere along that line.
OMG, they were wonderful.
their hands were so quick and the rhythm they played were so fast.
i was awed.
something about Brazil and African music?
WOOW.
they were good.
and Mr Hawt-Hair was uber cute!
if only i knew his name.
waaahaaakkx.
his hair was HAWTILICIOUS bebeh!
*drools*
okaaay, that was just another bimbotic moment.
but seriously, it was sooooooo HAWT.
-.-
cky, Sebas and hy got a try on their drums after the performance.
hy and cky said one of the players was handsome.
the Hanafi who played the agogo.
or whatever. HAAA.
hy also liked Mr Hawt-Hair.
uber cute!!

overall, great performance.
had an encore.
coooooooolioooooooooosss.
then school dismissed 15 ins earlier.

after which, searched for Cikgu Mis abt malay camp.
asked her about it but she like heck care like that.
wth, i go home make paper airplane with the edusave form sia.
stupid, boring camp.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
am so not going.

will be back tonight to update my second blog.
shall see you there.

DWANK.

chowz!

x o x o

am back to blog!
weeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee.
got more of my results back.
shall not mention cos i can't be bothered.
hehe.

after school, Yan called me.
talked to him on the way home.
then continued talking till parents are home.
then go online for awhile.

then have to go out to break-fast.
go telok blangah there.
decided to find my raya shoes after.
then dad and sis ran to the car.
hahaha.
both of them wanted to sit at the back.
at last, my father got it. hahahaha.

ok then, go Bata.
saw a really nice one.
but decided not to rush.
go find other places first.

OH YES.
my mum bought something.
then my dad gave me $50 to pay for it.
got the $22 change.
then i put it in my pocket.
after which, my father realised and asked me for it back.
he kept asking and asking but i still keep it and pretend i didn't
hear anything.
so when we were at the carpark about to walk home,
i told my dad to carry the bag for me.
he doesn't want to.
so i went,
"i dun give u back ur money than u know"
and he took the bag straight away from me.
and i quickly walk home.
and the $22 is still with me.
HAAA. thanks DAD. ;)

so when i reached home, i heard the conversation between my mum,
my dad and my brother.
english version will be at the end of post.

mum [to bro]: "Fik pergi Jepun buat ape?"
bro: "ntah. blajar Dynostic ah."
mum [to dad]: "Dynostic tu ape?"
dad: "alaaa, macam dinosaur laa."
bro: "bodoh. *smiles and walks away*"

YES DAD, you're so clever.
dinosaur?! hahahahaha.
act clever huh. then so confident.
hahahahaha.
first the switch now dinosaur. -.-
hahahahaha.

FYI, Dynostic is the study of what's wrong in a car's engine.
so that it can be repaired. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

so ya, that's about it i guess.
funny day.
gotta blast now.
CHOWZ !

x o x o

PS. english version.

mum to bro: "you go Japan for what?"
bro: "not sure. learning Dynostic."
mum to dad: "what's Dynostic?"
dad: "it's like dinosaur la"
bro: "stupid. *smiles and walks away*"

PPS. poems in my second blog are NOT from me. it's from HIM. :)

WOKAY, i already gave Mr Lim the $300 and my passport!

it got me feeling soooooo excited!
wehehehehhehe.
i can't wait for the trip!!
briefing will be on....err, not sure.
i can hardly waitttt !
Thailand here we come~~~

got my English Ppr 2, E Math, Chem and Phy results back.
English Ppr 2, passed.
34/50.
RESPECTABLE. hahaaaaaaa.
erm, E Math i failed.
i know, it's unbelievable but, i just hate math ok.
Chem, NO HOPE.
obviously i failed la.
Phy, i passed.
by a mere one&half mark. -.-"
well at least, my notes helped.
and some questions i BLANKED OUT.
but just wrote whatever i think is correct.
and i got full marks for that CALCULATION question.
moral of the story: write rubbish even if you don't know the solution.
you might just get marks for that. HAA.

my malay teacher said that to qualify for 4E next year,
we need to pass ENGLISH and other 2 subjects regardless of what they are.
so far, English not sure yet.
i have Physics and Malay.
maybe Combined Humans too.
haven't got Geog though.
ppplllleeeaassssee get me to 4E.
*prays hard*

anyhoos,
mummy started baking kuehs for raya last night.
started out with the OATS kueh.
tonight will be starting on CORNFLAKES !
ooooooweeeee~
yumyum.

oh, yesterday something funny happened.
it was my DAD~
my brother-in-law and my sis was over at my house.
out of no reason, my brotherinlaw asked my father,
"ayah, spotlight ni macam mane nak bukak?"
then my father got out of his seat and went to the switch.
and he said,
"oh, kat sini. macam gini je la. *presses the switch*"
my sister and i bursts into fits of laughter which lasted for like 10 mins.

you see, my broinlaw asked my dad how to open the spotlight.
not TURN IT ON.
and my father CONFIDENTLY got to the switch and turn it on.
and my sister was like,
"ya, he may be blur but that doesn't mean he can't turn on a light."
"hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhaha"
ok, silly daddy.
and i couldn't stop laughing.
MIRACULOUSLY my broinlaw smiled.

oh yea!!
2e3 2004 peeeeeeeeeeps.
anyone wanna go Escape, pls tag me.
msg from Jun Hao.
tell me asap okey!

chowz for now!

x o x o

alrights so, Yan found my second blog.
HAAAA.
my fault that he couldn't find it earlier.
woooopsieee. =P

so, here it is, my second blog.

http://lettersofalovestruckteenager.blogspot.com

its under my links. 'LettersFromMe'

i guess i themed it to be all about lovelovelove.
yup, might not be about me only i guess.
find it too NARCISSIST.
nyaha.
u passionate?
u lovey dovey?
u mushymushy?
do visit that blog. ahahaha.

well, Aidah just put a password barrier at her blog.
accidentally clicked and i have NO IDEA what's the password.
now i'm stuck at her page.
with the password barrier still on.
i tried to click on the x but it appeared instantly.
tried to right click and close but it won't budge.
so i asked her for the password but she's not replying.
AIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!
i can't close that page!
how am i suppose to shut down!!
grrrrr.

gtg now.
chowz!

x o x o

oookaaaay, new template
and i've got a new blog.
just opened it earlier today and i will start posting right away!

ngehehehe.
go search for the link around here.
i wont tell cos Yan doesn't know.
weeeeeeeeheeeeeeee~

x o x o

PS. double date on friday ! i can't wait !

yesterday was a school day.
aaaaaaaahhhhh, not much comments about that.
except,

I'M GOING THAILAND !!!!!!!!!
together with
KAI YI, HUI YIN, DADA, SEBAS and CARMEN (i think) !!!!
basically NERDY FAMILY without Jothi.
awww, jothi should go. more fun. =(
and others who're going like...
kelly and michelle. -.-"
and i think Bradley and Yi Jie and some others too.

i can't wait laaaaaaaaa!!!
no wonder i was so hyper the day before.
wahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakx!!
*does a little jig around the room*

oh btw, i failed my add math TERRIBLY.
passed my ss.
passed my mt.
k no more comments.

ms Neo was being so silly in class!
she danced a red indian song sung by yusheng.
hahahaha.

baaaahhhhh, went home straight after.
cos my sis, my mum and i are going SHOPPING !!!
yesyes, again.
went to orchard with mum by bus.
iPod wasnt with me so i was uber bored.
dreamdreamdream.
reached, waited for my sis to knockoff from work.

then it starts.
gawd, it was so tiring walking here and there !
and i was fasting !
tried on truckloads of shoes.
didn't see ones i like.
and if i do, no size !
too big feet. wahaaaa.
after which, went OG.
search for clothes.
saw a vest.
i got it ! a yellow one. wooohoooo~
my sis got herself a pair of pants.

and off we go to Bugis.
took a really crowded MRT.
wahahaha.
didn't search for shoes there, since my dad was
on his way to fetch us.
then, break-fast at Banana Leaf Restaurant.
the fish head curry was HEAVENLY.
hahahha. had a fulfilling dinner and a couple of good laughs.
then went to Causeway Point !
in search of more shoes.
went to Charles and Keith.
nothing that i like. baaaahhhhhh~
went home after.

and today !
am home with my bro (who didn't fast) while
parents are off to Johor with the relatives.
break-fast alone today.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah huh huh huh!!!

oh wells, better than nothing.
oh Dada!!!!
i'm authorized right?!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!
i know i know!!
haha!!
not fair u 14 on Valentines's eh!!
wahahahahahahax!!!

oooohhhh, and i have something too!!
but, authorized personnel don't know.
*sticks tongue out*

i have something in my pocket that belongs across my face
i keep it very close to me in the most convenient place
you'll never ever guessed it till you guess a longlong while
so turn around and put it on it's a great big BROWNIE smile !

aaaahhhh, those times when i was in Brownies.
hehehhee.
just a random thought.
chowz for now!

x o x o

cleaned my room abit.
left with my closet, cupboards and drawers.
woahh, that spells ALOT.

my heart is skipping its beats TOO MANY TIMES.
what is it that makes it so excited?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
ooohhh, i know my heart knows.
;)

MY MUMMY SAID I CAN BE WHATEVER I WANT WHEN I GROW UP.
I WANNA BE A KID.

x o x o

ahhhhhh.
the Bored Ness Monster is taking over me.
oh wells, gonna break-fast at McD's later.

i woke up UNfashionably late today.
1.34pm.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
some more slept at the sofa.
i slept late okay.
like, 3++am?
didn't woke up for sahur.
so yea..

eeeeeekkk !
my stomach's growling.
grrr grrr.

most prolly will start another blog.
yea, so i will have two.
so i won't get sick of one easily.
the other blog will be a low profile one though.
i guesss. [?]
yup, decided on the url name.
it would be an exceptional blog.
like, it's specified for only one thing.
HAIYAH, u will know when i do it okaaaaay.

Barney and Friends rockkkkks.

x o x o

okay so i went out again just now.
with parents.
since my mum wanted to alter her baju kurung.

break-fast at Hali's.
daddy had beef burger.
mummy had fried chix.
i had "Fat John", that is,
roti john stuffed with beef sauce and topped
with chilli sauce, mayo and cheese. YUM.
as the name suggests, it makes me FAT.
oh, and we had free flow of fruit punch which we didnt pay at all.
and a plate of Cheez Fries.
did i tell you i LOVE cheese? YUMMEH.

and then we went to Geylang.
for my mum's alteration.
then we went to find the kerongsang for my kebaya.
didn't get to find any. shall search at Johor instead.
then we went to this shop which sells baking stuff.
ooohhhh, it got me soo excited!
my mum's gonna make her own kuehs this yr! AGAIN!
yippee-dee-dooo!
planned to make pineapple tarts, cornflakes, the M&Ms on choco thing.
and most probably makmur and some others? i don't know.
i can't wait for the M&Ms on the choco thing. weeeeheeee.
so my mum bought this metal thing for the lontong.
and choco chips. and black&white choco. and the colourful cups.

anyway, went to Courts after that.
to see my QUEEN SIZE BED.
yes people, i'm gonna get my QUEEN size bed very soon!
and its different cos this bed has like, curtains around it.
like, PRINCESS bed u know. alaaa, will get snapshots of it
once its delivered. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

i'm spoilt. yes, i'm a brat.
and apparently, my brother-in-law hates that.
because i heard it from my mum.
and my mum knew it from my sister.
which is my bro-in-law's wife. -.-

my whole family except my sister doesn't like my bro-in-law.
take THAT!
everyone pokes at him.
my bro, aiyah, he doesnt give a damn la.
my mum, kutok him like no tomorrow.
"si sotong tu." [that blur one]
"si pendek tu." [that shorty]
"nasib kakak dapat die eh?" [my sis luck in getting him]
my dad, ok this my fav.
happened VERY recently.
i was carrying a bag which i wanted to put at the boot.
then i told my father to tell my bro-in-law to open the boot.
BOTH of us, as in my dad and i, repeated FIVE times yet he didn't open.
he still can sit a the driver's seat dunno doing what.
when i was standing like one gundu waiting for him to open.
-.-
anyway, when i finally got to put the stuff and get into the car,
my dad said smthng to me.
"tu ah, selenger like u" [see la, silly like u]
apparently he's saying that my bro-in-law was SELENGER.
like woah, it came out of my DAD.

my bro-in-law pulls a long face everytime.
even with our family.
he doesn't laugh at jokes.
he just FORCE a smile which last less than 2 seconds.
i just wanna SER-LAP him when he does that.
i don't like him at all.
neither does my mum.
and my dad.

x o x o

PS. i'm LOVED? woooow. *melts*

A NEW CHAPTER BEGINS.

oooooohhhhhhh, i LOVE today.
[[correction: today = ELEVEN OCTOBER.]]
so many things happened.
yaaaaaaaay!!

first things first.
Yan was at Nizam's house just now. lol.
so ya, i opened my window can see him&co le.
dunno doing what.
then he came over to my house cos i wanted to
pass him the PROM TICKET mah. haha.
okaay then he was UBER shock to get the ticket la.
nyahaaaaaaaaaa.
i was shivering man. wahehehe.
got to know he dyed his hair with his friends.
good boy huhhhhhhhhh. =P
after which, he used Nizam hp to call me.
talktalktalk. laughlaughlaugh.
and his friends are so NOISY.
i can't even hear him. haha
then he sang for me!! LIVE. haha!!
*melts*
thenthenthen............
=).

next,
remember my last post?
no? go read.
lazy? well i said,
"when can i start shopping for raye stuffff? i sooo can't waitt."
well, GUESS WHAT.
i went in search of my raye clothes on the day itself!!
now i'm a very HAPPY girl!

ok first, buke at the Selera -something-.
saw this guy, he looks familiar. didn't bother at first.
so it was a buffet. then THIS guy was always arnd me.
like, i wanna take drink, he behind me.
i wanna take food he's there.
like, i everywhere i go at the corner of my eye he's THERE.
so then, halfway thru ma eating, this guy getting a drink.
well of course, i see him la.
then my mum said, "eh, itu si Anugerah tu kan?"
i was like, huhhhhhhhhhhh.
it was KHAIRUL ANUAR. the gay winner. -oooppsss-
first thought, "why got no girls screaming?"
second thought, "no wonder he looks familiar."
HAAAAAAAAAAA. i dun give a damn, really.

next, went shopping for baju kurung.
got one at Arab Street. reddish-maroon.
and abit of glitter. plain. simple.
thai silk. and, sooooo I LIKE !!!

then went to geylang.
not as crowded as i thought.
walkwalk here and there.
went to Joo Chiat to find my sis baju kurung.
then right, we went into this shop la.
prices are reasonable.
i got another one!!! Kebaya this time.
hahaaaaaaaaaa.
mixture of pink-orange-white inside. checkered.
and transparent on the outside. so its a spaghetti strap inside.
even more I LIKE !!!!
my mum got one. my sis got one too.
sis one is the expensive-est!!
like, $351? and its AFTER discount.

and guess what.
i saw ALFARAHIZAH AWANGNIT.
HAH. yes that actress.
me, my sister and her were sharing one changing room.
she's very sweet and pretty.
lemme rephrase. she's SUPER sweet and pretty.
i was like, "u wanna change first?"
and she said, "no nvm, u go first."
hahaaaaaaa. yay yay ! me sister and me talked to her !
waaaaaahaaaaaaaakx. prettypretty her.

alright then we headed home!
geeee! im sucha a happy girl today.
REALLY uber HAPPY!!

not only cos of the baju kurungs, but also........
=).

i shall end here!
much love.

x o x o

PS. elevennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. HAA.
PPS. i'm still floating up there. am i dreaming still?
well, i don't wanna wake up. ;)

so uber bored.
when can i start shopping for raya stufffff?
i sooo can't waittt.

my life's is so effing boring i tell you.
nothing interesting happened.
so nothing much to update.

i promise i'd post a better entry next time alright.
for now, i'll post some old pictures.
of ME.
dun get bored please. teehee.

enjoy~


i still think the stripes are HIDEOUS.

woooossshhhh. ahh, pic resized so it looks out of shape.

Raye last year! at my aunt's house.

Holidaying in Langkawi. my aunt say like shampoo add. LOL.

2e3 BBQ at east coast. 6 dec 2004.

taken in the toilet of Concorde Hotel, KL. that's the best lighting i can find!

aaaaaahhhhhhh, sick yet?
ok i guess i'll stop here.
my tummy's grumbling !
weeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee.
-.-

take care everyone !

x o x o

PS. still can't wait for raye !!

ONE MORE THING.
I HOPE ME AND MY FRIENDS ARE CHOSEN TO GO THAILAND.
I REALLYREALLY BADLYBADLY WANNA GO THERE.

WE WANT TO STAY IN THE HOTEL ROOM, PUT ON
MAKEUPS, BE A GLAMOURPUSS AND MAKE CRAPPY
VIDEOS. WE WANT WE WANT WE WANT.
WE WANT TO GO SHOPPING OVER THERE
COS MY SISTER SAY THE THINGS THERE VERY CHEAP.
BARGAIN AH. CANNOT LOSE OUT.

SO PLS MR LIM, MS MEOWMEOW TAN OR
WHOEVER IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS TRIP,
LET ME AND MY BUNCH OF FRIENDS GO.
AM BEGGIN HARDHARD.
WE GAVE YOU THE CONSENT FORM EARLYEARLY
KIASUKIASU POSITION SO YOU MUST GIVE US
PRIORITY.
PLEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAASSSSSSEEEEE??????

*puppy-eyed*

x o x o

-/edit/- 101005

i feel like i need more alone time.
i just wanna stroll alone.
just wanna breathe the peaceful air with noone but myself.
go window shopping alone.
withdraw myself from my friends,
and feel more....myself. just me.

frankly, i can't stand being around my friends sometimes.
i feel so....left out.
i end up being the reserved, quiet one.
which is, of course, not me.
so yeah, might as well be alone LITERALLY
than being alone with "friends" around.
but when it comes to walking under the rain.......
that's a different story altogether. =)

so yes, the others went ice skating.
yes, without me.
it's my decision not following them.
scream at me. slap me. SPANK me.
am still not regretting not going.
so yea, didn't go partly cos my mum insisted i musn't go,
and mainly cos i'm plain LAZY.
nyaha.
have fun u guys!

ask me out to SWIMMING !!
anyone?!
;)

gee, where's SpideYan?
pppppppfffffffftttttttttttt.
*sings You Are My Sunshine*

am so bored right now.
that's why i'm blogging.
OH YESSSSS!!!!!
today last two papers!
i SCREWED add math!!
physics, i got chance to pass uh.
i hope. *prays hard*

so, next three days no school!
shopping time!!
but, uh, my results will be a total disaster yeah.
haiz.

most prolly will have multiple posts today.
depends on my crapism level.
yesh. nyahaaaaaa.

what can i do to make you love me?
what can i do to make you care?
what can i say to make you feel this?
what can i do to get you there?

x o x o

PS. pieces of me lying scattered everywhere.
everybody stomped on me. nobody cared. why should i?

i woke up for sahur!!
how cool is that?!
nyahaaaaaaaaaaa.
my father offered to take the rice for me.
am HONOURED.
weeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee.

spideyan slings his web to superzuu.
superzuu's caught.
sipdeyan wants to hug superzuu.
how does superzuu react?
superzuu screams because she's still tangled in the web.
spideyan entangles the web.
now, how does superzuu react?
superzuu hugs spideyan tightly!!
and she says,
"thank you for saving my life, my hero!"

and they lived happily ever after.

-the end-

x o x o

PS. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN !! miss u. heh.

haven't been fasting for the past 4 days.
yes, since day two.
nyahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i got valid reason okaaaaaay.
i knew my period was gonna come early fasting month.
wakakaka.

anyways, went to punggol on fri.
my relatives house.
my mum cooked briyani with rendang and ayam masak merah.
aaahhhh, love me mummy's cooking. woohoo!
ya so, we reached there abit late.
like, 10 min after break-fast.
the people who fast cannot wait to eat ah.
pppffftttt.
so yeah, after they eat everythingggg.
i played with Amiliya and Danish and Sabrina and Nina.
then, i got tired with Nina and Sabrina.
so played with the babies.
Amiliya hit her head on the ground THRICE.
ouch. ouch. ouch.
first, she was standing. then she fell on her butt
and then backwards on the ground hitting her head.
that was the hardest.
obviously she screamed and cried.
and DANISH PUKED ON ME. TWICE.
eeeeeewwwwww !!!!!

my jeans smell like, baby puke!!
ppppsssssssshhhhhhhh !!!!!
bluekx.

ok then went home ahhhh.
reached home at 10.

ok next, SATURDAY.
didn't go out at all!
boring man.
oh, and Yan is happily outside going everywhere
i can imagine. hahaha.
so good ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hmph.

our love will last till we kiss again

sooooooo, am so bored right now.
my mind is blaaaaaank.
yes, LITERALLY.

haven't go Geylang Gemilang yet.
nyaha.
most importantly, BUNGA API !
dots.
if there's one thing i can't stand about geylang is the makciks.
CANNOT STAND THEM AT ALL.
all act glamour.
wear sunglasses in shopping mall.
all tai-tai makciks.
wear gold necklaces and bangles until it adds up to 1/3 of their weight.
am lucky my mum not like THAT.
-.-"
BUT, my mum like to see the antics of these kinda people.
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

2 more papers to goooooo !!!
i wanna go shopping ahhhh.
i can't wait for the Thailand trip !!!
ppppfffftttttt.

tak sabar nak raye !!
hahahhahahahaa .

x o x o

PS. they say a guy gets over a break up by dating other girls.
am i that girl?

my eyes abit red le .
nvm, this pic meant to show
myyyy, SHORT HAIR !
nyahaaas.

ok, i'm bored.
decided to blog.
remember what i told ya about writing about my family?
yah, nono, not talking about them today.
nyaha.

spent my day at home.
besides school that is.
just sit infront of com.
online talktalk with Yan.
ngehe.
then, he go play bb.
so i watched tv.
hoohum.

ya then ,
Jo sms me, ask me to send her NCC forms tmr
cos she not coming school.
told me to wait for her at Fajar lrt.
have ta walk pass bb court. Yan over there ler.
but i quickly walk so he can't see me. hahaaaaaaa.
sorry Yan, paisey uh. :P

then reached Fajar lrt le.
then wait and wait and waaaaaaait, i saw Yan.
i can feel my heart POP in and out of my chest.
like, drums BANGING, GEDOOPGEDOOPGEDOOP.
so faaaaassstttttttttttttttt.
nono, am not exaggerating.
then he crossed the road with his brother.
aaahhhh, clear view. look at him walk till he dissappeared behind the wall.
walking home i guess.
YAN, next time hold your brother's hand laaaa.
kesian die. hahaaaaaaaaa.
lucky day; saw Yan !
*does a little jig around the room*

am so hotttt.
wearing spaghetti strap over my tank top le.
hahaaa.
should open tankie before i go sleep.
GEE, am blogging for the sake of blogging.
i think i should go now.
before my crapism takes overrrrr.

turrah !

x o x o

i wanna say something.

I
AM
GONNA
FLUNK
MY
BIOLOGY,
CHEMISTRY
AND
ADD MATH.

TERRIBLY.

no prizes for guessing correctly.
can't wait for shopping and Thailand trip.
woopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

x o x o

YES YES YES YES YES.
plss.

YAN, my mum say SORRY. she thought u were
the 'spring spring guy' aka SHAFIAN.
she hates him, really.
that's why she scold me.
she dowan me to hang arnd wif him anymore.
thought you would be online so i can explain things.
but...you weren't.

so she told me to say SORRY to you.

and from me too.
i'm SORRY okaeh.
i know it doesn't DO anything but i'm really...ugh.
just so stupid of me.
i should be ashamed of myself.
thanks for helping me though.
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCHHH.
sorry k, pls?

LOVE,
me. :(