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Friday, March 31, 2006
courses

eardrums banging to: Welcome to Wherever You Are - Bon Jovi

i listed down courses that i'm considering.
i hope i'm not too late.
Dear said i listed too many & may be difficult to choose ONE.
but i really like them all. =(

DIPLOMA IN MEDIA AND COMMUNICATIONS***
DIPLOMA IN TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT**
DIPLOMA IN BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE [MEDICAL/CARDIAC TECHNOLOGY]*
DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION [HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT]*
DIPLOMA IN CREATIVE MEDIA DESIGN*
DIPLOMA IN MUSIC AND AUDIO TECHNOLOGY

above mentioned are from SP.

COMMUNICATIONS AND MEDIA MANAGEMENT
HOSPITALITY AND TOURISM MANAGEMENT
LEISURE AND RESORT MANAGEMENT**
INTEGRATED FACILITY DESIGN AND MANAGEMENT

above mentioned are from TP.

see?! all of them are so interesting !
=(
but i realised most of the courses i picked are leaning to BUSINESS.
erms..
i really wanna get in the one with ***.
but ** is also cool.
BIOMEDICAL sounds fantastic too.
geeeeeeeeeeeee~

AH, my mum just told me she's happier if i'd take biomedical.
but...my biology sucks!
LOLs.
after what she said, i felt inspired to have that course as my goal.
how?!
it's a tie between that and tourism.

AH no. 2, my aunt advised me not to take up business admin for human resource.
THAT explains the strikeout.
she, too, advises me to take biomedical [cardiac].
she said at least i will understand why ppl say "sakit hati ah..."
hurhur.

i shall study for my bio man.
so far, i pay the most attention during SS, maths, mt, english and physics only.
other lessons can doze off! zzz.

oh yea, i calculated my L1R5 for my CA1.
b4
b4
b3
b3
b3
a1
= 17
what a freaking dissappoinment.
haish.


KUKUs at esplanade rooftop-

well, all that i wanted to say was said.
i think.
so....BYE!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:56 PM


Tuesday, March 28, 2006
tagged

eardrums banging to: Where'd You Go? - Fort Minor

TAGGED BY SOCK WEE !

If you've been tagged, you are to come up with 7 qualities of your ideal perfect lover.
- Do specify the gender.
- Then, list down and Tag another 7 people on their pages.
- If u've been tagged before, u need not do this again. Have Fun!

Gender : MALE

% understanding.
% funny; able to make me laugh.
% caring + ultra sweet- huge ego.
% able to pamper me!
% supportive.
% cute~character-wise.
% cute~looks.

7 that have been tagged by me :
- azlifa
- nadera
- daniella
- cky
- jasmine
- naqiah
- huda

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:27 PM


Monday, March 27, 2006
ngehe

eardrums banging to: Sekai Ni Hitotsu Dake No Hana - SMAP

school ended at 6.05pm today.
a freaking long day please.
and i'm damn tired.
i haven't do my summary yet.
and i'm watching DIA at the same time.

on my way home just now, i saw Phoebe, the sister's cat, sitting outside the window.
OMFG.
one more step and it will fall from the fifth storey.
guess what was it doing?
LICKING ITSELF.
-.-"

why isn't it afraid?
O.o

i'm bored and i badly want a hug from Fee.
but he seems to be in a bad mood.
so i think i'll just shut up.


a pic taken longlong time ago-

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:42 PM


Sunday, March 26, 2006
victorious

eardrums banging to: Give Me Novacaine - Green Day


the soul in me-

i kinda have a sense of satisfaction.
like, right now.
i don't know why.
or maybe i do but i just don't want to tell it out here.
haha hehe huhu.

i feel kinda satisfied when i made someone i hate, hate me back you see.
like, to watch them hate me is so..."fun".
i dunno how to describe la.
call me weird, but it's true!
so it has got something to do with my sense of satisfaction right now.

wait, isn't that a definition of a biatch?
huhuhuhuhuhu!

ok shut up zuraiin.

random-
i've always wanted know what it feels like to crack someone's finger into two.
ok eeeewww!
that sounded so so sick.

erms, okay a REAL update.

went esplanading on friday.
so much fun with the girlfriends minus aidah.
hahas.
met at 630pm.
ate dinner at 7+pm.
reached Esplanade arnd 8+pm.
there was a little concert going on.
so yep.
went to the rooftop.
snap pictures.
one cute pic of carmen and sebas.
photographer: ME!
LOL.
then headed down.
was totally hilarious and i had quite abit of fun.
but parents fetch me then i can't go home with them.
='(

err, anyhoos.
celebrated my cousin's birthday yesterday.
met my cousin's and all. around 14 people. haaas.
had dinner at NANA THAI RESTAURANT at Far East.
not really nice lars. so i ate only half a plate of rice.
and that was all i had for the whole day. LOL.
anyway, my aunts & grandma & cousin gave me belated birthday pressie.
$50 from aunt&grandma.
hp strap from 7 yr-old cousin. so cute. haha.
U2 blouse from aunt.
and i saw a clutch bag which my sister is gonna buy for me since she haven't buy me my b'day pressie.
LOL.
ok so after dinner, we headed to Royal Plaza on Scotts hotel to have a drink at the restaurant.
my sister work there mah so she got 50% off.
ok so we ordered around 7 cups of coffee/tea.
and a plate of ice-cream which was DELICIOUS.
and it total-ed up to a freaking $60.
50% off so, $30.
O.O

then something funny happened.
my aunt used to work in Ritz-Carlton as a GRO.
but not anymore lah.
then, she not happy with one of the security guard cos he kind of look down on her when she stepped in the royal plaza hotel.
so she went up to him and went..
aunt: "excuse me, where's the toilet?"
SG: "here miss." *escorts my aunt*
aunt: "ok thanks. i'm working at RITZ-CARLTON(emphasizes the word) as a GRO. the services here are kind of the same yah? *smiles*"

L to the O to the L.
when my sister heard the story, she was so PAISEH-fied.
cos the SG was under HER supervision.
oops.

then we all wanted to head home.
AND, i freaking saw ANUAR ZAIN q-ing for the taxi lah!
my sister said he checked in that morning.
he's so effing hot okeh!

haha.

and today, didn't do much except went for dinner at Bugis with parents&sis.
that's all.

i'm using Fee's hp!
huhuhu!
and he's using mine!
double huhuhu!

k i'm done!

xoxoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:36 PM


Thursday, March 23, 2006
bff

eardrums banging to: Here With Me - Michelle Branch

apparently i haven't been blogging .
either busy or lazy or computer problem .
so yups .

some results.
14/25 for geog test + bonus. =(
30/50 for geog ca1. =(
8/12 for ss test. =(
60/100 for eng essay. =
i need a proper smiley with a SMILE.

did TITRATION for chem pratical .
was so careful when handling the burette and pipette .
LOLs .
3 tries and i ALWAYS exceeded .
saw my solution turned grey .
then i whirl the flask, and it turned greyish green .
=(

but today's practical was much more successful .
i got the pink solution to dissappear w/o excess !
huhu .

nothing much to say la .
loving Fee more & more . *teethy smiley*


BFF- !



so nice right...

i'm so sorry .
i couldn't help it !
huhu! x)

okay...i've nothing else to say .
soo......BYE !

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:28 PM


Sunday, March 19, 2006
happy birthday .

eardrums banging to : Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson

it's my birthday today .
i'm 16 !
huhu . 2 more years to legality .

got CHICKEN SOUP FOR THE GIRLFRIENDS' SOUL from gfs minus aidah .
can you imagine how thrilled i was ?!

hehex .
and i was deeply touched by a letter the boyfriend gave me .
i can read it 10 times over and still shed new tears .
it was so sweeet . and the poem was so touching !
awwww .

and then had dinner cum supper last night with family and relatives at east coast .
stayed there until around 1.30am ?
yeah, brought out my Chocolate Fudge cake at 12 am . right on time .
huhuhu !
HEAVENLY -

but sister had to spoil my night .
*sighs*

i'm not having fun .
at all .
it's my birthday today, and look, i'm at home .
alone -

HOW GREAT !

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 4:47 PM


Tuesday, March 14, 2006
snog fest.

eardrums banging to : My Only One - Mocca

my computer's been having hell of a f*ckitude these days .
so f*cking sh*tty man .
ugggggh .
B to the A to the S to the TARD .
don't mind my colourful language eh .
puii !

my holidays are so messed up .
with un-confirmed project meeting .
and the constant post poning of the D&D meeting .
and the truckloaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaads of homework .
=(

i wanna cry .

just now meeting cancelled . again .
so met up with Fee uh .
chat and ya, stuff . private .
huhu .

ok bye la gundu .



xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

PS/ you know how to make me fly .

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:21 PM


Saturday, March 11, 2006
dust bunnies

eardrums banging to : Lemon Tree - Oasis

*blows away dust bunnies*
so how long haven't i been here ?
one week ? ok i'm sorry . been rather busy lately .
a rough update on the past week .

monday -

prize presentation for heats .
went on stage to get my
GOLD for 4x400m .
collected for hy & ky too .
hehe . happy happy dim sum .
and sebas got a silly primary school kind of prize for reading the most books .
i mean, c`mon la, at least something more mature .
what ? a "A, B, C" folder, eraser, sharpener ?
give them popular vouchers or something la . gooseness .

tuesday -

normal school day .
tried the Criterion programme .
kinda ok lars .
then...uh...
can't remember much . sorry .

wednesday -

?

thursday -

cip day . not bad .
went to sister's house after school to put bag .
aidah and sebas put their's too .
head back to school .
briefing . noraini said my grp's poster was "very nice..very nice" and "so cute !"
of course, look at who decorated it . ngehe .
anyway, mr lim handed out the flyers .
and off we go to fajarrrr~
whole class lead by me and aidah . LOL .
i made alot of noise otw there . felt very highhhh . =D
reached . headed to respective blocks .
i was rejected by 3 residents ! =(
nevertheless, was praised on my fourth try .
"good job . keep it up." *jumps up and down*
sebas and jothi said i was crazy . huhu .
finished 1 block and a half . bought drinks and headed back to school .
made more noise . saw fee . hurhur .

unexpectedly fun .

friday -

sports day .
my
falcon spirit is lost .
dunno why le . wasn't as crazy as the past years .
i couldn't care less about the inter-house competitions cos i'm happy with my medals . huhu .
got a bronze for 4x100m . yepyep .
two medals for my last year in zss . *sobs*
oh yeah ,
hawk was champion for sports day 2006 .
i can understand why they were ecstatic .
cos it's their FIRST victory in five years . heh.
it's been
heron, heron, falcon, falcon, heron and then hawk .
so i was shouting to the songs that were played and i was totally going kuku .
i don't know why . haha . i was very hyper . hurhur .
then finish and headed home . was still shouting to anything i can shout about .
hahahahaha .

drank slurpee . so so thirsty .
haha . then go home ! hehe .

today, didn't do nothing much .
BUT


HAPPY 5TH MONTH TO FEE AND I !
muacks muacks muacks .
hehe.
love you Fee !

ok that's all for today .
blogged by YOURS TRULY,




xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:51 PM


Saturday, March 04, 2006
swimming !!

eardrums banging to: What A Girl Wants - Christina Aguilera

supposed to be gym + swimming + running on track with Sebas & Fee today .
but when we reached cck stadium , suddenly sebas decided to go swiming straight .
apparently, i agreed .
=D

then, we paid for CHILD TICKETS .
$1.00 each .
so cool ~
and i was scared the whoever's working there would find out .
headed for pool straight . so many kids ! and it's like, only 10+am .
so we find a place to sit . and i decided to wait awhile before heading for the pool cos it was just too crowded ! so sebas set alarm at her phone; 11am change and swim even if the pool's full . LOL .
sit and waaaaaaaait .
then 11 already . so i went to change . hurhur .
then, I STRIPPED WITH FEE AROUND .
at least, stripping my CLOTHES with my swimsuit ON.
and i was like, "i can't believe i'm doing this!"

then anyway, in fear of being seen clearly of how hideous i look in my swimsuit, i headed straight into the pool !
joined by sebas soon after . after which, joined by Fee !
then swim swim swim around in the deep pool . decided to go to the lazy river which is LITERALLY lazy cos the currents not strong . didn't push us around . =(
then we hung around the end of the lazy river . then i lie on my back and and and Fee came and and and he hugged me ! and and and.......kissed my forehead ! =DDDDDDDDD !
*heart skips on a jumping rope*
ok so we went over to the waves that weren't working, YET .
swim swim around . laughed a HELL lot cos sebas was teaching me GENERAL KNOWLEDGE .
hahaha . cannot take it . i'm THAT dumb; thank you .
then both sebas & Fee recognise a teacher from our school .
and i was like, "who? where? really meh? how come i never see him before??"
so it was Fee's SS teacher . so cool ?
ah , was waiting for the waves actually . but it was so late . so we laughed and play around in the pool somemore . sebas decided to play with Fee's hair . so we did . i did a mohawk-tak-jadi . ok cool . lol . it didn't stay . hahaha .

then the wave was so freaking late . so sebas & I were putting making a fool of ourselves . put one side of our hand under the sun and the other under the shade . then we put both hands underwater and felt which is cooler . LOL . ok lame . -.-"

then i swiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim to Fee and semi-hugged him . DIAO .

ok, wave still haven come so we head to jacuzzi where the water's warmer . *teethy smiley*
more dumb questions by me, answered by sebas . then waves started and sebas ran to the pool . hahaha . three of us were going kuku in there . i couldn't stop laughing leh !!

anyway, sebas wanted to take the slide so i accompany her although i was reluctant . huhu .
slided and then headed for the much-emptier-than-before deep pool . more swimmings, more laughs, more dumb questions, more little childhood games, more who-can-hold-your-breath-longest, more underwater somersaults, more underwater.............huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs .
=D

then decided to change cos i was getting hungry . LOL .
then we changed and stuff and headed to Lot 1 . ate and went to the lib . then played bb at the arcade . LOL . then headed home .

BUT, i didn't . sat at the bb court and watched Fee play bb . funny sey the guys' antics . couldn't stop laughing . and they kept teasing Fee using me ! LOL .
laughing seems to be alot today .

today was splendid .
my first swimming outing on the year 2006 !
cool bebeh !
repeat today once more please !

xD

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:55 PM


Thursday, March 02, 2006
love; my whoozy head .

eardrums banging to: All Out Of Love - Air Supply

ZHENGHUA's HALF DAY TODAY !
released at 11am .

plan didn't go as planned .
then was feeling unusually pissed when i got home .
don't know why .
so, decided to watched Big Momma's House 2 with Fee instead .
went for GV @ JP . since Fee got free tickets .
show starts at 4.35pm so walked around first .
i'm seriously killing myself when i enter Popular .
killing myself a slooooooooow death .
BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS . dammit .
i so want those Chicken Soup-s and Sophie Kinsella-s .
then watched movie .
funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny~
then went home .
=))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) .

ouh ya, ELECTROSTATIC CHARGES between me and Fee .
LOL . alot of times leh !
like, needle pokepokepoke .
-.-"

DOUBLE CHOCOLATE FRAPPE from McCafe .
it tasted much better than the last time i drank it .
but the last choco frappe i had was from Starbucks .
does it mean it's better ?
NO WAY ! it didn't make me feel high .
oh, whatever .
still love frappes no matter where it comes from .
=D

TOTAL BULLSH*T-ISM .

i wanna let my feelings out .
care to listen ?

Fee is so powerful .
he can make my heart beat faster .
yet remain calm .
his touch makes my smiles wider , and his gaze just makes my heart flutter .
and when he holds me close , everything around me shuts .
and i couldn't care less about anything else .
when i'm quiet, it doesn't mean i'm sad or anything .
i'm just trying to convince myself, that yes, i'm with the one i love .
when i was in the bus, i looked at the window .
not at the things outside, but instead, the reflection of our hands entwined .
having his hand in mine is such a dream come true .
his hugs are my insecurity's greatest fear .
warmth, sincerity, love are all that's felt when i'm in his arms .
his kisses left me dreamy .
my head goes whoozy and i'd smile for the vaguest reason .
i like his presence around me .
i like the way i'm responding .
i like our closeness .
& i know, that i love him very, very much .
and i hope he feels the same way too .
i love you dear .... =)

there .
from the bottom of my heart .
=D

oxox

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:07 PM


Wednesday, March 01, 2006
gold

eardrums banging to: Live Forever - Oasis

heats after school .
went for 4 x 400m relay with ky, hy and cassandra .
cassandra took over carmen cos she had a fever .
she's actually a 'C' girl . but she's running for us la .
then event about to start already . WO HEN PA . lols.
cassandra was first runner . she lead us .
and then followed by me, hy then ky .
FIRST .
will be receiving GOLD !!
wOohOo!

ok cool -
feeling so lethargic after .
even sitting made my butt hurt . -.-
Ms Feng bought for us drinks . THANK YOU !
so, a few more events and then finish liao .
then boarded the bus back to school .
AZRI WAS BEING AN ASS , really .
we were practically shouting at each others' faces . haha .
jokingly of course .
then he sit behind me in the bus ! wah, cannot take it .
screamed at each other some more . hahaha .
then i PURPOSELY show him my sis' Nano and EMPHASIZED that his Creative was lousy .
hahahaha .
then he saw me trying to catch Wee's attention from inside the bus .
and he told me the mental hospital is open .
say i crazy ! he even pushed me leh ! siao guy .
LOLs . well anyway, the screaming & shouting ended when we stepped out of then bus .
nyaha .

went to plaza after .
reached home around 6 ++ ?
saw Fee on the way home . he had a really good instinct .
hehes .

so that was my day .
OH YES, will be taking part in 4 x 100m relay too .
hehes .

till here then .
turrah !

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:27 PM