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Thursday, May 31, 2007
MY FANTASIES GONE WILD.

Music's ON: Say Ok - Vanessa Hudgens


"I'm going off for KL oreadi..And i wont forget u k..I trust ya and i love u..Take care okz.. Kisses to u darling.."
((:

-

i am too lazy to blog.
been daydreaming alot.
tomorrow is another long SCHOOL day.
guess why i'm excited? (:

but i shouldn't have high hopes!
what if i don't see half-cute at all?
):

SOBS.

ok, goodnight all.

xoxo

PS// just to clarify. half-cute is only for my eyes to candy on. nothing serious.
PPS// Fee, don't jealous okay! hahaha.

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:42 PM


Wednesday, May 30, 2007
A CORNER OF MY HEART, JUST FOR YOU.

Walk Away - Paula DeAnda ft. The Dey




I'm gonna remember you
You gonna remember me
(I'm gon remember you, You gon remember me)
I'm gonna remember you
You gonna remember me
(Yeah, i'm gon remember you You gon remember me)

Yeah, you gon remember me boo
I'm gonna remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy sh*t we used to do
You were doin' too much
I wasn't doin' enough
That's what your friends'd say
You got a man anyway
I can't explain it neither I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell yeah it's hard to walk away when I see you
When I see you I remember the day
you put your shoes on and moved on before I could say..

I saw you wit your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta comment you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind I can't help but question..

Does she rub your feet (When you've had a long day?)
And Scratch your scalp (When you take out your braids?)
Does she know that you (Like to play PS2 'till 6 in the mornin' like I do?)

I can't explain this feelin' (yeah)
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
(uh huh)
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gon remember you You gon remember me)
Walk Away (Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk Away
I'm gonna remember you
You gonna remember me
Walk Away
I can't forget how we used to be

Guess I gotta live my life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afriad
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind I can't help but question...

Does he kiss me on the forehead (Before we play?)
Show up on my doorstep (with a bouquet?)
Does he call in the middle of the day (just to say)
Baby I Love You (Like you use to)

I can't explain this feelin' (yeah)
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on (uh huh)
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you You gon remember me)
Walk Away (Forever you will live in my memory)
Walk Away
I'm gonna remember you
You gonna remember me
Walk Away
I can't forget how we used to be

I'm gonna remember you
You gonna remember me
The things we did, the way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, My love, My family
How did we lose a love that seemed meant to be?
Sometimes I kiss her
And wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him
And wish that it was you i'm missing
Sometimes I hug her And wish that it was you I was huggin'
And I realize how much i'm buggin' (I MISS YOU)

so hard to express this feeling cause nobody compares to you (to you)
and you know she'll never love you like i do


-

Sufiyan, i don't know if you wanted me back because you've got noone else or you really do love me. i don't know and i might not care. you asked me to be your gf again and i told you that wasn't what i wanted anymore. i'm happy with where i am now. but even though we might not be officially together, i hope we could spend times like we used to (trips home with you included).

AI EL YU.
might not be as much as before but it still means something.

&& don't erase me from your memory.

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:25 PM


IT GETS SO HARD TO WALK AWAY.

Music's OFF.

such a boring daaaaaaaaaaaay!
tutorials are BLAH.

failed Maths & Stats quiz!
7.5/25
LMAAAAAAAAOO.

darn those Logs!
pffffft. tell me when i ever passed my Add Maths? even in sec school? not even ONCE! a loyal F9. roaaaaaaaarrr. now i can't escape. hmpf.

nothing much to blog today. hohums.
more update tmr probably.
lovelove. (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:35 PM


Tuesday, May 29, 2007
TRAUMATIZED.

Music's ON: Karma - Alicia Keys

what goes around, comes around
what goes up must come down
now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me...?

-

school was just okay.
not fun, not boring.

had PIPC quiz early in the morn.
zzzz.

saw half-cute a little after that. HEHEHEHE.
yeah, then we had an hour's break. headed to Cheers to grab something to munch. on the way there, saw half-cute again. he & friends walked past us so by the time i saw him, his back is already facing me. took a good look. it's enough to make me go dreamy for the rest of the day...

ask HY. i don't know what the hell was i thinking when i replied her message.
hy: "so i sms sebas first then i'll sms you after that."
me: "okay, i'll sms you later!"
HAHAHA.

&& i think i already know what's half-cute's name.
:D

-

moving on!
i passed both my HAP and Biochem quizzes! :D
marginal passes but still, unexpected.

HAP : 15/25
Biochem: 11.5/20

I NEED TO PULL UP MY SOCKS.
UNTIL MY THIGHS.

-

fast forward >>

A STRANGER FOLLOWED ME HOME TODAY.
i was so scared!

it was around 8.10pm.
i was at level 1, lift lobby. i entered the lift, then a middle-aged chinese guy entered after me. then he pressed 11, i pressed 5. he stood at the back of the lift, i stood around the middle. suddenly at around lvl 3-4, he came forward until beside me and looked at me top to toe.

then i felt uneasy already!

so lvl 5 i went out, i walked slowly waiting for the lift door to close behind me. i thought i'd only walk towards my house when i hear the lift door close. BUT NO. THE LIFT DOOR NVR BANG. so i was like, could he be looking at me?


i turned around AND SURE ENOUGH, I SAW HIM WALKED OUT OF THE LIFT. HE SAW ME LOOKING AT HIM THEN HE QUICKLY LOOK AWAY. then fine, i walked towards my house. kept looking back. then, he loitered at my lift area there!

I DON'T DARE TO OPEN MY HOUSE DOOR COS I SCARED HE RUN TOWARDS MY HOUSE AND GO IN! =X


i rung the doorbell of my house.
rung & rung & rung... nobody's home.
i was too scared to rush open my gate & door. so i called my mum. she was at the busstop nearby my block. i purposely talked DAMN LOUD hoping that bastard would go away. but he didn't! he still dare to peep at me even when i looked at him back! MAD BASTARD. mum told me to get help from neighbours. i was quivering by then.

i glanced at the lift area again and that bastard was still there. walking around & around, occasionally looking at me. then while i was talking to my neighbour (a guy, thank God), THAT BASTARD CAME NEARER TO MY CORRIDOR!

HE'S GOT THE NERVE TO DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then i alerted my neighbour and told him that's the bastard.
obviously he saw but by the time he rushed towards the lift area, the bastard fleed. he went down the stairs. DIRTY PIECE OF SHIT.

few min later, my mum came home with 2 policemen. O.o
coincidentally, there was a police car patrolling my area.
the policemen asked me a few questions about that bastard, took my particulars & asked me exactly what happened. then when i looked down, i saw the bastard walked away at the other side of my block! & he was looking up at my level. CCB.

rot in hell, you dirty faggot!

-

mum's fetching me home from school for the next few days.
just in case...

wah, i'm traumatized.

-

blog more tmr!
goodnight, sweethearts.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:10 PM


Monday, May 28, 2007
A QUICKIE.

Music's ON: Put Your Records On - Corinne Bailey Rae

"....so when we put all these bonds together what do we get?"
"JAMES BOND."

-

went to school with hy.
i was late. VERY LATE.
=X

so sorry, darling!

-

reached school on time.
while waiting for the lift, guess who i saw? (((:
half-cute guy!

EYE CONTACT. EYE CONTACT. EYE CONTACT. =O
then i pretend to sms.
then he walked past behind Lin.

teehee.

-

today's HAP lab session was boring. so little things to do. the knee-jerk reflex, pupil dilation thing and other whatnots. practical ended an hour earlier. LOL.

so we had 4 hours of break in total. on the way out of school, saw half-cute again.
EYE CONTACT. =O

WHY IS IT THAT EVERYTIME I LOOK AT HIM, HE'S ALWAYS LOOKING BACK? creepers. i like to seesee him when he's oblivious but apparently it hasn't been happening. eeeeee, i don't like! it's scary, really. =/

us girls went over to TM/CS and had Burger King. then we walked around and slacked at Starbucks. and oh gaaaaaaaawd, I LOVE THE TOILET AT CS! it has high pink chairs and placed infront of it on a table was a mirror. for makeup! too bad i didn't take a pic of it. but the toilet was so cool lar! i wanted to bring home the pink glittery high chair.

HAHAHAHA.

-

headed back to school for OC lab session.
DID THE EXPERIMENT WITH CLAIRMOND COS CHRISTINA NVR COME.
yaay, same bench with Lin.
:D

used the models to construct various hydrocarbons. the hydrogen "atom" keep falling out of the straw. didn't want to stay put. so Clairmond & I decided that hydrogen bonding is weak. that's why it kept falling out.

HAHAHAHA.
=____________="

yadayadayada.

-

met sis and mummy at BPP. had Swensen's for dinner.
Fish Baked Rice.
Caesar's Salad with Breaded Fish. (yummmmmmmy!)
Chilli Fish Pasta.
Deep Fried Mushrooms. (yummmmmmmy!)

stuffed. bought nail polish at Aries. muahaha.
then home.

-

will update more tmr!
goodnight, diddlydums! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:29 PM


Sunday, May 27, 2007
BAAAWRING.

Music's OFF.

TEACHER : What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
PUPIL : A teacher.

-

sister bought a diamond ring yesterday.
$1800.
because of GSS, she got it at $1200.

=________________="

i am NOT willing to spend such a huge amount on a measly silver circle with a shiny thing attached to it. i don't understand what's so nice about diamonds? maybe i'll change my mindset once i'm a woman.

or maybe not. =/

-

TMR GOING TO SCHOOL WITH HUI-YINNNNNN!
YAY YAY! :D :D :D

okay, nothing to update on.
until my next entry.

LOVES!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:13 PM


Saturday, May 26, 2007
TRYING TO STUDY.

Music's ON: Walk Away (Remember Me) - Paula DeAnda

i was listening to the HAP (Human Anatomy & Physiology, for those who are still wondering) E-Lecture on the Blackboard. halfway through topic 4.4 (i re-studied), i realised i haven't print lecture notes 4.5 onwards yet. HOW TO STUDY, YOU TELL ME.
=_________="

am going to go over to sister's place tmr and use her (or rather mine because she used my CD or....whatevs) powerpoint to print my HAP lecture notes and OC tutorial 3.1.

a few min ago, i was trying to decipher what that Jyothi is blabbering on the Integumentary System e-lecture. it was still so hard to understand what she's trying to say with that thick indian accent. so i kinda forget about it and started blogging. tmr, i guess. (procrastinating....)

damn, if only e-lectures has options for LANGUAGES.
then i'd select mine to "PROPER ENGLISH".

-

right.
- study HAP from e-lectures. (muzzle cells are called muzzle fibres...)
- re-study Biochem from scratch. understand every single toooooooot*. (DNA replication; amino acids add to 3' or 5' ??)
- memorise PIPC/OC stuff. (IUPAC nomenclature, functional groups...darn you, chemistry)
- practise Maths&Stats.

1 more week to Term Test.
anybody wants to join me on a mugging trip? (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:59 PM


Friday, May 25, 2007
SHREK-IE DAY!

Music's ON: Don't Forget To Remember Me - Carrie Underwood

won't blog much today.

-

FRIDAY, 26th MAY 2007, MARKS THE SILLIEST DAY WE'VE EVER HAD IN TP.

but it was so much fun!
:D :D :D

the Clique decided to wear the AS green tee together. we brought our Shrek ears as well. hahaha. lectures after lectures. the supposed last lecture ended at 4pm. but we had an extra Biochem lecture which is from 5pm-7pm. so us girls + Alex and Joshua headed to Cheers. we bought the green HipHop popsicle that will turn to jelly.

VERY NICE!
ok, that's besides the point. we actually bought the popsicle to match our tee and Shrek ears. so we can snap pictures. HAHAHAHAHA.

headed to the stadium where we decided it will be our venue for photo-taking.
=P

PICTURES!
(beware, certain images may make you go mentally haywire. monsters are cute at the time pictures were taken. whether or not they are still cute, REMAINS A MYSTERY. keep yourself sane. don't say you're not warned!)



candid.



yummy popsicles.



green tongue!



acting cute. we failed. =/



WOOHOO.




(not so)funny poses.



Nadiah so cute! :D




look at Muna! hahaha!



Ready! Set!




GO! (1)




GO! (2)


Caught me unaware!



MY FAVOURITE PICTURE AMONG ALL MY FAVOURITES!
:D :D :D

EDITED




-

that was during our hour break before Biochem lecture starts. andand Muna, Lin & I wore the ears all the way back to our LT. people were looking, of course! hahaha. and we wore them throughout the lecture too! except for me, i took it out when Dr Lim was talking to me. paisey lar. lmao. but i put it back on. HAHA!

anyway, THANKS TO ALEX FOR SNAPPING ALL THE PICTURES FOR US! ((: so sweet of him. haha. and OH! there's a stupid video too!


CLICK!

he pretended to snap our pic but took a video instead.
evidently, we weren't amused. all so relaxed in the video although we did pose for a split second. hahaha.

-

gahh, saw half-cute guy alot today. siiiighs.

racing heart, silly smile & flipping stomach. ((:
TELL ME IT'S NOT A CRUSH.

he was in the same LT as me for most of our lectures. Morning lectures, he sat two rows and a few seats away infront of me. i had my good share of sneak peeks. he kept turning back to talk to his classmate so i had to be wary. HEE. then ended our morning lectures, us girls headed out of the LT and sort out our HAP notes to photocopy. i went in the Photocopy Centre.

then he walked past the shop. i suddenly exclaimed, "half-cute guy!" without intending to. i couldn't help it? WALAO. then see him walk past until the shop's door, AND HE LOOKED IN...............

EYE CONTACT! =O

and i quickly turned away.
rraaahhhhhhhh.

-

after the two hours break (we had Macs), headed back to school. HAP lecture was next. we came in pretty late, and i didn't get to scan who's in the same LT. got a feeling he was behind. hmmm, during the break in between HAP & OC, i turned and sure enough, he was two rows behind my row sitting nearest the stairs. gagagagagagagaga.

so near yet so far..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

-

time check: 1.15am
my gawd.

i better go now.
tooooooooooodles, candycanes. ((((((((((((:

xoxo

PS// i think i contradicted my first sentence for this entry. =P

WITH LOVE ♥ 11:29 PM


Thursday, May 24, 2007
WE'RE NOT TO BE BLAMED. IT'S YOU.

Music's ON: Is It Any Wonder - Keane

first and foremost, i called Melvyn from Dance to settle my dance class schedule already. I'M PERMANENTLY CHANGED TO CLASS 1! that's like Fridays, 5pm-6.30pm. i called him at first, he said cannot confirm. then i was told to sms my name and admission number to him. late last night, he replied saying that i can go for Friday classes.

:D :D :D

-

okay, i'm not gonna go into details about today.
had OC quiz. rahhhhh. i can do the predicting of molecular shapes thing because i studied on the long train rides. hehehe. then the functional groups? blurblurblur. carboxyl? amide? NO IDEA. and i dunno how many sp^3 carbons are there? DIE.

and the nomenclature!
2-chloro-2,4-dipropylbutene?

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH.
I DUNNO LAR, I DUNNO!!!!

say hello to a terrible score. =(

-

saw half-cute guy a couple of times today. (:
he was in the same biochem lecture theatre. then end of school, i was laughing with my group of friends and when i look straight, THERE HE IS AGAIN! laughing with his own friends. my heart flipped. awww, so half-cute. =P

i think i might change my mind about half-cute when the time comes. haha.
x)

-

TMR I HAVE SCHOOL FROM 8am - 7pm.
this is worse than office hours, ok? some more i don't get paid. instead, I PAY TO STAND SCHOOL FOR SUCH LONG HOURS! zzzzzzzzzzz.

lazy to blog more.
sorry i don't write long, aimless and nonsense entries. i don't drag pointless topics and bore you. so no worries. i shall stop when i don't have anything to say. ((:

-

i shall fly off now.
toodles, pumpkins! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 9:34 PM


Wednesday, May 23, 2007
YOUR FOOLISH ACTS.

Music's ON: Who Knew - Pink



-

class was supposed to start at 1pm today but there's APEL lesson at 10am. zzz. boring like shiiiiito. just talked about how we're coping with the modules. some complained about the lecturers. especially the PIPC/OC one. damn fast lor.

did abit of APEL.
it doesn't make sense to me at all. =.=

had 2 hours break before next lesson.
lunched at Jupiter's. voted for the TPSU and ASc people at the CyberCentre. the voting process was so serious lar. go upstairs, turn hp to silent, no talking, no discussing.
=___________________="

headed to library to finish up my work.
then headed for OC tutorial. whatever lar. boring. then CSAS tutorial. had the Lab Report test. was frantically writing. i finished 10min before time's up. and the test is an hour 45min. -.-" i think my format is fine. the contents...erm, i'm not sure. OUHWELL.

Maths&Stats tutorial after.
the class was havoc. so damn noisy when teacher was explaining stuff. i was trying very hard to understand what he's trying to say and the rest was like, yakyakyakyakyak. kinda symphathise our tutor. so i paid full attention. i asked him one question on logs with Lin. i hope he knows that some people DO wanna listen to him and learn. (:

had lunch with the girls after that.
and headed home.

-

on the way, met up with x-bf at Clementi.
he bought the mint chocs too! LOL. boarded the train again and continued our journey homeeeee.

in the MRT:
Fee, "Do I look any different to you?"
Me, "*examines top to toe* Erm, no? Why?"
"I've been working out but there's no results."
"It takes time what!"

"Do I look any different to you?"
"*he examines me top to toe* Nooo...."
"I HAVEN'T been working out also i'm still the same! :D :D"

and then he forced himself not to smile but his face tells it all! that wide smile plastered on his face. hahaha. glad i could at least make you smile, dearest! don't be sad anymore, OKAYS! (((: we can meet up for more rides home together if you want. hehs.

-

the Term Test Timetable is out for me!


(click to enlarge)

LOOK AT MY SEAT NUMBER FOR MATHS&STATS TEST.
1.
ONE.

suay or what! for MATHS some more! rroaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr.
anyway, must get down to mugging already.
I CAN DO THIS! :D

alright, i shall end here.
must read up on OC. i have a quiz tmr!

toodles, sweethearts! (:

xoxo

PS// stop antagonizing me. do you know what's a "LIFE". can you get one for yourself, please? IT'S FREE.

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WITH LOVE ♥ 9:23 PM


Tuesday, May 22, 2007
SORRY, WHAAAAAT?!

Music's ON: Irreplaceable - Beyonce

because it's fun to see you get angry, blather and look like a fool. ((:

-



FABULOUSLY RIDICULOUS PICTURES AHEAD!
:D

-

i woke up freaking LATE today. 6.45am. (:
actually, i'm supposed to leave home at 6am because i have an 8am lecture today. SO YAH. wahahaha. i didn't skip school of course! quickly got ready. dialled for a cab. went down and the cab was already there. O.o

so fast lor.

-

digressing, I HATE TAXI DRIVERS WHO ASKS ME FOR DIRECTIONS.
like, hello?! who's the cab driver here?! who's the one who's suppose to know the roads better than me?! so fking annoying, can! "you wanna go by PIE or BKE?" fk you lah, you dunno go PIE or BKE then GO BY THE SKY LAH. what are taxi drivers for?! IRRITATING. as if i know PIE can lead me to where! then this morn's taxi driver asked me, "it's tampines ave 1, right?" DO I CARE WHAT AVE TP IS ON? for my aunt's pantyhose sake, i am a 17 year old poly student not another freaking taxi driver!

so i was like, "i dunno!" and by the time i saw the Temasek Polytechnic signboard, it was already too late for him to turn left. so he took a further route. CHEAT MY MONEY, tamade.

-

ANYBLUECOWS, i thought i was gonna be late. but i reached 10min before 8am. went for Maths&Stats yawnzies lecture. then continued with 2hrs of PIPC snoozies lecture. HAP tutorial was cancelled which means 2 more hours of break! 3hrs in total. next lesson would be at 2pm.
:D :D

us four headed to Tampines Mall for lunch at LJS. then we walked around. headed to Popular and wasted time there. then around 1pm, we left for school again.

-

had biochem tutorial.
frankly, I FEEL LIKE HUGGING AND KISSING MY BIOCHEM TUTOR. SERIOUS. ok, exaggerating. buti wanna thank him alot! he's so clear when explaining the enzymes concept lah! or any other stuff, for that matter. i'm totally enlightened when he explains. his explanation is so crystal clear. whatever i have doubts with, i don't have to ask cos i'll already understand when he explains. SUPER! don't know about others though. heh heh.

-

THEN THE FUN BEGINS. :D

we had biochem Lab Session. at first i felt kinda sian-ed cos last biochem lab was a bore. only did the starch/reducing sugar/chloride testing. little did i know this lab session would be SUPER FUN! not the experiment lar but the people you do it with!

:D

before the pictures come, i must remind you that HANDPHONES ARE NOT ALLOWED IN CHEMICAL LABORATORIES.

but Ms Vani (sp?) was so nice she didn't say a single word about THE WHOLE CLASS snapping pictures/laughing out loud in the lab. in fact, she still can joke and smilesmilesmile away with us. hehehehehehe.


this is a Vortex Mixer machine. put your (plastic) test tube on the black thing (idk what it's called) on top of the machine as shown above. hold your tube tightly. turn the machine on and it will mix the solution in the test tube for you! AS SIMPLE AS THAT. super dee duper COOL, right!

forget about glass rod in test tube to mix your solution, man! this is what we use now. wahahahahahaha.


scientists.

we got time to snap pictures cos there's a part in the experiment where we have to wait 30min before we can proceed.

and with 30min, we can take LOADS of pics.


Nadiah & I.
see the hand in between us? it's Lin's hand. AND SHE'S SO CUTE LAR. after Nad took this picture, Lin came to look and she asked us,"eh, korg nampak tak ader tangan kat situ?" ("you all can see there's a hand in between?") she's trying to scare us lar. i'm like, "yah, i know it's you!" then Nad was the first one who realised and she said, "dah buat abeh tanyer."

then both of us cracked up!
the funny thing is, LIN'S THE ONE WHO DID IT THE HAND THING THEN SHE ASK US ABOUT IT. lmao!

Nad & I were laughing like INSANE PEOPLE by then! and Nad was on the floor already lar! literally ROFL. i laughed until i cannot breathe sey! if i was asthmatic i think i would've DIED. HAHAHAHAHA. damn funny!



POSING POSING~
i was putting the solution into a test tube using the micro pipette.
^_^


the first row of test tubes and solutions.
the shades of blue is actually from lightest to darkest. so cool!


experiments and micropipettes.


half of A7B5 girls; two cliques.
clockwise: Ting Xuan, Christina, Mei Yee, Felicia, Lin, Muna, Yan Ru, Nad and I! i look like a hunchback. =_____="


WE ARE ALL SUPERWOMAN-S !!
crazy shot! :D :D

all pictures taken in the lab.
thanks you to Ms Vani (sp?) for not being so strict! hehehehe. maybe she understands that our class has crazy, always-take-pictures kinda people. but it's fun-er to take pics in the lab. HEH.

-

APEL lesson at 10am tmr!
just when i thought i could sleep a little more......

-

alright, i'll end it here. (:
hope my entry today isn't as dull as......well, the rest!
i had fun today, i hope you did too!

SNUGGLE UP TIGHT, cupcakes!
goodnight!

xoxo

PS// girl, don't throw your envy at me. there's nothing about me you can shoot about already so STFU. quit blathering and being sophomoric. you call people names, is that not childish?
PPS// HY & I had a good laugh reading your ________. fat hopes? (:
PPPS// i'm your source of motivation to study, am i not? you can't lie to yourself. YOU'RE WELCOME!

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WITH LOVE ♥ 8:54 PM


Monday, May 21, 2007
IF MY HEART WERE MADE OF GOLD..

Music's ON: What About Now - Chris Daughtry

rraaahhhh.
i just finished my Biochem tutorial.
so last minute, right?! hahaha.

there's still a stack of tutorials for me to finish up. i'm procrastinating again! argh. i hate to leave my homework undone yet i'm so lazy to do it! =/ stop zuraiin, stop. you've already had your chance to be a PROCRASTINATION QUEEN.

i seriously must focus lar.
FOCUS ZURAIIN FOCUS!
if don't focus now, i'll surely struggle later on.

SIGHS.

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ONE FAB NEWS!
for PIPC lab today, we did TITRATION!

:D :D :D :D :D

i don't have to miss doing titration anymore! yaaay! hahaha! so nice, so nice! but the burette now is different. no more (obscene) yellow rubber tube and annoying metal clip that hurts my fingers! the "tap"- called the stopcock - is attached to the burette already. and all you gotta do is turn the "tap" and the solution will pass through just like that! except, it's hard to measure ONE DROP of solution lah. what more HALF A DROP?

=___="

butbutbut, i didn't get to do much titration lor. there's suppose to be 6 tries for each group. my grp has 3 people but i only did ONCE and i overshot. and i didn't get to do again. SO SIAN LOR. then i keep going to Nad's bench and seesee looklook at hers. haha. since my bench i got NOTHING to do. =.="

i only did once pipetting, once titrating, D.I.-ed the glasswares, throw all the wastes into the beakers in the fumehood and other stuff that's not directly related to the experiment. which is super boring lar. Titration is supposed to be FUN for me but somehow this session is so BLOODY boring because i can't get to do the whole procedure myself. not even once. so it's like i got no experience. =(

wtevs.

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as usual, Wess was calling us DOCTORS.
i told him i was a surgeon. we wore the gloves what. HAHAHA.

then Muna called me Dr. Addison. (read previous entry)
wah, like so cool like thaaat. =P

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something funny happened.

towards the ending of the lab session, i went over to Lin's bench (which is the very front) since i finished everything and wanted to pack already. Lin was still doing her post-lab assessment so i waited around her bench. supposedly, this week was Grp 1 & 2's turn to clear the common area and workbenches. i was in Grp 12 so i just slacked lor. then our Lab Tech announced:

"Group 1 & Group 2, remember this week is your turn to clear the workbenches and common area. We will switch to the next two groups for the next lesson and so on...."

so when she was saying that, i was looking at her. like "pay attention" what. then she glanced at me while giving more of the cleaning roster insructions. SINCE IT DIDN'T CONCERN ME, i just turned away as soon as she looked at me. then i busy-ed myself with my pencil case. then you know what she said next???

"THOSE WHO ARE NOT IN THE GROUP CAN ALSO HELP."

what the shit! O_____O
apparently she was saying me lar! then i was like looking down and laughing to myself because i know she's asking me to help! zzzzzzzzzz! i was still laughing when i walked draggily past the Lab Tech's workbench towards the common area where we had to clean. GUESS WHAT? i heard her LAUGHING too.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO MEAN RIGHT?!
labtech got like this one.. UNFAIR! i demand justice. next time when it's my group's turn, i shall not do the cleaning. pffft!

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okokokok. I MUST GET GOING.
i need sleep or else i'll be a zombie tmr. (plum candy, plum candy!)
8am-6pm!

help? =X

nightnight muffins, sleep tight & don't let the bedbugs bite! (:
sweet kisses.

xoxo

PS// to who it may concern: it's not us, it's YOU.

WITH LOVE ♥ 8:57 PM


SHORT ENTRY.

Music's OFF.

Take this test at Tickle

You're Dr. Addison Montgomery-Shepherd

Which Grey's Anatomy Character Are You?
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I'm Dr. Addison in Grey's Anatomy!
wahahahaha.

I'M MARRIED TO DR. MCDREAMY OKAAAAAAAAYY!
woohoo! :D :D :D

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ok, i'm in AS PC lab now.
Hy's with me too! ((:

there's PIPC lab session later at 3pm.
will blog more when i'm home.

toodles!

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 12:42 PM


Sunday, May 20, 2007
LIKE I SAID, I AIN'T YOUR TOILET BOWL.

Music's ON: Last Night - P. Diddy ft. Keyshia Cole

even if i was, you've got too much shit for me to flush it down.

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the song i'm listening to is the same song our dance seniors used for their performance. their dance was very nice! haha.
:D

SADLY, the dance orientation was a load of poo. i'm sorry to be saying this but it's true! came to school. wasted time just by chatting among our own groups. then played silly games. then they gave us AN HOUR to choreo our mini performance. 1 hour only leh! wtf. then water games where we were drenched head to toe! they used PAILS and HOSES to wet us. after that, we got changed. had 30min to finalize our dance. then the performance.

and that was it.
no bonding feeling, never make any new friends, no spirit.

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BLAH dee BLAH.
and it is no wonder. it was the FIRST EVER dance orientation. so suay lor! i'd rather not go for orientation. and the people all look so unfriendly one. i was with Christina (classmate!) and her friend the whole time. the rest of the people in our group so _________(fill in the blank)! like we say, "our group so jialat!"

and i was slotted into HipHop Class 2.
which is on Sats.
which is stupid because i have to travel so far just for 1hr 30min of dance.

i'd rather have Class 1 which is on Fridays!
SO, i'm gonna call one of the seniors up to ask if i can get my class changed.

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am i complaining too much?

i just didn't like the orientation lah.
i think i'd be happier if HY was around! =(

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no HAP lab tmr!
weeeeeeeeeeehehehehe.

meeting the usual girls at 1030am tmr to use the com lab. heh. probably have lunch after and slack before the second lab session which is at 3pm! :D

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i can't wait for Friday, yet again.
hahaha. (:

sweet kisses to all.

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:08 PM


Friday, May 18, 2007
LOONS ON LOONY TABLETS.

Music's ON: Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte

the striking new feature blogger has when i saw my entry box is the "SAVE NOW" button. a draft will be autosaved after a few mins. or else you click on the button manually. THANK GOD FOR THIS. i always lose my entry when my com hangs or something.

thank you for the upgrade, blogger.
finally you have something that is actually useful. =.=

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HAP and Maths quizzes today.
let me say byebye to my maths marks. i couldn't answer two of the questions. that alone costs 10marks. plus my doubts for the other 3 questions? sighhhh. HAP was just ok? except for the skin one lah, i dunno seh. didn't attend the lecture. =/

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brought my lappy to school today. my shoulders were aching!
intention was to do the HAP self-check test on the Blackboard online during the 2hr break before the actual HAP quiz. but then, couldn't get through the wireless in the library. was walking around searching for the router. then when i got a signal, it needs the passphrase. grrrr.... so frustrated. haha. then it's like i can't do the test online luh. aaahhhh.

on the brightbright side, i saw half-cute guy in the lib. (:
was walking around, lappy on my hands and searching for a signal. then saw him behind a solo study table. shocked at first lah. then second time - from my table's view - i thought he was gone, so i went to search for router again. was busy trying to see if the password was written on the router. when i turned, i saw him lying on the solo study table!

T_____T

i must have looked so stupid right?

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it's CCN Day.
damn lots of people lah. walaos. i cannot stand crowds, can? so effing annoying. the noise, the fidgetings. cannot lah. then when they walk with no direction. push here there everywhere. WAH! get on my nerves, man! no wonder i have little interest in clubbing/concert shits. i hate CROWDS!
=.="

school ended at 4pm. headed back to BP asap. darling-sebas ended school at 2pm so wanted to meet slightly earlier than our usual Friday dinners. reached JE station around 5+pm? waited for darling-hy but we couldn't find each other. LOL~

so we met at CCK station instead where we realised we were in the same train. HAHA.

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waited for sebas there and when she arrived, we head to BPP.
dinner-ed at Delifrance. i had Fish&Chips, sebas had Beef Baked Rice and hy had Sirloin Steak. then all three of us shared wedges and calamari rings. total bill came up to $66.

=X

once in awhile splurge ok lar.
chatted, LAUGHED A HELL LOT, snapped pictures, slacked at starbucks, gossiped. i just love Friday dinners. so fuuuuuuuun! that's when i laugh until my tummy aches. i love i love. (:

too many funny things to mention.
:D :D :D

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and i passed sebas the biscuit with DBSK pictures on the box already.
she was super dee duper happy! lmao!
i'm so sweet hor, SEBASTINI LOH?!

wahahahaha. :D

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btw, TP Dance gave wrong information lah.
names shortlisted on the notice board are already a member of TPDE. not that we have to pay first. zzz. so yeah, i'm officially a TPDE member. sounds so strange, right. i meant, for me. lol. soooo, tmr is the Dance Orientation already. sighsigh. i'm going alone! we'll see how it goes.

BLESS ME!

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right.
will stop here.
toooooodles, my noodles! :D

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 10:45 PM


Thursday, May 17, 2007
I'D NEVER THOUGHT.

Music's OFF.

blogged early today! weeeeeeeeeewts!
just got home from school.

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today was fine.
first lecture at 9am.

HAP- 2hours.
started a new topic.
Nervous System. wah, damn fast lah. zzz. i was frantically jotting down my notes. occasionally, i daydreamed. so i probably don't understand some parts. nvm, there's the Blackboard. LOL. the blackboards got recordings of the lectures you see. so ya, just go and watch it back lo. lmao. tsktsk.

then we had an hour's break. after lunch, we jammed our brains with biochem. since there's a quiz later during lecture time. jamjamjam.

Biochem- 2hours.
lecture for the first hour. my mind was offfffffff. so i didn't understand what he was teaching. except for little parts here and there. haha. what the eff. next hour was the quiz. actually it wasn't too difficult. just that i forgot lots of things then my answers were a little too short for 5marks. especially the DNA replication one. rahhhh. MCQs were fine, though! :D

Organic Chem- 2hours.
haaaaaaah, was half-slacking, half-listening. i understood certain parts but there's others where i was totally blurred. OC Quiz on 24th May. rooooooaarrr. this is effing sick. =(

on the bright side, half-cute (and again, he's not really handsome but he has hot hair! i'm a sucker for boys with hot hair. teehee) guy was in the same LT. wewts! anyway, during the 10min toilet break, i was signalling & trying to tell Fareed to get for us the tutorial paper. half-cute guy was sitting at the back among Fareed & co. then i realised he was staring down on me. i guessed he thought i was talking to him.

=/


ouhwell.
no APEL lesson so we headed home straight!

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i studied HAP on the train ride home.
AM I A GOOD GIRL OR WHAT! :D

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okay.
until here, sweet peas. (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 6:17 PM


Wednesday, May 16, 2007
STOP YOUR NONSENSE LAH, CRAPFACE.

Music's ON: Don't Get It Twisted - Gwen Stefani


our biochem tutor! LOL. i tried hiding my phone to snap a pic but obviously it can still be seen. so i'm guessing he knows but doesn't care. haha!


teachteachteach! primary structure contains peptide bonds. covalent bonding is the strongest bond. quaternary structure is formed when two or more polypeptide chains is joined...


took this before HAP tutorial. wahahaha.


during our break. we had alot of time to spend (because we skipped PIPC lecture. hehe) so we went Cheers, bought food and slacked at Business school. then we walked around the school. this picture was taken at the fountain area. nice place. soooo peaceful. hehhhhhs.

all pictures taken yesterday.

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TODAY!
i woke up slightly late.
reached school at 12pm; an hour later than the time we're supposed to meet. oops. sorry guys! =X

headed to the PC lab and printed out our HAP notes. then, we head for lunch. i had lasagna again! hehehe. nice whaaaat. the curry noodle is FAB too! the portion was HUGE and it only costs $2.50! :D

it's making me hungry already. heee.

and then went for OC tutorial. had a pop quiz.
aaaaaarrrgggghhhh, no comments.

then CSAS.
BAAAAAAAWWW-RING!

our careperson played some SLOW music and what did she say to us?
"i will play for you some FAST music so you can do your work faster."


=__________="
we burst out laughing when she turned on the radio.

hy called me twice during the tutorial and i thought it might be something urgent. so i picked up the call. with the tutor in class, yes. WAHAHAHA.

anyway, she called to tell me i was shortlisted for TPDE after the auditions. LOL! abit hard to believe. i mean i was all over the place during the auditions. can't even spin properly.. hah.

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there wasn't any Maths&Stats tutorial today so we get to go home early!

but while waiting for hy to end class, i went over to the TPDE notice board. saw Mei Yee and gang there. Christina got shortlisted too. so yeah..

i gotta pay $20 for the lessons asap if i want to be in the club.
the problem is, i'm not sure if i want to.. hy's not in and i don't see the point in joining a CCA without hy! rahhhhhhh. =X

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so how?
oh yaaaa, oh yaaa.... TPDE is Temasek Poly Dance Ensemble. wth, now then i say. hahahaha. the auditions that hy and i went for is the HipHop one. soo...yup.

HAIYAH, I DUNNO LAH.
I DUNNO~~

see how luh.
=/

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:58 PM


Tuesday, May 15, 2007
LOOOONG ENTRY/PIC INFLUX

Music's ON: New Age Girl - Dead Eye Dick

hokay....
frankly, i haven't been blogging much because blogger was being a biznatch.
or so i thought.

my desktop com won't display the entry box like how it's supposed to be so i switched to my vaio instead. i used the same modem for my internet connection. butbut blogger's entry box still appears in a weird manner. my instincts told me it might be because of my modem/broadband so i used wireless instead. then, yeah.. blogger's fine. only now, the wireless is being a pain in the ass.so i'm switching between broadband & wireless.

how shitty.

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anyway, pictures from the past few days!

SUNDAY
went to my cousin's son's birthday party. we ain't that close though. so i saw my other cousins that i only see once a year. waaaaah, they change ALOT seh. there's one of my cousin who's 2 yrs younger than me, and her hair's ORANGE. her dressing is really so minah. eurgh. to think that the shy, quiet, always-by-the-mother's side is HER. tsktsktsk.


Cousins!


Aunt/1, Sister, Abg Yus (cousin) & Grandma.


Abg Yus & cute-faced Aunt/2.


Abg Yus & Aunt/2. (proper)


Aunt/2 & Aunt/1.


Amiliya.


Nina & Sabrina. a very RARE picture of them together. the rest of the times they are beating and screaming at each other. =.="


Fairuz. he's the guy in black. one of my cousins too. i was really close to him when i was young say... 6/7 yrs old? our age is the same.. so yeah, last time like really close. in the sense that we always play together, eat together, take pics together.. but then now we see each other, like TOTAL strangers. wakaka. he's very good-looking now. HEH.


stupid picture! so chubby and my crooked fingers so obvious. zzz.


CUTE!


Haziq! lol.


i look older than i am?


Kak Nana, Aunt/2 & sister.

some pictures at the party.

boring la. =____="

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then us relatives and my family headed to causeway for dinner.
daaaadidaadidaaaa~
then home!

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MONDAY
didn't have HAP lab so starts at 3pm for OC lab session. yeap. my CSAS group met up to do our project. Nad, Muna, Gina & I did some discussing at the lib. but nothing seems to be coming out of it. LOL. so we decided to head to the PC lab and just do it on the spot. met Lin there. we were supposed to do a laboratory report. which ain't easy, fyi.

so in less than 3 hrs, we finished! printed on the transparency.
then we head for lunch.

which is atttt....i forgot where? =/

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then slack till OC lab session starts.
the OC lab was soooooo deserted! lol. anyway, B9 came out of the lab late! grrr. saw that half-cute guy. muahaha. half cos he's not really good-looking but nice to see, get it? started with the practical. my group had to do FRACTIONAL DISTILLATION. the set up was sooooo troublesome! lol. but the vapour ring is cool lah. Wess, Felicia & I were like gawking at it. hmm, come to think of it, it's good B9 came out late. cos we didn't have to rotate and do Simple Distillation! just copy from the next group beside us (who did simple).

:D

we sneaked & captured pics.




finish practical then home lor!

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actually not, i had a movie date with Uncle, Aunt/1, Aunt/2 and those two bratty cousins. wahaha. so Uncle fetched me from school. then we headed straight to Century Square! had dinner and entered the theater. OH YA, we watched JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG (Don't Look Back). it's a malay horror movie uh.

rating?
3.5 outta 5 popcorn bites.
lots of suspense, shocking parts and storyline was ok-ish. easy to understand. but the ghost was =_______________="

not scary at all lor!
it's like........eee, not natural lah. =/

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movie ended at around 9pm?
then i'm supposed to decide if i want to sleep at my aunt's place or if i want my uncle to send me back home. i chose to sleep at my aunt's place. and it's because my uncle keep scaring me about something running about in the toilet when i'm bathing. so i decided to sleep at my aunt's cos at least when i'm bathing early in the morning, someone is outside to accompany me. LOL. if i go back home right, i'll be alone when i get ready for school!

=X

so yeah, since i don't have a change of clothes, Aunt/1 bought for me a black top. quite pretty. and from GIANT. rofl. 10bucks leh. dearest x-bf guessed it was $35. wahahahahaha.

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then headed to Punggol and I snoozed there. (:
that's all for today! (:

xoxo

WITH LOVE ♥ 7:04 PM